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If beloved had gotten pregnant by John would Terry raise it as his own?

I mean, it has already been long since established that Terry would pretty much bankroll John's children even if this predicament with beloved you described up there being pregnant with John's child didn't happen, seeing as how, around this time period, Terry's very keen on the 'We share all' mentality, especially in regards of John, so he would absolutely be overly involved with John's offspring(s), whether beloved was mixed up with this or not or whether Terry is merely, let us say, an impossibly rich, self-proclaimed godfather who gives impossibly rich presents John endearingly rolls his eyes at but is pushed into accepting by a tenacious, stubborn Terry, because why on earth would children need gold diamond jewelry commissioned especially for kids, but ---

Imagine the spitefulness of old man Terry.

Yes, all the post Season 4 baggage included.

Terry's beloved is pregnant by John's child. John's, of course, in jail on trumped up charges. By Terry's hand, no less. Layers and layers of irony here. There's a whirlwind of bitterness, anger, resentment, possessiveness and revenge at hand, because sure, he was willing to share his bread and everything he has with John for old time's sake, but John betrayed him and put him down when they should've been equals in their ventures, and what's worse, gasp, he left his unborn child fatherless. Shame. Pity. Terry the Saint comes in to save the day, because, hey, finders keepers, beloved is still his and very much under his roof. Is Terry angry John knocked up someone his? Yes...and no, because this is as good a chance as any to perfectly be in control of at least a part of John Kreese, if he could not be in absolute control of the actual John Kreese. Then again, if Terry is most prone to ever tolerating and forgiving the unforgivable from anyone like this, it is John, even now. Is he pleased he can be sadistically petty as he shows up for prison visitations with a small toddler on his arm, playing the good friend and benefactor raising someone else's baby all while dropping some veiled threat in the style of -'I'll take care of Cobra Kai. Already took care of Johnny Lawrence and I'll raise champ over here too.'-

The baby John knows is his hiccups and Terry wipes its mouth with a monogrammed handkerchief (To add insult to injury. Might as well name the baby Terrence John to drill the point Terry wants to make further home.) while John practically pounds against the glass separating them, unable to handle this bizarre charade, with the prison guards there to calm him down and set him back into his seat.

-"Now, now, Captain. Temper."- Terry chides, rocking the baby.

-'You're not well.'- Terry shakes his head, mockery veiled through concern with the gentlest tone imaginable as John squints in rage, forcibly held down by two burly, uniformed security men. As burly as they make them because this is John Kreese we're talking here. -'You need what they call, ah yes, rehabilitation.'- His eyebrows quirk up teasingly. He's well familiarized with that word by now. -'You're compulsively violent, unstable, not fit to teach children and not fit to be around any children at all, as for that matter.'- Terry looks down at the bundle of joy in his arms, smoothing its hair in comfort. Hard to tell who the mother here is. Beloved, or Terry himself. In fact, Terry takes to raising John's child sired with his own partner of all people with more zeal than anybody. If he could push it out of his own body, he would. Also for old time's sake. -'Luckily for you, I promised I'd prove my loyalty, and I am proving it, even now. Remember? For whatever you need? Always? Just never thought that would involve this. Well, water under the bridge. Life gives you lemons and you make lemonade, right?'- Terry smiles blissfully at John, separated by the thick, transparent panel. He'd raise this child, yes --- goes without question, not that John can pay child support, hilariously enough; the thought is amusing. Terry would mold this child, make the child as much himself as possible, to the point him and John will be united as one, in flesh and blood. There was catharsis in that. A perfectly gruesome and yet wholesome union. John meanwhile, isn't certain just what level of disturbed this belongs on, because Terry accepts...with an extreme sense of duty. Terry is angry and vengeful towards John, but Terry also wants to usurp everything John's and just claim everything John is and consume --- making it perfectly Me, We and Us.. John is a weakness, and Terry wants to defeat that weakness completely and utterly in ways previously unimagined by practically brainwashing this child.

