#vignettesforyou

[loliwrites]

listen i just read a bunch of your masterlist when i should be going to bed because i work in the morning but i love these two idiots. my mind has gotten the best of me and i can’t help but think of when addi just wants alex to wreck her. she’s so stubborn that she doesn’t outwardly mention she’s needy instead prolongs it until she’s trembling with watery eyes. but when he’s inside? he’s almost nervous she’s gonna hurt her voice from how loud she’s being. every sense is at a max for her, she’s pretty subby too, and alex is obsessed. k bye goodnight

LOL while I am a huge supporter of everyone getting a good night's sleep, I highkey love this 🥹 It proves we're all so alike. That was literally me when I first made this account and I spent the most of 4 solid days going through @lihikainanea, @hausofobsession, and @grandpa-sweaters' blogs as a quiet lurker. So I very much thank you, sweet friend. (I got carried away and this is very long 😬)

I also really love this. This needy, subby, malleable lady who definitely isn't those things in her everyday life. Shit, she can't be. There isn't time to be those things. I have a friend who told me she cries for at least a half hour everyday and my gut reaction was, "how do you have time for anything else?" And I do think there's a side of Addi that doesn't allow herself to really be in her feelings. There honest-to-goodness isn't the time. That's not to say she doesn't cry or break down. She does, but certainly not at work. Not where her emotions may be used as fodder against her.

And what if something like this happened earlier on in their relationship. Like in the time frame that they've just really started having sex. They've not really dived into the depths of play that's going to color their relationship. They're still in the early exploration. As such, Addi's still very much in the exploration of the depths of her own sexuality. To the extent that she very much isn't at the point where she can (in actuality, she isn't at the point where she will) ask for something that might be anything more than what she perceives as run-of-the-mill sex. Maybe particularly because of the fear of any sort of rejection that may come from her suggestion. I've also mentioned before that once they start to explore their dom/sub relationship, she's a very reluctant sub. So at this point, where they haven't even started to talk about that, you could imagine this feeling of neediness is cause for some alarm bells within her. She hates that she could so desperately be in need of someone's verbal, physical, sexual, etc. affection. Hates it so much that she actively tries to not be in want or need of it.

Meanwhile, Good Dude Al is just over here with heart eyes because it's been months of quietly dating, and now they're actually boning, and on top of an actual boner, he's got a real heart boner for her.

Anywho -- maybe Addi spent the better half of her day at the office with an ache between her legs and the inability to commit anything worthwhile to paper. If she wasn't careful, she'd miss her deadline. She spent the other half of the day chastising herself for being so desperate for a man. While one might've been able to describe her as boy crazy in adolescence, she'd never been one to spend all day thinking about them. Surely not to the point of being unable to work. Yet... there she was... having a mental image on loop of Alex just railing her. So understandably, she packed up, texted Alex that she's going to come over, and forty-five minutes later of aggressive driving and yelling at the traffic, she arrived at the house he's renting in Laurel Canyon.

A kiss hello did nothing for her raging hormones, and still trying to prove to herself that she wasn't not as needy as she felt, she cut the kiss awfully short and continued on into the kitchen where she could smell he's got something roasting.

"It's not done quite yet, kid." Alex followed her into the kitchen and glanced down at his watch. "Maybe an hour more?"

And her heart dropped. An hour? How was she supposed to play this off for an hour? What could they possibly fill their time with? At the moment she realized what could fill an hour, Alex wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her back into him. His lips followed to her neck for a few soft kisses, which then turned into his own needy advances in the form of nibbles to her skin. She tilted her head to the side, silently cursing herself and simultaneously trying to think about anything that wouldn't cause the aching between her legs to grow more substantial.

But then Alex's hands drifted south. He murmured something, but with his lips pressed to tightly to her neck, she couldn't quite make it out.

"Sex?" She questioned. It was already in the air. Bringing it up in such a nonchalant way wasn't something novel that he hadn't already thought of. His response wasn't verbal, but instead he dipped one hand lower and cupped her. "If you want to," she muttered and set her hands over his wrists.

His hands stilled and the nibbles being administered to her neck turned into languid pecks. "Do you want to?"

She shrugged her shoulders noncommittally and so Alex lifted his head and returned to his normal height. Addi almost whined when he moved his hand away from between her legs and re-positioned them both safely on her waist. Glancing up, Alex was already looking down at her; a small smile on his face.

"We can do something else. Maybe take a couple beers to the back deck?"

Addi scrunched her nose implying that might be a less than desirable plan for their secret relationship. "You've got neighbors,"

"Yeah, Jack," he grinned and tapped her ass. "Go on, I'll grab a couple bottles,"

She listened obediently. Upon sitting on the wicker couch on the desk, she gazed out across their little canyon-side. Across the way, distant but still close enough to yell and communicate (and very much see), was Jack's back patio. She knew it was the main reason why Alex rented the house in the first place. He loved Jack; one of his favorite American friends. Another errant thought of Alex, and Addi bowed her head and silently cursed herself. Pull yourself together.

The back door slid open and Addi raised her head to disarm any suspicion Alex might've had. She smiled and took the one of the bottles from his hand, and scooted over to make more room for him. It was far more than he'd need, and upon taking a seat and realizing that, he hooked his arm around Addi's waist and pulled her into his side.

