Chapters: 12/?
Fandom: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti), Doctor Sleep - Stephen King, Doctor Sleep (2019)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Eddie Kaspbrak/Richie Tozier, Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh
Characters: Eddie Kaspbrak, Richie Tozier, Ben Hanscom, Beverly Marsh, Bill Denbrough, Mike Hanlon, Original Child Character(s), Dan “Danny” Torrance, Abra Stone
Additional Tags: Fix-It, Post-Canon Fix-It, Post-IT Chapter Two (2019), Domestic, Light Angst, Family Feels, Childhood Trauma, Adoption, Kid Fic, Adopted Children, Richie Tozier Loves Eddie Kaspbrak, Eddie Kaspbrak Loves Richie Tozier, Marriage, Eddie Kaspbrak & Richie Tozier Are Parents, Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Minor Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh, Beverly Marsh & Richie Tozier Are Best Friends, Catholicism, Richie Tozier Has Issues, Extended Tozier Family, Medical Examinations, Stephen King References, The Shining References, Doctor Sleep References, References to Depression, Depression, Mentioned Sonia Kaspbrak
Summary:
Eddie and Richie embark on the most terrifying experience of all—parenthood. Or, the author desperately needed a domestic, family fix-it for Richie and Eddie and it turned into a much longer, angstier exploration than I expected.
Chapter XII: Richie and Eddie receive some surprising information about their daughter's shine.
“Hello?”
“Hi,” Richie said, wincing as his voice cracked nervously. Jesus, he sounded like an idiot. “Uh, hi, this is Richie. You called me last night. A few times.”
“Oh, yeah,” the voice on the other end of the line said before clearing his throat. “It’s Dan.”
“Yeah, I know,” Richie replied, wincing again. “Um, it’s not too early, is it?”
“No, I was already up,” Dan Torrance replied and Richie had the feeling he was telling the truth. “We’ve been playing phone tag.”
“I know, sorry about that,” Richie said and glanced at Eddie, who nodded briefly. “Um, listen, you’re on speaker right now and I’m with my husband. We had a few questions for you, if this is an okay time to talk.”
“Sure,” Dan answered. “Go ahead.”
“Well, um...Eddie?”
Eddie swallowed before leaning closer towards the phone.
“Uh, hi, I just...” he sighed. “Look, what the fuck exactly is this shine you’re talking about?”
To their surprise, Dan laughed.
“You’re gonna hate me for this,” he said, “but I don’t really know. I mean, I’ve been working with some scientists and researchers and at best, they can just say it’s a form of...psychic ability.”
“So...psychics are real?” Richie asked dubiously.
“Well, I’m pretty sure the ones on TV are full of shit,” Dan replied. “And it’s not like I can look at you and see exactly what’s going to happen in the future. It’s more like...ideas. If that makes any sense.”
“But our daughter sees the past.”
“She’s seeing flickers of it,” Dan explained, “through you guys. And the people around her. At least, that’s what A—what I think she is doing. She’s not reading your minds, if that’s what concerns you.”
Richie glanced at Eddie, who still had a puzzled look on his face.
“Why is it called the shine?” he asked.
“That’s just what someone called it when he explained it to me as a kid,” Dan replied. “The name sorta stuck.”
“Jesus, how many shining people are there?” Richie asked.
“I don’t know,” Dan sighed. “I think there’s a lot more than we think. Probably a lot who don’t even realize they have it. I don’t know why we develop it. I found out recently that I’m not the only one in my family who has it but who knows what that means. Maybe we’re all born with it and it just flourishes in some people.”
Richie and Eddie fell silent, their minds awhirl. Suddenly, Richie remembered Abracadabra.
“Dan, is this...having the shine as a kid...well, I mean,” he said, trying to gather his thoughts. “Our daughter has an imaginary friend. But she said that this friend taught her about her shine. Is that...normal? Or is someone…”
“Is our daughter in any danger basically?” Eddie asked quickly.
“No, no,” Dan said quickly. “I mean, not...shit. Look, there was a group of people who—they’re not around anymore—who could’ve...who, if they found out about your daughter, they could’ve hurt her but they’re all dead now.”
The room seemed to spin and Richie clenched his eyes shut, fighting the instinct to drop the phone and run to his daughter’s room and gather her up in his arms.
“What do you mean they’re dead now?” Eddie asked numbly, his hand gripping Richie’s free one tightly.
Dan was silent for a worryingly long moment.
“I mean just that,” he admitted quietly. “I made sure of it.”
