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smoosnoom · 1 year
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lost my words again
He squints. “Mike?” “Hey,” Mike replies, feeling like a nutcase. He’s still holding onto his bike handles. “We – um, fancy meeting you here.” Will stares at him. His hair is progressively getting wetter. “I live here."
A sudden epiphany brings a confession in the rain.
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storytimewithnova · 1 year
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You are my sunshine Angst Kuguhina (TW)
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Hey hey hey author chan here this is Going to be very angsty and it's gonna have heavy trigger warnings so don't say I don't warn you
⚠️NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS OR PEOPLE EASILY  TRIGGERED ALL MY CONTENT IS 18+ UNLESS STATED⚠️
Don't be that asshole and try and report me saying i didn't warn you when clearly i have  lets begin
Sho has been depressed she don't know why Or what caused it she was just in the spiralling depression which was leading her to a dark path of self harm and Suicide her habits started to get out of control so she decided it was time to let her siblings and bf in on what is happening with her so she makes a quick video and sends it to the family GC
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They clicked the video and heard sho she was Crying and hysterical
Sho: I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY
Osamu:Sis?!
Kuguiri: Hon?!
Back in the video they think this is live this is pre-recorded
Sho: AND I REALLY WISH THAT I DID BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP FEELING LIKE THIS ANYMORE
Atsumu: Like what sis feeling like what?
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Sho: Hey I've been meaning to talk to you for a while now
Osamu: About what sis where are you?!
Kuguiri: Huh? What do you mean Osamu san
Tori: Guys focus
Sho: Umm... i just wanted to tell you that it's done. And i can't do this anymore I can't live... anymore
Kuguiri: W-w-what no no no please honey no
Sho: I'm done fighting i'm done putting up with this
Osamu: Putting up with what sis pleasw talk to us please don't do anything Rash
Sho: Those scars on my arms....
Kuguiri: You told me the cat scrached you
Sho: You know their not cat scraches...
Kuguiri: I had my Suspicions I just wanted to be wrong
Osamu: Wait but you told me and Atsu you fell of you bike
Sho: Wait but you told me and Atsu you fell of you bike
Tori: You told me you scraped it on the side of the door
Sho: You know I didn't scrape it on the side of the door
Tori: Wait So we were right you were self harming
Sho: you know everything but you laugh you don't listen you don't understand... but you know how I feel
Kuguiri: Help us love help us to understand we want to let us don't shut us out
The miya siblings: ^
Sho: But you don't say anything i'm sorry I'm a disappointment...when you act sad Ask her you only tell me you're fine I know you're not fine and I worry
Atsumu: You are not a disappointment and we said we were fine because it's true
Osamu: Atsu?!
Atsumu: Boyfriend stuff baby bro
Osamu: Oh
Sho: Not to you not to them not to anybody... I'm sorry it had to be this way Goodbye
Kuguiri: To who who made you feel like this and what do you mean goodbye honey honey
The screen went blank they now can see the video was pre-recorded
Osamu: Shit guy split up i'm coming back from akaashi
Atsumu: I'm coming back from Kuroo's
Tori: Semi is dropping me off
Kuguiri: I am out side you house no anwser
Osamu: There is a spare Key 3rd plant pot
Kuguiri: Thanks Got it going in
Kuguiri offline
This is in real life
Kuguiri ran round the house looking for sho till he saw a dim light in the bathroom he rush to the door it was locked he kicked it in and saw in the bath tub water and blood mixed
And we're back in the family GC
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Kuguiri: 🎶the other night dear,as I lay sleeping I dreamt I held you in my arms when I awoke dear, I was Mistaken so I hung my head and  I cried🎶
The miya siblings: //Kuguiri what are you saying what's with the past tense//
Kuguiri: 🎶 You are my sunshine, my only sunshine you made me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear, how much I love you why did you take my sunshine away🎶
Atsumu: //WHAT?! No no no//
Tori: //Tsumu//
Kuguiri: 🎶I'll always love you and make you happy and nothing else could come between but you left me alone here you'll have shattered all of our dreams🎶
Osamu: //Leave?//
Kuguiri; 🎶you are my sunshine,my only sunshine you made me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear, how much i love you why did you take my sunshine away🎶
Sho was Pronounced dead found her in the bathtub sorry
Kuguiri went offline  Users unmuted
The miya siblings: No!!!!! Sis please No!! 😭😭😭😭
That day was filled with morning it even reach the other teams everyone questioning how did they not see she was suffering how did she hide it so well they started blaming themselves kuguiri more so he was her bf how did he not notice how was he so blind to the fact be knew he had cuts on her but he believed her excuses
Kuguiri's thoughts 💭 damn it I should  have questioned her further on it not tiptoe lightly around her
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medicallyinevitable · 4 years
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Medically Inevitable 
Chapter 14:- Pitiful Pining
Characters:- Ethan Ramsey, Arielle Valentine, Sienna Trinh, Ethan Ramsey, Harper Emery, & Danny Cardinal 
Pairing:- Ethan Ramsey x Arielle Valentine (F!OC)
Warnings:- Light angst & minor language 
Word Count:- 2000+ words 
And a special thank you to @akshara16 for pre-reading this chapter💞
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Arielle’s PoV:-
You’re reading your 18th, well actually what seems like the 100th text book when someone knocks on your bedroom door. You answer with a more irritated tone then you meant.
