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gureshinlover · 6 months
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Ok Saeran AE good ending dump, here are some random thoughts
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The president plot was ended really underwhelmingly, but I'm glad that although Saeran chose to forgive him, the writers are aware this isn't something anyone can do and let saeyoung continue hating him. Honestly, forgiving or not forgiving him aside, I just didn't like the way they made the president go 'ah.. you're right maybe I am a lonely bad guy' LIKE NO WAY THAT ASSHOLE CARES ABOUT THAT, I couldn't take any dialogues seriously
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First of all. Why the fuck is jumin han a politician all of a sudden 😭 And like, forget being a politician, he is a candidate for presidency??????? Am I reading it right?? How exactly..???
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Anyway I FORGOT ABOUT YOOSUNG AT PATISSIER AWWWW It's so nice to see him find himself even if this is saeran's route! You're doing so good love <3 I was gonna say it doesn't make sense that they made him chase his patissier dream when in his own route he thinks about why he wants to become a vet and decides to go that way, but I realized, since another story is 2 years before the casual one I guess he felt more free about leaving his medical studies 😭 he was able to change his path more easily because he just started school, and also he doesn't have a lover like mc in korea unlike his route so that might also affect his choices. But I think he's happy in either ending so I'm glad <33
They did well with Yoosung but. why didn't Jaehee get the same treatment. I don't get it. They were clever enough to remember other characters' goals and worries and made them happy in this AE, except for Jaehee. I wish they made her leave her position too, since Jumin Han is now involved with politics it could be the perfect excuse for Jaehee to stop being his assistant. I'm guessing that this is also because AS is 2 years earlier, which means Jaehee hasn't suffered in her job enough to leave yet, and she probably doesn't have the money to open a coffee shop anyway (she isn't even into coffee professionally yet although she said she was interested a bit) But idk I wish they left us a clue that Jaehee will also get to find her happiness in the future 😭😭
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Another thing I'm confused about is that where the hell does saeran get money from 😭😭 how are we 'lovey dovey at some place romantic'😭 Saeyoung probably has more than enough money so he might have forced Saeran to have it all lol that's the only explanation I can think of. In the alternate ending Saeran has a greenhouse (considering that he said himself to be careful of people raising herbs in the wild I find this funny but well ofc it's the dream job for saeran) but I'm not sure what we're supposed to be doing in this ending lol
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Like, apparently we're hippies now?? Feel love and peace~~
Saeran AE has its problems, but I still love it anyway and I'm not sure how they would be able to make a good ending differently, so I'll just take the good stuff and leave out the bad writing lol I remember going crazy about new illusts in 2020,,, can't believe it's been 3 years already. Happy new years btw I guess? 🌱 Idk how to end this post
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Rose Reads Love In The Big City
Part III
After part two I’d been thinking a lot about the way this book is written and why I felt at times so disconnected emotionally from Young. The way he wrote in the first person usually has the opposite effect but for some reason I always felt like Young was telling this story from such a distant place, emotionally, that I couldn’t trust it. Not that he was lying but he was giving a very curated version of events. Because it all felt so cold, so detached.
This all changed in part 3.
“I had wanted too much”
This sentence hit me so hard. It was so honest and not followed by the usual self deprecating joke that I was so used to reading. By the time I got to this sentence my feelings for Young had changed. I felt less detached and more invested in his life and this love story. This part is less nuanced and to me it reads more honest. There’s less embellishment of events and more straight forward telling of events.
The beginning of this chapter reads a lot like the previous sections, the part where he meets goes to meet Jaehee and in the club, he still writes in that same type of quick witted comments and self deprecating humour.
But when he starts describing meeting Gyu-ho, it changes. It becomes less self referential and more about the we. And for me it read as much more hopeful, for lack of a better word. Although that’s was how I felt reading it. I felt hopeful for him. Even with the appearance of Kylie, it never felt as if “she” was given the same weight as Gyu-ho.
I found the naming very interesting. When we usually name things, we’re giving them more importance. For example, I’m not a plant person but I’ve had them in my house over the years. And it wasn’t until someone gave me an orchid, which I love, that I thought of naming it. She’s called Bela btw. Because this one was different, I care for it in a way I never cared for any plants in my house before. So she deserved a name. And yet, for Young that wasn’t why. It wasn’t to add something, but to remove something. Cause he likes the name Kylie, so naturally it’s less scary and so less important. So Kylie was just another part of him, an inconvenient but not that important part.
“Compared to all the other stuff life hits you with”. And to most people, Kylie would be “the other stuff”. The bigger stuff that you can use to compare to whatever it is you have. Like when you get sick and find out it’s not that serious. At least it’s not “insert scary diagnoses here”. So the way he downplays this made me really scared for him. But there was Gyu-ho and that made less worried somehow.
I was enamored by this romance. Because it read real, not perfect, but beautiful. In contrast with his previous relationship, this one was told with softer words and filled with mundane moments that didn’t need defending, as he so often did with Hyung. There was less self deprecation because he was happier. Even Seoul was “so beautiful all of a sudden”.
“I had wanted too much. I’d already been given so much in the past three years. When you try to have too much, you’re bound to stumble at some point.”
And that’s why this sentence broke me. Because like Young, I dared to hope. I wanted happiness for him in this moment. With this person.
But I also recognize this feeling of even when you’re used to expecting the worst, there are moments that make us forget about that for a while. We let ourselves get swept away by happy moments and “normalcy”. And so when the next thing comes, it hits a bit harder but at the same time it’s expected.
Cause even if for a moment he dared to expect more, he doesn’t believe he deserves it. The shame and self loathing are just under the surface waiting for the time to come back up and take control again.
Once again thanks to @twig-tea💜
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juminsmysticmc · 2 years
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Hey!! Ilove your work sm ❤️ i hope you're doing great
Can I ask RFA reacting to MC getting Assassinated but survived??
Ignore this if you want because the topic is sensitive. Even if I still love your creativity in writing your fanfictions ilsym take care of yourselfff!!! ❤️❤️❤️
RFA x  MC being involved in an assassination but surviving
Hello! First of all I want to clarify that I googled the definition for Assassination, this is what Google Says: Assassination is the murder of a prominent person or political figure by a surprise attack, usually for payment or political reasons
So, I hope everyone can enjoy this Fic, I also want to clarify that this is something written soly out of fiction, nothing is real and things may be exaggerated to make it seem more exciting so please, don’t hate this Fiction.
And to you, you lovely Anon, I bless you with the name ,,red ( heart ) anon’’ because of the whole red hearts and the bloody request. I hope you enjoy it :) BTW, this isn’t sensitive for me at all! Take care of yourself too!!
TW: Sensitive Content 
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Jumin
The day started well and it all went well until that evening at the company, celebrating the new success.
Jumin was standing a few feets away from you, next to you Assistant Kang, who you were talking with, and Jumin didn’t really want to know what you were telling her as her cheeks grew red.
He took his eyes off you for a single second before he heard screaming, shooting and groaning.
When he looked back, Assistant Kang was over you, her body shielding yours as blood was gushing out of one of you.
,,MC!!!’’ Jumin screamed loudly, but probably no one heard it as everyone was running and screaming across the big room.
More shooting was heard and the bodyguards around him were running around as way too many people were laying dead around him.
,,DOWN MR HAN!’’ someone screamed and covered him as more gunfire was heard and then everything was silent.
,,My wife! My wife is there! Get off me!’’ he hissed, trying to shake the person away who saved his life, trying to get to you.
Just now, he could see that you were losing blood.
He finally was able to approach you and pull you towards him. Jaehee was still over you when he gently laid Jaehee back, only noticing then that she was dead.
Jumin couldn’t even gulp at the sight of his best Assistant, dead over his wife.
Jumin checked your pulse and could feel your heart beating. The pulse was still there, but his trembling hands quickly pulled off Jaehee's lifeless body. She had protected you until the end .
,,Don’t make her death be in vain, Mc, stay with me,’’ he begged, trying to cover you with his jacket, his hand over your injury as he waited for help.
,,FUCK! Why didn’t you check all the guests?!’’ Zen screamed at the bloody man in front of him, crying upon hearing of the death of his biggest fan and the dangerous situation you were in.
Jumin stayed silent as Jihyun tried to pull the young man back.
,,I…I was a fool…I know,’’ he confessed, praying, this once praying to God, even though he wasn’t a believer, that you would survive.
,,She’s alive. Her wounds were deep, but Mrs Han was a fighter. An angel must have stayed by her side,’’ the doctor said as soon as he finished his prayer.
,,Jumin…she’s dead, isn’t she? I saw her in my dream, she’s dead… Jaehee saved me,’’ you cried as soon as you saw him, you in his arms as he finally could let his tears fall freely too…
Months later it was discovered that the assasination was planned and done by someone who got fired due to the success of C&R. The man later on killed himself too.
Jumin was and would be always thankful for Jaehee’s sacrifice and to honor her, his child, two years later, was named after her.
Zen
,,The first big fan meeting, I’m so excited,’’ you giggled, holding your boyfriend’s hand.
He was just as nervous as you and you could feel that due to his kind of sweaty hands.
He nodded as he entered the room, preparing little details before the fangirls were let in.
Of course one of them was Jaehee, who thanks to you, got her every VIP Ticket, although she wasn’ the first, but this was okay for her.
Time went on and finally it was her turn, but the atmosphere was totally different from the normal meetings she had with the two of you. It was visible that she was really really nervous too.
,,Thank you for supporting me until coming here,’’ he smiled, holding her hand, which was trembling.
You were assured and looked away from the both of you when you suddenly saw someone pointing a gun towards the three of you.
You acted rapidly, made Zen duck down, and pulled Jaehee below the table when the bullet met your back, making you scream in pain and shiver.
,,OH MY GOD NO!’’ Zen screamed when he saw you. He and Jaehee were hiding behind the table thanks to you and could pull you back just in time before another shot was heard.
The fans were screaming in fear and apparently some of them were shot and injured as even more gunfire was heard.
Zen however, even though it sounded awful in his mind, didn’t mind at all the other people and was just trying to get you to open your eyes, doing CPR on you and calling your name.
Zen was just about to give up when suddenly someone pulled up the tablecloth, making Jaehee shield both you and Zen.
Luckily, a guard and a paramedic quickly performed first aid on you, shoving Zen away from you.
It didn’t take long for Zen to look for the culprit, sprinting towards the woman who was held by the guard.
It was the first time Zen ever hit a woman and he never felt as good as now. “I swear, if you did kill her, I will make you regret being alive!’’ he screamed, before Jaehee pulled him away.
The ride to the hospital was awful. Zen was sobbing loudly as pictures of your lifeless body came back to his mind.
He was trembling like a leaf and no one, not even Jaehee’s support, could help him calm down.
Two of the worst weeks passed for Zen.
His unshaved face was glued on your bed and his cold hand was entangled in yours.
You were in a coma, alive but not waking up and Zen swore to himself, he would die next to you if it was needed.
He was just about to pull back to kiss you one last time before your finger twitched, making him hold his breath.
When he looked up, his hand still in yours, your eyes sleepily looked into his eyes. You were back.
Yoosung
,,I’m not comfortable in big crowds,’’ you confessed as Yoosung was holding your hand. He pulled you through the tables of the video games convention, absorbing every single detail.
The tables were decorated with stuff to sell, fan made pictures, figures, everything.
Yoosung smiled brightly as he looked around himself and enjoyed the sight of the cosplayers, making a mental note to ask one of them for a picture later.
But first of all, he needed very important merch from his lovely LOLOL.
,,Nothing can happen to you. The guards checked our belongings and no one would attack a convention. Besides, I will protect you with my life,’’ he told you, smiling brightly.
Well, he didn’t know how wrong he was.
Yoosung left you at the table in the food hall, just going out because a famous cosplayer was outside and made a live on Instagram saying that he would leave soon.
,,The food will be here any minute, but don’t worry and begin without me,’’ he assured you, kissed your cheek and left, making you sigh as you watched him walk away.
He was right. The food came a few moments later, but there wasn't a chance for you to get the first slice of pizza into your hands as screams made you shriek.
Loud screams of panic around you started and suddenly bullets were heard, almost giving you a heart attack upon hearing the loud sound.
You wanted to hide, go below the table, pray that the person who was shooting around wouldn’t kill you, meet your scared eyes, but you failed and before you could save yourself, a bullet hit you.
Your last thought was for him, Yoosung, to stay outside and not come in, having to be in such pain and in danger.
,,My wife is in the building!’’ Yoosung screamed at a security guard who was trying to hold him off.
Yoosung tried with all his might to make the man let go. His eyes turned darker and suddenly Yoosung really seemed to be stronger.
However, the man didn’t let go and until the assassin wasn’t caught, no one was actually allowed to go in.
Only when paramedics and police officers finally ran into the building, Yoosung was strong enough to punch the man who was holding him to run up into the building to check on him. The sight was horrific.
Yoosung screamed your name and ran towards you.
Everything was spilled on the floor. You were laying in your own blood and you were as pale as the clouds outside.
Yoosung tried to do some first aid on you, however, you didn’t wake up.
Your eyes didn’t open and Yoosung couldn’t feel a pulse.
The sight of you being alive was equal to zero.
Yoosung already thought of dying with you, hating himself for having brought you along, even though you said that you didn’t like crowds. He hated himself for leaving you on your own and he really took the knife to cut the pizza, ready to slice himself open, thinking that he couldn’t dare to live without you, losing again another person.
What he, however, didn’t expect was you grabbing his hand and groaning ,,Don’t you dare…are we Romeo and Juliet or what?’’ you asked him before you passed out again.
,,I can’t believe that a vet wasn’t able to feel the pulse, like, Bro, if you tend your animals like your wife, Korea won’t have any pets at this rate,’’ Zen teased Yoosung later in the hospital after your wounds were tended and the RFA came for a visit.
Jaehee
,,I am here for Mc. She was admitted to this hospital,’’ Jaehee said, out of breath as she arrived at the hospital in the middle of Seoul.
The nurse checked her out, her eyes going from bottom to top before she typed your name into her computer without saying anything.
Jaehee tapped with her feet, standing on one foot and then on the other one, waiting nervously for the nurse to give her an answer.
,,And who are you?’’ the nurse finally said before saying anything regarding your health.
Jaehee inhaled and tried to stay calm.
She often had odd things happen to her when she worked with Jumin. She often had to be confronted with not-so-easy situations, but this one was wracking.
,,I’m her partner. She was involved in an assasination attempt, is she okay?’’ Jaehee asked.
Her hands were placed on the table so that no one could see her trembling hands.
The nurse nodded and looked back down at her screen before she tried to find an answer for Jaehee.
,,She was injured quite badly when she arrived in the ER… someone is waiting for the legal guardian or partner to sign the papers, please follow me,’’ she said. Now the nurse herself was walking quickly. This meant for Jaehee that the situation was quite bad and indeed seemed like that.
As she entered the emergency room, a lot of people were laying on beds.
Some had already a blanket over their face, others were visibly in pain, and then there was you, pale as the blanket you were laying on and totally bloody.
Jaehee didn’t even have the time to take a look at you, take your hand, or anything else. As soon as she signed the papers, you were carried away and no one saw you anymore.
Jaehee kept thinking about you, the way you looked, the blood…the time you had waited for her…if she just came with you to the political meeting…would things have been different?
But before Jaehee could worry more about you and get desperate about your well-being, a doctor approached her with good news…
Saeyoung
,,Someone hacked into our System,’’ the red haired man breathed out as he said those words.
