#when u think about it...spy spends a lot of time observing everybody yes...

[buppkizz]

old lil comic abt spy's disdain for engie

[angelspenance]

*leans into my chair* gimme the rest of the Aru answers

1) Something this character is truly proud of.

Straight up denouncing god to his face in the name of them defending their identity as more than just an observer to his killing game. Also keeping their promise to save Yuki if it’s the last thing they do as well as just. Always being very true to who they are as a person like even if they’re just some shady gayboy that’s still certainly Them.

2) Who they want to please the most.

God they just want Yuki to be happy but also they want to make Nishijima and Minene proud. There was a split second near death where the weight of being a failure in the very eyes of their creator nearly broke them but their love far outweighed it near immediately.

3) Who depends on them.

Their friends as well as Nishijima and Minene like codependency in a healthy way they provide their shitty jokes and input as well as genuine care to their little found family

4) What they would do if they had one month to live.

Kiss Yukiteru Amano on the lips ask if he wanted a shitty fake wedding reception at the local park which is the same one where they were hunted by dogs make Hinata their best man and loudly state that Minene and Nishijima are legally their parents now despite the lack of paperwork

5) A cherished personal belonging.

Hinata dared Yuki to offer his jacket to Aru despite the fact Yuki was shorter than them at the time but Aru gladly accepted it and just kinda drapes it over their shoulders and wanders around the house like That

6) Something they lost, but would love to have back

God their faith in god to be honest. Like even though the only reason they didn’t put two and two together sooner when it came to their own gaps in memory is because they were so focused on trying to save their friends that they didn’t even really take it into account so I think they rlly are a “love is religious” type of person as a direct result.

7) This character’s favorite character

Homura I know that Aru would fucking love Homura I know that they have a Homura figurine sitting on their desk they’re just like “this is my fucked up gun lesbian shes so fucking cool and also fucked in the head :]”

8) What kind of car they would drive.

Aru would drive Minene’s shitty old truck while it was still illegal for them to drive but then they would upgrade to their own car ala a shitty 2000s sedan bc Minene would be like “yea have fun with this it’s been sitting in the driveway for like three years but shes yours now <3”

9) What calms them when they are upset.

Pacing like just pacing helps a considerable amount and when they tire themself out if Yuki is willing they’ll just kinda lay with their head in his lap for a while.

10) How they deal with pain.

Acknowledge it write some shitty poetry pace some more and act like they’re fine unless asked which they will respond to with the truth but also won’t elaborate unless they’re literally interrogated.

11) This character’s favorite piece or pieces of clothing.

Yuki’s shitty old jacket like yes it’s hideous and a size too small yes they will just drape it over their shoulders in a homosexual manner and wander around the house like That

12) How they sleep.

Restlessly like they next to never fall asleep before 2am even if they want to unless they have a headache and even then it’s a lot of tossing and turning and bad dreams they barely remember. They also sleep best on the couch for god knows why. Like to their misfortune the first time in their memory that they had a good night’s sleep was when they had Yuki over for a sleepover and they put their head on his shoulder while watching Scooby Doo of all things and zonked out within five minutes.

15) What cologne or perfume they would use

Aru’s a very “has a stock of autumn bath and body works fragrances” kind of person like they’re like “lol hey Yuki” and Yuki goes “r u. R u fucking wearing spooky pumpkin in the middle of summer”

16) Their sexuality

Gay as hell babyyyy <3

17) What they’d sing at karaoke

Utena duel songs like they’re ready to break out angelic creation namely light at any given moment <3

20) Household chore they hate the most

The dishes bc the water is sensory hell and the whole ordeal requires time commitment and attention that they Don’t Have

21) Their fondest childhood memory

Well u see they were created by God to spy on his killing game without their consent so any memories they would possess are blurry and flat out lies. So Minene shows them hoodamath or something and let’s them play ducklife for a day straight to somewhat make up for it

22) How they spend their money.

Jackets ties button ups swords daggers Madoka/Utena merch taking Yuki out etc <3

23) What kind of alcohol they drink

They try wine and hate it but Minene offers them a hard seltzer and regrettably they’re a fan

24) What they wish they could change about themselves

The fact that they get so absorbed in everything around them they barely think to examine themself ie the obvious gaps in their memories were glossed over by their attempts to protect Yuki and the rest of their loved ones. They wish taking care of themself wasn’t a chore in their eyes.

25) What other people wish they could change about them

After having spent a considerable amount of time with Aru everybody appreciates how genuine they are despite being an asshole but on first sight and people who don’t know them well it’s very much so “good god tone down the pretentiousness despite the fact I’m 99% certain it’s to make up for Something that’s missing within you” oh yea and loved ones would love it if they could like. Put some more effort into taking better care of themself bc they know it’s a chore to them and they hate to be a burden but God society if Aru Akise didn’t drown themself in love for others or their own cases and took a day to relax eat ice cream despite being lactose intolerant kiss Yuki on the lips and hang out with the gang or something