He moved his arm around her shoulders and took a quick swig, "what's going on?"

She shook her head and looked up at him, "nothing."

"Sure?"

She nodded insistently, feeling she'd succeeded in her white lie once Alex nodded back. Something was going on. She wanted to feel his weight on top of her. She wanted him to pound her into the next century. But oblivious to her silent desires, Alex bent down and kissed her gently. She inhaled on the kiss, but he pulled away too quickly for her to get the full effect of his natural scent, so even when he parted, she leaned forward to keep their lips together. All it took was another heavy throb between her legs to get her to back up.

Alex exhaled, too, the makings of a moan coming out of it and he leaned back in once more for another kiss. This one a little longer with a lot more tongue. When he let that one rest, Addi all but whined. She leaned into his body -- one hand pressed to his stomach, and the other still clutching her beer, yet smushed against his chest. Almost annoyed that he hadn't quite put the pieces together yet, she let out the whine she'd previously suppressed.

His eyes went knowing, and he reached forward to set his beer on the table. When he returned against the couch, Addi nestled in tighter to his body. "You do want sex," he grinned to himself and eased the bottle out of her hand. He set that next to his. It wasn't lost on him that once her hands were completely free, she set one over his crotch with the lightest of pressure. "Why didn't you say so?"

She let out a hum and shrugged. As soon as her eyes drifted downward, Alex nudged her chin back up and cupped her cheek, gliding his thumb back and forth over her pouted lips. "I want to give you want you want, but I want you to be a good girl and ask for it,"

Another pained whine, and just when her lips had opened by the slightest amount, Alex slipped his thumb into her mouth. She immediately quieted down and closed her lips around it.

"Don't you want to be a good girl for me?" He waited until she finished nodding emphatically. "Ask for what you want," he leaned forward and kissed her forehead. "I'll give it to you,"

She frowned when he pulled his thumb out of her mouth. "Alexander," she groaned. But his resolve was strong. "Please. I've been thinking about it all day,"

"About what?" He pushed his hand through her hair softly catching her once again pained expression. "C'mon, you got it. Tell me,"

"You fucking me," she whispered.

He smiled victoriously and leaned in for a small kiss. A consolation prize for now. "How?"

"Alex," her eyes started to grow foggy with tears, unsure if it was from her desire or frustration.

"C'mon, you're a writer. You were thinking about it all day. How was I fucking you?" Still being met with silence, Alex lifted her into his lap, and with her legs straddling him, angled her core against his waist. "Was I on top of you?"

She nodded, a blush rising in her cheeks.

"With your legs over my shoulders?"

This time she shook her head, and the change of pace there sparked his curiosity. She even volunteered this information without being prodded. "From behind,"

"Oh," he hummed and smiled. He trailed his fingertips down from the hollow of her neck, between her breasts, and down her stomach.

"I was on my knees with my chest on the bed and you were holding my arms behind me,"

Just the mental image of her with her ass in the air for him was enough to get his blood flowing south.

"And you kept getting so deep and filling me up," her breath caught in her throat and she lowered her head to rest it on his shoulder. She swiped the back of her hand over her eyes. "Please fuck me, Alexander,"

The sentence wasn't even completely done before Alex was tightening his hold around her, and got up from the wicker couch to carry her inside. As promised, he was going to give her everything she wanted, as long as she asked for it.

He set her back on the bed and stripped her clothes off in quick fashion. Once he'd taken off his own shirt, he leaned in for one quick kiss before his first command. "Turn over for me,"

An instant moan fell from her lips, coming to the realization that he was going to stay true to his end of the bargain and give it to her how she'd been imagining it all day. She flipped over onto her stomach and curled her knees up under her.

Alex's eyes went straight to the curve of her ass, then shifted between her legs where her entrance was on display, waiting for him. He rid himself of his pants and palmed his cock from outside his boxer briefs. "You're such a good girl for me," he said as he knelt onto the bed behind her. Her body shifted towards him upon feeling his presence. "Good girls get what they ask for, don't they?

"Yes," she moaned and spread her knees a little further.

He smiled to himself. Under any other circumstances, this was not the woman he'd expect to be so pliable in his hands. She was stubborn, and self-reliant, and steadfastly unwavering. And yet, here she was, waiting for him to take her as he pleased; whimpering like a mad fool.

He set his hand over her lower back, using it to keep himself steady as he bent over and kissed his way up the back of one of her thighs. He could feel her pressing back against his mouth, trying to urge him closer to the place she'd been fantasizing him being the entire day. While he enjoyed reducing her to a shaking, whining mess, he figured she'd been good and brave enough with vocalizing exactly what she wanted from him. That was a big step for her; they both knew that.

Alex continued to kiss his way up the back of her thigh until his lips reached her center. Her body stiffened at the first touch; something that made Alex smile a little harder. He licked a broad stripe from her clit, back up to her entrance. A coo escaped Addi's lungs and Alex hummed back to acknowledge it. He squeezed her ass for a bit more pressure and contact on her skin as he pulled his mouth off of her just enough to lick his thumb.

Just as she started to whine for that good feeling back, he set his thumb at her tight entrance and eased it into her slowly. Her legs shifted on the bed again, trying to get into a comfortable position to accommodate his digit. And she didn't stop until he'd gotten it as far as his last knuckle.

"Please, Alex, I need you."