"Hey, you okay?" The door opens to reveal Sienna with two mugs in her hands.
"Yeah...”, you try to smile but even you know it doesn't quite reach your eyes. 
"You don't seem okay though," Sienna says as she comes inside and hands you a mug. You look inside the mug to see what's in it. "I made us some hot chocolate." 
You smile, accepting your cup with a genuine thank you as you move, making space for Sienna to sit. 
"So what is it?" Sienna asks sitting beside you. 
You shake your head, just thinking about the case makes your head spin. "Just a patient’s case. I’ve been running test after test but every result was negative.", you sigh, "and the patient happens to be a major asshole to say the least.", You smile sadly. 
"Is it the P. I. T. A?" She asks. 
"P. I. T. A?" 
"Pain in the ass," she laughs, so do I. 
"Oh yeah… Danny mentioned that earlier. That name fits him perfectly!" I respond laughing. 
"So what do you think he has?"
"I don't know anymore," you sigh again, "I ran almost as many tests as possible." 
"I'm not any expert but maybe if the two of us try to find it, it'll be easier?" 
You look at her a bit surprised, "You'll spend your free time diagnosing my patient?" 
She smiles at me, "Of course. That's what friends are for right? To help you." 
You look at her with a grateful smile. "Thank you." 
"You can thank me with strawberry glazed doughnuts once we're finished with this.”, she replies with a silly wink.
"Deal." 
You spent the next thirty minutes discussing the symptoms as you catch her up with the diseases you've managed to ruled out. 
In between, you notice Sienna acting a bit weird. But whenever you try to bring it up, she deflects your question so you decide not to press further. 
Another half an hour goes by with Sienna’s weird antics and you decide you’ve had enough. You close your book and turn towards Sienna. She tries to act like she doesn’t notice you looking at her but eventually she looks up.
"What is it, Sienna? I can tell you want to ask me something but you’re not.”, you say.
"Uh-what?" she asks nervously, her eyes darting around everywhere but you.
"I don't know what you’re talking about." 
"Don't lie, Si!," you narrow your eyes. 
But she doesn’t budge. You keep asking her until she finally accepts.
“Come on Si, no secrets between us right?”
"Okay fine!... you’re hiding something, Ari,", shesays catching you off guard. 
"I-Me? I'm not hiding anything," you try to laugh it off. 
Now it's her turn to narrow her eyes. "You are! See, you’re behaving really weird."
"I'm not behaving weird," you oppose. 
"You are. And don't you dare deny it again.”, she says in a serious tone.
"You can talk to me, you know that right?” Her voice changes to the caring and concerned tone reserved for her closest friends.
You ponder for a minute, whether or not to tell her. You’ve shared so many secrets with Sienna before, you know she's your best friend and that you trust her completely. 
Before you know it, you start blurting out everything. From how Dr. Ramsey assigned you the case, to how he wouldn’t reassign him to someone else, and then your confrontation which was probably the most idiotic thing you could have done. Then how you both shouted at each other, you completely blanking out at the fact that he was your supervisor and could pull you from the program the next second if he wished, and how that lead to triggering a panic attack, then lastly…
“I don’t know how, our faces were mere inches apart, breathing ragged, and I had absolutely no idea what I was doing-“ You throw your hands up, cutting yourself off as you jump up and pace around the room.
“I mean I could have kissed him for God’s sake! What was I even thinking?! If it weren’t for my pager I don’t know what I would’ve done…”
“Woah, calm down Arielle. You need a break.” She makes you sit down and drink a glass of water, waiting until you’ve calmed down a bit. 
“Now, tell me what else happened.”
“What?! Nothing else happened!” How Sienna knows you so well eludes you, nonetheless you try to hide it.
“Something else happened, or else you wouldn’t be spiraling this much. I know you Ari, you always have a cool head under any circumstance.”
You sigh, knowing there’s no use in hiding it. “Well I did see something…”
“Go on.”, she says urging you,
“Well it all started after the whole almost kiss thing, my brain was like scrambled eggs and my shift had already ended so I took my car and drove around until I realised I had no idea where I was, and to top that disaster off I was starving…”
———————A few hours before—���—————
“Ugh, I think I drove all the way to the other side of town. And I’ll have to drive all the way back to the apartment and then start research for Nigel’s treatment again. And I’m hungry because instead of eating lunch, I decided to unleash my wrath of Dr. Terminator. Ohh, can this day get any worse-“ In the midst of your little blabbering session, you spot a classy French cafe across the street. 
