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#yall are so talented and creative and nice and awesome
cannibalismyuri · 2 years
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who are some of your favorite creatives in the fandom?
hi anon!!
so for my fav byler fanart makers, i'd have to sayyy : @kidovna @noodles-and-tea @paladibun @modsisawesome !! they're all so cool and their art styles are awesome, i just love them sm
and my fav byler fanfic writers are : @andiwriteordie @oceanfruit444 (sorry those are the only ones i know who are on tumblr) but they're both so amazing and force of gravity and everything changes, what a shame are my fav byler fics rn!!!!!!
special mention for my fav elmax analyist : @givehimthemedicine ilyyyyy 🥰🥰🥰🥰
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jangofctts · 3 years
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also! thank YOU keida for being the wonderful person that you are. you're incredibly nice, creative and talented and i just hope my drunk words are enough for you to believe how thankful i am for making this little corner where i can feel safe and happy after having dealt with whatever bullshit i had to deal each day. i hope you understand how much i admire you both as a person and as a creator, because i can't help but be in awe of seeing you sharing your creations (both your stories and your art) with this scary world where you don't if people are going to support or hurt you. i hope you know how much i and my fellow anons love you -⏰
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this deadass MEANS SO SO MUCH TO ME AND I LOVE YOU SM like that you and everyone else for helping create this happy little corner!!! YALL ARE SO COOL AND AWESOME FOR SUPPORTING ME AND LETTING ME SHARE EVERYTHING
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jamiebluewind · 5 years
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you are such a kind person. you write so many nice things on people's art and your comment on my art warmed my heart. thank you for spreading so much love and joy!!!! you're awesome
Oh my god you precious dear! Thank you so much *hugs*
I really do think so much of you guys you know? You guys are just so talented and creative! I just want to scoop every one of you up, give you a big hug, and tell you how proud I am of yall, so I get as close to that as I can with comments ^_^
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Time for the Positivity Train
Time to compliment some friends (and my bae):
@iselfshipnerd : You work hard and you speak your mind. You’re amazingly creative and amazingly good artist. You do your best to support other self-shippers in this community. Keep it up
@xeensbin : Conversations about our f/os is always fun. You’re amazingly kind and a strong person with a lot of love and kindndess to give. You’re just a fun person to be around with a lot of talent to give. You’re going to move on to great things. I can feel it.
@lildreamysoul : You’re a nurturing soul. I’ve seen the way you talk to people and it’s always with kindness and understanding in mind. You’re drawings are great and so is your writing. You have worked so hard to make your dreams come true and you’re getting there. I promise.
@blueshipstealstars : You’re an amazing artist, an amazingly hard worker that some people in your life haven’t appreciated enough. You’re going to be better than any of them think you will be. You’re also have been super fun to talk to and you’re super smart. You got this.
@selfloving-shipper : Your love for your f/os and your followers really shines through. You’re a bit shy, but don’t be. We all want to listen to what you have to say cause you’re ideas are wonderful. Don’t give up and don’t let self talk defeat you. You’re amazing
@kryssiesbookofselfinserts : i know life is rough for you right now, but I can tell you’ll get through it. You’re a calming nature spirit filled with healing and love and you always check in to make sure I have a good day. That means a lot. You’re magical in every sense of the word.
@alchemisteevee : You have a lot of love of for your f/os and you’re going through a bit of a rough patch right now, but that’s ok you’ll get through it. When i hear you speak of your f/os, it’s only good things and they’re proud to be with you.
@selfshipping-and-sarcasm : You’ve been amazing to talk to and you’re just a wealth of knowledge and you’re an amazing listener. While I may not know much about you, since we just met, thank you for always talking and listening to me.
@your-local-kogane : Honestly, I love talking with you and your love for Keith is amazing and beautiful as is the love for your friends. Your art is amazing and you just have a lot of love to share and I’m grateful for that. You’re going through a lot yourself right now, but you’ll make it out of this alive. I feel it.
@skelebebe : I may not know much about you and we may not talk much, but you’re an overall nice person with a lot of devotion in your heart. I hope we get to talk more because you’re great to talk to.
@sebastianshoe : You’re creative and a force to be reckoned with. You work so hard between work and your imagine blog that it’s insane and I have no idea how you get it all done. You’ve been nothing but supportive and kind since the day I met you. I hope you know that you’ve been an awesome friend and we may not get to talk a lot, but when we do it’s great
@starry-eyed-ace : (my bae yall) You’re an amazing person and I love you so much. You’re so talented and smart and kind and more than I could ever ask for in a fiancee. I”m glad you chose me to be your husband. I just wish you saw yourself as beautiful as I see you. I can never thank you enough for all you’ve done for me. Sometimes I think I don’t deserve you and that you deserve better. You’re so much more talented and so much more beautiful than you think you are. Your f/os love you and I love you. Never forget that. You’ve been a healing force to us all and I wanted you to know that we all need you. I need you. I don’t think I could live without you. I love you with all my heart and I want you to love yourself just as much. You’re going to do great things too. I hope one day you realize you have so much more to offer than you think you do. You’re dripping with magic and the cosmos of the universe out of every pore of your body. Never forget that~<3 You’re filled with so much love and have so much to offer everyone. Everyone’s lucky to have someone as wonderful and talented as you in their lives just like I am. I’m so grateful to have met you. Thank you for all you’ve done for me and I love you~<3
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Here’s a full transcript of the UnConventional episodes featuring  Natasha Negovanlis and Elise Bauman. 