His twin brother was sitting next to him, trying to hack into their hacked system as Jumin stood behind the twins.
He was typing something into his phone and Saeyoung could only guess that Jumin demanded more guards and to get everyone safe and out of the place.
The issue was that the RFA was currently holding a party and used this to show the world what the prime minister was actually like.
This probably was an action done by the so hated politician from Saeyoung and he could only guess that worse was to come. He was right…
You, on the other hand, were still standing in the room, wanting to welcome your guests when you suddenly noticed that you were hacked.
,,Let’s just wait a bit longer,’’ you said and nodded to Yoosung, Zen, and Jaehee as you looked around.
Your guests were happily eating and standing around the buffet so no one actually noticed the chaos around you.
And while you were actually trying to figure out what your fiancé was doing, someone else who was actually invited to the RFA Party used his chance to make everything in your speech be deleted.
Such as attacking you from behind, trying to assassinate you and stab you with a knife.
You didn’t know how, but you somehow escaped the painful attack as Zen pulled you away before the knife could be shoved into you.
Jaehee didn’t even take a second to attack your attacker with her judo skills, throwing the man to the floor and making sure that he would stay put.
,,MC?!’’ Saeyoung hissed as soon as he arrived, seeing you sitting on a chair without losing any blood or any minor injury. He had the feeling that his heart rate was getting better.
,,I thought I lost you for a second,’’ he whispered in confession as he held your trembling hand.
,,But I survived…. I survived, Saeyoung.’’
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25.09.2022 // 13:57 MEST
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Yknow I’m still mad that people think V in Saeran’s AE was out of character. I love V btw, but I feel like it’s so in character that he does this. This is a dude who just disappears completely in Jaehee’s route and doesn’t tell anyone anything. Like for 6 months no one has heard a word from this man.
Or even if he doesn’t drop off the face of this earth, he still disappears on his “trips” and in each single route, Seven is still under the impression his brother is safe. (Except for Jumin’s Route which I wonder what V told him for Seven to just accept and move on? I can only assume he further lied and reassured him.)
V is a very interesting character and his route added a lot more complexity to his situation and feelings. But I feel like some people were so fixated on his route, they forget the harm he’s caused in enabling Rika and calling it unconditional love in everyone else’s route. He holds accountability in trying to “save” everyone (including Rika) by keeping everyone blissfully ignorant in an effort to solve everything himself.
And even then in the Secret Ending episodes, Saeran snitched by telling Mint Eye Vanderwood, Saeyoung and MC’s location. And who pops up to go with them? V. He begs Rika to not involve innocent people, but she dismisses him instead asking what to do with him. And he says “do as you please”. Being a martyr ain’t gonna solve anything, MC, Saeyoung anf Vanderwood know too much now. She aint letting anyone leave.
Being complacent and an enabler isn’t a good thing. He even says in his own route that his unconditional love and enabling her was hurting everyone. That his sacrificial tendencies weren’t solving anything. MC helps him realize that he really shouldn’t do this alone.
We never got to see the full extent of it in the Secret Episodes bc he dies. So I find V in Saeran’s AE so well done bc in other routes he’s already fallen down the rabbit hole for Rika, and each route’s ending is basically him going further down for her. But we don’t see this bc all Routes are made in a specific order of information. We just know V is very mysterious. But Saeran’s AE? We experience his descent. Like it’s happening in front of MC.
I just feel like V is overly victimized by the fandom for them to conclude his out of character in Saeran’s AE, he is both a victim and perpetrator bc of his complacency and enabling. This isn’t to say he’s a bad person, the world isn’t blavk and white. I think V is a good person who only had the best intentions. But the AE holds him accountable more. The Secret Episodes, he died before he could be held accountable. And the other routes he disappears before he could be held accountable.
I do have a bias tho, as an older sibling, if anything happened to my little sister and I was constantly lied to that she was safe and she isn’t. I’d lose my mind, like I gave y’all one job to take care of a child what do you mean she’s a cultist now?
This can be said for a lot of characters honestly, people reducing Zen as a narcissist. Yoosung being obsessed with Rika and the whole “being in love with his cousin”. Jumin being heartless Or even Ray being reduced to an uwu baby, even when Danger Ray is shown to prove otherwise.
Jihyun is a complicated character just as much as Rika is. They were both unhealthy to each other in ways I don't even want to get into as it might take all day to get through what went down between them in the past and present. They weren't in a place to be in a relationship at all. They didn't need to be with each other basically, point blank.
They went into their relationship not for the sake of love, but for the sake of someone holding out for love saving them as a mask that was barely stuck on their face as it was to prove the devil couldn't be real only to realize she wanted to be him, not be with him, and the other looking for a muse to navigate his feelings through hers and make up for the past in which his father failed his mother. That's not what any person wants in a relationship.
They needed help with their problems. Had they gotten that when they needed it, things wouldn't have gotten to where they did. But, that's what makes the game so interesting in the first place. We're looking at people who're human and struggling to be alive. People who make mistakes and fuck up. A lot. You're right, though, every character here is struggling in some capacity and it's not the right flavor for some people. That's because they're human.
You're not going to like everyone you meet, guys.
That's why I love this game in the first place. These characters aren't just abstract fantasy. They've got depth and it's fun to think about! It makes me feel better to know that there are characters who, even at the best, still have a long road to go before they feel better. That part is what humanizes them. It's what makes us feel so strongly about all of them in the first place.
V is not a character you can point at and say, "He's bad! He's good!" It doesn't work that way. He's human. He's done some bad and good in his life. We can't look at it from a black-and-white perspective when our world doesn't even operate that way. People are going to make a lot of mistakes in life, intentional or not, and it's up to us to figure out what we're willing to have in our lives. If you don't want someone like V in your life, by all means.
But, I get tired of people saying this stuff, too. V wasn't out of his element at all. He will do things in the name of trying to save every person in the room, no matter what the details are. That's a part of his unchecked trauma, which he is well aware of because he's able to say "I can't abandon people like my father abandoned my father. No matter what, I can't."
Which is why he refuses to give up on Rika in Saeran's Route. That's why he sells himself out to Saejoong to protect her, knowing that it wasn't healthy or right, but also concluding that this would be about the only thing to keep Rika out of prison and in danger... while letting the twins be safe at that expense. There's a thought bubble you can click as well where he mentions that he's playing the role of a villain to make this work. He knows what he's doing.
The same way he knew what he was doing in the Secret Ending by bowing his head to Rika, begging her to only hurt him, only to travel to the cabin and take you and your little group back to Mint Eye. He will do things for the sake of not being his father, to the detriment of everyone in the room. Does that make him a monster? Hard to say, I think it comes down to your feelings on the matter.
Don't say that V is only a victim. V is a victim, he truly is. But he is also an enabler, and guilty of doing wrong, too. You can feel sympathy for him, of course, the same way a lot of people identify and feel for Rika, as long as you know that he's made mistakes and done wrong, too. I think that's important for people to think about... especially if you're playing through Saeran's After Ending which is all about taking your accountability and being willing to face it.
Even if that means you lose everything.
The truth is better than lies.
This can be applied to any character in the game. Any of them can be spoken about like this since they've all done or said things that might not be the best. That's coming from someone who loves Saeran quite a bit. I can tell you right now that he's done a lot of things that aren't good. But, I love him and understand what he's been through. I chose to forgive him and understand him, but that doesn't mean that others have to do the same.
But, if we're going to talk about characters who are morally grey, we need to talk about everything. You can't discount their mistakes and fuck ups just to point out something else. I try to avoid talking a lot about Rika and V in that vein because I've been here since 2016 and I am so tired of having the same debates come up over and over again about V and Rika.
You might be surprised to hear this but despite everything, V is like... my third favorite character because of how deeply complex he is as a person. I just never get to talk about it because it's too often people ignore the depth of his character. It's a shame people miss that talk when it's so blatant in his route where he says, "I did wrong. I need to make things right by speaking the truth. I accept responsibility and I know I'm at fault."
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natasha-in-space · 1 year
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I FINALLY have the time to gush about the new CG for mm's 7th anniversary, so I'll make the most of it despite my tired and sleepy brain!
AHHH AND I MUST SAY, this is SUCH a soft CG this time around! The last one we got was so fancy and grand, while this one gives off much more wholesome and sentimental vibes. I LOVED the 6th anniversary CG btw! Just pointing out the details! Everyone's masquerade outfits still have me in a chokehold ngl
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It's wedding themed! Which we knew already, but boy, oh boy, does it hit different to actually see it. I have such a huge silly grin on my face as I look at this CG. It just makes me feel all happy and fuzzy inside! :) I love how the artist managed to make each and every one of them similar yet different in one way or another. They're all happy, and they're all looking at you, but their facial expressions are unique to their each individual personality and their journeys up until this point. Makes me all emotional to just think about it.
I'm not one for analysis, but I do wanna gush! (Plus Imma start reblogging and crying over other people's wonderful analysis' soon enough ♡)
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I love those pink accents on Zen so much!! 😭 Especially the ribbon in his hair. It's so simple and yet so very charming and cute in a way. Never knew how much I needed to see Zen in some pinks before today. And dare I say he looks absolutely smitten with his mc's. I sure love seeing that dreamy and peaceful look in his eyes. He has nothing to worry about. Because you're by his side to support him.
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I AM VIBRATING AND PUNCHING MY PILLOW, LOOK HOW GORGEOUS JAEHEE LOOKS OH MY GOD
Ahem, yeah, we love and adore Jaehee Kang on this blog. I love seeing her dressed up in a way that makes her feel pretty and true to herself. She wasn't allowed that much in her life. But now, she is literally glowing from within. Sure, her dress is beautiful, but it's her inner beauty that makes me get all mushy. I would honestly just look at her with hearts in my eyes like a cat does to its favorite person. That's me. I'm that cat.
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I love Jumin's smile!! Look at him!! He's so happy to see you! We need more of Jumin just being comfortable and happy. I love that for him. His full smile is really lovely <3
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Saeyoung is my best buddy, and I am SO happy to see him with his glasses on for once! But, more than that, I love how they depicted him here. Sure, it'd be great to see his huge mischievous grin, but his smile here is bashful, light, peaceful. It's the type of smile you make without even realizing it. He's completely relaxed here, and that fact alone makes me feel emotional. He truly looks at you like he sees an entire galaxy in your eyes. And, he's more than willing to get lost in it. Because he knows you'll keep his heart safe.
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Is this my new lock screen? Yes. Did I cry about it? Yes. Were those happy tears? Absolutely.
Saeran, oh, Saeran... His eyes say it all. We don't have to see a big smile on his face to know that his heart is fluttering right at this very moment. You just know he'd gladly stay with you in this moment for all eternity if he could. I am crying over his adorable blush. Saeran is a blushy boy, and I adore that about him. His cheeks still go all red even after all these years of knowing you. I just know he's gently pressing his lips to the petals and imagines that it is your lips he's kissing. It may be silly, since he can kiss you anytime he wants now, but he still finds these small things a little sentimental. I certainly don't mind.
Yoosung and Jihyun are looking absolutely wonderful as well, I just didn't really have anything noteworthy to say about them! And yes, there are flowers, and like I said in my tags, flowers are something to cry over. I won't be analyzing the meaning of them in my post, but I will cry my eyes out about them under other people's posts!
Happy 7th anniversary to Mystic Messenger and all the wonderful folks in this lovely fandom I hold so dear! Time sure does fly...
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xiaobees · 2 years
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THE SSUM SPOILERS. LIKE ACTUAL BIG PLOT SPOILERS BELOW
THE SSUM SPOILERS. WARNING TWO.
OK UM i just saw on tiktok a screenshot? or edit? of teo being involved in mint eye activity?????? ummmm?????
but this is particularly interesting to me cause u can see the build up of it
i saw a post from someone on the galaxy forums in-app a while ago that said they viewed teo as a lonely soul that just needed someone to talk to, and i started to really notice that after i read that
and then with jaehee's entrance with swapping phones with teo it pretty much confirms mysme and the ssum are in the same universe and so ofc my train of thought was ok jumin is still some rich ceo at a big influential company lol, and the rfa exists. and that means mint eye is a thing. and i thought to myself that since theyre in the same universe it is POSSIBLE that teo could run into mint eye, but i thought that was just far fetched and silly but um. hm.
im seriously wondering if that tiktok was real?, it warned about spoilers but i thought it would be a low level one (such as teo asking u out or jaehee's chats) but..... yeah im just so in shock u've gotta be kidding. i assume the source is reddit. im not really gonna search for confirmation cause i actually dont like spoilers very much. but. yeah.... thats interesting
the tiktok was from @/mistyzcmessenger btw. im so???? huuuh??
actually thinking about it more im confused on how he would get there. i get rika's manipulative bullshit mind washing goes crazy but he has us?? we literally disbanded mint eye before so how could we let teo get abducted 😭 is this what the games main end is? to disband mint eye again? that'd be weird-ish cause that's basically a mysme sequel. i wouldnt be mad cause i love mysme too much but i dont know what to believe lol. but i also just saw the library lecturer chats so maybe it was at a bad moment for teo but idk
add on: what i meant to by "we disbanded mint eye before" is like, because we did that in game thru text, we should also thru text be able to prevent teo from getting involved in that? cause ofc i dont think in teo's universe that mint eye would be disbanded already, cause that would need the existence of MC, which is us
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saitolover · 2 years
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🐱 jumin’s route thoughts!
note that it’s been a few days since ive completed these endings / dlc so my memory might be a bit shaky of the entirety of them. i have some screenshots to go off of but that’s it lol. these are just some of my random thoughts and such that i have about jumin’s route when coming back after many years into the game again.
the reason i originally chose specifically to do jumin’s was because 1. i only have time for one route due to college, & 2. i remembered that he and zen were my favs back then. originally i was going to also write about the bad ending 2 & dlc but i lazy! lmao.
tldr; this is just my personal thoughts as i went through jumin’s route, feel free to add / comment anything. ^_^ i talk a lot about his character/past/actions, kinda like an analysis but not really since i am a dumbass & might be incorrect about some things. but in conclusion, jumin is very Complex character and can have some 🚩 tbh but he is very much still my little scrumgus i love jumin So Much. <3 he needs some tlc, a big hug, and also therapy. past me had great taste.
long thoughts under the cut! spoilers ahead for jumin’s route & slight spoilers for his bad ending/dlc.
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📱COMMON ROUTE
just wanted to say, it was extremely nostalgic to open up the game again after many years! i first started playing in 2016 (!!) but probably played again during quarantine in 2020ish (cannot remember). i came back in honestly not knowing ANYTHING about what would happen in jumin’s route. my memories are extremely shaky abt the game other than the main plot points involving v, rika, seven, & saeran. but my knowledge still was kinda low lol.
v’s birthday art is super pretty btw!! loved the homescreen image of it. the max speed feature is very nice, i probably should buy it since it’s only $3 but oh well. maybe if im really into the game? anyways, chatting in the messenger again is so weird lol it’s such a throwback and i definitely missed these guys’ shenanigans. literally zen complimenting himself so much was hilarious for some reason?? 😭 yoosung being a relatable college student, me feeling so bad for jaehee <3 girl does not deserve to be overworked like this all the time ?!?! and jaehee also complimenting zen’s looks as well as being his biggest fan LMAO. seven doing seven things (do not need to explain further). and jumin being the more serious and cold guy who also loves his cat and doing whatever he wanted sometimes. and saying random shit HAHA. which is sometimes a personality i would like in otome games (See: Saito). so im here like hm, i think i see why past me liked jumin! he probably warmed up to the mc and got really cute and romantic or something? and not at the way everyone kept on saying jumin might be “androgynous” LIKE you guys. do you mean aromantic or ???
