#weeeeeee im actually excited to get my meds changed because i wanna know how happy chainsaw man really makes me feel!! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

chainsawch · 2 years

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When ur medz make u completely apathetic and emotionlessz but your severe MDD breakz through to let you feel sad and anxious!!

At least my meds get rid of the hallucinations, I can actually sleep now without having demoman TF2 screaming "MEDIC!" at me everytime I'm just about to fall asleep

It was like edging but for sleep! And there was no climax! ever! The visual hallucinations are still around though but I don't feel anxious anymore so now it's just something to watch while I lie awake at 4 AM

#mental illness #major depressive disorder #vent #psych meds #weeeeeee im actually excited to get my meds changed because i wanna know how happy chainsaw man really makes me feel!!#because it breaks through my apathy #i kinda look forward to feeling emotions again even if it makes me more anxious and sad

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