Huge thank you to Rebecca Soileau for doing this transcription for ClexaCon!
Opening Song
“Give me someone who loves like me, up there on the tv or movie, anything would do. Cause I’ve learned surviving isn’t living, we deserve way more than a brief romance on an episode or two, we deserve something unconventional”
Hey there Clexacon-ers! Welcome to another episode of “Un-CON-ventional”, the ClexaCon podcast! I am your host as always, Dana Piccoli and we are less than 2 months out from ClexaCon 2018! Can you even handle it? Before we head into this really really fabulous episode which I’m really excited to share with you, I do have a couple things I just want to tell you. On March 1st, which is coming up very very soon, tickets go on sale for “Breakfasts with Clexacon Guest”. And that is something you do not want to miss if you can score a ticket to. You’re going to be able to possibly be able to meet Katherine Barrell, Dominique Provost-Chalkley, Tamara Duarte, Emily Andras, Anna Silk, Natasha Negovanlis and Elise Bauman. What an incredible opportunity to dine and dish with some of your favorite, favorite stars! So keep that on your calendar, March 1st, tickets go on sale and they are going to go fast. Also on sale, speaking of good stuff, ClexaCon has added some really really cool new merch to there store! They’ve got slick, black on black and blue on blue “ClexaCon 18” shirts, they also have new hats and all sorts of cool stuff so check out there store, just click on the little store button all the way on right of their ClexaCon website and there you go and you’ll be looking ah-mazing!
I don’t want to keep these guests from you any longer because I know that your super amped about it so, we are going straight into my interviews with Natasha and Elise! Here we go!
I am very very happy to introduce my guest for this episode of “Un-CON-ventional” because they are 2 of my favorite people in the world, you know them, you love them, Natasha Negovanlis and Elise Bauman...LADIES! Thank you for being here!
Elise: I’m giving us a round of applause
Natasha: Thanks for having us
Dana: I mean come on, it was a given right? I’m gonna throw a monkey wrench into this whole thing, so dear listeners, I am not going to ask these actresses, these multi talented creative types, anything about their flagship Carmilla. No i am not.
Elise: Whaaat?!
Natasha: Whatt?!
Dana: Because I don’t know if you know this but these guys are going to be doing a “Hollstein” panel at ClexaCon so there’ll be lots and lots of Carmilla questions there. So this, this is my version of the actors studio and i'm just going to ask them all sorts of weird ass questions, and hopefully some thought provoking questions, so you can get to know them a little better as people. How do you feel about that lades?
Natasha: I feel fantastic about it
Elise: Very excited
*laughter*
Dana: Alright! So my first question: this is for both of you...
Natasha: Ok
Dana: What would you tell your 15 year old self now, if you could go back in time?
Natasha: You know what, I was thinking about this recently, actually, haha, I was thinking about it bc I was taking a painting class with my mom and I was thinking about how i'm more a  creative person than someone who can follow instructions and I think if I could go back in time I would maybe tell my 15 year old self that she doesn't have to go to university. Um, here in Canada, university and college are different things, so what we call university, I guess yall call college but college and university are different here so usually when your very academic and a straight A student, it’s expected that you go to university to get a degree. But I think that um yea, I think I would tell my 15 year old that it would be ok to like go to an acting school or go do a diploma program instead. That being said, I don't have any regrets. But I think I would tell myself and also tell young people now that it's ok if you learn differently from others. Yea, I don’t know something that just popped into my head recently.
Elise: I am into it. And I would probably tell young Elise that she could just skip over the vegan stage that she was in for a brief while.
*laughter*
Elise: There was like a year and ½ that I just went without dairy and you know like why? Why..
Dana: You would tell young Elise to eat that ice cream girl, eat it!
Elise: Cheese is a great invention. I understand that humans are like probably incapable of digesting it very well and like it probably really bad for environment and like cheese pizza is a great thing so that’s probably the sage wisdom I would gift young Bauman.
Dana: *laughing* I would expect nothing less from you Elise. So eat cheese.
Elise: Eat the dairy, don’t forgo the yogurt. The whole course of my life could’ve been very different. I’m kidding. It was great, it was a great time. Nothing against vegans, vegans are great people! Gonna get a lot of backlash for this.
Dana: Now’s she’s backtracking. *laughing* So speaking of food, if you and Natasha were attending a dinner party, what do you think the other one would bring?
Natasha: oohh
Elise: I would say Natasha would maybe, I mean this is a little on the nose, but maybe like a greek salad.
*laughing*
Elise: But like a REAL greek salad! Like real, authentic feta cheese and all that good stuff. Either that or she would go straight to like a meat platter. Be like alot of cured...