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📱 JUMIN’S MAIN ROUTE
okay first of all: sorry in advance if theres some random gaps between what im writing/events im talking about. idk i only have some screenshots to work off of and what i remember with my bad memory? but moving on, here’s my thoughts as i went on with jumin’s route.
okay, so glam choi and sarah are a thing in the story now. jumin is just annoyed - seems like he’s only encountered women who try to take advantage of him / only try to speak with him as if theyre wanting to get something in return, like money, as i believe the story framed? and how he was genuinely sad about his father trying to make him get into a marriage, especially because he was one of the only ones who had treated him with “love” in a way where he wasnt having a relationship where an exchange or reward would always be expected. his past with his mother (which i will might talk about more eventually) also shows how jumin has been raised to be more methodical and just. like a robot honestly, raised with no love and any time to express his emotions after being so… emotionless? he was never really taught that feeling, and ig it could be difficult to “teach” if he’s never really experienced much love or time to find times where he could be happy, sad, etc. etc. when he’s at home all the time surrounded with expectations and studies to prepare to become a ceo. okay kinda went off and mentioned the dlc anyways, but whatever. there’s a lot more to jumin’s character, which makes him complex imo and although i dont think i’ll be able to cover everything, just wanted to say that there’s been a lot going on for him, but it still cant completely excuse his actions at times!
and please note this is just my opinion on a fictional character, i would be glad to hear any thoughts anyone reading this has <3 this is a little personal analysis/thought post and there could (and could be a high chance) that i am wrong about some things! :] so take what i say with a grain of salt bc tbh im writing this all in one try and probably wont reread what i have, mainly a big fat ramble / word dump here!
i remember lowkey being confused about how fast mc & jumin’s relationship escalated at first bc it went from yeah just casually chatting in the casual route to everyone saying that mc has been the one causing jumin to smile more, to speak out more openly about his actual emotions for once, etc. but im not complaining, i still loved how jumin would say he would call mc just to hear their voice, saying it would calm him down and feel better. and other stuff along those lines. also why is his deep voice so hot.
biggest and greatest shoutout to jaehee being the best employee ever??? like, she’s been working overtime ALL THE TIME, doing extra work for jumin like researching about the scandals, having to reschedule things after jumin acts unreasonable 💀 while trying to keep everything in order. she deserves a raise, a promotion, a break, a vacation. like, i am picking every option that is defending her or telling her to take a break or that she’s doing great!!! i love jaehee and i hate to see how she never gets rest or food :[ not healthy, i was SO GLAD that she was able to finally get a vacay at the end of jumin’s route, but now im like, girl deserves to quit honestly if she was constantly treated like that at work 😭 which im glad it what happened in her route, which also makes me want to play her route next but i have no time. and now i will shut up and continue writing.
okay, so i remember i was kinda loving jumin again at this point lol. i remember just liking how he became more romantic & the times where he would be jealous. a lot of the phone calls he had were also great, and it was cute that he made pancakes for breakfast, & how he read a bedtime story like. pretty cute stuff!
LMAO and then i was like hm the red flags are kinda showing! but i am a bull and i love chasing red flags! jumin wanting mc to only look at him - you got it sir. possessive jumin! the kiss scene was surprising - honestly very unexpected bc he just kissed mc so randomly ??? at least he said that he was originally thinking of asking mc for permission or something like that? but yeah soap opera scene that i was like hm. then he was like “you can suck in all my emotions. you can be mine.” and i was like. oh. elizabeth’s disappearance is REALLY gonna make a difference here, huh. for the first time, jumin realized that he never really had someone like mc before? jk, he had rika and v with him back then where he was also open to them, but i feel like the biggest thing was how vulnerable jumin was atm? like, he’s in this fight with his father, who he had always been close to. rika and v are both not around to consult with. elizabeth had gone missing. he was beginning to refuse to listen to rta members and instead begin to protect who he had left, similar to the way he had described how he felt better after seeing elizabeth in a cage as opposed to when she was walking freely. he definitely needs to speak to a therapist himself. but without support from others, it probably was what he saw as one of the only solutions he can turn to? this was the first time he’s started to really open up and speak about his feelings bc he’s always just. never had a chance to be able to express them or be able to explain them ?! never really was taught these things, though it seems like he was also aware that it wasn’t right. lots of things going on showing that yeah, he definitely was not doing okay emotionally in the first place, pretty much!
this is kinda getting long now?? and im a bit lazy to continue writing so much more, so ill stop rambling too much and cover more. the way jumin was getting extremely possessive too was worrying like 🫢🚩 he really said we have everything in this penthouse! stay here forever and ill protect you from the outside world and its dangers! let me own you! and i was like sure, take me away when i did the bad ending. sorry for indulging ? BUT DAMN it was very unsettling to see him say that he would OWN mc like ??? ayo what!
and then all the rfa members were like ah. hopefully jumin is having a Very Healthy And Normal relationship as they speak in the chat room. while jumin and mc enjoy a nice dinner with jumin speaking about how great it would be for mc to stay home and try on all the things he had for her while never returning to the apartment! day 2 with jumin on his home - any way out? who knows! zen rlly was like. GET MC OUT OF THERE.
everything that happened in jumin’s route was just ESCALATING 📈📈📈 okok but from my screenshots, it begins to show how jumin is like. Yeah. i am pretty Bad and Dark for doing this and having all these thoughts that he doesn’t really know how to address ? emotions that he’s never had before coming out like hello! and he’s like, wtf do i do with you guys? he’s having a hard time out here. very open to mc who is, atm, the only one who could help him sort out his emotions & depending on the choices you choose, could really determine what jumin ends up doing with his emotions and how much he can control them? and like, mc can either feed into a more healthy relationship where jumin begins to feel like he does deserve love and that these feelings might stem from how little he felt in the past. or mc could feed into a much harmful/toxic relationship as seen in the bad ending. !!! very interesting huh. also shows how much jumin has begun to depend on mc after everything that happened in these last like. two days.
now im like 💀 this is the most ive ever written for a review so far yet, i literally just dumped out some random thoughts i had on 4 hours of sleep, and i should def be sleeping rn!! but it’s okay!! sorry if i wrote anything that doesn’t make sense in these last paragraphs ??? i wont cover the seven and yoosung at mint eye hq to save time/space.
on a more light hearted note: yay!!! jaehee finally gets her vacation!!! jaehee gets justice!!! also watching zen and jumin bicker in the chat room is honestly one of the most hilarious things in this game. jumin in the chat room with mc plus another member usually ends up with the member becoming a third wheel and also very annoyed when jumin and mc are like i miss you <3 you’re so cute <3 ily <3 and every single rfa member is absolutely begging them to just privately message each other at this point lmao. AND NOT @ JUMIN HAVING THE WHOLE MARRIAGE THEME GOING ON HIS RFA ACCOUNT???! 😭😭😭 but i would happily marry jumin. so yeah at this point it was pretty much guaranteed i was getting the good ending, didnt get the bad ending during the route so we are here with jumin being very romantic in the chat room! 🫢
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💙 JUMIN’S GOOD ENDING
homestretch! we made it to day 11 of the party!! the new home screen again is sooo cute. i didn't know they changed it up when it's party day! also looking at everyone, realized that jumin is So Cute. i love his looks. just a very handsome guy. love him for that. i am going to make this extremely short because i am now tired of doing all of this analysis and deep thinking. i want to make funnies of jumin and my headcannons of him now. scrumgus. i don't even know if that's the right word i'm thinking of but the energy scrumgus gives describes my love for jumin yay! it was nice seeing the rfa meet mc for the first time in person, and it was also great that the entire party was voiced! it felt weird hearing them talk tbh its like. i only know their voices from their little emojis. and the occasional phone calls. okay but that is getting off track. loved how dramatic jumin was for this party. he invited glam choi and sarah, and had this Great Big Speech that sarah was totally in love with, and instead it ended up being about mc. lmaooo. i cannot remember but was jumin the one who chose mc's dress? or am i just remembering wrong? idk. i also need to read the after ending (after forgetting that it existed for a second!)
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🐱 FINAL CONCLUSION
wow. jumin's route was definitely a very big and twisty roller coaster. i wish i had completed the common routes before replaying jumin's route again just to be able to see and compare how emotionally open jumin was in his route compared to in other routes? like, we get a glimpse of just your everyday business jumin in the common route, but idk. i just wish i got screentime(?) of everyone in general too!
i love jumin a lot. after living his life filled with these expectations of being a ceo. being the perfect employee (which i also found interesting to hear about how everyone had admired/looked up to him at work. he's definitely skilled at what he does, and he barely mentions anything about that himself!) and then the way he began to actually open up? love that for him.
i love jumin a lot actually. and it was pretty nice for me to look over and think about everything after completing his route in general. even though my memory is garbage (tbh had to heavily rely on the screenshots i took), i liked being able to take the time to kinda add in my thoughts on everything while i typed this all out. literally did not do any thinking at all. i have no brain or patience for that and i rarely write this big ass essays or whatever this ended up becoming??? nice change. idk if i'll ever do this again, not my style and i had to force myself to finish this. also am Nervous of posting this T_T. but yeah! i love jumin. i am a jumin stan. and again, if anyone would like to correct me or add on to anything that i have written here, that would be very cool with me! review that got pretty rushed in the end is finally done hooray!
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sharptoothprotag · 2 years
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Sometimes long hair feels like forced feminization.
Like a woman in media can't be a woman with out having hair to her shoulders or back. But I'm specifically tired of it in fantasy europe media in manga and mawha that has every character ever have hair down to their knees.
I read a mawha that was fun to read but bothered me because despite how the fl was in prison for over 5 years or so, beaten and starved they never once cut her ankle length hair or hit her face.
It just feels forced like aggressively forced. Like I wouldn't care if it was just psychological torture but they were also beating the shit out of her and yet she keeps her long luscious hair and pretty face. Got a few down votes for bringing it up btw lol.
It gives only the poor and ugly women would have shorter hair. Which would also have been fine and understandable if poor fl's didn't also have hair down their ass.
And omg the stories were it's a "tomboy" fl but the end has her with hair to her ass because she's now loved and has kids. As if you can't possibly have both of those and still short hair.
I had to make a whole post asking on reddit, borderline begging for fanfic rec with a fl with short hair. And only gotten a handful of recs. In this big ole fanfic world and a handful of short haired fls
I just like short haired women yall like short haired jaehee is best jaehee 2 me!!! Like Haruhi my beloved!!!
Idk it's just become tiring and even aggressive (Not sure if that's the right word) the way that every fl seems to have hair to her toes.
I get the same feeling with long hair as I do with the way people write petite as fragile and weak and not just short and small. I could go on a whole other tangent about the obsession with skinny in fiction which I wouldn't care about if ot wasn't for reasons.
Like r yall good??? You spoke about how long her hair was 3 times in one paragraph.
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thatsmyjuman · 4 years
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((Note: I originally posted this at like 12 AM, but then I noticed all of the grammatical and spelling errors after I woke up, so I just deleted the first post lol. This is the remade version uwu))
Replaying Jaehee’s route and seeing Jumin act the way he does is always a little hard and sad for me.
Mainly because (if you played his route) we know exactly why Jumin does the things that he does to Jaehee. We know why he overworks her, makes her adhere to a strict dress code, etc, etc. And it’s…sad. It’s sad to see Jumin raised in such a way that such behavior has become normalized to him,, or stuff that he has to do to protect himself.
But at the same time, it’s completely and utterly unfair to be an awful person just because you had an awful past. Jaehee is well within her rights to leave her toxic work environment.
But, it’s still really sad to empower Jaehee while letting Jumin fall deeper and deeper down the spiral. Let’s be real, at the end of Jaehee’s route, Jumin basically becomes an alcoholic and everything sucks for him.
Of course, Jaehee is not obligated to care for Jumin. She still thinks moderately highly of him, taking into consideration how poorly he treated her. Her needs and wants should come before anyone/anything else’s, and her whole route is centered on her figuring that out and growing from it.
I don’t know, I guess what I’m saying is that I wish there was a way to help both of them get through their issues, instead of constantly alienating both Jumin and Jaehee from each other.
For example, one important part of Zen’s Route is Zen making amends with Jumin. This represents Zen coming to terms with what his family has done to him and growing from that. (Or something like that lol. It’s been a while since I last played his route.) Zen’s and Jumin’s relationship is essential for Zen’s growth as a person, and I feel like the same could be said for Jaehee’s and Jumin’s relationship, as well.
Despite what they say, Jaehee and Jumin do care for each other, and to have Jaehee’s route just be about having the two of them end on bad terms puts a sour taste in my mouth.
Now, I’m not saying that we (or MC ig) have to go into depth about why Jumin treats Jaehee like that and try to solve all of his issues that stem from all of his trauma. It is Jaehee’s route, after all. The focus should be on her.
But, I would have much preferred Jaehee and Jumin to have an amicable split. It doesn’t have to be anything complicated.
Maybe something jarring happens to Jumin or maybe MC talks to him or something. Whatever it is (it doesn’t matter), Jumin realizes that, wow maybe he has been overworking Jaehee past the point that she can feasibly handle, after all. Since Jumin has low empathy (at least, I think he does?), he often has a lot of trouble understanding how other people feel, so he needs something (or someone?) to help him realize certain things.
Anyway, Jumin realizes that he has been a jerk and offers Jaehee a vacation. Instead, Jaehee quits (because she is ready to open a coffee shop with her new wife) and lives her own life. Jumin, while disappointed, understands and apologizes or whatever.
I know that this is like,, really similar to Jaehee’s bad ending 2 without Jaehee’s near-death and thinking that she is fundamentally broken for not being able to do the work assigned. But I really liked that ending, since it was the only one where Jumin fully understands how he was hurting Jaehee. Of course, that ending is far from happy, but it shows that Jumin is capable of changing and understanding Jaehee’s situation.
Also, Jumin doesn’t get completely screwed over from being betrayed by the people he trusts the most. You know how much he cares for and trusts the RFA. In the good ending, he still feels betrayed and backstabbed by his own family of sorts and I just :((
I just,,,really want Jaehee and Jumin to have a positive relationship. (And Jumin to be in a relatively good mental state but that’s beside that point.) In the end, they are a part of the RFA and to see their relationship to be bitter and cold hurt me a lot.
I guess you could argue that their relationship was never all that good to begin with: it was always fairly distant and cold, even from the beginning. After all, the only reason Jaehee joined the RFA was that Jumin thought she worked hard and well enough as his assistant. Their relationship is purely work-related.
And that’s what I’m saying!! In addition to learning to care and focus on her own needs and quitting her job, Jaehee’s route could have also been about making amends and becoming semi-friendly with Jumin. Instead of just…Jaehee betraying Jumin and leaving him at his weakest.
