#yeah he looks like this when we facetime 😋

[lvrsparadise]

'BLIND' - C.S

| 'WILL YOU?' |

Synopsis - They're so in love with each other, they're oblivious.

Warnings! - Profanity, Y/N being head over heels for Chris (honestly girl me too), they both blind asf, the triplets are in Boston Y/N is in LA still, I think that's all.

A/N - This is basically an apology for my last fic. I am so deeply sorry for those I made cry, here's something to cheer you up. 😋😘😘 Also I'm going to start putting the animal they chose for tour 2 next to the name bc I think it's cool.

This is so difficult. Who knew having a crush on your best friend would be so draining?

The guys just left for the airport and let me stay in their house while they're in Boston for the week. Should be easy, right? I mean I already crash here like almost every day. But being in a place that has essence of Chris, everywhere, makes it kind of hard to breathe.

I'm barely half an hour into Corpse Bride, the movie I put on when they left, when I get a notification from snapchat.

And for some reason, I find myself smiling as I open it. It's from Chris. A picture of him, hood pulled up and headphones over his ears with a little smile on his face. The words 'miss u already' at the bottom.

I save it to my camera roll. I mean, he just looks so good. Like all the time. How can I not? I send one back with a 'miss u 2' with a kiss emoji, as a joke, but not at the same time.

I focus back to Corpse Bride and get comfy on the couch.

----

I'm pretty sure I fell asleep at some point during the movie, because when I wake up, the movie is over and it's dark out now, unlike it was when the triplets left.

I walk to the kitchen and grab a bottle of water and sit back down on the couch. I pick up my phone and see multiple messages, snaps, and Instagram notifications from Chris. At first, I think something's wrong. But instead, it's just him updating where they are in their flight process, some funny shit Nick did, and multiple pictures of him, all of which I save.

The most recent one was a text saying he was going to try and get some sleep with the words 'I love you' at the end with a white heart and the kiss face emoji.

Now when I say I got butterflies and felt my face heat up, I mean I got BUTTERFLIES. How is he real?

I look at the time, it's 12:48, and see I was actually asleep for a few hours instead of just one. I turn the TV off and walk down to Chris's room. It's almost as if being in his room sent a universal message to him, my phone rings from my hand as I get comfy in his comforter.

A facetime call. I answer and is greeted by a smiling Chris.

"Hi."

"Hi."

"How's your flight been so far? You get some sleep?"

"Yeah, I got a little bit. But then some little girl started throwing a tantrum and woke me up."

A quiet chuckle makes its way out of me.

"Damn that sucks."

"What've you been up to?"

"I watched Corpse Bride, or well it watched me because I fell asleep."

This time he chuckles, and it sounds so, angelic to me. Especially in his sleepy voice.

"How close are you guys to Boston?"

"3 hours away."

"That's good."

We sit in silence for a few minutes, I scroll through Instagram, occasionally looking at Chris's face in the corner of my screen.

"You in my room?"

For some reason the question sent a new wave of butterflies in my chest. I nod.

"Yeah. I can't seem to get comfortable on the couch."

I'm not sure if what I said made him happy or if he saw something funny, either way, a smile is now on his face.

We spend the next like, hour on facetime, joking, talking, and just sometimes sitting in silence. Until I fall asleep.

----

I wake up the next morning, phone in front of me and still on, with Chris still on facetime.

By the looks of it, he's in the van with Matt, and they're talking but I can't hear it. So, he must be on mute.

I yawn and stretch before picking up my phone to see the time. 11:23. Meaning it's 2:23 in Boston.

I get out of Chris's bed and grab my phone, which I don't remember plugging in but is plugged into the charger and walk upstairs to make whatever they have in their cabinets.

Chris, having heard me moving-and-a-grooving, making a whole lot of noise going through the cabinets, seemingly unmutes and speaks.

"Good morning." I look at my phone with a smile as he turns the camera to Matt who says the same thing.

"Good morning to you two as well."

I go back to rummaging through the cabinets.

"Where did Nick hide the cereal? I can't find it."

"Cabinet above the stove, hidden behind the boxes of rice."

"Thank you, Matt."

I open the cabinet and move the rice boxes out of the way and, alas, the Cinnamon Toast Crunch. I grab the box and grab a bowl and pour some in before returning it to its original spot and then pouring some milk in and grabbing a spoon.

I sit at the table at begin to eat, while scrolling through Instagram, duh. I open Chris's story to a screenshot of me, asleep. I laugh and shake my head.

"What're you laughing at?"

"Why do I look so weird when I sleep?" I laugh out as I drop my phone on the table and lean my head in my hands.