Have John's child love him perfectly and nobody else.

Terry Silver won't be second best anymore.

He'll treat his second chance so well, it won't ever contemplate adoring another.

The original John Kreese had more of an attachment to someone. To Lawrence.

But John Kreese's offspring won't.

Terry will make sure of that --- now was the time to fix things.

-'Everything yours is mine, Captain.'-

Terry coos sweetly, yet nothing about those words is entirely as sweet as Terry makes it, pressing the baby sucking its finger tenderly against his chest, rocking it tenderly purely to make a spectacle and have the other visitors see the tall, well dressed stranger with a child and be in awe of him, bidding this conversation and meeting adieu, setting down the telephone handle between two booths back into its place and walking off with a smile as John practically fights the security team trying to subdue his rage. Terry laughs all the way to the parking lot.

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If Terry were on a date, and they said “tell me about yourself” where does he start? Theres so much to him, does he start by mentioning his business, does he talk about the classical music he likes? How about his interest in using karate to torture kids like ol’ Danny boy? (i say that lovingly)

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idk if you’re into astrology, but what do you think Terry’s sign is? what other signs do you think would be in his chart? <3

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I very, very briefly touch upon it here, but let me expand significantly:

I think Terry Silver is into Astrology, perhaps not for the Astrology itself as a (pseudo)science, because I don't figure he considers himself superstitious, in fact, he is more likely to deem himself a highly logical business type who scoffs at the idea, but if he enjoys it it is more for the chance to even further snoop on others and research them to gage how to best approach and possibly manipulate someone (or seduce someone, perhaps?) and when you're on a warpath, every bit of intel helps. Every bit of intel is positively entertaining. Sometimes stalking, breaking and entering, voyeurism, private detectives, gaslighting and psychological warfare just aren't enough and obsession takes him far enough to literally, I don't know...research someone's stars for the shits and giggles of it so he'd collect whatever information he can on someone, even if it means looking into constellation charts and snicker as he does it, engrossed and amused by the act of it like a peeping Tom would've been; you'd be shocked at what eccentric hobbies being a Billionaire can afford you. Maybe it's a habit he picked up in Korea and he's absolutely introduced to all the twelve animals of their Zodiac and all the Earthly Branches. Perhaps he respects Saju or the Korean concept of the four components of destiny, within the moment of birth being the year, month, day, and the hour, more then actual Astrology in the classical sense seeing as how I don't think Tang Soo Do is the only aspect of Korean culture he totally adopted.

In equal measure, I think he'd be into Kabbalism. The esoteric.

Bizarre Hermetic art?

How about Incan and Aztec calendars he undoubtedly has archived somewhere?

He seems to have a penchant for the culture, after all.

Rare and expensive antiques too.

He is fascinated by it all, almost from a collector's standpoint or someone favoring art and ownership of it even though I don't figure he subscribes to the idea of destiny seeing as how, control freak that he is, he'd consider it terribly limiting and stifling --- an offense, almost, in ways; the knowledge something is predetermined and pre-written without the ability to be changed? It's preposterous. He hysterically laughs at the idea right before the notion starts making him dangerously angry. Things happen however and whenever he says they'll happen and if they don't, he'll throw so much money at events, people and situations until things are bound and forced into change. Hey, though. Terry has nothing against things being written for others to research and snoop into. But, for him? Totally different rules. He loathes being tied down by things and is entirely okay with others being tied down by things. He's a self-aware and even proud hypocrite like that. He's an interesting case of a man who could enjoy Astrology without necessarily believing in it...for himself. A rival or an enemy, for example? Yeah, Terry would absolutely burst into laughter that this month, their horoscope claims they'll get into a horrible accident somewhere. He absolutely digs his teeth into his lips on the back of his Rolls Royce, while being chauffeured around, a stack of newspapers his staff singled out for him with marked horoscope pages he reads to be entertained by on the backseat. He looks into the matter the way he'd look into pressure points and weaknesses on the body in order to best know how to hurt an opponent in the future, except sometimes, for leisure, the pressure points are written in the Astral and to him, that crap's fun.