Also,,,having Jumin uhh actually learn from his mistakes would be great too?? Because, honestly, Jumin treats Yoosung the exact same way as he did with Jaehee in her After Ending. The only apparent difference is that Jumin is now an alcoholic (and is struggling with Jaehee leaving him and whatever). Like,, has Jumin not learned anything during Jaehee’s route??? Keep treating Yoosing like that and he’s about to leave too lol
Speaking of Jumin not learning from his mistakes, Jumin did seem a tad ooc in her route. I mean, I know that he overworks her and stuff because that’s referenced in other routes, but wow does Jumin go overboard. Like,,he hosts a meerkat project, but meerkats…are not even cats. It feels like that’s ignoring exactly why Jumin makes so many cat projects and makes Jumin seem almost crazy.
Also, in other routes, Jumin cares about everyone’s health and safety a lot. It’s one of his top priorities. But in Jaehee’s route, he almost lets her faint for some dumb meerkats.
This doesn’t exactly have anything to do with this post lol. I just wanted to mention it.
But, anyway, I just want both Jaehee and Jumin to both learn and grow from Jaehee’s route. I want Jumin to understand what he did wrong and try to fix it. And when it’s too late, I want Jumin to try to do better with his next assistant and to not be sad and hurt anymore.
Uh, I hope that this post doesn’t make me seem too hateful of Jaehee. I adore her and I adore her route. It’s amazing and seeing her get confident and learn to stand up for herself fills me up with such joy. I just get sad seeing Jumin getting screwed over.
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Anyway, thank you for listening to me rant, I suppose. I just wanted someplace to get my feelings out. It’s currently a little (as in 43 minutes) after midnight, so I’m so sorry for all the grammatical errors! I’m tired, so everything might not be very cohesive. I’ll just post it now and fix the errors when I wake up.
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animeomegas · 3 years
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Kinktober - Day 17
[Zen/Hyun (Mystic Messenger) + Recording]
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Summary: Zen loved to look at himself. He knew it, you knew it, everyone knew it. Is it really so surprising that you’d ended up video taping yourselves in the bedroom? (But please don’t tell Jaehee, because if this video gets leaked she’ll probably kill you...) Alpha!GN!Reader (there isn’t so much of a dom/sub dynamic in this one.)
Warnings: I call Zen, Hyun btw, because I imagine his partner wouldn’t use his stage name. A bit of possessiveness? Biting? This one is pretty tame. 
You and your mate Hyun had a very, very active sex life. Much to the dismay of the rest of the RFA who were frequently bombarded with flirty pictures at all hours of the day despite their protests.
When you tried mirror sex for the first time about a year ago, it’d been a huge hit, with Hyun especially, and had now become a frequent bedroom staple for you both.
Using mirrors soon developed into dirty photoshoots after Yoosung gifted a polaroid camera to you for your birthday.
(The photos were all kept in a little safe under your bed to be reviewed whenever you or Hyun were too busy to see each other in person, which unfortunately happened frequently because of your careers.)
And of course, the natural progression from mirrors and photoshoots was recording a video. A sex tape really, but you felt like using that word was just asking for a leak and subsequent scandal, so recording was going to remain your chosen word choice.
You and Hyun were about to watch your first attempt at recording such a video. It was set up on the TV in your bedroom as you lay in bed together, hoping for an enjoyable ending to date night.
“Come on, pretty boy, look at the camera for me.”
That was the first sentence that filtered out of the speakers as you pressed play, coming from your recorded self who sat behind the camera as Hyun readied himself for a strip tease.
The video version of Hyun levelled a heavy and heated gaze at the camera, tilting his head as he smirked at both versions of you at once. You stomach clenched as you vividly remembered the way that look had made you feel in the moment, the sudden breathlessness as you tried to remember to get a good angle with the camera while faced with such a distracting scene in front of you. In real life, you tightened your grip on Hyun’s knee where your hand had been resting.
Hyun put his hand over yours, chuckling at your obvious arousal, but your gaze was transfixed on the video as the recorded Hyun dramatically pulled off his shirt, revealing his impressive physique, his incredibly pale skin easy to see despite the dim lighting.
Your eyes became even hungrier as Hyun hooked his thumbs into his waistband and leant back to show off his flexed muscles to the camera.
“Like what you see, babe?” video Hyun said.
“Do you?” real life Hyun added as he took the hand you still had on his thigh and started peppering your fingertips with kisses.
“So much,” you admitted without shame, finally turning to look at the man sitting beside you. “I don’t know what I did to deserve someone as stunning as you, but I swear if you get any hotter, I’ll probably pass out whenever you look at me.”
Hyun huffed a laugh, the one he always gave when you stroked his well-deserving ego.
“Well, I wouldn’t want that,” his tongue flickered out gently before he pulled one of your fingers into his mouth to suck on for a moment. You felt like you’d ascended to a different plane of existence when he eventually pulled off with a wet pop. “Unfortunately, I can’t control my beauty, but I can promise to catch you every time you faint.”
“That’s good enough for me,” you hummed, leaning over to take advantage of Zen’s shirtless form and coping a feel. Unsurprisingly, he let you get away with it. His body still impressed you, even after so many years together. And his skin was so soft! How did he keep his skin so soft?
Zen groaned in appreciation as you ran your fingers all over his abdomen, promptly leaning into your neck to cover you in wet kisses. You couldn’t resist pushing things further, slipping your hand down the waistband of Hyun’s lounge trousers (stopping for a moment to appreciate and roll your eyes at his lack of underwear) and wrapped your fingers around your mate’s impressive cock. Hyun growled the second you made contact and sank his teeth into your neck.
Both the real you and the version of you on the TV gasped in unison, drawing your attention back to the screen just in time to see the recorded Hyun bent over on your bed and slowly peeling off his soaked underwear.
The double mental physical stimulus was doing more for your arousal than you’d imagined it’d do. Why hadn’t you tried this sooner?
“I almost feel sorry for all the people in the world who will never get the chance to see this. All your fans, the people who stop and stare at your beauty on the streets, everyone. I almost feel sorry for them. But not enough to share.”
You wholeheartedly agreed with yourself. Hyun was for you and only you.  
“It’s true,” you whispered to your mate who was still enthusiastically marking your neck with bites and hickeys. “Other people aren’t allowed to have you the way I do.”
“Ugh, babe, I love it when you get all possessive like this,” Hyun growled against you. You could feel the vibrations from his chest against your arm.
You felt hot all over at this point and couldn’t deny the sudden urge to rip off your clothes so you could enjoy proper skin on skin contact with your mate.
The video continued while you pulled off your loose shirt, throwing it to some random corner of the room to be dealt with later.
“Fuck, babe,” Hyun’s voice floated from the speakers. “Right there, that feels fucking amazing.”
The camera work was a little shoddy in this part as you attempted to film and give Hyun a blowjob at the same time. Oops, you didn’t mean to zoom in on one of the pillows… Oh well, you remembered giving the video recorder over to Hyun not too long after this once you realised you couldn’t keep it steady.
But before that, you moved the camera closer to your mouth and the filthy wet sounds of the blowjob now echoed around the room, as loudly as you dared considering you had neighbours. You and Hyun, the real versions that is, stopped to watch, enthralled by the erotic performance on TV.
The screen version of you had now passed the camera to Hyun who was filming his own face like his life depended on it. He looked sinful. The long strands of his white hair were laying around him like they’d been artistically placed, he was biting his lip, stretching his head backwards, groaning. He looked like a particularly sinful angel.
“I think it’s time I return the favour,” Hyun said, flipping himself so that he had his back to the TV now. He made a show of crawling down your body until his face was level with your crotch. He spat into his hand and used it to jerk you off for a couple of seconds, just to make sure you were hard enough (not that there was any need when you had a video of Hyun’s orgasm face playing above the real-life Hyun’s head) before he closed his mouth around the tip of your cock.
Your supressed the urge to let your eyes close, wanting to be able to see both versions of your mate, one with his lips around your cock, the other going through orgasm after orgasm as past you refused to give up until your mate was well and truly satisfied.
Seriously, why had it taken you two so long to try this?!
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serenity-songbird · 2 years
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Hii!! How about a oneshot of 707 introducing his romantic partner, who’s trans (female to male), to the RFA and Zen (I love him but he’s the only one who I think would react this way T-T) keeps saying that the reader is still technically a girl and not a boy
(Finally, a Mystic Messenger request!!! I love 707. I'm so excited for this. Let's do it!!! Sorry for such a late post BTW. Life is busy. Also, I wanted to be as accurate as possible to the real characters so I may have redownload the app and read through a bit of chats so I can convey the story in a Mystic Messenger way. I also did a lot of research on how to best convey Transgender thoughts and feelings in the most accurate and respectful way possible. If any information is incorrect or needs to be added, Plesse let me know immediately. I do not wish to offend anyone nor do I want to explain things wrong. I'm glad I did this. This was very fun and very informative. 😊😊😊)
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707 has entered the chatroom.
707 has added (Username) to the group.
(Username) has entered the chatroom.
Yoosung
Waaahhh!!!
I just can't beat this last level and it's killing me!!! *Crying emoji*
Jaehee
Yoosung...
How many times must I scold you?
You should be studying instead of playing LOLOL all day.
Jumin
Agreed.
At this rate, you will not pass your classes.
Have more self restraint.
Zen
At this point, I don't think scolding Yoosung is doing any good.
His habits remain the same no matter what we say... *Sighing emoji*
Yoosung
I can't help it!!!
Studying is sooo boring!!!
Just let me live my life!!!
Jumin
...
??? *Shocked emoji*
???
Jaehee
Mr. Han?
What is the matter?
Zen
Ugh...
Is he having another of of his episodes?
I swear is he even mentions his cat...*Crying emoji*
Ugh...my nose is already getting itchy.
Jumin
707, what is the meaning of this?
Who is (Username) and why have you added them to the group?
Yoosung
*Shocked emoji*
New member?!?!?!
707
Hey
Hey
Hey!!!
The amazing 707 had arrived!!!
And he has brought his partner in crime!!!
Say hi, (Nickname)
(Username)
...Hello. *Shy emoji wave*
It is nice to meet all of you. *Heart emoji*
Jaehee
Oh, hello...
It seems seven has given you your own emojis too...
Still, this is sudden.
Does V know you have added a stranger to our private chatroom?
Yoosung
Who cares what V thinks?!?!?!
If Seven has added another member to our group, then they must be safe.
HI!!! My name is Yoosung!!! Its nice to meet you!!! *Celebration Emoji*
Welcome!!!
Zen
*Kissing emoji*
Well hello.~
I can see from your emoji that you are a beautiful women.
My name is Zen, but you...
Can call me anytime. *Wink emoji*
(Username)
U-uuuhhhmmm...
W-well actually...
You see...
I'm not...*Hiding emoji*
707
*Angry emoji*
Hey!!!
First off (Nickname) is my boyfriend.
So back off!!!
Also, (Nickname) was identified as the wrong gender when he was born.
So he is not a she.
Thank you very much!!!
Also, V knows (Nickname) and said it was okay.
Yoosung
Boyfriend!!! *Shocked emoji*
Jaehee
!!! *Suprised emoji*
Zen
You!!!
What?!?!?! Boyfriend?!?!?!
In a relationship?!?!?!
Since when?!?!?!
Jumin
???
This is the first time I've heard of this...
Still, if V said it was okay then I shall welcome you as well.
Ahem.
It is a pleasure to meet you, (Username).
I'm not sure how anyone can stand being in a relationship with seven, but to each their own.
(Username)
Thank you??? *Confused emoji*
707
Hey!!!
I resent that!!!
Yoosung
Is this another one of seven's tricks???
You've never mentioned him before...
I won't fall for it this time!!! *Angry emoji*
707
Hey!!!
It's not that hard to believe!!!
I can find love too!!!
See!!!
*Sends picture of you kissing Seven's cheek*
(Username)
A-ah!!!
S-seven!!!
Don't suddenly send pictures like that!!!
That's a terrible picture of me!!! *Embarrassed emoji*
707
Awww!!!
Don't be so modest (Nickname)!!!
Look at you!!!
You're so cute!!!
*Sends 4 other pictures of you, 2 of them where your off guard, 1 with you and Seven at the ferris wheel and the last one with you, Seven, and V on the couch*
Yoosung
No way...
He's real!!! *Shocked emoji*
Jaehee
The one time you are prepared not to fall for seven's tricks just so happens to be the one time he is telling the truth...
The irony...
Welcome (Username).
I look forward to getting to know you.
Jumin
How did you get V to take that picture?
Oh wait...
Now that I look at it, it seems you caught both him and (Username) in a conversation.
(Username)
Yeah, I don't remember you ever taking that picture.
Or the first 2...
W-wait!!!
Stop sending pictures of me off guard!!!
It's embarrassing!!!
707
But I love you!!! *Heart emoji*
Zen
I'm sorry to say this, but...
Isn't (Username) still technically a girl???
I mean, I can still clearly see the feminine features she has in these pictures.
Why would such a pretty girl want to be a boy?
Yoosung
Hey!!!
Don't be like that Zen!!!
If she-
I mean he feels that he was born the wrong gender than I say let him be!!! *Nodding emoji*
Jaehee
I agree.
It is who he is after all and we should respect his decision.
I, for one, think he is very brave.
Jumin
Precisely.
We shouldn't speak against a person's will to choose who they are.
I would have thought that you of all people would understand, Zen.
But I suppose a narcissist, such as yourself, can't help but be so judgmental.
Zen
*Angry emoji* You're not one to talk on me being a narcissist!!!
You're the most narcissistic person there is!!!
And I'm not being judgmental.
I'm just saying that technically they still have the...
You know...
Parts of a women.
I'm just not really understanding why a women would choose to be something she's not.
(Username)
...
707
Hey!!!
You have no right to say that!!!
(Nickname) knows himself better than anyone else.
Especially you.
So you should shut up about topics you don't understand. *Angriest emoji*
Jumin
Now look, Zen.
You've even pissed off seven.
Jaehee
Zen...
Yoosung
Yeah!!!
I agree with seven!!!
Stop being mean to (Username)!!!
Look!!!
You've even made them upset!!! *Angry Emoji*
Zen
...
I'm sorry.
I'm not trying to upset anyone.
It's just...
I don't really get it?
707
There is nothing to get.
(Nickname) is a boy.
End of story.
Accept it.
(Username)
I won't let you just insult him like that *Angry emoji*
Seven...It's okay.
I'm quite used to this reaction.
I understand and I am not insulted.
Allow me to explain.
You see, when I was born, I was identified as a "female." Simply because of my genetalia of which I was born.
However, as I grew up, I didn't really feel like a "girl."
I didn't like to wear dresses or skirts, I hated the bows in my hair, and I didn't like to play with dolls.
I preferred to wear "boy" shirts, Jeans, and shorts and I liked my hair really short.
I loved to play rough and play sports. I didn't mind getting dirty.
I didn't fit the stereotypical role of females that society has made normal. I fit more in the category of a stereotypical Male.
This is known as gender identity.
What I showed on the outside through my voice, clothes, etc is my gender expression.
The more I realized who I was, I began to live according to my gender identity rather than the gender I was given at birth. This is known as gender transition.
The gender transition period is different for everyone.
Some people simply change their name and official documents as well as the way they dress and act. Like me.
Others actually undergo hormone therapy and undergo surgery so their physical appearance matches their gender identity.
I haven't personally done this, but I might one day. It depends how I feel in the future.
Others identify as neither a man or a woman and prefer the term non-binary or genderqueer and prefer to be called they/them.
It may be a bit difficult to understand and we often have to endure hate and criticism.
However, this is who we are and we are proud of it.
People often will make fun of us or harass us, but they should mind their own business.
