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oatbugs · 2 months
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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you
#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot#of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality#friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers#more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso#he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap#the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth#bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel#how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter#how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do#very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly#and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips#(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner#about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a#knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends#we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said#jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes#i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting
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miamierre · 6 months
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OK BUT IM THINKING ABOUT IT AND LIKE>. CHARLES WANTED TO SHARE THAT MOMENT . HE WANTED PEOPLE TO SEE THEIR LOVE AND JOY AND FRIENDSHIP
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lokisaved · 3 months
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The wildest thing about getting to take a photo with Tom is that it didn't feel quite real, like he wasn't a real person standing there in front of me that I was about to be right next to. I partially attribute that to how fast the line was going, but even if I had a bit more time to process, I surely would have felt the same: that a man whose life, basically, I had been following since 2013, was in the same room as me and I was mere feet away.
I was lightheaded in the moments prior to the photo, although whether due to being hungry and needed water or overwhelmed suddenly despite not feeling it before (and thrown off by the girl in front of me trying to hold a brief conversation and the crew trying to escort her away), I'm not sure. I do wonder how Tom feels about the whole thing, about how fast it went.
We greeted each other, I got to shake his hand (his hand really is big, much larger than I expected, yet when he shook mine, it didn't feel overwhelming, and he didn't crush me), he put his arm behind me and mine behind him (his coat was quite soft; my mom speculated it's a nice/fancy wool), we smiled, FLASH, I thanked him (I can't recall if he thanked me), and off I went.
While fast, definitely 100% worth it. I've never had the chance to go anywhere else he's been due to time and money, but this time, the stars aligned.
I was lucky enough to have enough income to be able to do that plus get better seating for the live show, which was also definitely worth it; I wasn't as close as I would have liked, but better than higher up—and the general seating filled up really fast, so much so that when it got delayed due to autographs (I get the sense they overbooked him, because he had to go BACK after it was done), they told us not to leave the theatre because so many people couldn't get in.
Anyway, I absolutely loved being able to hear him talk in person, and he told pretty much all new stories this time! At least, new to me, but I'm pretty sure most of them had not been told before, probably because the audience got to ask the questions (using a Google forms from the week before that was only open for twenty-four hours AND I MISSED—and they had apparently 84 questions?? Surely they could have left that open longer, then).
I really hope I get the opportunity to see him in person again in some form or fashion; i.e. I'd probably do an autograph, or if he's got enough live event, just pay for good seating for that. I don't know if I'll get so lucky a second time, and I will definitely cherish this for a long while.
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skinks · 1 year
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spring roadtrip up to Torridon via Cairngorm with the lads @thewintermusketeer and @benevolentbridgetroll feat. desperately trying to keep birthday candles alight in a loch wind, hand-feeding reindeer, a 9 point turn on the UK’s highest altitude road in a snowstorm traffic jam, eagle sightings, red deer sightings, 19 hours worth of driving tunes, constant mountain-view-induced-hysteria, and an intensely prolonged bit about a vampire in a hostel
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frecklystars · 7 months
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Every time I see that picture of Barbie holding Ken’s hand, bringing him to life, and they’re both wearing their very first original beach outfits with the blue watercolor backdrop? I have to take ten minutes to stare at them both and then I get emotional about it bc they mean so much to me and there’s just something about the way Barbie looks at Ken and the way they’re holding hands and the way Ken looks at her. and it's even better in the imax clip when Ken’s breath hitches in his throat and he notices that the person who is his girlfriend is this gorgeous, highly accomplished woman who can do anything and be everything... I always laugh when he does a fist pump and whispers breathlessly yes!
And I can’t help but always picture myself in the middle, both of them holding my hand and each kissing my cheek
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todayisafridaynight · 8 months
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every day i mourn my wife (edo period mack) who was lost to the war ('''''unnecessary fanservice''''')
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wrathfl · 1 year
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[ooc.] A few hours ago my beloved dog passed away. I'm a mess now. Please give your animal a hug from me while you still can.
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feelin-woozy · 4 months
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Mutuals I love you<3 you're all my friends and I love you<3
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againstthegrainphoto · 6 months
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….to say I’m bummed today is quite an understatement….
….my mom would be in town right now….we would be going to my sisters house to hang out and get lunch….then we would be headed to see our long planned family outing and what would have been my mom’s first kraken game that she’s been looking forward to since literally last season….