Dana: Just like lamb on a stick or something?
Elise: No it would be, like it would be really nice. She would have hand selected a bunch of really nice meats and pickles and cheeses and she’d thrown like, a good platter.
Dana: So she’d be like the queen of charcuterie?
Elise: Charcuterie! Thats what its called. Yea yea yea, she would do that. It would be on a really nice wooden board or something.
Natasha: Ooohhh that’s very accurate. I think I would do something like that or at least some ingredients for someone else’s charcuterie board, for sure. Some like, preserves or something. Um yea i don't think I’d bring a salad because no one likes the girl who brings the salad
*laughing*
Natasha: Also it would be a little be cheap of me too, you know? I think, to let it impress. Also I have a secret, culturally i'm not greek, but I do make a mean greek salad, my family's macedonia.
Dana: Macedonia!
Natasha: So the food is actually terrible, it's like boiled potatoes and overcooked flavorless meat.
Elise: Nobody wants to be the girl with salad, but especially nobody wants to be the girl with the boiled potatoes.
“laughing”
Natasha: Yea I brought you some boiled potatoes, hahaha. I think that Elise would bring like some hummus, some appetizers for before dinner. Like some really good hummus, maybe some kale chips, or she would just bring her own separate meal that she would eat out of her own tupperware while everyone else is eating. Which like I secretly do admire because I wish that I had Elise’s discipline. No or she’d surprised everyone and bring a really nice dessert actually, like a good pie.
Elise: Ooohhh yea! I baked a pumpkin pie recently, it was a good time.
Natasha: Yea
Elise: Yea, alright I like that, I like that. I think we should throw a dinner party. I think that's really where this is going.
All: yea!
Elise: Make a mental note, make sure Elise doesn't bring kale chips
Dana:  Alright Natasha, what's the biggest misconception about you?
Natasha: I think the biggest misconception is that i'm extremely vain and/or high maintenance. And I was thinking about this, I don’t know if its my bone structure or what but I was thinking about this recently and its interesting that a lot of people who take care of their appearance, or are really good at self care are perceived as high maintenance because my being good at taking care of myself means that i dont need alot from other people! Know what im sayin?
Elise: Ha. “know what im sayin.”
Natasha: I think that would be one. I’m not so fancy. I think that's the biggest misconception that i’m fancier-
Elise: She's into fancy cured meats but nothing else.
Natasha: ...that im fancier than i am, but i mean,
Dana: But she’s not like using them as facial hydration or like...
Elise: Yea.
Natasha: That's what i use greek salad for.
*laughter*
Dana: It’s astringent, it works.
Dana: What about you Elise, what is the biggest misconception about you?
Elise: Mmmm, I think probably somewhere around, I think people think im only ever a positive person, which may be a bit of a far stretch sometimes (she says laughing). I think I have a lot more aggression than people realize,
Dana: “Although she is little, she is fierce” is what you’re saying?
Elise: Yea something like that.
Dana: Do you have a punching bag, something you can work with?
Elise: I don't have a punching bag, I just signed up for soccer again! I signed up for a soccer team.
Natasha: That's awesome
Elise: Yeah I used to play soccer from maybe like 10 until high school and I loved it and it was definitely my sport and then I, well i just stopped playing after high school because there weren't many opportunities to play. And I have terrible knees, but that's not stopping me so i'm going to go do another stint at soccer. Just for fun. I think I need that outlet. I think I really need to get back to my tomboy roots. I've been feeling that way a lot lately. I’m like “why am I trying so hard to be this other thing? I don't know.” So I’m going to go back on the field.
Dana: I love how this shit got really deep right there.
*laughter*
Dana: See there was a method to my madness guys! Ok so, what is the question that you’ve always wanted an answer to, but have yet to get one?
Elise: What happens after we die? Like thats been a huge one since I was a kid.
Dana: I think that's pretty fair.
Elise: I thinks that's really what is the meaning, why am I here, what the point, what’s the purpose?
*laughing*
Elise: You know, things like that, generally what I think about on a Wednesday afternoon.
*laughing*
Elise: Natasha?
Natasha: I was just going to say, how one changes their fitted sheet when they are by themselves?
Elise: Or.. How one folds a fitted sheet!? That is something  would love an answer to.
Natasha: Yes. Im sure there are YouTube tutorials for this, but putting a fitted sheet on a bed when you're one person is so tricky. Because as soon as you tuck one side in, the other side lifts up..or like putting your duvet cover on.
Elise: Oh yea
Dana: Oh the worst! And then you get trapped in the duvet cover when your by yourself
Natasha: Yea!
Dana: Then you just hope someone comes to the door, like UPS.
Elise: That one i figured out, you have to like lie the whole thing down on your floor and then take the two corners and then like pull it over and it's a logs and anyway...
Natasha: The germaphobe in me does not like that. I’d think of the dog and it would be like, ugh on my floor. Although he does sleep in my bed technically, so what's the difference?
Elise: Oh yea a dog.
Dana: I’d introduce you to my dog right now but she's currently snoring and farting, simultaneously
*laughing*
Natasha: Amazing!
