#whatever it's fine i should switch to organising the metalocalypse characters or sr or something instead | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

izzy-b-hands · 5 months

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Attempting to organise the our flag characters into levels for that complete cast challenge thing bc surely attempting this challenge on hard mode with a huge cast will help my writer's block/s

and checking imdb for all of it and just....there's a guy on here for a character named Dax, and it went uncredited and i'm just sat here like. Whomst in the fuck was Dax and where was he. How in the fuck am I gonna write for this guy and the huge list of other extras when I can't even place the fucking scene some of them were in. Like, some like Abshir I remember of course but others im just. fuckin' patrick looking under his rock like 'whomst the fuck are y'all????' I know I probably saw y'all but had no idea this is who you were meant to be playing and-

I make good decisions lmao

#text post #my brain is shredding itself like cheese bc i've been dealing with Emotions post aotd watch bc fuck if that movie didn't like #fuckin' at me with my emotional and mental and family issues and shit in both a bad and good way lmao #and it's very upset that i can't seem to write bc writing is usually how we work thru things but! lately! I get words down barely #then get stuck and then i close the doc and resist the urge to cry bc i know im probably never gonna finish half of these new drafts #and even if i finish them will i be brave enough to publish them here or ao3? probably not #at least not right now and god. i just wanna share fucking words and emotions and my brain wants that but works against me all the same #whatever it's fine i should switch to organising the metalocalypse characters or sr or something instead #watch me make this doc and then not get any of this challenge done and hate myself for it lmaoooo #but at least i'll have it all ready to go re: levels and guidelines and stuff. there's that

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