Our personal lives affect them in no way and do not do anyone any harm. So I would appreciate it if you can respect my decision.
Zen
Even if you you don't understand it. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask.
I see...
Thank you. I think I understand a little bit better.
You are very brave and I support you.
If anyone even thinks to ridicule you, send them my way. *Fighting emoji*
(Username)
I apologize if I offended you in anyway.
It is perfectly alright.
I understand what you meant.
Jaehee
Thank for your acceptance. Not everyone is very nice about it. So I appreciate it.
Wow. Very informative.
I learned things even I did not know.
Thank you for sharing. I know it must be hard.
Yoosung
We should all totally meet in person!!!
I liked how you explained things so simply.
Oh do you play LOLOL!?!?!?
Jumin
*Sighing emoji*
How quickly you changed the subject...
I suppose it shouldn't be a surprise we ended up right where the conversation first started.
(Username)
OMG!!!
Yes!!! I love that game!!!
Add me!!!
My gamertag is (Gamertag)!!!
Yoosung
*Screaming emoji*
You're (Gamertag)???
You are the 2nd best player in LOLOL!!!
707
Yup!!!
She is ranked right behind me.
Maybe once you stop sucking at LOLOL, you can get on our level.
LOL!!! *Laughing emoji*
Yoosung
*Pissed off Emoji* I do not suck!!!
My guild is in the top ten ranking and so am I!!!
Zen
*Annoyed emoji* Can't we go back to getting to know, (Username)?
I have more questions I'd like to ask in person.
I agree that we should meet up.
Jaehee
I second that.
Jumin
Yes. I am curious as to what kind of person you are, (Username).
And how you know V.
707
Heck yeah!!!
707 has left the chat.
Meet you at Jumin's house in 30 minutes!!
Yoosung
Yay!!!
(Username)
Meet you there!!!
Yoosung has left the chat.
Seven!!!
You need to ask first!!!
I'm so sorry, Jumin!!! I'll talk to him.
...Although, once his mind is set, even I can't change it...
Jumin
(Username) has left the chat.
My house?!?!?!
Wait a minute...
This is another ploy to torture Elizabeth the 3rd, isn't it!?!?!?
Seven!!!
Stay away from my house!!!
Jumin has left the chat
Don't touch my Princess!!!
Zen
Why do we have to meet at Jumin's house?!?!?!
I don't want to go anywhere near him or his damn cat!!!
Jaehee
*Sighing emoji*
It seems everyone is going to Mr. Han's house then...
I am curious to meet this (Username)...
I suppose I will go as well...
Though I really don't want to visit Mr. Han on my off day...
I'm sure you want to meet him as well, Zen.
Meet you there.
Jaehee has left the chat.
Zen
Wait!!!
Jaehee!!!
...
Damn it I want to meet him too...
*Crying Emoji* I guess I'll bring a mask and some allergy meds...
Zen has left the chat.
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mysmegrace · 3 years
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can i pls request the rfa comforting mc bc she is really stressed because of school (they find her crying because something a teacher said to her)
hello anon! of course! we've all been there and i know how overwhelming it is. if this is happening to you and you wanna chat, i'm always open <3 btw i'm gonna write the mc as a college student because of the romantic nature of this fic. if you would like another fic that has all the rfa members together helping you platonically, feel free to ask! stay safe <3
RFA Comforting an MC that is Stressed because of School
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yoosung kim:
today was a tough one to say the least.
you were up until 2am last night doing an excessive amount of homework only for the professor to put you down for a few questions you got wrong.
as you laid in your bed looking out the window besides you, your mind keep replaying the scene over and over again.
almost like it wanted to torture you.
the professor piercing through your soul with the rage he held in his eyes.
the degrading words he spewed at you, calling you every insult in the book.
and worst of all, he did it in front of everybody.
you have never felt so embarrassed.
these replaying memories made you cuddle up with your bundled blanket and simply start to sob.
you couldn't understand why people were so cruel sometimes.
little to your knowledge, yoosung was planning a date night out to celebrate your 100th day anniversary.
the professor had got you so upset that you forgot about the occasion.
so low and below, 15 minutes into your sob session was when yoosung came in unexpectedly.
the flowers he carried in his hand quickly dropped.
he ran to your sobbing figure and gave you an awkward hug from behind.
that was when you came to your senses and shot right up.
he looked at you like he had just seen a ghost.
his forehead written with concern.
your tired red eyes were a clear giveaway of your upset state.
there was no way you were covering this up.
yet you couldn't continue holding back your tears in front of him.
so he brought you to his chest as you sobbed for the second time tonight.
throughout your cries, you were explaining what the day has done to you.
how the professor belittled you to the point you had been on the verge of crying yourself to sleep.
yoosung listened closely, rubbing your back while you got it all out.
he decided that the date night could wait, and he would dedicate these nightly hours to comforting you.
he give you many reassurances throughout your time together.
he always validated your feelings.
he always looked at you with intense love and care.
he always told you how smart and stunning you are.
his actions made you cheer up a bit.
you were still on edge, but you knew it would get better eventually.
everything would turn out okay with this man by your side.
hyun ryu / zen:
you were only on the bus coming home, but your tears already started to flow.
the professor made a complete mockery out of you.
you felt hurt to your core.
he insulted everything about you, completely going off.
at first, you figured he had a bad day and was just finding someone to let it out on.
but as the insults kept spewing, they became incredibly more personal.
nothing was safe.
the way your nose crunched when you smiled was "ugly".
the sweet tone of your speaking was deemed "annoying".
the way your hair bounced when you walked was seen as "repulsive".
nobody had hurt you so much and your mind couldn't cope with it.
through silent tears on the bus, as you reached your stop you stopped them within an instant.
zen would be waiting for you at home.
the last thing you wanted to do was make him worried about you with the addition of his insanely busy day.
repressing the tears, you eventually made it to the front door of your now shared home.
the door sounded when you arrived, alerting zen as he went to meet you at the doorframe.
you pulled out your most convincing fake smile and greeted him.
but you could tell when the mix of confusion and concern flashed over his face.
apparently your eyes had given you away.
but you didn't remember them being puffy or red.
however, zen knows you like the back of his hand.
like the soulmate he was, he could read your soul through your eyes.
he embraced you and encouraged you to tell him what was wrong.
but you wouldn't budge.
he gently tried again, but to no avail.
lost on what to do, he embraced you again.
but this time, he wasn't letting go.
and that was enough to make the tears start pouring out.
you were both standing in silence.
the only sounds bouncing off the walls were those of your tearing cries.
once you had calmed down a bit, he calmly asked you what happened.
and when you explained, his body filled with rage.
who let the professor be so rude to you??
in true zen fashion, his first instinct was to reprimanded the teacher face to face.
the sound of your next cry made him rethink his protentional course of action.
you were right here in front of him, so broken and hurt.
you were his first priority, not mr. dumbfuck.
and out came the words that always made you feel so loved and protected.
he reminded you of your beauty and his love towards you.
he had seen you as a goddess for the time since he's met you.
your evening was very laidback after the ordeal.
tonight would be focused on you.
jaehee kang:
you had been sitting up at your computer with the event that tore you down so significantly in the back of your head.
you couldn't take it anymore.
how could a person be so rude because of a simple mistake?
however, you couldn't just cry right here right now.
your love was sitting beside you afterall.
so you ever so subtly left the room.
you felt so numb while walking to the only room the insured complete privacy in the apartment.
or so you thought.
closing the door behind you, you were met with the reflection of your face.
the one he had broke apart and shattered.
you started to cry uncontrollably.
you watched as your eyes turned visibly irritated, your mouth turned downwards ever so slightly.
you felt so numb inside, yet the gem-like tear that rolled down your cheek was a reminder of your living form.
the noise leaving your mouth wasn't loud.
but it wasn't quiet.
however, it was enough for jaehee to hear.
confused, she left her chair.
the sharp pain in her shoulder was a reminder for her to get up and stretch a bit.
following the tears, her feet met the bottom of the washroom door.
knocking softly, waiting for an answer.
yet nothing but the crying noises rang out.
so she tried again, calling your name in the softest tone she could produce.
you heard.
and you were now in a state of panic.
how would you explain this to her?
you didn't want to get her involved or worried over you.
but you knew you eventually had to come forward to her face to face.
hesitantly, you opened the door.
just a crack.
not enough to expose the entirety of your broken face, but enough to make subtle eye contact.
your efforts were short lived.
she took the door, moving it open to see you fully a few seconds later.
her first thought was to hug you, hence the tight embrace you quickly found yourself in.
you couldn't hold it back any longer.
so you remained in her arms crying for the next couple of minutes.
not long after, you started spilling out the entire story.
she was enraged alongside you.
but, being more rational, she knew there was nothing much she could do about it.
so she just listened and understood you.
she validated your emotions, making sure you knew you weren't going crazy and that it was okay to feel upset.
eventually, you find yourselves on the washroom floor.
sitting together, basking in each others love.
your worries were washed away by the woman you would continue to love as long as your life allowed you to.
jumin han:
your soon to be husband was waiting for your presence with a bottle of wine to share for the evening.
the only thing he was waiting to be finished was your class.
he felt at peace knowing his private driver would be picking you up safely.
what he hadn't expected however, was the message he was given by the driver.
on the way to jumin's penthouse, the driver had quickly sent jumin a text.
the text read "i'm texting to briefly let you aware of mc's status. mc appears to be healthy but in an emotional state. i suggest you have tissues prepared for her."
you, on the other hand, had been getting ready to hide your upset state.
you knew the man jumin was.
he would have the professor fired as soon as he heard of the disgusting things he had said to you.
you were never one to escalate things to that extent.
you would rather let both parties go on with their lives.
plus jumin's schedule was stressful enough already.
you didn't want to add onto that.
so with your lines to convince jumin that you were alright, you got out of the car, swiftly heading up to the penthouse.
he greeted you with a sad expression.
almost as if he was prepared to be upset with you.
you gave a confused look, trying to convince him that sadness wasn't even on your mind.
his hand reached out to you, containing a tissue.
you, still giving off the vibe of "i'm not upset", pushed his hand back gently.
now it was his turn to be confused.
only his was genuine.
the tears were building up in your eyes.
"fuck, not now" you thought.
his hand reached out again, questioning you.
you couldn't hold up anymore and gave up on hiding it.
taking the tissue, you started balling your eyes out.
rambling words about your feelings towards what the professor said.
how he had brought your very existence down to nothing but dirt.
jumin was listening, but planning what he could do to the professor at the same time.
this behaviour was simply unacceptable.
you couldn't convince him otherwise.
but in the meanwhile, he was determined to comfort the crying beauty in front of him.
much like everyone else, he reassured you of everything.
you would never hear the end of it from him when it came to how talented and gorgeous you were.
and it didn't matter what anyone else said.
as long as he was by your side, you would survive.
it would be okay.
the rest of the night consisted of the constant reminder of your worth.
from sun rise to sun set, he would never look at another woman the way he did you.
saeyoung choi:
in some ways, online classes were harder than in person.
sure, online you could get away with cheating easier (though you were never like that), you could take naps comfortably in between classes, you wouldn’t have to get dressed.
looking at it like that, it doesn’t seem so bad.
unfortunately that was not the case for you.
your professor used this as an opportunity to diminish you to your core.
he would send you private messages talking about how stupid you were, how you failed in every possible way.
even going as far as saying you were a waste of space in the classroom.
that someone much better could’ve taken your place.
and all of that made online learning incredibly hard for you.
you would participate in classes from the side of your bed.
saeyoung laying right besides you, listening in like the goof he is.
even going as far as to help you.
today though, the professor got extremely bold.
he had moved from sending private messages to spewing hatred in front of the entire class.
and saeyoung heard all of it.
he reached over to your laptop and exited out of the classroom.
he didn’t want to listen to you endure that any longer.
at first, it looked like his words didn’t bother you.
perhaps you were used to it at this point.
but once saeyoung asked if you were okay, you couldn’t control the tears starting to run down your face.
you were so tired of being treated like shit, and saeyoung completely understood.
he was baffled that a professor would say something so cruel out in the open.
you two laid there in silence, a peaceful silence.
you explained how this had been happening for a long time. 
however, you just wanted to get over it.
you went on with your day, but saeyoung could tell that it still bothered you.
so he did what he does best.
with a little bit of this and a little bit of that, you meet a new professor the next day.
he announced how he was taking the place of the previous professor after he had lost his job.
you turned behind you with a shocked smile, and saw the man you loved smirking like a child.
god you loved him.
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"least to most bottom of the RFA" you say 👀
CONSIDER THIS A REQUEST MY FRIEND
Hehehehehe THANK YOU
I actually came up with this bc I had a stress dream that I was writing request and I was writing smth like this and since then I have not thought of anything else ANSNSNSND
Least to most bottom MM characters:
12. Rika
This bitch will not. Back. Down.
She is a full on top, fuck you
Nah but really you will not make this woman bend down to your will, it has to be the other way. She has to feel the power! The control!
(and of course if we want to get into more of the psychological stuff it's also bc of that bitch ass pastor that did that to her as a child, and to him I wish him a very fuck you and fuck off, BUT ANYWAY)
This woman will not back down. If you try and make her a bottom she will act like she's backing down until she turns the tables and you're the one that's pinned against the bed or wall. It's a fight you cannot win 🙂
11. Unknown
No.
No matter how much you want to pin that little fucker down, he will not. Let. You.
He doesn't want to feel vulnerable.
Still, that doesn't mean he won't do it every once in a full moon or smth where hee will maaaaybe let you be the dominant one. Of course he will still be ordering you around, so who's really the one in control?
10. Jumin
Jumin is also a power top, although every once in a while he'd change the pace of things for a bit.
He wouldn't go super far as too havig to full on freaking beg, but he'd come pretty close to that point if you hold him down and start straddling him. He wouldn't mind getting tied up too y'know? Just not all the way. Maybe once in a while you can tie his arms behind him and straddle him, and he will literally go crazy because he just can't touch you, and you just feel. So. Good.
9. Vanderwood
He's a bottom brat whenever he switches andbdbfnfn
Listen, once in a while you'll both change pace, and he'll be all like "pft, your think you can make me kneel down? No way in hell." To be a few minutes later begging for you to let him come and to please, please just fuck him!
8. Suit
But Amanda, what about Unknown and how he wasn't a bottom? Isn't Suit basically Unknown but in his early stage?
And to that I say yes but I love brat bottom boys so you will have to deal with it ajdhdhdb
Listen to me.
TOPPING THIS MAN? YES PLEASE???
Also since he does still have a bit of Ray in him, y'know he likes being pinned down.
He will be an absolute bastard though. He will curse and yell the whole time, but then once you finally get him?
Oh he will beg for you non stop like Lin Manuel Miranda said in his Hamilton musical songs "Non-Stop"
He L O V E S being tied down. Not Lin btw I mean Suit lol.
Not with blindfolds tho, that would be far too much. But to be served his own medicine for once? Honestly he's kinda into it. He loves the dominant glint in your eye, how commanding you are, basically how you're not taking ANY of his BS.
It is my personal hc since I'm a horny bitch, that suit would actually be into being a bottom, but he's just a bit shy about it, and yes, he can be a top too which is why he's not all the way down, but you know being a bottom is a guilty pleasure for this boy.
He likes that shit.
7. Zen
He's also mostly a switch, except he isn't much of a brat. He's more of a chill bottom. You tell him you want to be on top today? Sure thing baby let me just get the blindfold.