He believes in the power of sheer willpower more, though. Infinitely more. The power of suggestion. If he schemes and plants the seeds of something bad occurring, they'll be spoken into existence and undoubtedly will.

In spite of his meanspirited, sadistic tendencies, he's actually, surprisingly, one the supposedly 'good' Zodiac signs; that being a Cancerian, for example. Why do I think this? Because everyone always headcanons him to be an obvious sign like a Scorpio. Or a Leo. A Gemini, of course. Get it? Stereotypically (and unfairly deemed) dominant, duplicitous and dangerous animals, the same way he's dominant, duplicitous and dangerous, but I actually think that in line with his character and the tendency to hide in plain sight, he's actually a sign nobody immediately expects and nobody thinks twice of to be intimidated by, which allows him to conceal himself even better if he so chooses. You know, an unassuming sign. An overlooked sign. A bit of a Dark Horse. A sign that isn't always on the nose, the way he actually isn't always on the nose. And since Cancers notably rank as one of the most loyal and devoted signs, traits that absolutely distinguish Terry Silver as well in spite of all of his darker characteristics, I figure that's precisely what he is. Always in the corner of the people he deems his, always willing to lend his shoulder (and his fists...and literally every asset he's got) highly emotional (which, my God, he absolutely he is to the point of being manic at times) with the downside of overextending himself, perhaps; doing too much for the undeserving simply because the guy gets attached so fully. So, of course people might overlook Terry Silver and the threat he could pose simply judging by his Zodiac if they're the type to do so, deeming him perhaps infinitely softer and more mellow than he actually is, and sheesh, are those suckers in for a rude awakening.

I think Terry relishes the fact too, weirdly enough.

That his sign can occasionally prove to be deceptive to some.

He enjoys it when people make a mistake about him and eat their own words.

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If beloved was a book lover, do you think Terry would have a library built for them in the house? (if he doesn’t already have one that is!) Are there any other sweet things you can imagine Terry doing for beloved? Just into some Terry fluff atm

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Terry has a private wine cellar, Terry has a private training gym, Terry has a private weapons and sword collection, he has a wide array of cars he seems to collect, so him having a private library is really a mundane fact of life in comparison of all the things he already owns. Why not? If beloved was an avid reader, his collection only expands and he goes to great lengths to acquire every edition of everything money can possibly buy and more. First editions? Rare tomes? Medieval manuscripts? Old medicinal notes? Historical pieces? Coveted hand illustrated articles? Spending a fortune for unique bits of literature only he has? Historical scrolls and decorative almanacs? Antique scriptures of extreme significance? If he can possibly make his library the most expansive one in the State of California and further then so be it, because it means beloved will browse his special and most unique collection curiously for hours and hours, and if they're too busy browsing under his roof, then hey, that is just another way he's tied them to himself. Means they're less likely to spend time anywhere else. He's lured the rabbit in with a scrumptious carrot.

And Terry doesn't quite care just how he acquires this treasure trove for his beloved. He'll make do by any means necessary, trust and believe. Investing copious amounts of cash? Having his secretaries haggle black market smugglers? Having someone downright steal things which are otherwise priceless and unsellable? If his beloved wants something, they ought to have it by sheer virtue of being his beloved. Even if they never expressed the desire that they need that 15th century Book of Hours, a 14 carat golden Torah scroll, a Korean fashion plate from the 30's or a 9th century Japanese Floral Lexicon, if Terry feels they should have it, they'll have it --- simple as. It belongs in a museum? No, it belongs with his person, and by extension, him and that's that on that. This is a man who is in possession of a Rembrandt thought missing for decades, after all. Moral values fly out the window when he is lavishing those who mean the world to him, and in gaging just what it is that makes beloved tick, he will legitimately hoard every valuable book into his collection and gift it all to beloved. All ten thousand tomes within his gallery.

