#willdeletethistomorrow

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[omgitskaaate]

Dear you,

I'm sorry things had to go this way. But things happen for a reason, you know? I really did like you, though. I had fun spending time with you. The friendship you and I had was a good one. Something I wouldn't regret. But along the way, you fell for me. And so did I. But it wasn't right cause I'm with someone else. I pushed the feelings away and it worked for me. I went back to the place wherein, I just saw you as a friend. Unfortunately for you, it didn't work and you just fell deeper and even more in-love with me. You asked me for space, I gave you that. But you go back to me anyway in less than 24 hours. You told me you think you're the guy I deserve cause you'd treat me better. I told you, I'm in love with someone else and he makes me happy. I had to be blunt, cause if I wasn't, things were going to get even more fucked up. I didn't expect this to happen, you didn't expect this to happen either. But it did. And now, I'm hurting you. I just want you to know, that hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do. You told me you didn't wanna lose me, which is why I told you that we should just stay friends. Cause that's the only way you'll get to keep me and it has less complications. But that didn't work either, because you fell in love with me. And I knew in my heart, that friendship wasn't what you wanted. After a while, you told me that you wanted to be with me. I told you that I couldn't give you that because I'm still in love with someone else. I apologized cause I couldn't give you what you wanted. And I knew that hurt you, and so I apologized again.

One day, you told me you'll wait. I told you not do it but you told me you think that it was the right thing. Weeks have passed, and you've been miserable. I saw how bad you were hurting which is why it all comes down to this. I finally had to courage to tell you that you should let go. It was better for me to tell you now, than later. Because it would hurt more if I let it pass. You told me I was the right girl, but things just happened at the wrong time. I told you that we'll see what the future will bring. I asked you if you were mad at me, you said no. And that you don't regret anything. But you'll still wait. You told me that maybe we should stop talking, just so you could forget about me. I don't wanna be selfish which is why I'll give you that. I just hope that someday, we'll be back to being friends again. Just like how everything was less complicated.

But for now, Goodbye. And I'm sorry.