Dana: Ok ,what are you guys nostalgic about?
Elise: Pogs
Dana: Pogs? Like the little paper things?
Elise: You can get medal ones too or plastic ones
Dana: Oh haha pardon me!
Elise: You were really fancy if you got a metal pog, that’s when you know you made it.
Natasha: Oh yea
Dana: But what’s the purpose of pogs? Like what did pogs do?
Natasha: It was a game!
Elise: Um, elevated, like your self worth as a human. *Laughter* Like you know, feeling really blue today, but let me just look at my pog collection and know I feel alot better about my outlook
Dana: Did you throw them? I don’t, I remember pogs but i didn’t play with them. But what did you do with them? Did you just throw the little pieces of cardboard, excuse me, metal?
Elise: I think you just hoarded them and like compared your pogs to other kids.
Natasha: Nooo it was a game, it was like a serious game guys, there were tournaments!
Dana: Is this, were pogs more popular in Canada? I’m starting to think they were.
Elise: That and Tamagotchis, Tamagotchis were the it thing for a while.
Natasha: Yea
Elise: But I killed all my pets so I wasn’t very good at that one. I would set my alarm and wake up at 3 am and be like “I gotta water this thing again?” and it’d be dead by 7 am the next day. Yeaa
*laughter*
Dana:  What about you Natasha? Are you nostalgic about pogs are is there something else that really gets your nostalgia button?
Natasha: Oohh I don’t know, I mean, gosh, I get really nostalgic over children's choral music.
*laughter*
Natasha: I was a choir nerd so I can’t hear children’s choirs without getting very emotional. And then I can’t listen to it. Or like really obscure like choir folk music. Because I used to go, I used to compete in competitions with my choir and like travel across North America and yea. There’s this one cd we have of, it was like, my choir sang with like ten other choirs from all across North America and it was this massive church and we were all, it wasn’t, it just happened to be in a church, they weren't religious choirs, but we were like all along the outside of the aisles and in the balconies and I just remember it was a really cool experience having hundred and hundreds of voices under 12 coming together. So yea, whenever I hear kids choral music, especially around the holiday times if there's something playing. I don't love the holiday season but if there's something with a  kids choir I get really nostalgic cause my best childhood memories were surrounded by choir and singing so yea.
Dana: That's really sweet. Alright super serious question here guys, have you ever seen a ghost?
Elise: Yes I have.
Natasha: Whoa what!
Dana: What? Tell us who was it, what ghost was it, where was it? I want details, I want everything.
Elise: I’ve seen a couple ghosts. I was a kid and a lady ghost just flew over my bed one day, well not flew, it was just kind of like there, I don’t know. And then another time I was in a church and I saw a man in like a uniform or something walk by and then I was like what the, so I went into room but there were no doors leading out of that room so I was like “probably a ghost, probably a ghost”.
Dana: Did your sightings of ghosts stop as you got older?
Elise: Yes, yea. I only saw the 2 when I was a kid. Maybe they weren't real, maybe they were figments of my imagination.
Dana: Or you were really intuitive as a kid and you were open to it. I think a lot of kids see things that adults turn their minds off to.
Elise: Totally. I totally think that are other parallel realms going on and we can kind of pop in and out of them occasionally.
Dana: What about you Natasha? Have you ever seen a ghost? A spirit? Poltergeist?
Natasha: No i’ve never seen one, I think i’ve shut myself off to that stuff so. But a medium did once tell me that i had a posse of ghosts around me, she did not use the word posse (laughter) but there were many spirits around me that were not related to me and that I didn’t know and I was like “oh that’s disturbing”
*laughter*
Natasha: Particularly there's this little girl ghost that follows me around and I was like ok, not the most terrifying of the ghosts.
Dana: The good thing is you’re never alone.
*laughter*
Dana: Why aren't they helping you with your f***ing fitted sheet though is my question?
*laughter*
Natasha: Yea, like who’s refilling the ice cube tray, come on ghost posse!
Natasha: But weirdly enough both my mom and my brother saw the same thing in the house I used to live im. They used to see this dark shadow that was darker than a shadow move across my basement wall in the same spot and they hadn't told each other until years later because my brother was a really little kid when he saw it and my mom saw it but she didn't really believe in that stuff. Then like years later my brother had mentioned it and it was really strange that they both saw the same thing without and had described the exact same thing without talking to each other about it. So that was kind of bizarre.
“Scary Music”
Dana: Next question.
Natasha: I like these questions.
Elise: I know. I’m into this I like this. This is fun.
Dana: : Let's talk about failure.
*laugher*
Natasha: Oh great! How much time do we have?
Dana: Says one of the most successful actresses working today. So what is a time that you failed spectacularly but learned a lot?
Elise:  Oh god like every day.