Yet, the sweet things Terry can and will do when he loves someone don't end with a mere library or books. That is just the beginning. A bait. A method of seduction. An elaborate here is what I am offering you as a prelude when there is much, much more to come. The condition? Be mine, and the world is yours. That's the price. And Terry truly would make true of that promise seeing as how he has the tendency to give and then give some more when he is legitimately invested to the point where beloved themselves might have to intervene and express the desire for him to cease lavishing them quite so much. Sure, Terry might concede on the surface. He's a smooth and clever operator. And then he'll still proceed getting beloved that Victorian picture book that cost half a million dollars anyway. Or better yet, he'll act unflinchingly stubborn and convince them he intends to give it to them and they'll have it. Beloved better take it, because he's just as nonchalant about paying for it and then destroying it (might just do it in front of them to showcase what happens when his presents are rejected). If beloved won't accept it than it has very few reasons to exist.

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It’s still so funny that Terry gave the most half-assed apology to Daniel in S4 and when he got rejected, he’s just like “well, I tried🤷🏻‍♂️”

I don't figure Terry Silver was honest.

I know, I know. Beloathed take, but yeah. I'll stick to it.

I mentioned this before; it's akin to an abuser returning into the life of the person they abused in the past and throwing every manipulative alternative at the wall to see what sticks best --- if an apology was accepted, all the better, because the supposedly redeemed abuser can worm their way back in with their victim under the pretense 'they've changed and that they truly see the error of their ways'. That they're a different person now and can be trusted. What's best, the victim themself gave them the greenlight it's okay because they fall for the lies, further gaslighting them if any abuses happen in the future again. After all, you're the one who let me in. And if the victim doesn't accept the apology...then guess what...it's war! Either ways, the abuser receives renewed contact with their target, be it of the positive, or negative sort. Doesn't necessarily matter in the long run, because abusers are like energy vampires in ways; they thrive and feed off of whatever type of attention they can get. I think Terry Silver would've been equally pleased in truth regardless if Daniel accepted that apology or not, because the point wasn't to truly apologize; it was to get back into the good graces of the victim. The point was to get under the victim's skin. To control the victim, and if Terry was visibly peeved right after saying he's sorry, it's because he was denied control. Nobody fell for the lies.

So, again, war it was. The time for white flags was over.

Twerp asked for it. He did so in the past and he's doing so again.

Which is pretty much what happens because Terry then proceeds terrorizing Daniel all the way until the end of Season 5.

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442nd.........Perfect. ♡🐍

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I…actually think Terry Silver went to Vietnam because he was patriotic, contrary to popular belief that he was forced, given some sort of ultimatum, that he'd be disinherited if he didn't or that it was meant to 'man him up'. if his father wanted to 'man him up', a young Terry in the tattoo parlor scene wouldn't be telling John his dad wants him 'to put this whole Vietnam business behind', I feel. Because if you wanted to teach someone a once-in-a-lifetime lesson, however toxic, why would you then, immediately after the lesson is ''learned'', instruct your son to forget it? There's something counterproductive about that. Wouldn't it make more sense if Terry's dad demanded he'd remember the very thing that he supposedly forced him to do? No, I think a young Terry was unhinged in his own way and that he left behind all of his obligations as a single child and heir to the family fortune and company and volunteered for war even though he, validly, being a rich kid, didn't have to, because the way Terry might've seen it was a way ticket to what he considered independence and being in control of something. That and 'it's just the thing that is done if you're a winner, not a wimp'. That's what you just do if you're a man.

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iridescent perfume bottle by stuart abelman, 1989.

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--- Gus Travis (from Point Black, 2001) x

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Victoria Reynold's Paintings of Raw Flesh

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Thomas Ian Griffith as Terry Silver

Cobra Kai (2018 - )

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A bit ooc but Terry and beloved having a threesome with someone else and he ends up getting jealous of the attention beloved’s giving the other person

It's not out of character.

I believed he'd have threesomes.

Heck, I believe he'd have an orgy!

Especially Terry Silver in the 80's.