“How can we know they’re all gone? I mean, you said you’re working with scientists. Are people going to show up one day and take our daughter away for tests or some shit?” Richie asked, the tremble in his voice evident.
“No, no,” Dan said quickly. “There isn’t a database of us or something. And I swear to you, I haven’t told anyone about your daughter.” He sighed. “Look, I know how you feel. I have...someone with the shine in my life who’s like a daughter to me. She’s older than your girl but still young, and I can’t...she’s the most important person in my life and protecting her is everything to me.”
Both men gazed at one another, wondering just how much he could understand. Richie sighed and looked down, absently noticing that his hand holding the phone was shaking slightly.
“Your daughter’s imaginary friend,” Dan said suddenly, “does she have a name?”
“Abracadabra,” Richie replied impassively.
Once again, Dan fell silent. Eddie frowned and opened his mouth to speak when the other man said, “Well, I had one at her age, too.”
“So...it’s nothing to worry about?” Richie asked.
“No,” Dan replied, a little too quickly. “Listen, I got to get ready for work. But you can call me anytime. I don’t mind.”
“How do we know you’re not full of shit?” Eddie asked suddenly, eliciting yet another wince from Richie.
Much to their surprise, Dan merely laughed.
“I don’t blame you for not trusting me,” he said. “I guess talk to your daughter. See what she thinks.”
With that, he ended the phone call.
It was ten o’clock in the morning and Richie was alone.
The kids were at school, Eddie was at work, and Richie was in his home office staring at a black Word document. His agent had been on him to increase his writing output and had demanded he work on some jokes for one of his clients’ upcoming visits to some late night show. He had given Richie a rundown of what topics to cover and how to segue into promoting...whatever the fuck this comic had to promote but it had all flown right out of his head.
Richie sighed and glanced at the time. 10:02. Fuck.
He ran a hand over his face and flinched. Maybe he should shave. But he hated shaving. But Lydia had complained about how his kisses were scratchy now. So he should shave. Right? Yes, get up, stretch, shave. Be an adult.
The phone rang.
Richie picked it up quickly, barely glancing at whoever was calling, just thankful.
“Hello,” he said quickly.
“Hey, whoa, that was fast,” Ben observed. “Barely gave it time to ring.”
“Well, you know I always get excited when you call, baby doll,” Richie cooed. “What’s going on? And wait, isn’t it like the middle of the night by you?”
“It’s seven,” Ben laughed. “I’ve been up for an hour.”
“Jesus,” Richie sighed. “I actually had an early start today, too. Fucking sucked. So, what do I owe this pleasure? Something good, I hope.”
“Yeah,” Ben said, “I’m actually calling to see what you’re doing for President’s Day weekend.”
Richie hesitated and furrowed his brows.
“You do realize it’s still September right, Ben? Or is Seattle following like the Julian calendar or something?”
“I know it’s September but you and Eddie have kids and real responsibilities,” Ben explained. “So, Bev and I have to catch you ahead of time.”
“Okay but you must know I can’t think that far ahead,” Richie replied. “I mean, the kids and Eddie are usually off for it.”
“Well, that’s why we’re telling you know, months in advance, to keep that weekend free, okay?”
“Um, okay,” Richie said, “for any specific reason? Is the world ending that day or something?”
“No, but if you get an email confirming your plane tickets to Seattle for that weekend, don’t freak out, okay?”
“What the fuck? You can’t do that.”
“Yes, we can,” Ben replied, a hint of self-satisfaction in his voice.
“Well, we’re just gonna pay you back.”
“No, you’re not.”
“What the fuck, Ben? What’s going on?”
“Bev and I just want you all here with us,” Ben explained gently.
“What about the rest of the Losers?”
“Them, too,” Ben replied. Richie heard a distant voice over the line and then Ben responding. “Bev just finished talking to Eddie. He promised to take the kids out of school the Friday before and take off, too. So you guys are coming.”
“You’re seriously going to pay for all the Losers, plus us AND our kids?” Richie asked incredulously.
“Don’t worry about it.”
“Are you guys getting married again or something?”
Ben laughed.
“No, something bigger than that. We’ll see you then, okay?”
Richie sighed.
“Okay, but this is all very mysterious and I don’t like mysterious phone calls from old friends,” Richie pointed out. “I learned my lesson from Mike.”
Ben laughed again.
“I promise this is much better than confronting a supernatural clown and childhood trauma,” he insisted. “So mark your calendar and we’ll see you then.”
“Alright,” Richie asked, puzzled. “See you then. Love you, you mysterious, handsome bastard.”
