#yeah I only just realized this actually ahdjfl
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Still breaking down Charlie’s character in a way that justifies my worthiness of his love even tho the crux of our relationship is the realization that you can’t earn love, it’s just given
#yeah I only just realized this actually ahdjfl#like part of the reason I love Charlie so much is bc he understands that motivation in me#and I know we could help each other stand up to it and realize our innate worth#but I’m not gonna make any progress on that if I keep trying to prove to myself that Charlie would love me#he just does love me. I don’t need to prove it#and the more I try to prove it the more I cheapen everything he’s done for me which is the opposite of what I’m trying to do when I do it#maybe this is just a drunk thought and when I wake up tomorrow I’ll be like ‘hey what was that’ ahdjfl#but right now it makes sense to me. like#I’ve just gotta accept the fact he loves me. I gotta stop trying to come up with why#does it matter why? does it matter what about me he loves so much?#isn’t it enough that he does?#isn’t it enough that when he sees me his heart races?#isn’t it enough that I make him feel happy!#isn’t it enough that when he’s with me he feels like life is easier to get through!#that should be enough. that is enough#ren speaks#renlie
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