But, the roles here a bit reversed, I feel; Terry's the one fucking the other person(s) and beloved watches. Tied to the frame of the bed. Tied to the chair positioned in front of said bed. You name it, whatever the setting and the situation; They're submissive --- subjugated. By choice or otherwise. Be it a negotiated kink or not. And he's the one in control. He's the one teaching here. He's not the one being taught. But, simultaneously, the show and the demonstration is all for beloved. Revolving around them. Focused on them. They're center stage. They're the star. They're everything. Terry's lecherous, unblinking eye contact and attention entirely given to them. Everything he does wholly with them in mind. Everything he says directed at them even when he orders beloved to look at him, barking orders. Even when he taunts and teases. When he smiles. Giggles. Cackles. Utters cruel and provocative things with the intention to titillate and hurt; the two complementing the other. The third might as well be a virtual fleshlight through which Terry causes beloved pain. Jealousy. Embarrassment. Horniness. Relish. Whatever sensation it is he wants to harvest. Draw out of them. The third might as well be a tool in what he wants beloved to feel and experience. Through which he degrades. Disciplines. Fuels his sadism. His desires. Beloved's desires. In fact, hilariously, Terry might end up jealous of beloved if they aren't paying him enough attention during this threeway thryst, and if they, say, look away, because this show, it's all with them in mind and if he intended to get off, he chiefly intended to do so if beloved saw him making someone else cum without being able to do anything about it.

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poly john and terry who acts like kids by triggering each other’s ptsd because of a argument then both seeking beloved’s comfort.

Something tells me Terry Silver and John Kreese don't believe in triggers.

What? These guys right here?

Yeah, no.

Part of me feels they don't even necessarily believe in PTSD in the classical sense either, even though they both clearly have it in abundance; that they (especially John) might very well think it's a bunch of weakling wimp snowflake New Age nonsense people made up to justify their own weaknesses, hang ups and inadequacies and that 'back in the day' people pulled themselves up by the bootstraps. That people pulling themselves up by the bootstraps is what provided the backbone of this great, big country. Bootstraps are what make a soldier a soldier. That a real warrior doesn't complain even if something hurts. That a real man doesn't, in fact. Does pain even exist? Not in this dojo, it doesn't! Make no mistake, Terry Silver believes in this to the very core of his being just as much as John Kreese does, seeing as how they're both people born somewhere in the midcentury and have a midcentury mentality embedded into the very fiber of their beings, so if they're here 'triggering each other's PTSD' from their own point of view, it could be just them hazing each other and shooting the breeze for old times sake. Boys will be boys. They see no fault in it. It's harmless from where they're standing. (Although, God help anyone from beyond of their sphere who tries doing the same to either of them; the vengeance will be swift and fierce. It could be done over something as miniscule as someone merely looking at either of them the wrong way even though they might have done much worse to each other. They can. Others cannot.) They see it as bonding. All of these things are bonding to them. They might be outright laughing and cackling like hyenas while they're doing it and anyone looking in from an outside perspective might just see two men ---- two old friends ---- hanging out, having an awfully good time. And they are. They truly are. They are very much like rumbunctious, happy, hyper kids.

That's the thing about trauma; often times, you don't even know you have it.

Often times, you might even get angry if someone suggests you do.

Hey, for all Terry's concerned, especially in the 80's, he returned from Vietnam trauma-free! He left that crap behind! That crap don't affect him! He only ever references war as hell when it's time to play pretense and deliberately garner sympathy from Mr. Miyagi and Daniel, almost like he's parodying the notion of war being hell and he's only the verge of bursting into laughter the whole time. Might as well be a joke to him, because it is a joke to him. He believes himself above it, in ways. He's untouchable! There's ego there. He's a businessman, a Billionaire, entrepreneurial, charming and perfectly well adjusted and I figure it's only until he actually went to therapy decades later that it was the first time in his life he's actually heard from someone else's mouth that he isn't doing okay and never was doing okay. It just never crossed his mind before that he was anything but an immaculate diamond.