Hearing her beg for him, regardless of how casual it was, was always going to be enough to rev him up. Obliging to a smallest amount, he eased his thumb out of her, trailed it down her slit until he made contact with her clit. With small and careful circles to her most sensitive part, he returned his mouth to its previous placement and rimmed her to hopefully get her muscles to relax for him. But she whimpered again. As much as she loved and appreciated what he was doing, she only wanted him inside her.

"Alex, if you don't--"

He smacked his hand down on her ass and gave it a firm squeeze to interrupt her. "I know, kid. I'm going,"

"Hurry," she sniffled and closed her hands into fists around the sheets.

Alex sat up on his knees and leaned over her body as a quick detour to kiss the back of her head on his way to reaching into the nightstand to pull out a condom. He worked swiftly, regretting every minute more she had to wait for him. Once he'd rolled the latex down over his shaft, he tossed the foil packet to the side and positioned himself back over her body. One hand gripping into her shoulder to keep her in place for him, and the other dragging the head of his cock along her slit until with the slightest of force, he began pushing into her.

Her hands flexed and released the sheets almost immediately to use them as leverage to inch forward from him. But his fingers tightened over her shoulder and pressed her back against him gently. As he stretched her wider and sunk deeper, he felt her body relax.

"Atta girl," he praised and continued forward until he bottomed out.

"So big," she whimpered and tried to spread her knees even wider still, but Alex nudged them back together.

He reached for her arms and folded them behind her back. With a solid grip on her forearms, rendering her arms useless. "And look how well you take me," he circled his hips, drilling in as deep as he could possibly go.

Addi yelped and the sound was like the shot from a starter pistol that spurred Alex on. He pulled back, nearly completely out of her, then slammed his hips forward into her again. Another shriek meant another hard thrust in and Addi figured with a couple more of those she'd be seeing stars. She dug her fingernails into her arms, leaving crescent-shaped markings up and down her forearms. Alex's grunts filled the space between them with more erotic electricity than they'd had between them before.

"Oh my god," Alex growled, "you feel so good." He snapped his hips forward with emphasis, earning another shriek from Addi.

Just when she was beginning to think she was getting the beat of what Alex's next move would be, and thus finally used to this feeling of outrageous pleasure, he reached around her hips with his free hand and pressed the pads of his middle fingers against her clit. Her body shivered on contact, which only made Alex chuckle like a hunter toying with its prey. She thanked god that her head and chest were already pressed tightly to the mattress, because had they not been, the feeling of his fingers working in rhythm with his length would made her collapse.

"Alex," her breath came out shakier than she imagined it would, and between that and the fluttering of her muscles that she knew Alex could feel, his thrusts became more punctuated and forceful.

"I feel it. Come on. Come for me and I'll give you a second one for being a good girl,"

Just the promise of getting to feel like this again... to feel his weight on her... to feel him pouring every ounce of his energy into her... that was what she'd been daydreaming about all day. So it wasn't lost on either of them when that got her to the edge, and one more thrust from Alex that buried him balls deep catapulted her to her climax. She whimpered and trembled as she came; being prolonged and drawn out as Alex didn't stop rubbing the sensitive bundle of nerves between her legs. Though, Alex did still his hips completely inside her, fighting with her body to stay nestled deep. She won, however, probably because he wasn't strong enough to stop teasing her clit. With her muscles spasming and squeezing his length, she did ultimately 'win' and inadvertently push him out.

"So fuckin' sexy," Alex panted, mostly to himself. With her body now only jolting sporadically, and the hint of a sniffle to get her bearings, he released her arms and spun her around slowly. Once she was on her back and looking up at him, he grinned and nestled his hips in between her legs. "Was that everything you imagined it'd be?"

Her face flushed and she hooked her arms around Alex's shoulders, burying her face into the crook of his neck. He smiled to himself and nestled his head against hers while he reached between their bodies and lined himself back up with her entrance. He eased himself in, pulling his head back when Addi set hers back down on the pillow. Her eyebrows furrowed while he pressed back deep insider her, but now she noticed that his thrusts were much more slow and deliberate.

"Good?" He pulled his hand away from his waist and set his hands on either side of her head.

She nodded reassuringly, "good." It was followed by a fleeting wince as he pressed against her cervix.

"You're gonna make me come,"

She smiled breathlessly as his pace quickened by just a touch, helped along by her orgasm, which had mostly served to make her wetter. "I should hope so," she smiled a little wider, the blush rising once again in her cheeks. A faint moan passed her lips as Alex's waist rubbed against her with each thrust. "Give it to me good,"

It was like a challenge had been set that there was no way Alex would fail. He knew he'd meet it. And she knew he'd give it everything until he did. The easiness of their pace far differed from the one that had gotten her to orgasm number one. While she loved that energy, she wasn't sure which she preferred more. Both were intimate and vulnerable, but like this... on her back, looking into each other's eyes, making each minuscule motion known and felt... might've been her favorite.

She felt Alex throbbing inside her and she lifted her head just enough to plant her lips on his neck, sucking at his skin softly. She even secured her legs around him and kept him deep, albeit rendering him to shorter nudges. It was then, after she kissed and licked the side of his neck just below his ear, that he moaned and bowed his head against her shoulder. She gave his neck a love bite and hummed against his skin.

