#unbelievably excited for this game i know it's going to be amazing 🥰

[hopeless-astronaut]

My OL2 MCs! I can't wait to grow up with them 💕

[sublimetragedychopshop]

Player yandere!!

Player! Yan being a hoe all throughout their life. Their amazing good looks and trust fund money makes people not think twice before jumping into bed with them. Thinking they are special because “oh my god this is how our love story starts! Their in love with me!🥰” only for them to either be shoved a plan b in their hands the next morning, shoved out of their flat and blocked on all social media. If that person even tries to confront yan the next day, yan just goes “do I know you?” With the straightest face ever. Like they are an ASSHOLE when it comes to people who are in love with them. They have never been in love before and everytime someone gets upset at them or curses them, they just shrug it off as another Tuesday. “Fuck you!!when you fall in love, I hope they stomp on your heart and light it on fire!” Another wounded soul that was the victim of their shenanigans exclaimed.

They just laugh and move on with their day. Them? In love?? Not gonna happen sweetheart. People fall in love with THEM not the other way around.

Until they meet their darling. Of course theirs always that “special someone” usually displayed as the innocent pure person. But that isn’t how my stories go. Idgaf darling that is just trying to scrape by in life. They know, that yan is an entitled asshole and proceed to stay away from them. Shouldn’t have been hard right? Wrong. They made the mistake of telling yan to “get lost” when yan tried to talk up their friend. Of course some hostility towards them is kind of common but usually from their ex playthings. They play innocent wondering if you were a past lay, while trying to chummy up to you.

At first it was a joke, them seeking you out just to play innocent infront of you. Flirting as a joke, just to rile you up or make you blush (too bad you just look at them with a dead inside look) in fact they started considering you their newest exciting game. See how long until you fall.

Unexpectedly you stood strong, any advance they tried to make, you blocked it, any sweet moment they calculated, you dodged it, any ‘special’ connection they tried to formulate just pushed you away even further. It was driving them crazy, but their selfish pride never let them walk away. And despite everything you never cussed them out, chased them out or showed anger to them. It almost made them think of you as some sociopath.

After some time they started thinking about you. All.the.time. Scenarios on how to make you blush. Daydreams of how you would look when you crumbled under them. Strategies to take up more of your time. Until they began dreaming of you. Fun thing about dreams they usually mean underlying feelings in a person. Sweet dreams of you, usually you smiling at them or being happy. They feel so light in the dreams, so fuzzy. Craving them when their gone or you giving them your usual dead look. They don’t take it seriously at first, of course they began dreaming about you, they almost see you everyday! Then the nerves started showing up, hesitation. Whenever they tried to make a sly move before, they did so confidently. Now they do it, and you look at them with those uninterested eyes, and suddenly they have to look away. A small pink hue flooding their face.

Is it normal to hate people that come close to you? Before others looked at THEM with jealousy. Now they glare at anyone that is buddy buddy with you. These low life’s seeing you smile and laugh. While THEY barely get a glance. It’s unbelievable. No they aren’t jealous! They probably have a good reason for this feeling!

God, their friends see them acting weird and confront them about it. “Dude are you okay? I get that this person is like your ‘conquest’ or whatever but your taking this too seriously.” “So what? I’m not a quitter. Or do you think that they are capable of resisting me!?” They exclaim. “Nah! I just mean-don’t take them so seriously! How about we go to a party with a bunch of hot chicks/dudes. They won’t know.” It made them think. At first a bitter taste of disgust hit them until they buried it. ‘Yeah, tons of better broads are willing to open their legs after just a glance. I just need to get back in the game.’ So they go, a random party full of drunk people. It’s where they feel most comfortable. But something doesn’t feel right? It’s almost like they are waiting, waiting for something. Someone. They can’t help but turn around when a voice similar to yours starts talking. Can’t help but look around when a jacket that looks like yours is found. They do it on accident until someone points it out, and they get mad. Enraged.

It seemed to be a tipping point because they have never got that drunk before. Pulling someone they don’t even know into a room with them. Kissing, groping until the start the deed. At first it feels good, so good. They feel like they got high for the first time again. Until this random stranger starts sounding like you. Their drunk mind filling the gaps. Suddenly the stranger doesn’t just sound like you, it looks like you. They moan and groan and god does it sound so good. They couldn’t help themselves, stupidly they moaned your name. The other person seemed to not hear it the first couple of times, until yan starts screaming it as they cum. Suddenly they get smacked in the face and get left by themselves on the bed.

It was a wake up call, a moment of realization. Hours passed by in a flash because of their drunk mind. Only thing they could think about now was you. They were in love. IN. LOVE. With you, of all people. Thinking that they could NEVER experience this sensation, it was a gut punch. Small chuckles left their lips, soon it turned into an explosive laughter! As they clutched their heart, beating- demanding to leave their chest and run to you, they knew that you owned them now. Belonging to you and only you. Just needing to let you understand that is all that is left…

(Hope my writing is getting better! This was an old draft that I just decided I NEEDED to post. Mainly cuz I’m still working on a part 2 on my self deprecating yandere Drabble! Sorry my brain is out of juice is all 😭)

[stevethehairington]

Lmaooo 30 for the ao3 ask game and 🌹 of course- withacapitalp

liiiiiam 💕🥰

 🌹 - i have a crush on you!

🤭🤭 liiiiiiam you're making me bluuuush. the feeling is mutual thanks to wordhippo and wayne and super 8 and our general soulmateness 💍 hehe 🥰😘

tell me how you feel about me on anon!

30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?

ooh okay i have two answers for this:

the first is the fact that my inspiration has returned tenfold. i haven't like stopped writing fic over the past couple of years and i certainly haven't lost interest in it at all, but like back in 2018/2019 i wrote sooooo god damn much it was insane, and i churned out like 20+ fics for two fandoms and it was FANTASTIC. the past couple years i've still been writing and putting out fics, but i feel like it has been much harder for me to like write as much as i did for those previous fandoms/years. it's almost felt like a curse to me lmao, like i'll write but i won't even be able to hit 10 fics for a fandom, only a few. and it was always so disappointing to me because i WANTED to, i wanted to SO BADLY. and it felt SO within reach too, but idk i just couldn't for some reason.

but this year, with stranger things and with steddie, oh mannnn oh MAN. it was TOTALLY re-awoken something in me. like the muse is BACK baby and in FULL FORCE, and i broke that under 10 fic only curse and i'm STILL going strong and i STILL have so much i want to write for them and i STILL feel like i CAN. which is AMAZING and BEATIFUL and i am SO excited about it. i feel like reinvigorated, and it's the best feeling in the world.

the second answer is the response that i have received to my fics this year. i don't know what it is but there is something SO special about the stranger things/steddie fandom. i have had five (5) FIVE!!!!! whole fics hit 1k+ kudos (one which has already hit 2k+ 🤯🤯🤯), which is absolutely fucking insane to me!!!!! because in all six of my years writing and posting to ao3 i have only had one (1) fic hit 1k and that ALSO happened this year, after it had been up for 3/4 years already. so like. the fact that i had FIVE fics get THAT much attention and THAT much love in SUCH a short amount of time?? it absolutely boggles my mind!!! and i am like UNBELIEVABLY grateful and thankful for and appreciative of everyone who has read my work, left kudos, left comments, liked, reblogged, interacted with in any way shape or form my writing. it's just SO incredibly validating and it makes me feel SO good and happy and bubbly inside. 🥺💕🥰

ao3 wrapped [writers edition]