Instead I’m still recovering from Covid.
😭😭😭
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fabulouslygaybean · 6 months
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i hate how short dogs live in comparison to humans
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Loving him was RED
That's right. It's a Jerry and Taylor Swift mashup. Because I can.
❤️
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faggotmox · 2 years
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@distortionboi just assigned me nick jackson & their boyfriend matt jackson bc their boyfriend is a "pretty little lady" which is very true. can't be mad abt that. they then realized they had assigned themselves adam cole in this situation, & frowned deeply.
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pielplastica · 1 month
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Yesterday wasn't a good day and it honestly ruined my mood for today. I woke up feeling bad for the things that happened yesterday and stayed in bed around 3:00 PM until I finally decided to get out of bed and grab something to eat, that's when my bff told me that she was going with her gf and her brother, and that if I wanted to accompany them and that's when I did my last post that I was indeed going. She picked my up and when we arrived I immediately was looking for you. I couldn't seem to find you so I changed my mind of instead of looking for you, look for your brother. You confirmed that he was tall so I was looking for him but still couldn't see him or you anywhere.
We went to buy food around and a pizza and sat close to the bridge area, I was sitting facing the opposite direction of the FIL but was constantly looking back trying to see if I could catch a glimpse of you, and didn't. But I tried to enjoy the day as much as I could and I believe that I did, we laughed a lot and talked a lot, so it wasn't that bad of a day after all. But I so wanted to see and hear you.
There was a voice telling me to say something like "I'm gonna leave you two alone so I don't third wheel for a while" and look for you, but I couldn't. There was this girl that I thought that looked exactly like you, and when I looked at her she immediately turned around and thought "it must be her" but when she turned back, it wasn't. I maintained my look thinking "if it is her, I want her to know that I'm seeing her and give her a smile", but it wasn't you. And sometimes I tried to stay as long as possible in a place, even when they weren't looking for any books just to see if maaaaaybe but... yeah, I guess you know what happened.
There's this deep desire in my of us seeing each other before october, writing you if we could meet on a weekend when you don't have to work or something like that but... is it okay for us to do that? We both know that "this" is ending in october but... can't we be or pretend to be friends again just for this little time that we have left? I know there's lots and lots of things that we have to tell to each other, and I know that one day won't be enough for us.
I always thought that I would feel this feeling or this other when seeing you, but now I know that it was a lie. I don't feel anything but "you look exactly how I remember you", "as beautiful as you always did", "I wish I could talk to you once more", "I wish I could hold your cold hands once more and feel their warmth". Friday, when I saw you sitting alone in the grass, I looked at you while my bff was looking at me, we were about to enter the FIL and... I said "maybe in another life". I let it out, and she heard me. She didn't said anything, but she knew I was looking at you without any discretion.
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prettywitchybabykitty · 4 months
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all of the things that you love,
were lost when your hard drive was burst
all of the love for your child,
will end up in folders and files
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lovecrazedpup · 6 months
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when my friend is at work so i cant cry in call with him !
#ngl i genuinely cant find the energy to cry . im just making issues again man its so fucking stupid . i should just kill myself#he doesnt love me and he never will and hes fucking busy playing games with other people because im constantly crying and upset#and its like he doesnt care !!!!!! who do i even talk to anymore bc this is . awful#im trying so hard . i really am but fuck when everything is going through my mind its just#i just want to apologise forever but i dont know how to show that im actually sorry#like at least my ex was straight forward with how to apologise ?? it was just 'send me photos of your cuts and i know youre sorry'#but obviously i cant do that now LMAO#maybe its better if i just message out my thoughts and send them to him but its also like . its so obvious you dont want to talk to me#me : *nearly crying and about to try and explain why im going to kms* him : awful timing but i need to leave haha i will call you back ???#like im sorry but dont even bother calling me back :)#ive been clean for 8 days . its so pathetic#i dont want to hurt myself but i literally have nothing else to help me#i dont want to be a burden im trying rlly hard to just stop how i feel and im trying to be a perfect girlfriend who is only happy#but i just cant . it is so hard when all im thinking abt is how he hates me and how i mean nothing and how im always going to be worthless#i unironically miss when it was him being upset and talking to me abt it because i wasnt the one being emotional and vulnerable#like i was just there to help and make him feel better lol#i think ill be better after i cut bc thats what happened last time so#whatever we ball#jamie.txt
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lavendel-und-lila · 8 months
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