She even tried to lift her hips up to meet his, but he grabbed onto her waist and held her down. The muscles in his chest and stomach strained. His breath became more labored. The feeling of fullness inside her even seemed to grow more substantial. Curling her fingers in the ends of his hair at the base of his neck, she sucked on his earlobe. "Give it to me,"

It was like he'd been waiting for permission, and the moment she gave him the okay, he gave her one long, hard thrust. Then a second. That one forced him to lift a hand to the headboard to keep her from shifting up into it. Then a third thrust just as hard that resulted in him pausing and letting out some sort of animalistic growl that originated from deep within his gut. She moaned with him, lifting her hips to keep him deep as he rode out his own orgasm.

When he was able to catch his bearings enough to lift his head, he looked down at her with a boyish smile just before he kissed her. he pulled out of her and rolled off the bed, disappearing into the bathroom to properly dispose of the condom. But when he came back into the bedroom and saw her in the midst of situating herself beneath the sheets, he clicked his tongue at her.

"I told you two orgasms," he crawled back onto the bed and pulled the blankets out of her reach.

"You gave me one amazing one, it's fine."

He reached forward and grabbed onto her ankle, pulling her back to him, "I'm a man of my word."

Addi's jaw went slack. She knew better than to make a liar out of him on this particular subject. To be perfectly honest, she thought she'd have a hell of a time getting to the mental and physical space of having a second orgasm. But no sooner than Alex spread her legs apart, slid two fingers into her, and latched his mouth around her clit, she was already getting there.

She didn't specifically check the time, but she's fairly certain it took him a total of three minutes.

[prettyboyeddiemunson]

just read your fic of eddie walking in on you, please tell me there’s a part 2

there will be! it should be up next week, hopefully! ❤️

[mysticmunson]

hi i changed my @

vignettesforyou -> mysticmunson

[loliwrites]

i watched the northman the other night and alex’s performance was amazing. i couldn’t help but thinking of addi watching it for the first time and being so proud of him. i love the thought of him expecting to dom the hell out of her but she’s so revved up that she just rides him for every inch of his life. he probably even has to grab her face and tell her to calm down because she’s getting so worked up and slipping a bit. 👀

yesssss hunni. What'd you think about the movie as a whole? I have some ✨thoughts✨ on it, and I think all my less than stellar thoughts come from stylistic choices made and not so much that I thought it was a bad movie (it wasn't. It was certainly entertaining).

The beauty and the curse of the Northman premiere was that although she'd get to see Alex's Northman body on screen, he was no longer rocking it. Walking the red carpet, he looked like good ol' Alexander and not monolithic like he had for the filming of it. She'd certainly heard a lot about the movie; particularly the physical and psychological toll it was taking on her own big viking. But upon seeing it on a massive screen, with him looking bigger than ever, she found that she was overwhelmed with desire for him. That's how they get to what transpires that night.

They'd spent two and a half hours, in a dark theater, with Addi watching him huge and meaty as all hell, and him knowing that she's watching him like that. In his head, he thought he'd get total submission from her tonight. Only, they get home and she all but shoves him into the living room. He goes stumbling backwards, grasping for her, but she dodges his advances; hands immediately going for his belt.

"Put your hands on top of your head," she demands.

At first, he's not sure why he complies so readily, but he does. "What do you want me to do?"

She switches her gaze up to him while she pushes his pants and underwear down. "Nothing," keeping his gaze, she starts to sink to her knees, "I don't want you to do anything, Alexander."

His teeth sink into his bottom lip the moment she wraps her lips around him. He looks up at the ceiling, already hating this task... this task of not doing anything, not touching anything. He all but chokes on his breath when he glances back down at her; her head rocking back and forth to get his member deeper into her mouth. Then she flicks her eyes up at him, and with a smirk, she tilts her head backward and lets his shaft slide along her tongue.

“So good, little--” he mutters, lowering his hands from his head to place them to the back of hers.

But the moment she sees the motion, she pulls her mouth off of him. With now just her hand keeping him pleasantly distracted, he groans.

“Hands on your head,”

He shakes his head once, muscles flexing when she gives his tip a gentle suck. “Slugger,”

“Be a good boy and put your hands on your head,”

He growls under his breath but obeys nonetheless, and Addi gets back to more than enthusiastic head. To the point that Alex can’t even look at her. He keeps begging her to slow down... to give him a goddamn second to just catch his breath... but all that succeeds in doing is getting her to take him a little bit more. A bit deeper. He looks at the ceiling again and grits his teeth. She’s on a war path tonight. Made even more evident when Alex moans out, “I’m gonna come, kid,” and instead of allowing him to finish like her ministrations were meant to, she pulls her lips off of him.

Chest heaving, he can’t think of anything to say -- he’s completely dumbfounded. So much so that she pushes on his chest and he stumbles a couple steps backward.

“Take off your shirt and sit down,” she utters while simultaneously stripping herself from her clothes. Usually he likes the act to be done slowly; to revel in the sight of her being freed from her clothes. But her behavior is bussiness-like. Even her tone is matter-of-fact. All he knows is that he’s got a throbbing hard-on and is going to do anything to get a release. Even if that means ebbing with her flow.