"Oh. You saw that. You don't look weird; I think you look quite good to be honest."

My jaw falls open and I pick my phone up to see a small smirk on Chris's face.

I quickly shut my mouth and roll my eyes.

"What? All I said was that you looked good while you were sleeping. Wait- no that sounds weird."

"Yeah, very weird Chris." I hear Matt say.

I snort and finish my breakfast at the same time Matt pulls into the driveway of their house,

"How long you guys been home?"

"About 11-ish hours or so."

"You guys gotten any rest?"

"Chris went to sleep as soon as he reached his room."

"Matt! Don't expose me like that!"

I laugh at both the fact Matt said and Chris not denying it.

"Is that Y/N?" I gasp at the sound of Marylou's voice and Chris moves to his mom and shows her his phone screen. I wave with a big smile.

"Hi Marylou! Miss you!"

"Miss ya too honey!" I love her accent, it's so calming.

----

After about another hour of talking with Chris, Matt, and occasionally, Nick, we hung up and I turned on the triplets YouTube channel, even though I've seen all of their videos already, just to pass time.

It's so weird being here alone. And I'll be here alone for like the next week and a half.

Then, I get a though. What if I hid little things around Chris's room for him to find? But what would I even do?

Without thinking, I walk up to Nick's room and grab some paper and head back downstairs. I sit at the table and make paper origami hearts of all sizes, off of pure memory.

Once I've made at least 20 of them, I grab them and walk down to Chris's room and start hiding them in both plain sight and put some of the bigger ones in hidden places.

But there's a twist. Inside all of the hearts contain little messages and the biggest one has a confession on it. Don't know what came over me to write that but I did. And now I have to wait a week and a half for him to get home and find them.

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[harryconcepts]

part 45

when you're literally on your honeymoon he would be like "omg you have a crush on me 😳 that's kind of embarrassing isn't it 😳😳😳" and when he's being particularly pesty you're all "im going to divorce you 🙄" and he just hugs you tighter saying "you couldn't divorce me you have too much of a crush on me 😌"

harry just being an absolute asshole to your bf but in a polite way 😌 saying "yeah we'll be going out now, you can just stay here☺️" and you're like 😌 okay 😌 maybe it's bc you don't have the courage to break up with him yet, but you know you love harry (as a friend.... right?) and you love the way he treats you, and you're starting to think about your bf less and less 😌 you're all too happy to jump up and go anywhere with harry, no matter what's going on that day or how much of a dick your bf has been, bc harry makes everything better 😌

bestie harry having sleepovers with you in literally in your bed, cuddling with you at any given moment and when your bf facetimes you harry isn't shy about the fact that he's in the frame 😌 he's all "oh hey there 😌" and your bf is soooo pissed off, saying "what the fuck is he doing in your bed?" and he's been an asshole lately so you're in the mood to make him mad so you say "oh we were just catching up on our show! we haven't been able to watch for a while so we decided to have a marathon" and he's sooo mad at that, saying "and why does he have to be in your bed for that?" and Harry's all 😌 snug and cuddled up to you 😌 he leans in so his face is in frame again and he says "it's comfy here mate, I guess you wouldn't know though seeing as you're never been in bed with her" and you're just like 😳 harry 😳 bc you didn't expect him to be so bold 😌 then your bf starts talking again and you can tell he's getting really mad, but harry just talks over him saying "that's enough from you, we're busy so call back another time" and ends the call 😌 then he kisses your forehead and says "anyways" and restarts the show 😌

harry just loves to hear you beg 😋 it's not even that he wants to be mean to you, but he teases you and edges you just bc he knows you'll start begging if he keeps it up long enough 😋 after his third time edging you that night, your face is all scrunched up and you're trying to move your hips to get him to touch you again, but he just holds your hips down and smiles at you 😋 saying "you know what you have to do baby, you know what I want to hear" and you were trying so hard to hold out bc he gets so annoying and cocky when you beg, but you know he can (and will) do this alllll night, so you decide it's best to just give him what he wants 😋 you're not answering him fast enough, so he blows a cool stream of air on you, still holding your legs open so you can't move away, and you whine and say "please, I just want you to make me cum... I've been so good for you, just please" and you're getting frustrated since he's not giving in, he looks like he's thinking about it and then he says "little more love, need to know you really want it" with the most cocky look on his face 😋 you tip your head back and whimper "please, I need you to touch me so bad- it hurts, please don't tease me anymore, just- just please!" basically babbling at this point bc you're not sure what more you can say to convince him, but finally he says "that's what i like to hear" and he gets right to work 😋

