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tellie-vision-art · 4 months

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Oh yeah while I’m being suicidal and making announcements and since it’s relevant kinda bc I’m updating refs: I’m only doing revenges and maybe attacking mutuals on Art Fight this year, I had a terrible time last year and I’m not putting myself through that disappointment again

#ig if I’m still alive by then I mean it’s pretty questionable rn #given how bad everything is #it’s not even that I didn’t really get attacked it’s like everything I drew just looked awful #and I felt really terrible for even attacking basically anyone #bc I could tell no one really liked what I gave them #I can’t put myself through that again I don’t want to feel that bad again #last AF caused the worst burnout I have ever experienced I think and I am only KINDA recovering NOW #Literally the only reason I’m even participating is bc bestie is and I like giving them things #otherwise… I have big projects to work on…#which are making bad progress bc OTV PMV has been conceptualized since March and I haven’t drawn a single frame #things are so bad #things are so so bad #I’m so sorry for everything #I should’ve ended everything in 2020 like I was supposed to

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