No sooner than he’s sat back on the couch, Addi licks her fingers, gives her slit a quick swipe and sits on his lap, sheathing him inside her completely. A guttural moan tears through Alex’s body and he’s only half-aware that while that sort of move would’ve normally warranted a noise (any sort of noise) from Addi, she’s pretty much quiet. His hands migrate to her hips on instinct, but again, she grabs his wrists and tugs them off of her.

She forces his arms out to the side, pinning his wrists to the back of the couch while she lifts herself up off him, then slams her hips back down. “Not so big and tough now, are you, Northman?”

He swallows back another moan and glances up at the tiny woman on top of him. He’s not afraid, but he’s definitely growing more concerned with each of her movements. If she’s enjoying it at all, it’s pretty lost on him. There aren’t any moans, whimpers, screams, etc. coming from her, and her expression... well that doesn’t look anything more than determined. She slams her hips back on his, and the sheer force of it... this angle isn’t the most comfortable for her on a normal night because he’s just a bit too big. A bit too much for her body to take in its entirety. And yet, she’s forcing him balls deep in her and circling her hips with him in her to the hilt. It feels amazing for him. Beyond amazing. If he wasn’t so in his head about what was going on, he probably would’ve already shot his load.

With a particularly rough thrust of her coming down on him, Alex lets out an animalistic growl. He shoots his gaze up to Addi to find that her eyes look sort of glassy. Unfocused. There’s a bit of a sense of autopilot. But he also finds that her eyes are tearing up, and he’s not shocked by that. She’s got to be putting herself in some pain, riding him this hard. It’s when she does it again that he overpowers her hold on his arms.

He reaches up and cradles her head in his hands, forcing her eyes to his. “Hey, hey, kid...” she tries to slam her hips on his again, but Alex follows his hips with hers, making the impact as shallow as possible. “C’mon. Cool it, kid,”

It’s an instantaneous flip of a switch. He sees it. Her eyes focus in on his, her pupils dilate until her iris is barely visible. And as consciousness seeps back into her being, the tears that had been welling up in her eyes start to fall. She whimpers in discomfort and her chest begins heaving, on borderline panic.

Alex places his hands on her ass and lifts her up, off of him. He winces through the clenching of her muscles around him. Once separated, Alex brings her in to his chest. He sets one hand in her hair, stroking gently, while the other stays rooted at her chest, trying to align their breathing. “You’re good, little one,”

“Alexander,” she whimpers and nuzzles herself as close to his body as she can get.

He frowns and presses his lips to the top of her head, “I know.” He tilts his head to the side to look at her, “was that a little painful?” She nods against his chest and lets out another soft whimper. Noticing her breath has mostly evened out, he lowers his hand from her chest to her hips, quickly feeling her entire body tense up. “Can I touch? Make it feel a little better?”

Addi lets out a breathy hmph and nods her head. But Alex isn’t quick to start moving his hand, so she looks up at him. He’s waiting for something a little more substantial answer. She turns her head into the crook of his neck. “You can touch,” she whispers.

Alex kisses the side of her head again and drops his hand to her core; the tip of his middle finger making contact with her swollen bud. Her body jerks into his at first touch before settling in his arms. That’s how she gets off that night; cradled in his arms, their foreheads pressed together. Her whimpers turn into ones of pleasure. And afterwards, she all but scrambles to her knees in front of the couch and begs him to let her finish him off, too. He’s hesitant to allow her but she’s nothing if not persistent. And the more she begs for it, the more he starts to believe that it’ll put her in a better headspace -- to know she’s gotten him to finish and that she’s good enough to do so.

[loliwrites]

Hi

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Sorry not sorry 🏃 🏃 🏃

Anonymous said: Loli, love your writhing 🤍 can we have Alex and Addi having a successful anal trying this time? Dying to know if they’ll include that in their sex life 😏 xx

okay Okay OKAY. We're ready to take this one on, Nons (also tagging @vignettesforyou). I'm just gonna say in advance: I have been in a PLACE lately. And that place apparently includes ✨romantic✨ buttsecks. So just stick with me. This is gonna be a great time.

**This is a long way because ya girl had a lot to say**There is MUCH beneath the cut**

**Would also like to thanks @hausofobsession for this fic which helped me actually gain the inspiration/courage to write this

The prequels to this story are here and here

In that last one, Alex says “we’ll try again tomorrow”. Maybe that was the intention in the moment, but the following day, when Addi seemed anxious and at the edge of a nervous breakdown all day, he figured it’d be best to pretend like he forgot all about it. He didn’t want her first experience with it to be riddled with anxiety from the get-go. Sure he figured she’d be nervous, but he knew it would make the experience less good if she’d spent the entire day harboring anxieties about it. So he let it go and eventually Addi caught on that it wasn’t going to happen, and it was like an enormous weight had been lifted. While he wanted her to be prepared for it, he didn’t want her to have too much time to get in her head about it.

And like I hc Alex is prone to do, he mentioned in a very coy sort of way at breakfast that morning. Something like, “I want to play tonight”. He said it with that soft lilt in his voice and a glint in his eye. Play is something they’re good at. Play could mean any number of things for them, and it doesn’t always include trying something new sexually, but it does include something more than run-of-the-mill sex. Addi enjoys their play and didn’t press on about what that play is going to include. Maybe it didn’t even cross her mind that Alex could even be contemplating buttsecks, and maybe that’s for the best. Maybe it’s enough for her to know to get herself ready like she would for any other night of “play”, and simply trust that Alex is going to take care of her in the process. Because of that thinking, nights of play generally mean Addi’s in a small headspace. She’s going to be soft and supple, and Alex is going to take the reins and lead the way towards pleasure, and she’s going to allow him the space to explore.