He's totally up for it, and he loves seeing you taking control and being confident. That's what he likes the most. Of course, he'd much rather be the one gripping your wrists on top of you and banging ya like there's no tomorrow.
6. Jaehee
YES
This woman hasn't really dated anyone or anything except her work, so she's definetly a bit inexperienced. That's why she'll look to you to take the lead!
Jaehee should be spoiled alright, so please take care of this woman with your life and make her have the time of her life
5. GE! Saeran
This boy is also a sort of power bottlom. Sometimes he will take the lead and oh god, is he great at that, but other times? When he's a bottom, he's a BOTTOM
He will gasp and moan at every little touch, he absolutely adores getting praised, and he loves it when you watch him with that glint of lust in your eyes.
Boy when he's a bottom he's just: chefs kiss 💋👌👌
4. Saeyoung
He's also an amazing top, but when he switches and becomes a bottom he's also AMAZING. He's at the top of the bottoms (hahahaha funny)
He also likes being pinned down and given orders, to have to b e g.
He also likes praise a lot like his brother pft.
And he's also a lot into being tied up, blindfolds, all that. No matter if it's you or him. The only thing he's a bit iffy about is basically hitting him and for very obvious reasons, but appart from that he's up for anything wink wink.
3. Ray
Do I have to even explain? Like??? Do I really???
His middle name is BOTTOM.
When you look him up in the dictionary it says in bold letters and in the whole page BOTTOM.
His name means BOTTOM.
He's too shy to start anything up by himself, he needs you to take the lead so he knows he's not doing anything wrong. This boy will bend to your will so fucking easily, he's a fucking spaghetti, you can grab him and twist him around your finger akfkfnfn
Just praise him and he'll be so happy. Just imagine when -milking him dry- EHEM he'd just beg and his eyes would be all teary and OH LORD YES BOTTOM RAY ALL THE WAY WHOOP.
2. Yoosung
It is literally cannon he's a masochist. Literally. This boy loves it. He's like s puppy. He will look at you with adoration the whole time, and will follow all of your orders. He'd happily go down on all fours for you, he'd literally do ANYTHING
Also I have said this so many times and I will say it again,
P e g h i m
This man is PERFECT FOR IT, DON'T WASTE THE OPPORTUNITY AND TEASE THE FUCK OUT OF THIS MAN, MAKE 👏 HIM 👏 BEG👏
1. V
Dude. This man is a bottom and nothing else, NOTHING ELSE
PEG HIM TOO! (Pfttttttt basically the last two of the list are just me going PEG HIM over and over again lmao.)
You cannot tell me this man is a top. You simply can't.
He is a bottom boy. Just don't blindfold him bc ✨trauma✨
Appart from that tie him up, edge him do whatever else you want. This man will look at you with tears in the corner of his eyes, barely able to speak. "M-MC... please....I-I just c-can't anymore...." He'd whisper.
God I know he isn't my favorite but I would dffinetly date him just for this holy fuck.
God am I horny and touch starved I need jesus
Anyway now go and read the bible and bathe in holy water, and I'll save you all a spot next to me in hell :D
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juminsmysticmc · 3 years
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Pregnancy Series - Part 6
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Meeting the baby for the first time 
⚠️ Sensitive content -> mention of: labor pain, blood, fluids ⚠️
Pregnancy Series: Part 1 // Part 2  // Part 3 // Part 4.1 // Part 4.2 // Part 5
Last chapter! So, I hope you all enjoy this one! Feel free to tell me in the comments or send me a message ( even as anon if you want ! ) Soon new requests will be posted again...it was a nice time with the series....I will miss it, you too? 
BTW! The request was that the baby doesn’t look like them despite being their baby! 
jumin 
Your husband stroked your head after the hard time you had giving birth to your first son.
Well, the labor itself didn’t really last long but you still had a hard time.
You were sleepy and at some point you had the feeling that you couldn’t even breathe, almost giving Jumin a heart attack.
But when the both of you finally heard your baby cry for the first time, you all relaxed.
,,IT’S A BOY!’’ the midwife announced happily, making Jumin cry as he praised you, proud to be finally able to call himself a father.
The nurses and medics around you guys got everything ready and you were carried into another room so that the maid could tidy up the room. Your baby was also weighed and checked up on.
Jumin was really happy that you guys decided to give birth at home. Of course, this was only possible because everything was alright with you and the baby.
,,So, meet your mommy and daddy,’’ the midwife whispered as she approached you, softly giving you your baby boy.
,,Oh,’’ you gasped, surprised by the beauty of your boy.
But your eyes quickly met Jumin’s.
,,Was your mom blonde?’’ you asked him.
He looked over to you. He was smiling and not even a bit concerned that the baby wasn’t looking like him at all.
Maybe it was even better that the baby was totally different.
Jumin shook his head.
,,Don’t worry, I can already feel the bond between us. I trust you,’’ he whispered and kissed his baby on his head softly since he was still so soft.
,,Wanna hold him too?’’ you whispered and waited for his response.
Jumin nodded excitedly, wanting to hold his own little baby in his arms.
Finally his wish came true.
Jumin held him and cradled him, just like a real father.
,,Mr Han,’’ Jahee softly called him. ,,I informed your father as well as the RFA and will take my leave to prepare everything in the company,’’ she whispered.
,,Jaehee,’’ you called your friend.
,,It’s impossible that the aunty goes without seeing the baby! Step in!’’ you called her.
Nervously, Jaehee stepped in and looked at what Jumin held between his arms. 
,,He looks so handsome…’’ she gasped.
You chuckled as you laid back. ,,It’s our son after all,’’ you yawned and slowly fell asleep…
Three years later, you once again were pregnant. Your son by now was almost turning three.
He was blonde and had blue eyes. Apparently your mother’s family was blonde. 
And even though no one could believe at first that this was Jumin’s son, as soon as they saw how he acted, they all knew that this was indeed a Han. The bloodline was still in the heir of C&R.
,,Father, I believe that the maid made a mistake with organizing my toys. I think we need someone better!’’ he whined, pulling his father.
Jumin took his son seriously, but of course he knew that his son was still three. What didn’t hold him back from making everything possible was his might.
Zen
You heard how Zen nagged at someone, but before you could try to concentrate on what he was saying, another wave of pain hit you, making you scream in pain.
,,I‘m here, baby, I‘m here,“ Zen whispered, holding your hand.
You turned around to him and smiled with the last of the strength you had.
,,I wanted to have a barbecue,“ you whined, making him chuckle.
,,As soon as you give birth, I will send them to get you food,“ he promised.
,,I can’t wait to eat kimchi,“ you laughed, breathing the pain away.
Zen smiled apologetically. ,,You can’t eat spicy food while you’re breastfeeding,“ he told you.
,,AHHHH!“ you hissed. He wasn’t sure if you screamed in pain or because you were angry that you still couldn’t eat spicy food, but whatever it was, he was scared.
,,It’s open by four centimeters. Soon we will be there,’’ the midwife smiled.
Well, that soon changed into an hour, two, three, and finally four hours.
,,You’re doing so well,’’ your boyfriend told you. By now you had to wear an oxygen mask because you couldn’t breathe.
,,Maybe we should do a C-’’ before the nurse could even end her speech, you moved your head, pressing Zen’s hand stronger as you pushed.
,,Mc!’’ he called you, holding onto you stronger.
You pushed and pushed. You sometimes had the feeling that air was missing, but you kept pushing until finally a cry was heard, making you collapse onto the bed.
,,MC?!’’ Zen whined, but the nurse next to you calmed him down as she checked your vitals.
,,It was hard. She will sleep for a few minutes, don’t worry,’’ she smiled.
Zen nodded and looked over to his baby. She had a little dark hair and also her skin was a bit darker than his, but she was still the most beautiful baby he had ever seen.
,,Would you like to cut the cord?’’ the midwife asked, explaining to him how to do it.
Just when he was about to take the baby, you weakly called him. ,,Hyun, let the mother hold her first!’’ you whined.
Zen smiled as he nodded, observing how the baby was placed in your arms.
,,Princess, hello,’’ you whispered, tearing up at her sight.
,,She is so… perfect,’’ you whispered.
Zen couldn’t help but kiss your head and his baby’s as he decided to go out to tell everyone the news.
Of course he saw how shocked they were, maybe because he was crying like an idiot, but as soon as he told them that your baby girl was beautiful, they all looked so happy.
,,Take her! Show us!’’ Jaehee hissed as she began to cry too.
A few seconds later he and the nurse stepped out, a pink bundle in his arms as he showed the RFA his newborn girl.
,,She doesn’t look like you. She must be happy,’’ Jumin teased Zen.
,,She looks even better,’’ he whispered.
,,I really thought that your DNA would be stronger,’’ Yoosung commented.
,,It’s okay, I don’t mind. She’s still mine,’’ Zen said and smiled. He already loved her so much…
A year later, you and the RFA finally could do what you missed last year - the korean barbeque.
And this time, a special guest had her appearance too.
,,Say, cheese!’’ Zen blabbered as you held your daughter in your arms, her long dress fit perfectly with the big birthday cake she had on her face, liking her little chubby fingers.
,,Say, Daddy come too!’’ you whispered, taking her hand and waving at Zen while Jumin tried to take not so blurry pictures of you…
Thank God Jaehee used her phone too...
Yoosung
,,Dr Kim! Finally! A dog was hit by a car and needs medical assistance immediately!“ a co-worker of Yoosung said as he cut the call.
He looked inside, seeing from the windows that a young girl sat on the floor, her dog in her arms, crying over a pet.
If he didn’t know about Rika‘s and Sally‘s death, he would believe that this was his cousin.
The young man hesitated, his phone still in his hand.
At a totally different place, you were trying to keep your breath in rhythm as your mother stroked your hair.
Half an hour passed ever since you finally arrived at the hospital with the ambulance you called, your‘s and Yoosung’s mother with you in the room.
It was a kind of stressful situation. Your mother was happy, but at the same time a bit disappointed that Yoosung was still missing and his mother, your in-law, was worried over her son as he still wasn‘t there.  
It was his first born. He fought so hard for this son that there was no way he would miss this opportunity.
,,I‘m going to call him again,“ she said as she was about to open the door to your room as it suddenly opened by itself.
,,I‘m here,“ he said, out of breath.
,,Where- why did you take such a long time?“ you asked him, worried and annoyed at the same time.
,,I- I was almost fired because they didn’t seem to understand that I wasn’t running away from work, but on my way to support you,“ he gasped.
,,What did I miss?“ he asked you, as you smiled, telling him that he was just in time.
Again, a wave of pain hit you as you gasped and tried to breathe through the pain.
Yoosung was a good support, telling you sweet words, stroking you, everything went well.
Finally, you were ready to push and from then on everything took about five minutes.
Yoosung was there when his first born took its first breath, when she cried for the first time. Yoosung was there to cut the cord, he saw how the little, also bloody, human being
to wash the baby for the first time and give her to you, making her stop crying as soon as her skin met yours.
,,She’s so beautiful…’’ you whispered. The tears didn’t want to stop falling as you held her in your arms.
,,But she has blonde hair. You still can’t match her,’’ you chuckled.
Yoosung nodded. ,,She doesn’t look like me at all. Maybe that’s why she’s so beautiful?’’ he asked you.
You laughed as you heard your comment, but your eyes never left your baby's little body.
,,Daddy is handsome, right?’’ you whispered, stroking your newborn's arm.
A few moments later, the nurse asked if Yoosung would like to hold her and wash her, since you were in too much pain to do it, something he agreed to immediately.
With the nurse telling him what to do and how to do it, Yoosung gave his baby their first bath, slowly and softly and with so much love.
,,You need to be really careful with the head,’’ the doctor explained and also told him the reason.
After your baby was fresh, you were allowed to have it again and just when you felt your baby's warmth again, your mother and mother in law entered the room, crying over their first granddaughter.
,,You looked exactly like her, Mc!’’ your mother proudly said as Yoosung’s mother looked at the baby with lovely eyes. ,,I hope my next grandchildren will also not get a single DNA from your looks!’’ she teased him.
Jaehee
The car ride was a rather calm one. Luckily, you were a bit in pain, but nothing like in the movies where the women cry and groan in pain.
,,Everyone reacts differently,’’ Jaehee told you as she stroked your arm, proud of you for handling this pain.
,,We’re here,’’ Seven announced, stepping out of the car and opening the door for you to help you.
Just when you stood next to the door, both feet on the ground outside the car, you felt a fluid coming out, running down your legs and wetting the ground below you.
,,Shit, this almost landed in my car!’’ Seven gasped as Jaehee climbed out of the red car, seeing that your water just broke.
,,Oh my god, the baby will come soon, Seven. Please call a nurse and bring us a wheelchair!’’ she whined and helped you walk a bit as Seven began to run towards the entrance.
,,Are you still okay?’’ Jaehee asked you worriedly and helped you to keep moving.
You nodded. There was a sharp pain indeed, but you could still handle it.
All you wished for was a hospital bed because for sure you wouldn’t give birth on the street.
,,Please sit down here. A midwife is already on her way!’’ a nurse called and helped you to sit down on the chair, rolling you quickly towards the entrance, followed by Jaehee with her bag.
Indeed, you all really had to hurry. As soon as they helped you change and laid you down on a bed, the contractions began to hit you.
You felt the urge to push and you moaned in pain.
,,We can begin!’’ a midwife announced and looked at Jaehee. ,,She will give birth now!’’ she told her.
Jaehee got nervous and finally the time came.
Holding your hand, she nodded. ,,Mc, you can do this!’’ she encouraged you while you spread your legs apart, pushing and leaning forward to put pressure on your belly.
,,UGH!’’ you groaned and laid back, gasping for air.
,,Okay, another push!’’ the midwife said, the same game again, you groaned again when you felt something slowly coming out.
,,I can see the head! Keep pushing!’’ she laughed.
Jaehee looked over to the midwife. She could also see the top of the baby, feeling more excited when the baby moved again.
,,The last push!’’ the midwife called and you did what she said.
Falling back, you gasped for air as the room was filled with a loud baby's cry.
Immediately, they handed you the baby boy, where you put your arms around him, holding him.
,,Oh gosh, he is so tiny!’’ you whined and looked at him.
Jaehee was also sobbing by now. ,,I’m so sorry that he looks nothing like you, but I am so thankful that you are here. He is your son too,’’ you told her.
Her lips were pressed together as she nodded.
,,Our son,’’ she whimpered.
A few days later, the three of you were finally ready to go home. Jaehee was carrying the baby in her arms and buckled him good in the back seat of the taxi as you slowly got in yourself.
,,Let’s go home,’’ you whispered to Jaehee, holding her hand.
,,Let’s go,’’ she said as she took yours, smiling.
Saeyoung
The red haired man didn’t come much later than you to the hospital room and was quickly by your side as your belly was connected to some tubes and wires. 
They were monitoring the baby. Saeyoung knew that they weren’t there because something was wrong or bad, but still, it kind of scared him to see it all.
,,How are you?’’ he asked you while you had your eyes closed, opening them a bit to look at him.
,,Good, now that you’re here,’’ you whispered and squeezed his hand with your fingers, making him endure the pain.
,,Sorry,’’ you groaned when it got better, making him shake his head.
,,You are enduring much more than I am, so feel free to squeeze my hand,’’ he told you and stroked your head.
Suddenly, the machine made some beeping sounds, making him shriek and look at it, not understanding what was happening.
