#which again makes fucking sensr
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I feel like we, are mentally ill
#tags wjdjsks#ig it comes with being plural and sw#switching but still like- we consider so many things to be semi collective when it's just#yeah there's 500+ people in this brain there's gonna be common opinions#like collectively loveless aro? yeah that fits most of us#but we experience all our mental things differently depending on the headmate#which again makes fucking sensr#but also it's hard to like-#interact with people#because headmate specific interactions make us feel like shit#because then someone in our partner sys will get attached and feel bad that the person rarely fronts#<- common fucking thing to happen#and like#we get asked about vee's romantic orient. by the sys one of his partners are in and we just#don't know the answer or don't feel comfortable sharing it because /we're not vee/#[depending on the headmate it's one or the other]#i love our system and i love being in it#but also#we're too big and it makes everyone around us's lives more difficult#I love being our system and i love how big we are#i love our vast array of experiences and memories#i love how we all have different feelings towards people#we have introverts and extroverts#people who feel nothing and the rare few like venus who hold so many feelings#i wish we could just start over with our relationships though#make a new tumblr account#move to somewhere not-here#make new friends#of course this is a cycling opinion that happens all the damn time#vent in tags
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