As the responsibilities wind down that night, their physical affection for each other picked up tenfold. Fleeting touches and lingering kisses were everywhere. So much so that by the time Addi collapsed back on the bed and Alex collapsed on top of her, she wasn’t quite sure how they’d gotten there in the first place. All she knew was that Alex was being sweet, and gentle -- gentler than he generally was on nights of play. Though, she didn’t mind. She liked feeling his hand stroke through her hair, and the soft nibbling at her neck instead of harsher love bites. She even liked the way he tenderly rocked his hips against hers; their underwear creating friction for the both of them.

She was floating deeper into her sub state when Alex pulled away. He smiled at her and dragged his fingertip down the bridge of her nose and over her lips. She grinned back at him, blinking slowly, savoring the feeling of his weight on top of her.

Seeing that, he knew it was time. It was now or never. “You ready to play tonight?” He leaned back in and pecked her lips quickly when she nodded. “You know I love you, right?”

Addi felt herself blush. She reached up and hooked her arm over Alex’s shoulders, and even arched her back off the bed when she felt his arms snake around her hips and ease her backside upwards. She nodded again, “I love you, too.”

“You trust me?”

Another nod.

“And you know I want you to feel completely comfortable and safe.” He could see the wheels start turning in her head, even though she nodded. “And if at any point you don’t like it, or you want me to stop, you know what to say,”

She nodded, but then recognized his pause as wanting verbal confirmation. “Dragonfruit. Or red,”

“What do you think about taking me in your ass tonight?” Her eyes widened, but Alex took it as a win that she didn’t physically recoil from him. “You’re not obligated to say yes,”

There was definitely a moment of hesitation on her end. Of catching up to what this had all been leading to. She knew she wasn’t obligated to say yes. She knew that he wouldn’t be upset if she said no. And she knew that they’d be having sex tonight, whether or not her answer was yes. His sexual affection wasn’t hinged on the answer to this question.

The nod she gave this time was far more subtle than the ones that preceded it. She curled her fingertips into the ends of Alex’s hair at the nape of his neck. “I’m nervous,”

Alex tried to suppress an over-enthusiastic smile and slowly eased her underwear down over her backside. “I’m gonna take good care of you,”

“And be gentle?”

“Of course, sweet girl.” He lowered his head back down for another kiss, then trailed his lips down to her neck, and slowly made his way even further to her chest. “As slow and gentle as you need. You’re the captain,”

“I’m the captain now.”

Alex paused his kisses to look back up at her, and they both shared a quick laugh the moment he did. The shared laughter was pretty short lived as Alex quickly returned to his desired task at hand. Getting her relaxed and in the right headspace was going to be a full job in and of itself. Although she had to admit he was doing a damn good job of trying. Had it been any other night, the things Alex was doing while down on her would've surely gotten the deed done. But it wasn't just any other night. Despite his best efforts of distracting her brain with pleasure, Addi remained hyper-aware of every sensation. She truly didn't want to be. She wanted to be able to lose herself and simply enjoy the things his mouth was doing to her. To just enjoy the feeling when he pressed his middle and ring fingers into her and coaxed them in an upward fashion. How that would've unraveled her on a random Tuesday night.

It wasn't that this was bad -- or didn't feel good. There was no hiding that her body's innate response to his efforts was arousal. Her body was just far simpler than her brain. So much so that it was on the brink of a climax just as he pulled his fingers out and replaced his index finger at her other entrance. Her body stiffened at just the hint of his touch.

Alex grinned to himself and turned his head to the side to place a gentle kiss to her inner thigh. Addi let out an emphatic huff.

"That was mean,"

"No, that was intentional. I want you to associate this with something good. So you're going to come when my finger's in your ass,"

She had to admit, hearing the words drip off his lips while he was also in the early stages of arousal was almost enough to get her to agree to absolutely anything. The words and tone of his voice filled her with more excited anticipation than it did fear. His mouth returned to its rightful place on her clit, and while his finger remained poised and in place, his full attention seemed to drift primarily to the action of his tongue against her.

Addi lowered her hand to the back of Alex's head, and cradled it gently as his efforts proved successful in getting her legs to spread a little wider and fall a little more lax to the bed. He could feel as each of her muscles relaxed, her body laying a little heavier against the mattress. Then, while his gaze was steadfastly on her face, he pressed against her entrance. Every bit of it was slow and deliberate, and he couldn't help but smile against her when her hand pressed him forward and urged his mouth firmer against her bundle of nerves. Maybe her intention was that if there was more pressure and contact there, she'd be less focused on the new, added pressure. Wanting to reward her for her courage, he slipped his tongue down between her folds, circled her core, and returned to her clit in a fluid motion.

Her body trembled and Alex hid the movement of pressing his finger further behind it.

"Alex," she moaned and arched her back off the bed. He hummed against her in acknowledgment of what she was aiming at. "Alexander," she moaned again, this time a little louder.