Natasha:  Yea, I was gonna say, every day
Elise:  Im really, this is very interesting. I have like an allergic aversion to failure. I really don't like for people to see me failing in any capacity. Which leads me to put up a front of “I've got it all together, everything's fine, dont worry about a thing”. Which is not always the case because I’m a human being and I don’t think I know any human beings who have it all together. But I was thinking about this the other day. Because the emotion I remember the strongest of being a kid is embarrassment. When I think about times I got embarrassed as a kid, I will still get a flush in my cheeks. For whatever reason, that is still such a pungent thing I can connect to being a kid and I think a driving force has been me trying to avoid that feeling. Which has led me to make safe choices a lot and do things, which really goes against my nature. By nature I’m a person who is a risk taker, who is a person who puts themselves on the line so i'm trying, it's really interesting that your bringing that up, because that’s something i’ve been thinking about a lot the past couple weeks is fearlessness and failure and wanting to really re-evaluate my relationships to those words.
Natasha: Yea, so well said. I think that I also fail on a daily basis but learn from it every time. You know it's interesting because I was also a very studious young person who always wanted to succeed and do really well at things, and I remember when you were talking about nostalgia and we were talking about choirs, I have this memory of me in this voice competition between, I took a year off between highschool and university and I was in this really serious voice competition and I had to sing like 8 different pieces all by memory and four different languages from particular years. It was the most intense thing I had ever done, this huge national competition. And in the middle of one my songs I forgot the words and I forgot the words for the first time ever in my life in the middle of this really intense competition and I stopped. And I remember I wanted to just fall and run out of the room but I just looked over the  shoulder and I looked up and I started again and then I did the rest of my piece after that and then of course immediately threw up when I left the room. I was so humiliated than I had ever been, I think that’s my most embarrassing moment that I blocked out for a long time and i’ve never been so so humiliated. But I had to stick around for hours because all these professores were adjudicating it, and I ended up coming in 1st place and I remember being so shocked and the reason why is because of how I was able to recover and it was really amazing. It was a really great lesson just when your talking about failure and what you learn from it. It was a really great lesson in that its ok to make mistakes and its ok to not be perfect and it’s really about how you dealt with it. And I remember how the professors were like “Yes, you forgot the words, but you were able to keep going, even though you wanted to cry, you were able to get through the rest of your pieces flawlessly and you composed yourself so well”. So I think that was a really good lesson in that you don't always have to thrive for perfection all the time.
Elise: Totally
Natasha: Yeah, have little universal reminders of that everyday.
Elise: Even like setting your alarm and sleeping in. I failed, i’ve already failed at the getting up at the time i said i was going to get up. Like there are moments of little failures throughout the day yea risk. That's another thing, i have to risk the failure too.
Dana: Can i share my failure with you?
Both: Yes please!
Dana: So you may know that I used to work at this website and I loved it and I was very devoted and after I did this event for this little show called Carmilla, I came home and I got a phone call from my big boss that my position was going to be eliminated. After I had worked, you know, really really hard to establish myself in this position, and I was so humiliated by it that I didn’t leave my room for 2 days.  All I could think was “i’m nothing without this job” like I cease to exist, who Dana Piccoli is ceases to exist now that this job is over. I was so worried what people would think of me, would they think that I sucked, would they think that I wasn’t good at what I was doing and I was so nervous about facing up to it. But what I think I learned through all that is that who I am is more than any job and what I do and what I’m trying to do, what I’m trying to give is bigger than all of that. And I think it really made me a stronger person, it made me a stronger writer, it made me a much more intuitive, empathic person to because I failed spectacularly in front of the internet, and the lesbian and queer internet who I had become very intimately connected with. So, that humiliation, that failure, led to me being who I am today and it's something im proud of and I’m happy with. So thats my big failure that I learned from.
Elise: Your sense of worth and external things, those things can be blown down like a house of cards in an instant and so if I haven’t developed the things that are in me then when those things do inevitably fall down, such as aging, like if I place so much value in my looks then im you know all of a sudden those by nature start to lessen. Um, then yea like I think that's just so on point what you said about how I though i didn’t have any value outside of this external thing. That's something i'm really trying to work on right now too. Like whoa  whoa, what have I placed my own value in? And then what is it actually outside of those things, you know? Yea that’s so good.
Dana: Alright, let's go into something slightly lighter than that. What's the best thing you've ever bought yourself with your own hard earned cash? Or loonies, loonies I should say!
And it doesn't have to be a big thing. But it's a thing that your like I bought this with my own damn money and hard work.
Elise: I think for me, maybe not a thing necessarily, but coming to LA for this winter, that's where I am right now, that's been a big thing for me, is taking these few months off of working to be here and really focus on what I want to be focusing on. Also I went through a brief stint of buying some really awesome New Balance sneakers and i’ve got a few pairs now and i’m just really loving my collection of sneakers.
Natasha: Oh man. I think one of the biggests misconceptions about our type of internet fame or how we got “famous” is our followers equal dollar signs
*laughter*
Dana: We know that Natasha.
Natasha: Well I was going to say, im in so much student debt because I put myself through 3 years of school that I still live paycheck to paycheck. That I would say that my ability to pay my rent every month and not worry about paying rent anymore is a really wonderful accomplishment and I also recently closed off one of my student lines of credit sooo...