getting with harry for he first time after you broke up with your bf, he would be so feral since he's wanted you for so long 😌 he wouldn't be able to wait, he's pushing you up against the wall and grinding his hips into yours as he kisses you 😌 he's moaning against your lips from just the little bit of friction, it's all rushed and needy and he's trying to touch you all over 😌 then he decides he wants you in his bed, so he's pulling back a little and he murmurs "jump" and he catches you, your legs wrapped around his waist and your arms around his neck as he walks you to his room 😌 he keeps kissing you the whole time, almost running into a few doors but that's okay 😌 he drops you on the bed, and he pulls his shirt over his head bc he's getting a little too warm 😌 he starts sinking to his knees, and you're sitting up shaking your head and saying "what- what are you doing?" your voice a little hoarse since you haven't used it in a while 😌

and he just looks at you, then down between your legs, then back up at you with his eyebrows raised, silently saying "what does it look like I'm doing?" but your eyes are still wide, so he says "I was planning to spread your legs and taste your sweet little peach, how's that sound?" and your eyes go even wider as you stutter out "you don't- have to do that, if you don't want to- we can just skip that" and he looks confused saying "i do want to though, unless that's not something you like?" and he's looking at you needing an answer, and you're not quite sure how to explain why you're so hesitant, but thankfully he catches on pretty quick and says "ahh, your "boyfriend" never did this for you, did he?" and you shake your head, looking down cause it's a bit embarrassing, but he just ducks his head to meet your eyes and says "it's not a big deal baby, if you're not comfortable with it then we absolutely won't, but if it's something you'd ever like to try..." and he has the biggest smirk on his face when moves up to kiss you and says "I'd be more than happy to help you out with that" 😌

you stay like that for a few minutes, his tongue swiping along your bottom lip for you to let him in, making the neediest noises against each other's mouths, gripping at his shoulders to try and stay grounded amongst all the sensations 😌 then after a particularly feral moan from him you're sighing and pulling away, his eyes open and he looks confused why you stopped kissing him but before he can say anything you say "I want to" and his eyebrows furrow for a second before his mind catches up and he realizes what you're saying, his breathing falters for a moment and he says "we don't... it's okay if you don't want to, don't do it just because I said-" and you cut him off, putting a gentle hand on his cheek when you say "it's not that... i trust you, you know? i want to know what it's like, and I trust you" and he's so soft at that, knowing you feel safe with him 🥹 so he cups your hand with his own, turning his head to kiss your wrist before his sweet words turn filthy and he says "I'm going to make you cum so hard you see stars" and again you're just left slightly shocked, watching him as he starts kissing down your body 😌

he pushes you to lay down, pulling up your shorts off before he drags your legs over his shoulders so he can really get in there 😌 he starts off slow, always the tease ofc, kissing around on your inner thighs and leaving a few hickeys bc he likes to see the proof that you're his 😌 soon you're moving your hips up to try and get him closer, and he smirks saying "such a needy girl" but he decides to be nice, so he leans in and gives you what you want 😌 you gasp at the feeling, and he thinks you'll probably be moving around a lot so he puts his arm over your hips to keep you still for him 😌 you're making some quiet noises, but that's not enough for him, so he lifts his head and says "i need to hear you baby, need to know what you like" so then you're moaning a bit louder 😌 then he licks a long stripe up to your clit, and he's moaning at how good you taste, and when he purses his lips to suck on that sensitive spot that's when you really moan 😌 then he moves his other hand up and grips both of your hips instead, bc his arm wasn't doing a good enough job of keeping you still 😌 your slight movements only turn him on more bc he knows he's making you feel so good you can't help but squirm around, so he just goes at it more intensely and he's making sure you feel eeeeverything 😌

shaking his head a bit to get in deeper, and leaning forward so your legs spread open more 😌 he's moaning against you which only makes it feel better bc of the vibrations, and he just clearly knows exactly what he's doing 😌 soon you're trying to wiggle away bc it's so intense, but he's pretty sure you're close from the way you keep tensing up and the way you're getting louder and breathing more harshly so he's not about to let that happen 😌 he just grips you a little tighter, following you if you do move away at all, and sure enough soon you're gripping into his hair and gasping that you're close 😌 he keeps going, sooo intent to give you the best orgasm you've ever had, and it only takes a few more seconds before you cry out and your thighs tense up around his head 😌 you're pulling on his hair so hard it hurts a little bit, but he's not about to stop when you're feeling so good 😌 working you through it, probably just a little too long, bc he just doesn't want to stop until you're pulling him away 😌 and pretty soon you do bc it's too much, you're using your grip on his hair to move him away a bit, but he's mean so he blows a bit of cold air over you to make you gasp 😌 and you do, giving him one of the loudest sounds he's heard tonight, but he just chuckles softly and kisses your thigh before he moves back up 😌 you're pouting a bit and he kisses you, saying "sorry baby, just wanted to hear you one last time" and you nod, too enamored with kissing him to listen to his words 😌 after a few seconds you moan softly "that was so fucking good" and he smirks, biting your lip gently before he says "bet your boyfriend never made you feel anywhere near that good, did he?" and you're shaking your head so fast, whispering "never, he never- you're the best I've ever had" and he's so smug saying "that's right, and I'm not gonna let my girl forget that either" and you know you're in for a long night 😌