He nodded, though his tongue didn't stop its ministrations. No sooner than he urged his finger into the last knuckle, and she winced through the initial pang of resistance, did she start to unravel. She could feel her muscles squeezing around his finger in steady procession. Even when her hips bucked and her body spasmed, Alex kept his mouth planted firmly with every intention of giving her as much pleasure as she could handle.

That came once her free hand closed into a fist and her legs flinched shut. She pressed back on Alex's head with an airy giggle and sucked in a deep breath. Only then did he take his mouth off of her, and planted a series of kisses to her inner thighs until her legs relaxed. In time with her labored breaths, he eased his finger out with as much, if not more, consideration as he'd put it in with, and noting her embarrassed whine, he leaned forward over her body and gave her an impassioned kiss.

He felt the blush rise in her cheeks and soon thereafter, she buried her face in the crook of his neck. He held her tightly and kissed her temple as his hand drifted down to cradle her ass.

"That feel good?" He went still, waiting for her response which came in the form of a slight nod and a mhm. He kissed her head. "Do you want to keep going?"

"Yeah," she whispered against his neck.

Alex leaned back as much as he could, trying to create just enough space to be able to see her face and get eye contact. Addi allowed it, but the blush crept higher, and so she reached between their bodies and palmed his crotch through his underwear.

"Please,"

It came out slightly needier than she had intended, but because of that, the determination in Alex's eyes increased tenfold. He kissed her once, sweetly, then sat back on his knees to set themselves up to continue. He made quick work of pushing his boxer briefs off his legs, then lifted her off the bed enough to sneak a pillow beneath her hips. She went easily and he could tell by the dream-like daze in her eyes, that she was floating towards a better headspace than she thought she would. Alex leaned over for the nightstand, leaving Addi to stare at the ceiling. She blinked languidly and bit into her bottom lip, thinking about what was to come. Refocusing when Alex returned to his spot, square between her legs, she noticed he'd taken from the nightstand, their half-empty bottle of lube and her bullet vibrator. Addi flicked her gaze up to Alex and he simply smiled at her as he guided her ankles onto his shoulders.

He was about to carry on with his process when he all of a sudden paused and leaned forward over her body. "God, you're so fucking sexy," he kissed her again and nipped at her lower lip. A growl rumbled through his chest as punctuation to the end of their kiss. He sat back and grabbed the bottle of lube, squirting a generous amount onto his shaft and began to stroke himself.

Pleased, and even a little more turned on, when she began touch herself with gentle circles to her clit, Alex let out a hum of approval. With his free hand, he took hold of the vibrator and brought it up to her mouth and tapped her lips until she obeyed and allowed it entry. Feeling a sense of courage that usually arose once they'd been sufficiently erotic with each other, Addi maintained eye contact as she sucked on the toy to get it wet enough for use. And braver still, she kept that eye contact with Alex even as he used his slick fingertips to get her entrance ready for their next act.

Alex looked down at his waist, setting the head of his cock against her. And even though there wasn't any real pressure to it yet, he bowed his head and chuckled, "you're gonna kill me, slugger."

She pulled the toy out of her mouth and brought the silicone end to her core without turning it on. "Why's that?"

He turned his head and kissed her ankle quickly. "Because I love you. And you're so hot. And you're being such a good girl for me." He looked back down at his waist and shifted himself to add a bit of pressure to her, but not yet pressing in. "Ready?"

She nodded, "ready."

"Keep playing with your clit for me? And take a deep breath,"

She did as he asked, at this point, wanting to be nothing but obedient to him. Alex inched his hips forward and winced at the pressure he was having to add. At her exhale, he succeeded in pressing the head of his cock inside her without too much complaint. She whimpered and bit her lip; her chest having gone a bright red immediately. And Alex... he threw his head back and let out a grunt to try and stave off the high he was getting from it. When he managed to not succumb to the feeling, he looked back down at Addi and found that she looked like she was going to slip into a panic mode. He clasped his hands around her legs tightly, giving her a sensation she could focus on.

"You're so good for me," he tried to ease deeper, cut off by a high-pitched whimper that escaped her lungs.

Alex reached down and turned the vibrator on, immediately feeling the tension in Addi's muscles relinquish some of their hold. He let the toy do what he couldn't at the moment. As much as she was hyper-fixated on every sensation, he was hyper-fixated on making sure he wasn't putting her through too much discomfort. He knew that the vibrator was going to help that more than his fingers could, and the reaction her body was having to the vibrations was proof of such.

"More," she whispered in between choked breaths. "More. I want more,"

He thought better than to let too much time go between her request and his performing of it. He thrust his hips forward, sinking deeper into her backside; eyes catching onto her expression when she let out a slightly pained and lingering fuck. Soon his body was flush with hers and Addi let out a guttural coo.

"Atta girl," Alex praised, slowly and evenly rocking his backward, only to repeat the motion in.

Addi's body trembled and she tossed the vibrator to the other side of the bed. Alex watched it go, then returned his gaze to her with another thrust. The moan she let out next was something unlike anything else that had ever come out of her mouth. Emboldened by it, and by the relaxing of her muscles around his shaft, he pulled out even more before pressing back into her, to elongate his thrusts. His eyes drifted shut, mind focused on the rhythm of their bodies coming together. And by the time he opened his eyes again, Addi had a pout on her face and was making grabby hands at him.

"What do you need, sweet girl?" He slowed to a near stop.

