#yall cali spoils me so much LOOK AT THIS

[khalesci]

𝙰𝚜  𝕯𝐚𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐬  𝕿𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧  𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚎  𝚝𝚘  𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚝,  𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔  𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍,  𝚙𝚊𝚕𝚎  𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚔𝚎  𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖  𝚒𝚝𝚜  𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚗𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚕𝚜.  𝚃𝚑𝚎  𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚝𝚠𝚘  𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍  𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢  𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖  𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚜  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚍  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛  𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚜  𝚝𝚘  𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕,  𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚕𝚞𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝  𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜  𝚞𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚝𝚑𝚎  𝚊𝚒𝚛.

─── 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐬.

Indie. Mixed Canon. Loved by Mari.【 © 】

[hongism]

hi caly im back after reading moc41 and just... mind: blown. tears: none left. throat: sore after screaming into my pillow so much. emotional stability: basically gone from the amount of damage made in this chapter. but all that aside I STILL LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!

if theres one thing that saved me i’d say its probably all the san x y/n moments in 41 (tho ironically that joy is kinda short-lived aha :’) and also nightingale and soojin and LUCA now in the picture! i’m just manifesting more of their interactions once y/n comes back pls bring her back quick dear miss calyyy ㅠㅠㅠ

and also everyone probably already went batshit crazy at hongjoong while simultaneously sympathizing with the logic of his choices can’t hide that i’m one of them askwkzjs. again, i’m broken at how he went with the decision without the reluctance we all thought he would have, and it even seems like he’s eager to let her go if not for his guilt towards san. i guess hardly anybody would feel good when they’re being abandoned and deemed as less worthy, even if its by someone seemingly unimportant to them. i just wanna know if there’s any hope for y/n and hongjoong mending their relationship in the next act, or just any none-hateful moments? please i need them to be (somewhat) okay if yall wont choke each other sexually FINE just dont choke each other all together please askjwuwhshs 😭

and i cant even talk too much about wooyoung and yeosang it pains me and it even GETS WORSE OH MY GOD?!! but apart from that, i’m also super curious about the thing yeosang said to y/n too. i have a tiny theory basically about that part, but when i first read it i thought it sounds like y/n was part of the slave group wooyoung was in when yeosang was still prince??? like yeosang was somehow gonna choose y/n in that group, but ended up choosing wooyoung instead. or even if she wasn’t actually in the slave group it’s something about wooyoung beind chosen in y/n’s place, and yeosang already met her before she joined the crew. and y/n seemed so confused because she got brainwashed so she’s couldn’t remember all that (?)

overall ur a legend and this is a masterpiece as always caly, and it’s absolutely worth the wait. as angsty as this is gonna get i’m still really looking forward to the next chapters!! take your time and stay healthy bestie <3 — 🌊

hello hi bestie!!! IM SORRY!!!! i did a lot of damage huh 😫🤪 im so glad to hear you loved tho!!! that makes me soso happy hehe <3

anywho! im glad the y/n and san moments made it bearable and survivable! they had some good moments in the first half of the chapter :3 but don't worry we won't have to suffer for long pink promise!!!

you bring up a good point of hongjoong's choices and how it seems like his guilt towards san is the only reason he feels bad about his decision. i can't say that his decisions are gonna be made better or worse in the future, but there is a rather big reveal in the next chapter that will make the knife go a little deeper unfortunately :') is there any hope for y/n and hongjoong? it's too early to say really, we have such a long ways to go that i don't want to say anything without spoiling! we gotta go through some rough things to get to the better and happier things tho!!!

then... wooyoung and yeosang 😭 the most painful part for me as well tbh ahh yeah god damn !!! there's a lot to it and a lot in it and a lot of pain and layers of course! i can't say much but you are on the right track indeed with your theory and that's all i can say 🤐 but we have to remember that y/n lost her memories not once but twice! before joining the military and when jisung went in too! so there's definitely a lot of possibilities in there!!

thank u as always MUAH ur too kind <3 this one was VERY angsty, but i can say that it's as bad as it's gonna get for a while!! stay healthy too bestie i luv u <333

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