Elise: Nice!
Dana: Congratulations!
Natasha: Simple, I’m like oh my credit score has gone up and improved greatly and I was able to buy myself eye glasses so that I could see again, and I might go to the dentist this week.
Dana: It’s the little things!
Natasha: Yes! So I think it’s humble adulting. And being able to adopt my doggie and take care of him responsibly. I think that's like the best thing.
Elise: Yea they can be expensive.
Natasha: Yea, they can. I mean he’s not so fancy but he’s better dressed than I am.
Dana: Mine’s costing me a fortune!
Dana: Ok so final question before I get to always final question. Where is your happy place?
Natasha: One of my happy places, because I really can’t choose just one, it depends on where i’m at in my life and what I need in that moment, you know, my happy place is most of the time on set, when i’m doing my job and doing a job that I love and i’m on set, thats like the best feeling in the world. But outside of work, I’d say, I still work at a farmers market for no real reason and I do that every 2 weeks or so or once a month with one of my best friends that I used to work in his restaurant when I was a starving artist and yea. I think just seeing the same faces i've been seeing for the last 5 years getting my hands dirty, and selling like wholesome and organic food, it's just really nice. It really is one of my happy places and I call it my therapy because for a moment I can go and like just be girl selling pie and eating delicious food and catching up on life with my friends and it’s so nice to have something that forces me to wake up in the morning and be accountable and show up. I don’t know. It really is just one of my happiest places. There's always street performers and musicians that play every week and there's always that great music like someone playing accordion and it such a Toronto thing too but it’s just so cute. There’s all these families around that are all mixed race and speaking different languages and there’s just a really nice peaceful vibe to that particular market that i enjoy. So yea, that's one of them.
Elise: I’m just a girl, standing in front of a pie, asking it to lover her.
*laughter*
Natasha: I do that every time I’m there
Elise: Ah man thats too funny. Where is my happy place? Um I went to Joshua Tree this Christmas and fell in love with it there, its so beautiful. I went rock climbing with my brother. Like any time im outdoors in nature that's when I really feel like most connected to my higher self and the planet and the universe and all that good stuff. So yea but I mean, I generally live in giant garbage ridden disgusting cities, like NY and Toronto and LA. I don’t really get that alot. So those moments when I am outdoors, like I went snowshoeing up on these mountains with my friends in BC over Christmas and yea those are def my happy places.
Dana: You guys are such beautiful souls.
Elise: Someone just recently, not told me, because I knew they existed but baths man! Baths are so underrated. I haven't had a bath since I was kid probably….Natasha’s face right now is like ugh ugh. But baths are just so relaxing! I had one the other night and I was like this is really great. You guys are so not on board, just trust me! Put some epsom salt, light a couple of candles, you might surprise yourself.
Natasha: No. I’ve tried to take baths all the time and i've just accepted that i don't enjoy them. Everytime i do it im like why am I forcing myself to do this? Because i'm going to be like 30 in a few years and society tells us that women loves baths. Like, no.
Dana: Not only do we love baths, we love eating yogurt in baths.
Natasha: Yea
Dana: All I  can think about is getting epsom salts up my who-ha, that’s not relaxing to me.
Natasha: No, sitting in my own filth and having to stare at my naked body and like accept my body issues is absolutely not! And also being confined to a small space and being wet, im not about like water, im like no, no.
*laughter*
Dana: So to hell with your bath Elise, your happy place.
Elise: Well thanks for ruining my happy place.
Dana: We just made it a sad place.
Natasha: Hey to each their own, no judgment. I get the concept of the bath
Dana: You guys are heading to Vegas, soon, as am I. As are the many people who are listening to this. Was last year your first time in Vegas?
Natasha: It was.
Elise: It was indeed.
Dana: So I always ask everyone at the end of the podcast, what their favorite things about Vegas are and what would they recommend? I know your guys were really busy and you didn’t have a lot of downtime, but did you get to do anything where you were like, this is kind of crazy fun!?
Natasha: We had a really nice time in the artist alley. We went to some cool vintage shops and went to a really nice cafe, that I think was really more our speed. Elise and I are really similar in that we take our jobs pretty seriously and want to be in high spirits, so I feel like all the bartenders and like restaurant folks hated us because we were like “We’ll just have water and a salad.”
*laughter*
Natasha: And went in at like 10 every night but I did see a Cirque du Soleil show that was incredible! I saw “Love” and i’m so glad that i did it. I was like when in rome, im going to go see a show even though it was past my bedtime and...
Elise: I was so mad I didn’t go to that.
Natasha: Yea, like the word spectacle, that's what it was, it was spectacular. Cirque du Soleil is always amazing but the fact that it’s in a theater that's built specifically for the show, everything was seamless and flawless, from the lighting design to like even the technical cues, like someone in a booth cue-ing them up and they’re seamless. The dancing was amazing. I saw “Love” so it’s all Beatles music, which I love so much, so yea it was really fantastic. I hope I get to see another show this year.
Elise: I’ll be down, lets go, lets do it.