ugh and he would be so upset that he's so close already, but you say "it's okay, it's really hard for me to hold back when you're making me feel good, so it's okay if you're close" and he grips your hips, pulling them against his as he cums bc he just couldn't wait anymore 😌 he hides his face in your neck ofc and he's saying how sorry he is, you're shushing him and running your fingers through his hair to make sure he knows it's okay 😔 his voice is a little shaky but he says "I'm gonna- gonna make it up to you baby, I'm so sorry" and he makes sure to do just that 😌

getting into a really bad fight with your boyfriend, things escalated to the point where there's lots of yelling and you don't feel safe to stay there that night so you show up at Harry's ☹️ and ofc he welcomes you with open arms, ushering you inside quickly and getting you something to drink ☹️ probably tea bc he's British and that's what his mom always does for him when he's not feeling well ☹️ you're crying as you explain what happened, and he's so angry at your boyfriend but he's trying not to show that, bc he knows right now you need him to stay calm and comfort you ☹️ so he suggests you take a bath to help calm you down, and he puts lavender oil in the water bc it's soothing ☹️ he even puts a towel and one of his outfits in the dryer for you so they'll be warm when you're done ☹️ and when you come out, looking all cozy dressed in his clothes, and your eyes a bit red and puffy from crying, he can't help but want to scoop you into his arms ☹️ you end up on the couch together watching your favorite show, and he doesn't initiate any touching bc he's not sure if you're okay with that just yet, but soon you cuddle up to him like always and end up falling asleep on him ☹️ hes always gonna be there for you, no matter what ☹️

asking harry to be mean, and then when he does you're whining and crying bc you're not getting what you want, and he's running his thumb over your pouty lip saying "put that away baby, you asked for this" 🤕

harry checking if you're wet enough for him 🤕 he slips his fingers down and rubs your clit gently before he runs them down to your hole 🤕 he says "dripping for me, aren't you? think you're nice and ready to take my cock now" just being so mean as he teases you 🤕 or if he doesn't think you're wet enough he's tsking and saying "can't have that, can we? need to get my girl ready for me first" and leans down to spit on you 🤕 then he rubs it around with his fingers saying "that's a good girl, can see you dripping onto the sheets now" he's just obsessed and never stops talking about it 🤕

Harry looooves pleasing you 😋 it's his favorite thing to do, he loves having you spread out and vulnerable under him for him to look at and touch and kiss all over 😋 he's just obsessed with exploring your body and finding all the soft spots that make you whimper 😋 when you close your eyes he says "look at me baby, want to see your pretty eyes when I make you cum" bc he's just filthy like that 😋

it's horny hours so I'm thinking about jack eating his pretty little wife out 😔 he does it whenever you're thinking too much or arguing with him or in a bad mood, he just says "come here baby, let me please my wife, you know how good I'll make you feel" and he doesn't stop until he has your legs over his shoulders 😔

he would be so mean all the time, holding you down when you try to squirm away and saying "stop fucking moving baby, you wanted to cum so bad so now I'm gonna make you cum" 🤕🤕🤕

harry walking in on you touching yourself 😌 he's all "well well well... what do we have here?" and you're scrambling to cover yourself with the blankets and act like you weren't just doing what he knows you were doing, but he's already walking over to you and climbing onto the bed 😌 you're like "no, nothing- i wasn't..." and he just tuts and says "don't lie to me... i know you were touching yourself weren't you?" staring directly into your eyes, and you can't lie to him when he's so close so you just nod slightly, and he grins saying "that's naughty, baby" and you blush so hard it hurts 😌 you try to cover your face but he catches your hands, keeping them away from your face and he says "none of that... if you're going to be naughty, then you're going to show me how you do it" and guides your hand back down between your legs 😌 your eyes are wide and you're trying to object but he just says "go on, touch yourself... you weren't shy before I got here, so why are you so shy now? hm?" and he keeps turning his head so you have to keep looking at him 😌 hes just such a freak and he gets off on seeing you blush 😌