"I need kisses," she mumbled, emphasizing the clenching of her fists at him.

Alex looked down at their position. She wasn't going to get any kisses like this. At least not any that didn't cause her body discomfort. But in his hesitation, she let out a needy whine.

"Kisses. Please."

“Okay, okay. Give me a second. We have to change our geography.”

He glanced down at his waist again and slowly eased his hips backward until he was completely unsheathed from her. But the moment he was, resulted in another whine and grabby hands because of the emptiness. His movement was quick and precise, maneuvering around her to be close enough in a seated position that he could wrap his arms around her, and supporting her back and neck, lift her up onto his lap. She greeted him with an instantaneous kiss with her hands cupped tightly around his cheeks so that he would disappear on her. The only reason she broke the kiss at all was because Alex reached between their bodies and grab the base of his cock to again put him in line with her.

“This is gonna feel a little different. Deeper,”

Addi nodded and swiped her hair away from her face. “Gravity,”

“Gravity,” he agreed.

He pressed into her ass again, his jaw dropping open as he stared at her expression. Like this, there really wasn't anywhere she could hide, so instead, she wrapped her arms over his shoulders and held on for dear life while she stared back at him. The deeper he sunk into her, the more her eyebrows furrowed together and the needier her breathy moans became. When he bottomed out and she started to squirm in his lap, Alex licked his fingertips and brought them down to her clit and began to massage her sensitive bundle.

"You feel so good," she moaned out loudly.

"I was going to say the same thing about you." He gave her another shallow thrust.

"Do you like it?" She mumbled and rocked her hips forward in reaction to his fingers.

Alex nodded immediately. "I love it,"

She mashed their lips together for another searing kiss, and this time when she sat flush on him, her body spasmed and she collapsed into him. He reached back across the bed for the long-forgotten vibrator and brought it back to her clit so both of his hands could support her hips and aid in helping along his thrusts.

"Alexander," she moaned something fierce and buried her face in the crook of his neck.

"I know. Go on, sweetheart. Come for me,"

"Close?" She turned her head to the side to glance up at him as he thrust in again.

"I won't be far behind you,"

Alex lifted her up nearly the entire length of his shaft, then slowly, let gravity take over until he bottomed out again. The shutter that coursed through her body was sign enough that it wouldn't take too much more. He repeated the motion once more. Then again.

She bit into his neck softly. "Alex," and with a final shallow thrust, her entire body arched into him. The scream she let out was otherworldly. Something surely the neighbors heard. Alex winced at the clenching of her anatomy around him unlike never before. He, too, leaned into her on instinct, nearing his own climax. She trembled against him, riding out her orgasm, until the last almost painful jolt from the vibrator, which she quickly took and shut off before tossing it completely off the bed.

"Oh my fucking God," she panted and lifted her head.

Alex chuckled, which was cut short by the moan that tore out of his lungs. He thrust up into her gently again, and looked into her eyes when she sat up straight on him again.

"I want you to give me everything," she whispered and kissed his jaw. She trailed her tongue up to his lips and pushed it into his mouth. "Come in my ass,"

He smiled breathlessly against her lips. This time she lifted herself off his shaft before slowly sinking back onto it with her hips moving in a small circle.

Every muscle in his body flexed. "You're going to kill me,"

"Not before you give me my prize," she smirked and took him in for another kiss. She gyrated on top of him and squeezed herself around him, milking him for the thing she wanted so badly.

It was his undoing. As they both knew it would be. Alex took a fistful of her hair and gave it a soft tug as his shallow thrusts jabbed as deep as he could get into her. She could feel him throbbing inside her, and then soon after felt him fill her with his warmth. He held her still against him, pouring everything he had into her until he collapsed into her body and rest his forehead against hers. Panting, he opened his eyes and looked at her, only to find her staring and smiling at him. He returned it with an exhausted smile and a soft laugh.

"I'm gonna want to do that again," she whispered, staring him dead in the eyes.

SOMEONE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING THAT IS HOLY, REQUEST THE MORNING AFTER

[loliwrites]

i’ve become so invested in addi and alex’s story, im lowkey obsessed, it’s the only alex fics i read haha. i am curious since i haven’t been around long, have alex and addi tried anal? it’s no easy task and maybe addi suggests it and alex is like are you sure, just cause she already has a bit of trouble normally due to his, ahem, size. but she’s adamant, maybe some lingering insecurities about being inexperienced? something hot and lovey for my faves

HUNNI BUN 🥺 You are too sweet. This site has been getting me a little down lately because I feel like interaction has kind of dropped off the map in a lot of ways (as a whole, not like y is no one talking to me 🥲) so it's been hard to feel motivated to write. But then something like this makes me feel like even if one person is enjoying this, and it's helping them escape from whatever they want to escape for a little while, then it's worth it.

okay OHKAY so their introduction to buttsecks has been... unique. We started with this fic which went horribly wrong. And then we graduated to this one which also didn't go great. That was partially due to the fact that I was trying to formulate how their first time goes, but I am happy to say that the first time they actually do it is in the works. I'll make sure I tag you, hunni bun.

In the meantime, deffo go read Charlie's fic (@hausofobsession) about Gustaf/Reader buttsecks because it's honestly what got me over the hump and ready to write the upcoming fic. Actually you should read all her fics if you haven't already, because they're AMAZING.