For all John's concerned, on the other hand? Someone merely suggesting there's something the matter with him might downright earn you a death stare at best, because it harkens back to all the times someone referenced his mentally unwell mother as a negative and every time he's heard someone calling veterans unstable in the years since returning from Vietnam --- every time John scoffed at the notion as the stupidest and probably most offensively pathetic thing he's ever heard in his whole goddamn life. What did you just say to him? You implying he's sick in the head or something? That he's damaged? Him!? That he doesn't know his own mind inside out better than anyone else? If anything, he's tougher than most people out there! Stronger! Smarter. He's a survivor! You're an idiot and you don't know what you're taking about and you should go back to Pansyville at Cry me a river street where you belong.

You whiny primadonna, you.

Meaning that by the time they come to their shared beloved for comfort, they merely see it as them doing what all men are supposed to do; what all men do in general --- return to their loved one to be with them. They don't see it as them being weak and needing to be 'helped' in any sort of way, even though they do. They don't see themselves as triggered or unstable. In pain. Upset. Sad. That grip of fingers they have around beloved? Why, it's always been that firm and needy. They don't need a life raft. What makes you think that? They had a fantastic day and they laughed like crazy. In fact, they might be laughing still, eyes all shimmery and shiny with mirth, all while embracing beloved collectively, unsure why they'd think something as silly and as untrue as them being raw about something.

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How would Terry in all eras teach his sons to respect their mother (beloved)

Look, whenever in doubt, I tend to go for Terry Silver approaching things through the lenses of a (toxic?) military structure, or in this case;

Mother (beloved) is the flag in the middle of the base camp. If someone captures it, disrespects it, steals it, tramples upon it or even touches it --- looks at it for too long --- means the collective has lost and losing is unacceptable through Terry Silver's viewpoint of things. If your flag is captured, the battle is over. And is that acceptable? No. I don't think it is. The group moral is gone, squashed, destroyed and that fact demands strict and immediate retaliation. Revenge. Such are the rules of life and warfare and such are the rules his figurative sons defend what's theirs with --- in this case, their mom. Each other. Their family. Their dojo. Their ambitions. Their schemes. You name it! Beloved's the flag fluttering on a pole, metaphorically speaking, in the middle of basecamp and if you allow someone to take what's yours from your own territory and from underneath your own nose without putting up a fight, you'll be losing every day of your life, always and forever, because how's anyone ever going to esteem or fear you for losing? How are you going to be able to esteem yourself? So, guess what? Best never lose. And if you do, you better go out there and vanquish, cheat, lie, deceive, do whatever it takes to defend your flag and fix things back to the way they're supposed to be by any means necessary. No mercy. In fact, I can envision Terry holding a speech somewhat like this to his sons, word for word. You can even very much read this tirade in his voice.

So, it's safe to say he'd not only teach them to respect their mother.

He'd teach them to kill for their mother.

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How would Terry (all eras) react to beloved wanting sex while heavily pregnant? (Like say 7-8 months)

Another post on Pregnant Sex here:

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― Twig does it, but you have to understand he fusses the whole time. He's young. He's boyish. He has his many, many demons and they're all still fresh. He has an undeniable innocence to himself still too. He's raw. He feverishly inquires whether it hurts, whether you're comfortable, apologies countless times over nothing at all, he's all fingers and thumbs, asks time and time again whether you're absolutely sure of this even though you were the one who suggested it, adjusts the pillow under his beloved's head, soothes them, hugs them, is infinitely concerned throughout the whole act and he undoubtedly needs more comfort and aftercare than the actual pregnant partner involved, if that's at all possible; oh, but he wants to please --- tremendously, more than anything, practically vibrating at the thought of being so close to the two people who so wholly belong to him --- but there's always this shadow of a doubt hanging over him like a dark cloud that he'll do something wrong, and for the lack of a better word, mess up royally. Injure beloved. Injure their unborn kid. Something that'll be his fault the way it always is. Something he'll never be able to take back. You see, he sees only the worst of outcomes here and he's overthinking wildly, already envisioning hospital beds and beloved miscarrying their baby. PTSD kicking in, he undoubtedly cuts the sex short half way through it on his own accord with a million 'I'm sorry''s added to the mix while he cradles his own face in his hands. He really is sorry. But, he fears losing control and being responsible for what could happen if he makes a mistake and it overshadows an otherwise sweet moment and everything about it. Regardless of his genuine anguish though --- which really is genuine, by the way --- Twig is probably hard as hell throughout the entire outpouring of regret even as it happens.

