#we've been together for 1.5 years now i can't keep having drama with this boy | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hjemne · 1 year

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Getting that sick to the stomach feeling that my bf who is the only person aside from my parents that I regularly talk to is going to break up with me. We've got another year of long distance before we can move back in and god I'm scared he's not going to wait that long

#dont know if i should message him saying btw i really really really dont want to break up or if i should just leave it #we're going on holiday in 2 weeks so hopefully well have time to talk through anything then #but i dont know if there's anything to talk through #we got very close to breaking up like 3 months ago and i could tell that something was a little off with us #but then he very suddenly dropped it on me that he wasnt sure about us being together and now i really dont know how to tell what he #really thinks about our relationship #and i dont really want to bring it up because then he'll either say its not the right moment to have a talk abt smth serious #or he'll say yeah everythings great ily as a surface level thing or he'll say actually i have problems and we should break up #and i dont want either of those things #we've been together for 1.5 years now i can't keep having drama with this boy #but i absolutely cannot lose him from my life

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