#until I get the horrified look from someone who’s physically abled when i off handledly mention something or something like my leg gives out | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

sourburialground · 1 year

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Being around a whole new group of people again + having to set up and decorate an apartment is making me realize once again that most people don’t deal with physical hindrances/chronic pain (and aren’t autistic but that’s not my main point) and that I genuinely am disabled

#I’ve come to terms with the disability fact in terms of mentally a while ago #but still feel like I’m not at a point where I can say the same physically #but the shit I deal with isn’t the normal and I forget that so much #until I get the horrified look from someone who’s physically abled when i off handledly mention something or something like my leg gives out #I’m still so hesitant to use my cane but it’d probably help a fair amount #but I don’t want the questions or stares #ugh #this is what I get for over doing it today #verbal vomit #chronic pain #erythromelalgia #fibromyalgia

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