― In the 80's on the other hand, Terry Silver's the one suggesting sex while beloved's heavily pregnant and you better believe it. It is his idea. His very own brainchild. His own vision coming to light. His agenda. He has his eyes on the prize the minute beloved's body starts changing, swelling up, becoming more rounded and even long before that --- in fact, man's probably fantasized and schemed about it since day one, placing his bets on a long con like a lecherous snake. He thinks few things are hotter, if anything at all, than pounding into someone already his so fully that their very physique are hormones are changing thanks to him. Due to him. All for him. Due to what he did to beloved --- and what he'll continue doing too. It is the ultimate act of control. Of possession. Something straight out of the animal kingdom. Claiming and re-claiming time and time again. And yes, it gets him irrationally horny. Downright feral. Because he did that. Him alone. And he'll do it again. And he'll do it while it's in the process of happening. Pre pregnancy. During it. And after it. Always. Thing is, he likes it. Takes relish in it. In the entirety of beloved's form, not just the sexual aspect of it. He likes the weight gain. Their ballooning. Their sensitivity. Limited movement. Their cravings. Appetites. Their scent. How they glow. How they waddle. How they ache. How they feel when he's inside of them. How their limbs are sore and heavy and all the ways he can personally stretch them, massage them and alleviate their pain and simultaneously enjoy it too in all it's fragility, devoted, meticulous sadist that he is. Fucking while pregnant is only just the beginning. The whole state of pregnancy is undoubtedly so alluring to Terry that in no time at all after giving birth, beloved finds themselves knocked up again in double quick time. Whoops.

― Undeniably, being old himself, Terry Silver at a more advanced age sees the indescribable allure of beloved quite literally glowing with life and fertility at this stage, contrasts and all. Swollen with his legacy. Swollen with health. Vigor. Being at the prime and peak of themselves. He doesn't just want to fuck them, he wants his hands all over them, lingering, languid, caressing the curved outline of their belly, taking them in, looking them up and down, admiring them, every part of them, unable to contain his smile, wishing and intending to burn all of this into his memory, relishing in every change, every fluctuation --- everything that occurred thanks to him. He wants to consume them whole. He does everything with his eyes long before he does it with his body, regret and desire intermingling while a million thoughts race through his mind how he yearns he had this much sooner. Years or even decades ago. As such, the act of having sex with beloved while pregnant is not only incredibly erotic, it is also somehow simultaneously very tragic to him, very jubilant, very triumphant and yet completely heart wrenching (and even anger inducing) because he might be inside of beloved, yes, but he might just simultaneously also be calculating whether he'd see his child grow up. Graduate. Say his name. Whether he'll actually have time to teach them all the things he wants to teach them and the idea of not having control over this --- well, it's infuriating. It makes him feral. Sexually frustrated. It makes him want beloved all the more. It makes him want to burry himself so deep inside of them until they're one, and nothing and nobody can separate them, causing him to enjoy and hyperfocus on every sensation like it could be his very last. Naturally, the way he fucks beloved due to it, oh, it's possibly the most intense, passionate sex of their life.

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cobra husband's are so Macbeth and lady Macbeth coded. It's that crazy x crazier dynamic

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I’m grateful that Thomas has such a peaceful fanbase. No weird and unnecessary drama or tension between each other. Just a bunch of gals who love, respect, and appreciate him. We’re literally just vibing. I love it here