“Love you, too, Trashmouth,” Ben laughed again before hanging up.
Richie stared at the phone and frowned, wondering just what the hell he was up to. He sighed. Lydia will be excited to visit Ben and Bev but he worried about Tess. She had never been on an airplane and Richie knew, from his own overwhelming experience as a kid, that it may be too much for her. Time to schedule another appointment with the counselor and get her ready. Good thing Ben and Bev had given them plenty of time to prepare.
He rubbed at his eyes and looked back at the blank screen staring up at him. Richie sighed again, closed the laptop, and walked away.
The following Saturday, the last before October, proved unseasonably warm so after dinner, Richie and Eddie packed up the girls into the car and treated them to ice cream and a visit to the local beach before the sun set.
Thrilled and energized by their post-ice cream sugar rushes, Tess and Lydia chased each other up and down the shoreline, built and stomped on their sandcastles, played chicken with the surf, and watch the few remaining surfers in wonderment. Richie and Eddie sat on the faded beach blanket and watched them, enjoying the cool breeze off the ocean and the sound of their daughters laughing amid the waves. It was, by all accounts, bliss.
Eddie sighed contentedly and leaned back onto his hands, one of which was covering Richie’s. Richie looked over at him and smiled.
“You okay there, Eds?” he asked.
“Very okay,” Eddie replied. He briefly closed his eyes. “We should do this more often.”
“Yeah,” Richie said. “Before winter hits and we’re cooped up inside the house all the time.”
Eddie nodded and straightened.
“What do you think Bev and Ben are planning in February?” he asked.
Richie shrugged.
“Who knows, but it’s gotta be big,” he answered.
“Maybe she’s pregnant,” Eddie offered.
“They wouldn’t fly us all the way out there for a pregnancy announcement.”
“Maybe she wants us there for the birth,” Eddie laughed.
“Yeah,” Richie said, rolling his eyes, “she wants us there holding up her legs as she pushes.”
“We’d be great birthing coaches,” Eddie replied, smirking.
“We’d have to be sedated.” Richie stretched out and laid down, closing his eyes. “It has to be something else.”
“I guess so,” Eddie replied. “Either way, it’ll be nice to get away during the winter.”
“Yeah to Seattle,” Richie snorted. “More grey skies and freezing temperatures.”
“Well, what if we plan another trip? Someplace warmer.”
Richie cracked open one eye to gaze at his husband.
“You wanna risk two big trips in one year with the kids?” he asked. “I mean, Tess has never even been on a plane.”
“I know,” Eddie replied, “but maybe it’ll—”
They were interrupted by Richie’s phone buzzing.
“Ugh,” Richie groaned, reaching into his back pocket and blindly handing it to Eddie, “answer it for me, would ya?”
“Rich,” Eddie said quietly as he took the phone, “it’s New Hampshire. Dan.”
Richie’s eyes flew open and he instantly sat up.
“Answer it,” he said quickly, glancing at Tess and Lydia happily searching for seashells.
Eddie did so, quickly putting it on speaker and leaning in close to his husband.
“Hello?” he said cautiously.
“Hi, uh, Richie?” Dan asked.
“We’re both here,” Richie answered. “What’s going on? Everything alright?”
“Yeah, yeah, just…” Dan sighed. “Look, I think I owe you guys an apology.”
Richie felt a chill that had nothing to do with the ocean breeze.
“What are you talking about?” Eddie asked firmly and Richie noticed his grip on the phone tightened.
“Well, it’s not really...I’m technically not the one who should be apologizing,” Dan said, “and I didn’t want to say anything until I was sure so…” he trailed off and sighed again. Richie wanted to throw up. “Look, basically, your daughter’s imaginary friend isn’t so imaginary.”
“What the fuck do you mean?” Eddie demanded.
“I mean,” Dan said quickly, “for the last couple of months, she’s been talking to my niece.”
Richie wondered how he could feel so dizzy while sitting on the solid ground. He shook his head but that only made it worse. He clenched his eyes shut and tried to quell the rising nausea in his stomach.
“What the fuck are you talking about?” Eddie continued, his face pale and angry.
“My niece,” Dan repeated, as if now it made all the sense in the world, “she’s the one who your daughter has been seeing. She’s Abracadabra.” He sighed a third time before suddenly rambling, “She knows she’s not supposed to do this. But she’s in college now and she thinks she knows better. You know how kids are.”
“No, I don’t know how kids are,” Eddie replied, his voice deadly serious. “And I don’t know how an invisible, imaginary friend can be your living, breathing niece so please explain.”
