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sensualsicheng · 5 years

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fuckboy!au — s. changbin

( she/her pronouns, i’m sorry )

→ GENRE: not fluff, not angst, not smut,, idk neutral what other “”genres”” should i put this iN SOJDJD

→ WARNINGS: intense makeouts n everyone of skz’s a senior in high school aka they’re all in the same grade, cussing, hella long,, halfway proofread

okay so you know changbin’s literally the world’s most softest most energetic most diligent rapper right ,,,,,, and you know how people like to make high school fuckboy scenarios where the fuckboy is soft

okay no ma’am. fuckboy changbin is THAT fuckboy that people don’t want to be around. but then they somehow end up befriending him.,,, and then being dropped in the next few days by him unless he’s expected into his friend group (which only happened three times)

he has an ear cartilage piercing, lip piercing but rarely puts it in and in his words,, “he keeps it in when he’s kissing bc it feels cool” , wears stylish yet somewhat baggy clothes, and yeah

changbin is the hottie, all the girls know it, all the boys know it, and even he knows it

but he still kinda has this empty void within himself that gets filled with his humor to make himself feel better about himself how many more himselfs do you think i could put jfc

he likes the way he looks, that has nothing to do with that wkfjxkej poor baby doesn’t feel like he’s proud of who he is as a person right now. and he wants to change that aww bABBe

so onto the story ekxjskd today, saturday,, was the biggest party of the whole year. everyone knows about it, and sO many people go and of course your buddy was willing to drag you along for the first time

“y/nnnnnnnNNNNNn” your best friend of six years aka lee minho 🤑 grabbed you by the ankles and fuckin SHOOK you so that he could get you to get ready for this party

“all anyone does is drink and have incorrect sex because they’re all dumb it’s all stupid let me slEEEEP“ you stuffed your face into your pillow which was v comfortable

“bITCHASS that’s not what normally happens there you never go to these just come with me once pleeAAAASseee ):” “what do you do then play bingo because if so i’m down”

“y/n i hate u i swear to god if i have to pick you up like a DOG i’m going to do it to make you get dressed”

“do it. i dare you” two seconds later you were being lifted and you just ??? you didn’t know that he could do that

“what the hELL MINHO” “YOU TOLD ME TO” and suddenly that’s how you were forced to go to this dumb party

and that’s also how a whole big mess began (((((((: you walked inside with the most miserable look on your face and minho had already left you the second you walked into the massive house so you were sad lol

you found your way to a couch but you bumped into three people on the way ,,,,,,embarrassing yourself how fun!!

then when you finally had calmed down, there was an extra pressure down how do i describe what’s happening lol on the couch next to you and in the dim light you saw the most kind looking face you’ve ever seen like wow ?? it was a boyo and he was smiling and fixing his messy hair

“hey, pretty, how come i dont know you?” the boy smiled even wider at you and you just went sowuzAkbdmxj and got all flustered once again

“i’m y/n, my friend minho brought me here,, i don’t know anyone else though. he tries to drag me to things like these, but i don’t like to— eofhxkKSBDMZHS too much info sorry” you tried to cover your laugh and stayed quiet and just kept looking him in the eyes (((‘; he giggled and called you cute )))))))): get it y/n

“minhoOO love that guy i’m changbin by the way” and instead of holding out a hand he hugged you and now your heart was going 1974927 miles per second “he’s one of my best friends too, i don’t know why i didn’t know you before” he sat there and pouted poor bb

you knew of him and people said to stay away, but he didn’t seem so bad of a guy. he was being suUUper sweet to u,, aaaand that’s how everyone knew you were his next target

“do you know where minho went?” you said quietly ?? “someone has an interest in their friend, huh?” he started to smirk which kind of scared you hekxjsndh his face and a smirk aaAA hot & scary lol

“no i don’t i just don’t know anyone and don’t want to be alone.” you awkwardly laughed because you legitimately didn’t have feelings like that for minho

he laughed and your face turned red and you wanteD to slap yourself because that’s obvious that you think someone,. whether it’s minho or cb,, is cute

“good because i want you to have an interest in me. you won’t have to be alone while i’m here.”

jesus christ that was so weirdly cringey ((((or maybe i’m just bad at writing)))) that you wanted to lay on the floor and be stepped on but at the same time you liked it

“who knows, maybe if i talk with you more i may or may not be interested,” you played back and he smiled, completely turning and throwing his arm on the back of the couch

