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bhaalsdeepbat · 5 months

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i literally walked into this space knowing NO ONE, sat off to the side and told them, "I'm sorry, I'm like a cat. I have to just watch for a second, then I'll socialize more." and like. the entire group was just like YEAH MAKES SENSE. no one took it wrong. they just let me observe until i was ready to mesh in more. and now almost two years later I am now burrowed so deeply into this troupe that i wouldn't have the friends or opportunities i have without it.

#bat rambles #sometimes you just have to dive head first into shit and hope for the best #and like not to sound Vain or Full of Myself #but i know it helps that people think i'm really fucking cute so any weird or like #unhinged / fucking FERAL behavior they're just like #omg bat you're SO cute n quirky #like it's the curse of the manic pixie dream girl but like #in a space where they know i'm ND and they all like #have vast network of friends who AREN'T neurotypical #and also where most of them are queer #i don't feel like it's in a MPDG type way #it very much feels “yeah bat just does that sometimes” kind of way but they like #find all of it endearing #and i know that bc they know my OCD is really bad #we went thrifting two days ago and my two friends i went with dug through the bins for me #so i didn't have to touch anything #and if i pointed at something they'd dig it out and hold it up #no complaints they just were like yeah bat has OCD #in fact one of them was like YEAH I FEEL LIKE SUCH A BUTCH RN #i was in the most cottagecore lesbian outfit in the world and was like #yeah babe and i'm your lil lipstick lesbian who would rather kill themself than #touch that thing ur holding #but yeah throw it in the cart i think it'll fit my other girlfriend or their girlfriend

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