“Well at least a day this bad always has room for improvement, and right now I’m starving.”, you park your car and head inside.
The smell of roasted coffee and baked buttery goods hits your senses the moment you enter the cafe. The serenity is a nice change of pace compared to always busy and bustling Edenbrook, dimly lighted and decorated with beautiful vintage items.
“At least I won’t bump into anyone here that I know.”, you think as you stand in the queue.
You decide to order a vanilla frappe with drizzled salted caramel and go for a regular chocolate doughnut to satisfy your sweet tooth. After the barista brings your order, you move towards a nice secluded corner and sit down at the table.
You slowly finish your doughnut and coffee, savouring the taste as you gaze out the French style window. You’re about to dispose of your trash when a familiar sweater shirt catches your eye.
“No way…” As you hide your face with a medical journal which you randomly fished out of your purse, you peek over the top to see Dr. Ramsey sitting across…
“Is that Dr. Emery?”, your mind recalls the time when you saw them in a patient’s room, quite cozy with each other. And now they sit a few tables away from you, talking as her hand is over his. You pretend to read your journal as you watch both of the doctors get up and throw away the remains. You follow pursuit and slowly exit the cafe making sure they don’t notice. You stand at the side of your car door and watch as they both edge closer and closer, her hand now on his jaw. Their faces are barely an inch apart now, as he leans in to close the distance.
“That’s- I can’t-“ 
Not being able to look at them, you get in your car, slamming the door and speed away as fast as you possibly can, ignoring the tears that brim in your eyes.
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”Oh Arielle…..I’m sorry.” 
“It’s alright.”, you assure her when pretty much everything going on in your life is anything but alright. She gives you a look.
“I- okay well there’s nothing I can do about it, and it’s not like anything would have happened, it was merely a stupid crush.”, you reply wondering whether you’re trying to convince Sienna or yourself. A long but comfortable silence passes, you both just sit and immerse in everything you’ve just blurted out. 
"How are things between you and Wayne?", you say desperate for a topic change.
"It's as usual I guess?" she says now as gloomy as me. "We haven't had a proper conversation in a while."
You try to comfort your best friend as you mentally curse the idiot.
"He's an idiot, Si, " you tell her. "If he can't value you, he's not worth it Si."
"He was not always this way you know... We've had happy days. But ever since I started my residency he became... distant." 
You put your hand on top of hers in a comforting manner and give her an understanding smile.
"You can always talk to me about it, Si. You know that right?"
She nods and shoots me a smile, a sad one, nonetheless a smile. That’s a slight improvement.
We talk about our messes of relationships for a bit more before Sienna decides we had enough gloom and doom and it was time to make some happy memories. 
“Okay, what did you have in mind?”, you ask.
A grin forms on her face as she tucks her knees in and speaks, "Why did the Dalmatian go to the eye doctor?" 
“Medical joke hmm?” She nods and nudges me to try to answer. After thinking for a moment, I shrug.
"Because he kept seeing spots.", she says following with a fit of laughter. The joke isn’t even that funny but even you end up laughing your heart out. That's the thing with best friends, everything becomes a thousand times better when they’re by your side.
"Oh-" Sienna tries to say recovering from her previous laughter session, "There's another one."
"What did one tonsil say to the other tonsil?" 
"Umm...What?" you ask when you fail to find an answer.
"Get dressed up, the doctor is taking us out!" We both break into another fit of laughter, laughing till tears form in the corner of your eyes.
You wipe tears from your eyes, still smiling broadly.
Your own reflection catches your eye in the mirror. Your balayage hair is now slowly falling out from the messy bun you tied up before, your eyes now have bags in addition to your dark circles and lastly you look like a zombie with your smeared makeup.
“I look like a hot mess.”
Sienna laughs. “Well I have a night shift today so I’ll look worse than you after it.
You join her in another wave of laughter until Sienna’s phone goes off from her room.
You watch her as her eyes light up and then morph into worry as she looks at herself. You give her a look.
“Oh uh… Danny said that he would give me a lift to my shift and stop by to get coffee.”, she shouts as she rushes into her room. You chuckle watching her frantically trying to make herself presentable as she grabs her bag and heads downstairs.
“Bye Si! I’ll see you later-“ She’s already run off. With a smile, you head towards your room for a bath, dinner and then a date with more textbooks.
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Authors’ Note:- Hey everyone, Chapter 14 of Medically Inevitable is finally out! We know that the release was scheduled much much earlier but life happens unfortunately and it took us quite a long time but from now on, our regular schedule will continue again!
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