Richie thought he heard Dan gulp and he couldn’t blame him. It wasn’t fun being on the receiving end of Eddie’s cold wrath.
“My niece can...she has the shine, okay? She’s the one who I’m trying to protect like you’re trying to do with your daughter,” Dan said. “But she’s not making it easy for me. And her abilities are...well, they’re very strong. She can...the researchers call it astral projection but—”
“Bullshit,” Eddie spat. “This is bullshit.”
“And she found out about your daughter,” Dan continued, “and she’s been trying to...give her advice, I guess.”
“How the fuck did she find Tess?”
“I don’t know,” Dan admitted. “Sometimes people with the shine, they can sort of sense one another. And like I said, Abra—”
“Abra?” Richie interrupted.
“Yeah, that’s her name,” Dan said lowly. “Abra has some of the strongest abilities I’ve ever seen. Somehow they crossed paths...either literally or...mentally.”
The two men fell silent. Their daughters were shrieking with laughter and all Richie wanted to do was grab them both and immediately rush home, locking the door behind them.
“I spoke to her today,” Dan continued, “and found this all out. I suspected it earlier but, yeah. So I wanted to apologize. Like I said, she knows not to pull this sort of shit but she’s nineteen and kinda...willful.”
“Are you seriously telling me,” Eddie said slowly, “that a nineteen-year-old stranger has been visiting and speaking to my four-year-old daughter?”
There was a long pause and Richie just knew Dan had to be kicking himself.
“Not physically,” he answered lamely.
“Fuck you,” Eddie responded. “Fuck you and fuck your niece, whoever the fuck she is. We’re done. We’re going to hang up, block this number, and if hear anything at all about someone seeing our daughter, we’re calling the cops.”
“And what are you gonna tell them?” Dan replied quickly. “An invisible girl is bothering us? Look, I made Abra promise to stop. And trust me, I’ll know if she’s lying. But you have to believe that she was only trying to help.”
“Don’t care,” Eddie said.
“Your daughter’s been doing better, hasn’t she?” Dan pointed out. “No more seizures or episodes, right?” At both men’s silence, he insisted, “That’s Abra’s doing. Just remember that, okay? You can be pissed off all you want but she was...she fucked up but her heart was in the right place.”
“We’re hanging up now,” Eddie said.
“This is a New Jersey number, right?” Dan asked suddenly.
Eddie glanced at Richie, who cleared his throat before admitting, “Yeah.”
“Look, Abra is in New York City,” he said. “I’m only telling you this because she fucked up. If you want to speak to her in person, I can...it can be arranged just please remember, she’s still a kid and she’s had some...trauma in her life.”
Both men fell silent again and Richie ran a shaking hand through his hair. Lydia called his name, waving and holding up what appeared to be a giant shell. He waved back.
“We have to go,” Richie said.
“Okay,” Dan sighed.
“And don’t call us ever again,” Eddie said, ending the call. He dropped the phone onto the blanket, his face still pinched with anger. He clenched his shaking hands into fists and shook his head, taking a deep, slow breath.
“Eddie,” Richie whispered, guilt suddenly overwhelming him. “Eddie, I—”
“Block that number,” Eddie said calmly. “I’m gonna go get the girls. It’s getting dark.”
Richie watched as his husband stood, brushed the sand of his legs, and walked towards the shore, their daughters rushing up to meet him with their hands filled with shells. He blinked when he realized he had tears in his eyes and quickly wiped them away, schooling his face into a wide grin as the girls raced up to the blanket, chattering excitedly.
“Wow, look at those,” he said, observing the shells in their outstretched hands. “That’s some excavation work, girls.”
“Daddy said we can put them in the garden,” Lydia announced happily.
“Sure, we can,” Richie agreed. “You guys ready to go?”
The girls whined and begged for another half hour but Eddie was right. The sun was setting and they knew better than to push off bedtime. Both men shook off and rolled up the blanket as the girls carefully placed their shells into a tote bag brought especially for the occasion before taking their fathers’ hands. As they walked up the beach to the boardwalk, Richie noticed Tess peering up at him curiously.
“You okay, kiddo?” he asked.
“Are you okay?” she responded.
Richie swallowed and nodded, smiling broadly.
“Yeah, I’m good,” he said.
Tess turned to look at Eddie but he smiled back down at her, as well. She looked as if she wanted to question them further but she was interrupted by her sister asking for ice cream on the ride home. Richie exhaled a breath, tightened his grip on his daughter’s hand, and thought only of home.
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