Natasha: The performances were just like really really amazing. I also just love the desert. I love dry climate and I love desert life but I’m not as into debauchery as my. I don't know what it is man, I don't know what people think im like.
Dana: I’ve spent numerous evening and experiences with you and I would never describe you as debaucherous.
*laugher*
Natasha: No, i know i know! I think I had a brief moment in time like 7-6 years ago and then I was like cool, im good
*laughter*
Dana: So what about you Elise, besides the slot machines?
Elise: Artist alley was pretty rad, there's all these crazy old vintage stores just chalk full of weird Vegas antiques.
Natasha: Yeah.
Elise: So that was pretty cool. The strip itself is not really my jam, but I don’t know, I mean I’m not really there to see, im more there to meet people and hang out and yea. Im really looking forward to it, Vegas was such a good time last year.
Natasha: Yea, I mean I enjoyed the convention itself so much, I think its my most favorite one I’ve done so.
Dana: Oh yay!
Natasha: I’m really looking forward to it again this year, more than the city. It could be anywhere and I would enjoy it.
Dana: Do you hear that ClexaCon? Next year we could be in Iowa!
Elise: Let’s not push things Dana
*laughter*
Dana: No offense Iowa! I’ve been to you, you’re lovely. Well thank you to the two of you, you are always so thoughtful and interesting and funny and i’ve probably interviewed you guys a gazillion times but it's always a new and interesting experience!
Elise: Thank you for having us, this was fun!
Natasha: Yeah you always have the best questions!
Elise: You really do, we sometimes have the same questions all the time.
Dana: I know you do so you going to see the 3 of us, well the 2 of them and i'll be there too at the Hollstein panel at ClexaCon. Not sure what day it is yet but they're going to be there. And where can our listeners find you on social media if they aren't already following you, which im sure they are
Elise: @baumanelise and that is now both the same on Instagram and Twitter because I was a baby when I made my twitter and it involved numbers and it really didn't need too so it's all matching now.
Natasha: You can find me on Instagram and Twitter @natvanlis, my first name and then my last name mushed together! That’s it!
*laughter*
Dana: Oh well, you guys have a wonderful next couple of what... we have less than 60 days until ClexaCon?
Natasha: Really? Time flies.
Elise: I gotta start packing.
Dana: It does. I know right? I have all my outfits planned out. I have a spreadsheet with my outfits on it.
Natasha: That’s impressive! Can you come over and do that for me please?
Elise: Organizational queen-ness right there!  That is awesome.
Natasha: That's amazing. Elise and I usually have a crisis the night before amd
call each other or meet up in our hotel rooms and up wearing like running shoes and a t-shirt
Dana: Please! You guys looked amazing last year.
Elise: Looking back on what I've worn, it really does look like there's not been a lot of planning in there.
Dana: You goobers. Every time I've seen you you look amazing.
I’m going pink, so the next time you see me i'll have dark pink, ombre hair so crossing my finger that that works out
Natasha: oooohhh! I hope it works out better than my bangs.
*laughter*
That is going to do it for this episode of “unCONventional”. Thank you so much for listening!
Are really liking “unCONventional”? Then do a us favor and leave a review, tell some friends, tweet about it, we’d really really appreciate it. You can find ClexaCon on Twitter, Facebook and tumblr @clexacon. You can find me, Dana Piccoli on Twitter @dandpiccoli. And our theme music, our wonderful theme music is by Stephanie Berlanga and you can find her at stephanieberlangamusic.com. We are so close you guys, we are so so close, we are going to have one more episode  before the show and planning to do a live taping like I mentioned last week so looking forward very much to that. Until the next time we meet, here's Dana Piccoli swearing fealty to you.
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piinkhair-blog · 7 years
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so this is a sappy post abt some amazing ppl that i’ve met through this blog/kpop in general. also i swear i’m forgetting some ppl here so if i did... i’m sorry and just know that i love u a whole lot too. this got Longer than i planned so it’s under a readmore oops
#WeirdSquad2k17: i rlly haven’t been in a groupchat this... lovin and accepting in ages and i’m so so thankful that kai asked if i could join yall on kkt because i just love all of you so much??? ur my family??
@ilysmsuga kai bby!!!! listen i think u were my first Real Good Friend that i met through kpop, and you mean the whole world to me. you’re such an amazing and wonderful and caring person, and honestly i’m so happy that i first followed u (even lmao that reason was because you were a boy who was into kpop) and even more happy that kept talking and became such good friends?? i’m still in awe and rlly words can’t proeprly describe how much i love and care for u
@1kimnamjun dari!!!!!!!!!!! i love that ur a smol like me even tho u don’t seem like one yknow.. ur just so full of love and personality and wonderfulness and even when ur dealing with things urself u always seem to find time to help one of us out too, which?? is so nice bc not a lot of ppl out there are like that!! so ur a super star!! i’m glad we’re friends now even if in the beginning u kind of intimidated me dsfdgfh
@1suho kay,,,,, my ghost friend,,, im love u so much even tho we don’t talk too much bUT tht’s okay!!!! ur super awesome and i love tagging u in suho and chanyeol things bc u just... truly love them men... and i love ur all capital reactions to all of it.. except when u retaliate by tagging me in my string bean boyfriend.. the pain.. but!!!!! ur so sweet and nice and i actually applaud u for being able to be one of those ppl who “i’m taking a break for school!!” i admire that a lot..
