#update from almost 10pm: she called me back and we spoke for nearly 2 hours :-) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

girltomboy · 5 months

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After such a terrible week in terms of my mental and emotional state, today has been very rewarding. Work was fine and my customers were polite and all of them wished me happy holidays. I did some yoga and swept my bedroom floor, took the trash out and found this recipe for rice and beef with veggies. After work I went shopping for all the ingredients I needed for dinner plus some sweets. I also looked for batteries for my film camera (my film came!) & colorful lights, but I was totally out of luck. I might try again tomorrow in a different place if I feel like stepping outside lol. I'm waiting for my rice to cook rn. I finally gathered some courage to call my grandma, but she did not answer. Since it's friday evening she's probably still in the kitchen, or showering, or talking on the phone. Maybe she'll call me back, I feel bad for phoning her so close to xmas, especially since I'm not gonna make it to her this year.

#update from almost 10pm: she called me back and we spoke for nearly 2 hours :-)#i decided not to tell her everything that happened with mom right away. also she advised me to visit her in the spring #instead of january like i was planning #because the long train journey would be excruciating from the cold and potential delays #and the days are short and it gets dark even earlier in the southeast so i don't even get to visit the city properly #and we can't sit outside for hours... she's so right even though those weren't even super important points 4 me cuz i just wanted to visit 🥺#cause i miss her and miss being home. but i'm going there in the spring #anyway it was so nice talking to her again i cannot describe how that filled up my heart with everything good

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