i think Harry is actually such an evil pest, always saying filthy things or making YOU say filthy things and then smirking as your face heats up 😌 he runs his finger over your cheek and says "so warm, baby, am i embarrassing you?" and he's all up in your face so you have to keep focusing on him & can't look away😌 then he says "hmm?" bc he's not dropping it, and you try to turn your head but he's not letting that happen 😌 he uses his fingers to grip your chin and pull your head back to look at him, saying "look at me when I'm talking to you pretty girl" 😌

thinking about harry throwing you over his shoulder 😋 he does it when you're being a pest and he just he just can't deal with it anymore, so he says "come on" and picks you up 😋

I just want harry to fuck me until i cry 😔 i feel like he would be a disgusting freak and smirk at you, saying "yeah? it's that good, baby?" and probably lean down to lick the tears off your face 😔

stop omg harry fucking you so good you're tearing up a bit 🤕 maybe you're trying a new position or angle and he's just so deep you can feel him all over 🤕 you tip your head back on the pillow and he sees a few tears slip down your face, he smirks and says "I know baby, I know" in the most gentle voice that's just a little condescending 🤕 then he leans closer and you think he's going to kiss you, but instead he flattens his tongue and runs it along your cheek 🤕which only makes you cry a little more bc you're so sensitive and overwhelmed but it just feels so good 🤕

harry taking care of you when you're drunk ☹️ he would be so amused with how floppy you are, singing randomly to him because you're pretty out of it, and he's trying so hard to get you ready for bed but you're so uncooperative ☹️ he jokingly says "calm down, or I'm gonna slip you some Benadryl" and you just think that's the most hilarious thing he's ever said, so you're laughing and then he's laughing too, and you're both just giggly and happy ☹️ he helps you take your makeup off and you keep saying "ouch" even though he's being so gentle, so he just tuts and says "you're a menace" and you say "but you love me 😁" and he says "that I do" before he kisses your nose ☹️ he carries you to bed because he doesn't trust you not to run off, and he snuggles close to you so you'll sleep sooner ☹️

or being someone who cries when you're drunk so you're just in tears saying "you're so nice to me, and you treat me so well, you're such a good boyfriend 😭" and he's just like "thank you baby, please don't cry" 😔him kissing all over your face saying "don't cry baby, hate to see my pretty girl crying" and gives you a big hug 🥹

having one of those relationships with best friend harry where you like him and he likes you, but neither of you know about the other's feelings 😌 then one night you get really drunk and he takes you home to make sure you get there safely, and while he's helping you get your makeup off and stuff you start crying 😔 he's worried he was too rough or something so he's gently touching all over you, looking for anything that might be hurting and saying "what's the matter love? what's got my girl so upset?" and you shake your head, sniffling as you say "no, there's nothing, I just really like you" and he smiles saying "yeah, I really like you too, you're my best friend" and that just makes you cry more, you say "no, i mean I like you, and i want you to be my boyfriend, but you don't even like me back" and his eyes go wide, he wraps his arms around you and shushes you gently saying "I do, I do like you back, and I'd love it if you were my girlfriend" and you say "really?" and he nods, kissing the top of your head 😔 he helps you into bed and then goes to leave, thinking he'll sleep in the guest room, but you catch his arm and when he looks back you have the most 🥺 face he's ever seen when you ask him to stay 😔 and ofc he can't say no when you're looking at him like that, and he knows you were crying only 5 minutes ago, so he climbs in next to you and lets you cuddle up to him 😔

ugh stop reminding me of Harry licking your tears away 💔 when he's made you cum three times and he's still going and you're overstimulated and so sensitive and can't help but cry but you're loving every second 💔 he's just so mean and filthy like that 💔

harry going with you to get your first tattoo 🥹he would be so sweet and supportive, he wouldn't be annoyed with all your questions or how nervous you are, but he would be so nice and explain everything so you're less anxious 🥹 he would be so excited to look through designs with you and talk about where you want it 🥹 then he ofc comes with you to the appointment, and he makes sure you have a snack beforehand and drink water the whole time 🥹 he holds your hand and tries to distract you, telling you how pretty it looks the whole time 🥹 then after he gives you lots of gentle kisses over the area and he says he's so excited to see it all healed up 🥹

getting little tattoos on all the places he likes to kiss 😋 a little H on one, a moon on another, a tiny sun somehwere else, maybe a little smiley face 😋