the fuckin’ snarts/sin squad:
@sapphic2017 @ninczeniks @harrysbumjr +felix, whose url i dont remember i’m lumping all of u together bc i can and literally.... yall know how i feel abt each of u.... i hate that i love all of u as much as i do... i’m the only Voice of Reason and Child of God in this feckin groupchat full of furries and sinners. bUT nonetheless i’m glad that we’ve got our own gc away from.... people... where everyone loves each other and is comfortable!!!! this is one of the longest and best gcs i’ve never been in and i’m so thankful for that, even if it did mutate into This when i started it out as an innocent shadowhunters/eyewitness groupchat
other good friends whom i love a lot and never talk to enough because i’m lame: 
@127cherrybomb i probably talk to u the most on this list but 95% of it is crying abt haechan and the rest of the dream babies... sometimes ten too... but it’s wholesome and good and i never feel like i can’t talk to u about something which is so nice yknow. i love u and glad that we became friends!!
@mygsboy my angst au buddy.... im love u even tho u cause me so much pain and don’t allow me to kill characters (even tho u do it like 5 seconds later adsfdgfhgj) but also!!!! ur such a nice and creative and talented person and also??? ur snapchats are always so aesthetically nice?? teach me ur ways bc mine are all cat pics and filter selfies lmao
@cherryjaehyun mads!!!! every time we talk ur so so nice and i appreciate that we became friends by me asking for makeup opinions yknow.. a pure way to start a friendship.. also thank u for dragging me further into the nct fandom.. it’s been a ride but i also love it a whole lot
@jarpark katherine.. my pd101 buddy at this moment in time.. i’m glad that i have someone that i can scream abt this hellshow with someone who actually gets it and cares yknow?like i didn’t plan on caring that much but u reblogged so much.. i got sucked in and now my heart is broken.. but ur still so nice and funny and jsut such a good person to talk to when we’re not screaming about mnet and how woojin/eunki/jungjung/takada was Wronged
@xiyeoniesgf u started as my lil gay seventeen anon buddy!!! and look at us now :’) friends :’) i love u a whole much and i’m really happy that u came off anon so we could talk more and stuff!! ur super friendly and jsut a really good person who has a lot of good opinions and i really admire that so much
@lgbtkpopmoodboards tyler!!!!!  ur such a great person for so many reasons and i love talking to u bc i always laugh and feel better, which is so nice!! also u always are providing quality content, like heechul is graph or the suju scale post,, and i love that u actualyl go through and update it every now and then according to what fuckery the suju members have been up to as of Late.
@choiseungcheolsbf kris!!!!!! ur so super great for lots of reasons!!! like i love it whenever ur telling me that ur in the stl area and that we have a lot of the same interests, and i also love running the pokemon kpop blog with u bc ur moodboards are always just.. so mind blowingly good,, always. like u did every member of 17 so i’m pretty sure u could take on the world at this point or something and it’d be easy for u to do lmao. but yes!!!! ur a really great and caring person and like.. i’m still thinking abt how u got me that palette just because u wanted to/saw a passive post of me ranting dsfdgfh
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Halla. It me. ''Tis the member appreciation day for EBNWeek and here at EvenBechNet we're all intro-ing our selves. Have some gratuitous filters for selfies. Mwah! name: Zaa or Lilly url: buckywithegoodhair pronouns: she/her country: Ireland birthday: '93er sexuality: a wibbly wobbly shiney flitty thing but pan-romantic demisexual if we're getting all specific fave skam character: damn- actual hot competition between Noora the love of my life and Isak my son that I birthed and raise with my own two hands for number one spot. Sana a close second. Even isn't even in the scale he transcends it. when did you join the skam fandom?: eh? October sometime? Middleish other fandoms?: eh- bad question too many to count- go to my description forms full list but- TFC, Voltron and YOI a big contenders lately. Okay now that you've realised I never shut up. Look what some smooth charmer sent me? I mean listen to this asshole HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO NICE AND SWEET ABOUT ME? What magic do you posses darling one? Jk jk ILU U WHOEVER YOUARE!!! "What strikes me about you ? That you are one of the most creative mind I've had the luck to encounter. Isak and you could be best friends once he starts talking about parallel universe, you'd be right behind him, adding your own theory. Brilliant. And also talented. Your drawings are something, and they're a good representation of your personaly. That's probably the one thing, I think Zaa I just smile because you naturally bring joy. Fun. And well, you don't remain the purest, MOTHER *eye emoji*" Stop I'm gonna get a sunburn from all this blushing you sweet pumpkin pie you! <3 <3 Thanks to everyone who participated in EBNWEEK y'all talented as hell. I've been a complete sloth but I've enjoyed feasting my eyes with all ur awesome work. LUB YALL!!!!
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