“that was good i like it.” AlfjzKajfmxnhs your face was now as red as a tomato && he scooted closer to you. he doesn’t seem like the person to say those confident things oR do what he did next

he leaned in quickly and grabbed your hand in one hand and cheek in the other. he kissed you hard, mking your brain just go WEE WOO !! BOY ALERT ya know but if a cute boy kisses you i think you may kiss back

it continued on for a long time until somehow you were hovering on top of changbin, his hand on your lower back and this was now a full on make out session.. it kept getting rougher and rougher aka hair pulling and tiny ass grabs until something was definitely gonna happen

y’all he was moaning into the kiss as you were taking over and kissing his neck skdhxkhs he was loving being underneath ( which he never is B) ) biiiitch his best makeout session 100% all thanks to you

“wow.” he had like heart eyes wkdjxmsnd all you needed was a good makeout session for changbin to consider playing you but hEck yours was too good

he held a grip your legs once you finished kissing and sat down on his thighs (๑╹◡╹),, your face becoming all flustered and red while your brain was having a seizure

he slouched and rested his eyes aka closing them which made you want to kiss him more and then bAm the split second he opened them, you did one last kiss, bodies touching this time cool

it lasted a short while that time, he probably spanked your ass unintentionally once or twice

“woo y/n and changbin! a match made of two somewhat nice assholes! how perfect!!!” “shut it, twat,” changbin spat. minho laughed and held out his arms in a t with palms up and a fat smile on his face !! look at his girl get a boy !! and that boy is his friend !!!!!

you stumbled to get up from changbin’s lap, but he held your legs once again so he gave you the sign he didn’t want you to leave

after minho left you two alone, you got up and brushed your jeans, looked at him and he had a saddened look on his face now. you became scared for no reason, so you gave a side half-assed smile and walked right out the front door without telling minho and AKEJCMSHSMHD still going through your brain. and he was all you could think about.

the next school day, your ass wanted to be back in bed but sadly you could not be

so you walked through the doors, ignoring making eye contact with others, putting on earbud in your ear and you were all ): because you sTILL hadn’t stop thinking about changbin

and suddenly: “y/n!” you turned around and your heart just went GOODBYE and dropped to the floor when you saw the one and only changbin! he had a smile on his face, but his eyes weren’t smiling, they were like a half closed look yknow skdhxkhs i forgot how to describe it h sorry lmao it’s late rn

you stopped kind of just like ,, tensed as everyone around you walked slower and eyeballed you

changbin quickly walked up to you, grabbed your hips and fuckin slammed his lips into yours for like mmm about five seconds and pulled back and hugged your neck wow what a cutie

“do you want to go out with me later?”

“changbin, you ask that to every girl you see, it’s enough. y/n, don’t do it.” felix said, rolling his eyes and it made you pout. he walked away, all 7 other boys following behind, a few parting in a different direction for first period autobots roll out yknow

but changbin stayed with you. “i’ll think about it.” you walked away with the image of the people around you two whispering. it scared you knowing people who didn’t know you now know you because of a guy who just likes kissing a lot

after school !!! all the boys walked to each other’s houses like normal “changbin what the fucK BRO,” seungmin agressivly ? yet ? softly ? slapped him across his head

“do you just like her for her makeout s or something pls say no we need valid reasons” hyunjin said quiet !! he was scared to speak up in front of changbin,, sometimes changbin has mood swings and gets salty so that’s fun

“,, she’s a good kisser.” everyone yelled “CHANGIN” in unison and it was fucking hysterical okay i’m imagining this and i’m actually laughing

“okay, changbin, y/n’s my mofo GIRLIE if you hurt her i’m coming for you. just because you’re going for her doesn’t mean i’m gonna let this slide.” minho was ready to FIGHT for you as well as jeongin since you three were the buds! “ʸᵉᵃʰ” jeongin went all ):< CUTIE

he rolled his eyes and sighed “fine. but if i don’t feel anything for her you can’t come for me.” “,,, fair enough.”

you squealed into your pillow once you got home ,, calling minho to squeal to him even more

“HHHHHHH MINHOOOOOOOOOO hes so wkcjskhdkhd heck he’s gonna dump me isn’t he” “,,,,,, i mean he’s right next to me if you want to talk to him”

WKJDKXHS you ended the call right then and there no ma’am no way were you talking to him

so you reached level 1 of getting his number and y’all set up a cute little lunch date at around 4 !!

changbin was being extra sweet to you, he payed, looked at you all 💘💓💖💝💞💕💓💞💘💝💗💓💞💘💓💞💘💝 and not like you were just some random girl, he walked you home, all cute lil couple stuff

and you two made it official!! you guys are a thing (((((((;

it’s been two weeks, you were over changbin’s house (: he invited you for a little movie date even though he wanted it to just consist of kissing. but that’s all he wanted. he didn’t feel anything for you. right? yeah.