,,Move aside!’’ a nurse called as she entered, followed by your midwife and a doctor.
Saeyoung was quickly pulled aside as they told you something.
He was so overwhelmed by all his feelings that he forgot to listen to them.
He just somehow came back to life when he heard you cry and scream.
,,Once more!’’ the nurse said loudly and made you exclaim some words he didn’t get while you were pushing.
Saeyoung watched the whole scenario as you were pushing a little, brown haired baby out of you, covered in blood.
He began to sob when he realized that it was his daughter you just gave birth to.
,,The first girl is here!’’ the nurse happily laughed.
Saeyoung just focused on the baby and saw how she carried the crying baby away.
When his eyes couldn’t follow the nurse with his daughter anymore, Saeyoung focused on you again, seeing that you were still pushing and giving your best.
He also noticed that by now, some of your fears had come true. He had to press his lips together to not laugh and to not make you feel bad, but even though you were giving birth to a second girl, you saw him and seemed to understand his thoughts.
,,CHOI SAEYOUNG! ONE WORD TO ANYONE ABOUT ME POOPING AND I WILL KILL YOU!’’ you screamed and finally, a second scream filled the room.
,,There’s no need for me to do that! You did that yourself,’’ he laughed and came to you, kissing your nose.
The first baby finally came back and was immediately brought into your arms, followed quickly by the second twin.
,,Both are brown haired. I can’t say Tomato Girls anymore,’’ Saeyoung whined as he observed them.
,,Nope, you can’t tease my girls indeed,’’ you chuckled.
,,They totally don’t look like Saeyoung, I’m happy,’’ Jaehee commented in the chatroom when Saeyoung posted a picture Saeran took holding his babies.
,,I am too,’’ Saeran commented, teasing his brother.
,,They look just like Mc,’’ Yoosung said, but Saeyoung put his phone aside since right now his top priority was to observe his three ladies sleeping. ,,I know that you three are all mine, so I don’t care about your looks,’’ he mumbled and enjoyed the sight of his family.
Saeran
And so, as soon as you cut the call, you dialed the ambulance’s number, hoping that they would be there just in time to help you.
You were happy that you were finally giving birth, but on the other side, you were more than scared.
You knew that twins arrived earlier, but as a mother, you still were concerned.
Unable to think of anything else, you felt as if you drowned into your fears until the door rang, showing you that help was already there.
,,I honestly didn’t think that this would hurt so much,’’ you whined as Saeran was next to you. You knew that he had to keep himself together to not cry with you as you endured the pain.
Saeran looked down to your trembling hand as he sighed.
Hours passed and the pain just increased. Saeran was now massaging your temples and cleaning your sweat.
Suddenly, a loud sound made him turn around and look back to you, noticing that you were really pale.
,,Mc?’’ he called you, making you look at him.
,,It hurts,’’ you gulped and closed your eyes, hoping that it would get better.
,,No use, we need a C-Section!’’ someone said and roughly pushed Saeran away.
He couldn’t follow the medical words as you were suddenly brought away from him.
,,Wait, MC!’’ he tried to run after you, being held back by a nurse who was trying to calm him down.
More hours passed and Saeran was left alone in the big room, waiting for you and some news of you and his boys.
,,I can’t believe that three years passed so quickly already,’’ you laughed as you kissed one of your son’s heads, watching them eat their breakfast.
,,I know, back then those hours I was waiting for you were the worst. I’m happy that they could help you and at least stop the pain for a bit,’’ Saeran sighed as he thought back to that time when the nurse came up to him with one of the babies.
,,At first I thought it was a joke when the nurse told me you didn’t want to hold him!’’ you chuckled.
Saeran blushed.
,,He… first of all she just brought me one baby! I couldn’t have known that the other boy was too weak to see his daddy,’’ Saeran said, not so loud and observed his second son who apparently was too weak that day.
,,Our Haru was still too weak while Haneul was eager to see daddy,’’ you said, smiling.
,,Besides, I expected them to be red haired. He didn’t look like me at all. I thought she mistook the baby!’’ Saeran defended himself.
Maybe the next baby will have your looks,’’ you said, patting your belly and observing your sons making a mess on the table.
Jihyun
You were breathing heavily after the third push as nothing seemed to move forward.
The doctor kept telling you that you were doing great, but you didn’t trust him at all.
You felt impatient, nervous, frustrated, and in pain.
Jihyun seemed to feel that you were unhappy with the situation and kept stroking your head and patting your arm, encouraging you.
,,I love you so much,’’ he whispered.
Suddenly the doctor said something that gave you new hope. ,,I see the head, come on, we will be finished soon!’’ he smiled and gave you another push of strength as you finally let go of the tension.
You were just enjoying the cries of your baby. Finally, you could meet the little baby you were carrying for so long under your heart.
The baby was placed on your chest and immediately stopped crying, making you tear up.
So this was the connection between a mother and her child? You asked yourself.
You looked over to Jihyun who, too, was crying, enjoying the sight of the both of you.
He was probably implanting the sight of the both of you in his head.
Later on, Lucy too was allowed to visit you and her little sibling.
,,But he doesn’t look like daddy at all!’’ the little girl exclaimed, making you laugh.
Well, she was right.
But you all knew that this was for sure Jihyun’s baby, even though no one would say so.
Days passed and finally you guys were allowed to go home, something that made you more than happy. Sleeping, or at least laying in your own bed, made you feel much better than you thought.
,,Is he asleep?’’ Jihyun asked you when you stepped out of the room. It was three pm and you were honestly also ready for a little nap.
Laying your head on his shoulder, you nodded in response and felt his warm hands on your back.
,,Lucy must feel neglected,’’ you whined, feelings overwhelming you since you noticed that these days you didn’t do much. It was either sleeping, eating, or taking care of the baby.
,,No, she is such a caring child and understands, don’t worry. I am with her,’’ Jihyun tried to calm you.
,,Actually, while you and the baby were sleeping, she helped me with something. Come with me,’’ Jihyun whispered and led you to his working room, making you gasp.
,,It seems as if someone took a picture of us,’’ you gasped, again in tears as you saw the moment you held your son for the first time in your arms from the view of someone behind you.
He also managed to insert Lucy into the portrait as if she was there in that one, special moment.
,,She really helped you?’’ you asked him again and couldn’t believe what your eyes were observing.
,,I indeed have the best family,’’ you sobbed as Jihyun hugged you firmly.
Vanderwood
,,Are we all sure that this isn’t a false alarm?’’ Saeyoung asked loudly so that even you, in your room, where you were currently being examined, heard him.
By now you were somehow nervous, agitated.
You glared at Vanderwood who seemed to understand.
As soon as the doctor told you that you were doing well and that you didn’t even need an epidural, Vanderwood went out of the room for a short moment to tell Saeyoung to ,,Either shut the heck up or go and buy your bed on your own!’’ making you feel kind of bad afterwards, but you just needed it.
,,I’m honestly so happy that you aren’t in pain,’’ Vanderwood said when he returned. It was amazing how quickly he could change his mood.
You smiled at him and took his hand.
,,It’s a bit painful, but not that bad. I’m managing,’’ you smiled and looked down to your belly.
Soon you would be able to hold your girl.
,,Three more centimeters are missing,’’ Vanderwood whispered and put his head on yours, smiling as you closed your eyes to feel the warmth your body was sending you.
Time quickly passed and you were finally able to push.
You were rather quick and everyone in the room was positively surprised.
You didn’t scream or cry like most women, you just pushed and gave birth to your sunshine.
The midwife quickly took the baby while you and Vanderwood heard her cry and all your fears of any possible complications vanished.
,,The father can cut the cord if he wishes,’’ the nurse said and of course, Vanderwood didn’t wait and did what he was told, already tearing up.
The baby was quickly put in your arms where you could finally take a good look at her.
You chuckled when you saw her. ,,She is yours, I swear,’’ you told him as you looked at Vanderwood.
,,I know. I feel it even though she doesn’t look like me at all,’’ he smiled.
,,You know, she will probably only have my looks and be totally you with your characteristics,’’ you told him.  
After a while, you decided that Vanderwood, too, had the right to have his baby in his arms and while he did so, holding that little miracle in his arms, you decided to take a hidden picture of him and his little girl. The first picture.
,,Why are you crying? Are you in pain?’’ Vanderwood asked you when he looked at you again.
,,No,’’ you sobbed. ,,It’s just that… you again look like a handsome man and… with the baby you look even better and I… I look like shit!’’ you hiccuped.
Vanderwood chuckled when he heard your words and handed you the baby. ,,You look like this baby. You’re still saying shit?’’ he asked you, calming you down.
The day was pretty emotional for you, which was a reason why Vanderwood decided to send the boys, who were waiting for you guys, home after greeting you shortly, to a shop for a bed for the whining grown up man while he could enjoy time with his own little family.
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justa-mysticmess · 3 years
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mc’s attempted forced engagement
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hello!! thank you for your lovely request, and sincere apologies it took so long for it to be posted :) i think i might be getting back into the swing of things now though ^^;;
sorry it’s so long btw! some of it also became repetitive but, i did my best ^^;;  hope you like it!! enjoy! xoxo
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jaehee
it had been easy for mc to open up to jaehee, likely because their relationship had been based off of strong friendship and respect
also because jaehee was such a quiet person and a great listener
in fact, mc felt they had opened up to the other too soon
however, when they were kidnapped by one of their father’s loyal and unfortunately talented henchmen, jaehee was glad that mc had confided in her about their forced engagement beforehand because otherwise, jaehee wouldn’t have a clue as to where to start looking for mc
she wasn’t surprised that she didn’t even need to convince the other members of the rfa, but what did surprise her was jumin’s investment in finding mc
it made her feel warm that her ex-boss cared about her and her s/o this much despite them having rejected his offers to work for him
with jumin joinining in the search for mc and his many resources which he wasn’t shy to use, they were able to not only track mc’s whereabouts (they were kept locked up in their father’s mansion in a rural setting), but due to 707′s unparalleled research and hacking abilities, they were able to get a lot of info on mc’s father, his business dealings, and family background
707 also went so far as to research all about mc’s fiance and any flaws or shady areas in his family business or background
they all showed up to mc’s father’s mansion, and jumin ensured they did so in style
jaehee was surprised that even v took time out of his busy schedule to join them, and both him and jumin posed as her guardians of sort
with an impressive entourage that included a rising idol, a modern-day prince, a celebrated photographer, and well settled youths, jaehee knew they made heads turn, and she knew she was the envy and desire of many a high-society people
that wasn’t what she was interested in, and she knew neither was mc. however, to sway mc’s father, this was all very important
they were received well enough- rich people had traditions and protocols to stick to after all, if for nothing else then for appearance sake
they weren’t allowed to see mc, and jaehee was seething on the inside, but she kept a calm and professional facade
they were invited to have traditional style tea with mc’s parents, and jumin smartly led the conversation towards business
jaehee, having had more than sufficient experience working with jumin, and then running her own cafe with mc, easily joined the conversation and she could tell how impressed the old man was, although he didn’t outright say anything
mc’s mother on the other hand, looked fondly at jaehee and commented about how smart and experienced jaehee is especially for being so knowledgably at such a young age. jaehee tried not to let it get to her head, but she knew her face was warm
they stayed a week, only seeing mc at dinner time where everyone was to come dressed formally, and mc took every chance to sit next to jaehee and talk to their friends. it warmed jaehee’s heart and also pulled at her heart strings to see that mc had become so lonely in the few days apart that they tried to drag out dinner as much as they could, because as soon as their plate was empty, they were chaperoned back to their room. like a prisoner
it was v and 707 who revealed not only the failing business of mc’s fiance’s family business, but also their overall bad decisions which had led their company to be in debt now. money was the only reason they wanted their son to marry mc
mc’s father was horrified and at first blamed them for trying to ruin his business deal, but v calmly reiterated that even if the wedding happened, only the fiance’s family would benefit from their business and would soon run mc’s father’s business into the ground too
it was 707 who decided to open up about his research into the family business and told mc’s father that his business was struggling too and he needed to be careful with his deals
the engagement was broken off that very day by mc’s father, and they were allowed to at least roam the mansion freely, however, the job wasn’t done
they still ad to convince mc’s father to accept jaehee’s proposal, which they had yet to put forth. mc’s mother overheard some part of their discussion, and she was down for it. she told them a weakness even jumin hadn’t considered yet
just remind him his business, family, and mc would be looked down upon and questions would be raised about the sudden end of the engagement. and remind him that to show their was no weakness on his part, mc needs ot be married off or at least engaged again as soon as possible, she had told them with a knowing smile
they were grateful for the advice and knew what to do after!
touching all his pressure points at the next dinner, where he looked haggard already about the sudden end of a deal which would have sunk his business, jumin put forth jaehee as a candidate for mc to be engaged to
they were expecting for it to take at least a couple days for him to give them a response, so everybody was pleasantly surprised when mc’s father agreed to the proposal by the end of dinner!
jumin
the moment he returned to the penthouse and the staff were in a disarray, his first thought was that elizabeth 3rd had escaped again
he did feel frantic, but not so much as he once would have, assured that his cat wouldn’t have gone too far or for too long
but the moment the butler informed him that mc had left to go get some groceries hours ago and never returned, he heard sirens go off in his hed
he first called 707 to start immediately tracking mc, and secondly called v
he was secure enough in their relationship that he knew what happened to v and rika wasn’t what was happening to him and mc, but he needed his friend’s support
someone had taken mc, and he would find them and make the fools suffer by throwing them in jail
707 had mc’s location within an hour, and the three left immediately
only once on the way did jumin remember to inform jaehee and put her in charge till he returned, feeling some pity for the poor woman because she would be worried too despite being too professional to say anything outright
they tracked mc to a warehouse on their father’s land where mc was being held hostage, according to 707′s deductions probably because they attempted escape again
saying that jumin was livid at the information was an understatement
jumin didn’t waste time in having the warehouse surrounded by his security team and within half an hour, mc’s father came with a team of his own
seeing who it was, mc’s father’s temper immediately calmed down and he became almost jovial with jumin, who remained icy because of the man’s treatment of mc
it was v who turned on his charm, and handled the situation so it wouldn’t get worse
mc’s father invited them for tea to his favourite teahouse, and jumin joined very reluctantly, only after leaving 707 at the warehouse to ensure mc was safe and wel-looked after till he could come back
once at their destination, jumin wasted no time in getting to the point
“break off mc’s engagement with whomever you’ve arranged it. mc and i want to get married, and i want it possible without any... inconveniences,” he said it with a straight face and a controlled tone, trying very hard not to erupt at mc’s father. after all, he would be his father-in-law one day, and mc probably wouldn’t appreciate him disrespecting their father
v just calmly handled the situation as mc’s father spluttered at the sudden declaration and demand
they didn’t have to worry, though- it was clear that out of any bachelor’s mc’s father had been interested in, jumin was on a whole different level and class
jumin, v, and 707 went back home a couple days later, and they took a newly engagement-free mc with them, soon to be engaged to jumin in an extravagant celebration 
saeran
it almost doesn’t come as a surprise when mc vanishes on him- after all, how can good things last for him?