he normally just plays a few girls, leaving them when they’re uninteresting to him aka maybe like two weeks or something. you were different. every time you guys kissed, a spark would go off in his head and he didn’t know why

your kissing was the best he’s experienced !! it put him in some kind of trance and he lOved it

he let you put on a movie and you put on mean girls bc i can’t think of any other movie right now kenckencmdh anywAy

but you didn’t want him to see what you were choosing at he did, you saw his eyes peeking through his hands ))):

“close ur eyes that’s cheeting changbin ):<< “ “,,,cute” KWFKZNWMCHD

the he saw you laying on the end of the bed and wiggling your eyebrows as the beginning became to play and he didn’t know how to react so his cute lil laugh came up and your heart stopped he’s so cute

halfway through the movie, binnie was getting bored bc half of the girls and a few boys he’s been with made him watch this movie,,, he still wanted to kiss u but you weren’t catching the hint when you turned around to comment and he was staring at your lips ??

he had enough ): so the boy scooted closer to you until you were laying on his chest in his lap how cute (‘:

he felt his heart flutter once you were in his lap all squishy and pretty and he didn’t know how to react !! that was the first time he’s felt that !! little miss y/n scoring it

he smiled to himself and embraced you into a hug but decided to ignore it and force it down his throat bc seo changbin doesn’t have feelings for ppl 😎

he started to kiss the side of ur face to distract himself, and boy it did

he tried to take your attention off the tv and hell once he started kissing down your face and onto your neck, he melted and so did u !

you turned around and sat face forward on his lap and denied his kiss to the lips (: instead you brushed your fingers over his lips and told him how great he is while you also ran your fingers through his hair and maybe his heart rate was increasing heck he thinks he’s catching feelings too quick

he pouted when you wouldn’t kiss him, his cheeks turning a slight shade of red making you giggle!! you pressed your hands against his cheeks and squished them, earning a small smile from the boy in front of you

your thighs have always been his favorite place for you to sit, he loves seeing you all happy and huggable u didn’t hear that from me

all he can think about is you since that first day you met, and he knows when you sit in his lap,,, it completes him to see his gf in lover mode (:

he didn’t know he could have feelings for a girl as wonderful as you

you turned around and once the movie was finished ,, you fell asleep on top of him laying down <<<3 and maybe changbin couldn’t handle how cute you looked asleep, maybe he loved the way you clenched your hand around his in the middle of your sleep,, maybe - just maybe he had mega feelings for u

he fell asleep soon after you with a big smile on his face

“shit, y/n, it’s monday” his croaky voice said and woke you up

“fuuuUUUCK i gotta go” “nono y/n stay! issok you can just wear one of my hoodies” “,, i need my backpack” “i’ll drive you back then to get it,, we can be late”

you didn’t say anything in return,, just smiled to yourself and found the drawer his hoodies were in while he washed up ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

he came back out and saw you in his favorite black hoodie and your shoulders scrunched up HELL did it look cute on u

he smiled,, without a word,, walking back into the room and opened his arms out for you to come hug him

“.. are you okay u never do this..?” “i’m 1000% fine it’s just that i happen to really really really like my gf ,, now hug me”

once you got to your house to get your bag,, you said hello to your doggie and took your back from next to the door and yelled out a “hi mom sorry mom talk to you later mom love u gotta blast”

when you get back in the car changbin has a really weird look in his eyes,, but he was smiling !! he started the car back up

and with his eyes back on the road he spoke skdjdk “y/n, i thought you would just be a fling or something because that’s just how i go but . something about you. makes me. go nUuUuuUTTTts and i love that feeling!! i just ,, wanna squish you all the time now and it’s been not even 24 hours since i’ve first felt that”

“half of me wants to slap you and half of me wants to bring you into a tight hug”

“do both i deserve both”

when he saw you in the hallway,, he was with minho and felix, and they both widely smiled at you while changbin grabbed you and pecked your lips and then walked away

we love a confident couple

a few weeks after he told you that ,,, and when the school day was over ,, and he dropped you off at your house,, when you got out of the car,, he followed you ,, ))): and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind. he nuzzled his nose into the crook of ur neck and you felt his lips curl into a smile

“y/n i think i may love you. you really make me happy and i keep getting these butterflies when i see you. uGh i want to smooch you all the time pls stop being so cute” you did it y/n. you helped him fill that void

“may love me?”

“i love you.”

“that’s more like it (((: i love you to baby”

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