however, he’s been working on getting better, thanks to mc, 707, and even rfa, although he still holds an uncalled for grudge against them
fighting the internal negative-talk playing in his head, saeran immediately contacts 707 about the situation and his suspicion that mc might be in danger, right before putting his own hacking skills to use
it’s just something to fall back on at this point and comforts him to know that saeyoung will be looking out for mc too in case his own emotions get the better of him
he finds the general area mc is being held in, but  leaves 707 to hack mc’s exact location in favor of hacking their mobile and calling them
their phone has been altered and cut off to prevent calls, but saeran is grateful that the idiots left the device with mc so he is still able to hack past those blockers
707 drives them in one of his racecars, going for speed and stealth, while saeran continues to track the signals and try to call mc
mc’s voice on the other end is a bit confused, and also very hoarse. they must have been crying or screaming
he quickly asks mc if they’re okay and who the hell dared to kidnap them.
mc speaks in a hushed tone but he can hear the relief and excitement in their voice as they tell him that in was their father’s men who kidnapped them in order to force them into an arranged marriage
mc also tells him that the place is well guarded from the outside but that they are locked away alone in some sort of dark room as punishment for breaking off the engagement and not agreeing to marry
saeran’s heart breaks but more than that he is pissed. he wants to make mc’s father and fiance’s family suffer, but mc quickly tells him to not hurt their family or parents
“just get me out and away from here... i never want to come back here but i don’t want anyone harmed either”
it makes him smile to hear that mc didn’t even think twice about asking him to come pick them up from wherever they were, saeyoung seems to have heard it and also looks proud
“don’t worry mc! we’ll get you outta there in no time! you just stay put and ready!, he calls out in a loud and carefree tone, but saeran can see the tightness around his eyes from here. good, he thinks. saeyoung is also angry on behalf of mc
they reach just as the sun sets but wait till midnight, when the guards change shifts all over, to break mc out
having been given the exact of the change, and the general locations of guard placement, and the general layout of their family vacation home (because that is where mc figured out they were being held when saeran told them the general area of their location), both brothers break mc out within 15 minutes, and they are on their way out and away before someone even figures out mc is missing
out of a sudden bout of boldness and a mix of adrenaline, saeran proposes to mc on the drive back tot he city in their get-away car, and mc blushes and splutters and agrees even as saeyoung throws his head back and cackles, proud that his twin finally made this decision
saeyoung/707
it honestly took saeyoung a lot later to even notice mc was missing
it wasn’t that he didn’t pay attention to mc or didn’t care, but mc also generally kept to themselves, especially while he was busy doing his regular work
when he finally got done with his work for the day, the first thing saeyoung noticed was the absolute silence
he checked his texts and saw the last thing mc had texted him was a cat video from last night
saeyoung decided to call mc and see where they were at and if they want to have a midnight snack for dinner
when the call wouldn’t connect, he immediately knew something was wrong and started hacking into their device in order to reach out and track, but before that remembered to shoot off a text in the rfa group chat to see if mc was hanging out with one of the members
when the call connected, he was already anxious because tracking the device showed mc was far away at this point
mc’s voice was hesitant and confused on the other end, but saeyoung still sighed in relief because he knew they were unharmed so far
what he wasn’t prepared for was the knowledge that it was mc’s own family’s bodyguards who had tracked and kidnapped them in order to take mc back and continue on with their forced engagement
hearing this, he froze up for a moment- on the one hand, he couldn’t give mc much and if they were married off to this rich fiance, mc would have an easy life and be taken care of
on the other hand, he knew he loved and cherished mc and fully understood that mc loved him back
before he could think about what to do in this situation- to be selfish or ensure mc’s future, mc’s voice broke him out of his stupor: “saeyoung, come get me right away. i can’t do this... especially now that i’ve found you”
they didn’t sound defeated or frightened, instead, he was proud and happy to hear the note of determination in mc’s voice
thanks to mc’s words, his choice was already made for him
he took v to mc’s family home the veyr next day, both of them arriving in style- v having pulled all the stops for the first time to impress someone with his appearance and wealth
it warmed saeyoung’s heart to know that v did it for him!
with an impressive and reliable person like v posing as his guardian, and saeyoung managing to charm mc’s parents thoroughly with his humor, wit, and success at a young age, it was relatively easier than they’d expected to sway mc’s parents and get their blessing for saeyoung to marry mc 
v/jihyun 
the whole fiasco with rika and her past role in v’s life meant that mc found an opening to tell v early on in their relationship about the forced engagement they had run away from
v had been nothing but understanding and supportive, even reassuring mc that if it came down to it, or even if mc just wanted to speak to their family, he would arrange it for them and accompany them
mc was thankful for the gesture but hadn’t wanted to reach out to their family yet, still feeling betrayed by their parents for trying to push them into that relationship
so, he immediately noticed when mc went missing, especially because they had a habit of updating him about their whereabouts when mc and v were  away from each other
immediately employed 707′s help to contact mc as their mobile was being blocked
v, jumin, and 707 were already on the way to where the tracker was showing mc’s current location when 707 managed to connect the call to mc
despite being worried sick, v talked to mc calmly and ensured they were unharmed and in good health 
asked mc if they could stall their parents and the engagement till v got there before mc could tell him what had happened
could feel mc’s instant relief that he understood their position and was on his way to them
when they reached mc’s family manison, they were given vip treatment because of jumin’s status, v’s fame, and seven’s apparent wealth
still, they weren’t able to see mc’s parents till dinner that night, but v did not waste any time
despite mc not being allowed to join them all for dinner, which v assumed was as punishment for running away and not agreeing to the arrangement, v managed to remain civil and pitch his proposal
he straight up confessed to being mc’s lover and wanting to get their parents blessings for marrying mc
their parents were a bit surprised, but didn’t hesitate for long to agree
the four of them left mc’s family mansion a week later, along with the rest of the rfa members, after having just celebrated v’s and mc’s engagement
yoosung
yoosung returned home late, as usual, since he had internship at jumin’s office right after classes
mc was a busy person too but they would always be home when yoosung returned from his internship
he immediately felt something was wrong when he saw all the lights were out and everything seemed untouched
becausse even if mc went out, they would come home from work in order to freshen up before leaving with friends or going out on their own
but there was no sign of them having returned at all
not wanting to panic for no reason, yoosung checked his messages to first see if mc had sent any text telling him they would be coming home late or something
sure enough, there were no texts 
BUT there had been a miscall around 3 hours ago!
now a bit worried, yoosung immediately tried calling them back but the call would’t connect
finally panicking, he did thoughtlessly called his boss in a frantic worry
jumin was less than impressed at having been called at this time of night but he understood yoosung’s situation somewhat. he calmly told yoosung to ask seven to track mc’s phone- if the device was with them, it could still be traced even if it was shut off
yoosung thanked him before calling seven
seven had mc’s location under 10 minutes, but when he told yoosung of the area, he felt a bit shocked and scared
he remembered that was mc’s hometown! if mc was there, then something horrible must have happened to theri family, or there must have been some other emergency!
jumin reluctantly allowed yoosung to take jaehee, because he understood this was a delicate situation and did care for mc as a member of the rfa and a friend. hearing of the situation, zen came along for protection and offering any help
when they reached the location, thanks to seven guiding them through call, they were shocked to see that mc came from considerable wealth
they were allowed inside after they introduced themselves as mc’s friends and they were invited into a fancy sitting area and served tea
jaehee commented that the house seemed pretty tranquil so it probably wasn’t an emergency reason that mc had come here, but that it was odd that they hadn’t come to see them yet
almost as if on cue, mc rushed in just then, breathless and looking a bit wild
yoosung froze up seeing them in such a state, but zen was on his feet immediately and steadied mc
upon seeing the three of them, mc calmed down a bit and took a moment to collect themself
it was jaehee who took mc’s hands and held them between hers till mc stopped shaking
“i thought i’d never see you guys again”
it broke yoosung’s heart to hear mc say that, their voice hoarse as if they’d been screaming or crying
then it hit him. “you mean you didn’t come here on your own mc?!”
mc flinched and jaehee told him to lower his volume just as zen grabbed his shoulder in support and warning
mc composed themself and shook their head. after looking about to make sure nobody else was there, they leaned forward and whispered that their family had basically kidnapped them to continue the engagement they had run away from
zen offered to break them out of there, but yoosung was looking livid
before mc could reply, yoosung spoke up instead, “hey, zen? hold that offer”
he got up and headed for the sitting room’s entrance, when jaehee asked him where he was going
“to talk to mc’s parents. if they reject my proposal, we’ll break mc out”
zen laughed, feeling immense pride at yoosung taking such a stance, and jaehee was pleasantly surprised
mc watched yoosung walk out, feeling proud and a bit bad because they knew that the four of them would have to make a run for it after all. but it warmed their heart to see yoosung ready to confront their parents for mc’s sake
zen/hyun
zen and mc had taken the rare opportunity for privacy to spend time together
they went out for a pleasant stroll on a pleasantly chilly evening 
they’d actually been about to go home after a lovely night out and were nearing zen’s bike when it happened
they were surrounded and mc dragged away from him
despite being outnumbered, zen got a few hits in, and received the end of a punch, but that didn’t stop him
he was on his bike and chased them to the outskirts of the city, but hsi bike soon ran out of gas and the van drove off with mc trapped inside
he felt frustrated and heartbroken wanted to scream as he picked up mc’s cracked cell phone from the ground
but before anything, he called seven
he couldn’t get used to technology easily and so he normally didn’t like it too much, but he was grateful for seven being on their team especially now
since zen was used to memorizing lines for his roles, he had actually managed to memorize the number plate of the car even in the relative darkness
he gave all that information, trusting that seven would find them, and moved the the side of the road in hopes of an empty taxi
seven told him it was bets to come back, regroup and then leave, but zen wasn’t having it
so, he was pleasantly surprised when seven drove up to him in less than half an hour, with yoosung in tow
“you’re so troublesome you know that?” he said, but zen could tell he didn’t mean it
yoosing was just frantic for mc’s safety and informed zen than jumin was sending a security team to go with them
ever since mc had come into his life, zen had managed to mostly smooth things out with jumin, because mc was also friends with jumin. although he sometimes still thought the man was a jerk.
it wasnice to know that he cared for mc too and sent security
seven moved to the backseat of his car and told zen that he would drive, “since i’ll be tracking those kidnapper’s van” he explained
sure enough, the promised security guards arrived in a black minivan just as zen got into the driver’s seat
they reached the mansion mc was being held hostage at just as the sun started to rise. it was massive, but zen was occupied with thoughts of how he’d mess up the face of whoever plotted this right after he had mc safe and sound with him
seven let out a low whistle before dropping another bomb on them- “this is actually the place mc grew up in!”
zen blanched just as yoonsung exclaimed “but what kind of kidnappers bring you to your house?!”
knowing mc wasn’t really on good terms with their family for some time, zen didn’t feel completely relaxed yet, “let’s find out”
the three of them emerged, immediately flanked by jumin’s security team
they were immediately approached by a stern looking man dressed in a black suit, asking who they were and what was their business there
seven reacted with his usual lack of tact (which surprisingly always worked) and claimed that they should be ecstatic that a famous star was visiting them
although zen appreciated what seven was doing, he didn’t have patience right now. he needed to make sure mc was alright. but before he could demand anything, he felt a sharp pain in his leg and looked down to see yoosung pinching his thigh without even looking at him
by then, the man looked the three of them up and down, his gaze lingering on zen, before taking in the security detail
he let them through, noticing that they were probably important people, and a butler opened the mansion doors before they could even knock, welcoming them inside
they were given vip treatment, and allowed to keep a guard each with them
they were allowed to freshen up before being taken to meet the head of the household, who they knew now would be mc’s father
the man immediately recognized zen, and was further impressed by their obvious wealth and status considering the cars they had arrived in and the security they had brought with them 
after chatting with them for a bit, during which zen barely held himself back from demanding mc’s whereabouts, the father asked them, “i am confused as to what business fine, accomplished young men like you came here for” 
not being able to wait any longer, zen spoke before seven or yoosung could, “we’re here to get mc”. when mc’s father simply raised a brow, zen continued, “i’m going to marry mc. and i was quite upset when they were kidnapped on our date”
“hm? i did hear the man with mc put up quite a fight”
zen could feel poor yoosung sweating bullets by the now since the turn of the conversation, but he could also feel seven’s resolve from next to him.
“where are you holding mc? they better be unharmed.”
the man scoffed, “i would never harm my child. or let them harm themself,” he added with a look aimed at zen
instead of responding to the jab, zen grit his teeth “i will never let you take away mc’s choice. i won’t let you do this to them”
if the words had any effect on the man, they couldn’t tell, 
but the moment he was about to press a button, seven caught him. “if you do that, i will leak all your business weaknesses to your rivals,” he said brightly
zen almost laughed at the man’s face changing colours
before the situation could escalate further, he decided to take a slightly different route- after all, he wanted to be a partner mc could be proud of and make sure he didn’t burn any bridges with mc’s family
“listen. you’re mc’s father. i don’t want to cause you any harm. and if your information gets leaked, it will be hell for you. i actually want to do this peacefully. when mc was first taken, i feared the worst! i was ready to do anything. that still hasn’t changed. i’m not leaving without seeing mc. and if they want to go home with me, i’ll do everything to make that happen”
in the end, zen didn’t know if it was because he was impressed by zen’s earnestness and devotion to mc, or because he believed mc would listen to him, but mc’s father did allow the three of them to meet them
mc hugged him so fiercely that for a moment he forgot everything else. but then he was reminded that mc had missed him and longed for him just as much as he had missed them
after checking for their physical wellness and making sure they hadn’t been crying too much, he asked mc if they wanted to go home
he honestly thought mc’s father would throw a fit or start some drama, but the man actually allowed them to go, even if he looked reluctant
it was a week later, when zen and mc were curled up on their couch back at home, that mc got a text from their father saying that he would like to take care of the expenses for their engagement and that he hoped they had better times ahead
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Hi! Sorry if you’ve already talked about this btw. I’ve been thinking about something and I’m curious of your opinion. So, Yoosung is the youngest of the RFA, and he’s obviously the cutesy type - both in his general demeanor and behavior, and in terms of his character design. But he’s 21, and while that is young, he’s still very much an adult. Yet, I’ve noticed that official art of him? Really doesn’t treat him as one, the way they do the other characters - which is insane to me, because both Saeyoung and Saeran are only a year younger, and Cheritz has 0 problem making art that shows off their body and portrays them in the role of…well, a desirable dating sim love interest. There’s a few exceptions (?) but like… the art for the 5th anniversary for example? He’s cute! Adorable!! But God it’s so different from how they draw the others imo. And I think this seeps into the fandom - at least in my circles - with how a lot of people love him nowadays but he’s rarely talked about as a love interest. Again, I get what his image is supposed to be, but…? Something about it rubs me the wrong way lmao (on that note he just deserved more CGs and I will forever feel robbed of that) (same with Jaehee? She has so few, which, fine, I get it may be a lot for the artists…but did we need so much of Zen then lmao)
Yeah I get what you mean, and idk if it's a popularity thing or if it's just about Yoosung's archtype being more innocent, but it does bother me too. Even for his birthdays like, the art is always really cute and I love it! But there is something noticeably different about the way the others are presented
And yeah the lack of Yoosung and Jaehee cgs has always annoyed me. Remember when Jaehee got no new cgs at all for Ray's route? Cause I do! Meanwhile Zen and Seven and have so damn many, and I get it makes sense for them, taking a lot of selfies is part of Zen's character and well, Seven is the game's Poster Boy and the most popular and arguably the main character/route, so like. Sure. but idk man I just wanted Jaehee and Yoosung
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