hiii! how about the nightmare request but with ymir??
Ymir having a nightmare
(Super sorry I got to this late! I hope you enjoy!!)
CW: Nightmares! Night terrors, comfort, gn reader.
…..It always ran around in the back of her head, but those thoughts became an illusion of reality when she dreamt of it. The screams. The blood. The guilt. The thought that she was to slow, or maybe didn’t try hard enough. That it was her fault. Even jolting out of bed left her in a panic mode, flipping over to see you, sleeping. A sigh of relief came across her as she put her hand to her chest, trying to stop breathing so damn heavily.
Yeah, it might’ve been just a dream, but to her the emotions were her reality. So much so, she couldn’t go back to bed. But hearing your screams echo through her mind made her punch her head in an attempt to silence them. “Knock it off!” Ymir grunted, putting a pillow to her ears. The frustration and fear still ran through her, as the moonlight glistened in. It’s like she was just waiting for the attack to happen, for the titans to come through the walls and get you. Waiting to see them through the window. Tears prickled in Ymir’s eyes. Maybe it was a dumb reason to cry, but to her it was the only way to let it out.
“Yumi?” Ymir snapped out of her daze by the sound of your worried voice, a hand placed on her thigh. “Honey are you okay?” You looked into her eyes concerned, it filling your expression.
“Ah,” she tsked, “shit”
“Ymir baby what’s wrong why are you crying?”
You could sense stuff with Ymir, like no one else could. Even if her expression didn’t read of much, her aroma did. It was just like a feeling in the air, subtle, yet there.
She scoffed, pulling you into her arms. “I just,” she said, “don’t wanna lose you,” you looked to her confused, eyes wondering into her own. She wrapped her arms around you, her head in the crook of her neck. “Ymir,” you laughed to yourself, “honey, you’re not gonna lose me..”
Though it was silent, you could tell something had changed. “I- god it’s so stupid,” she said, wiping her tears. You fixed the hair in front of her eyes, “baby it’s not stupid,” you said back, “we all have fears,”
She kissed you on the cheek, avoiding to look at you. “Of course you’re not gonna die, I won’t let you,”
“It’s just..” She stayed silent for a few seconds before adding, “It’s just that..It’s always a possibility.” You cupped her cheek, “Ymir look at me..” Ymir slightly gazed at your eyes, hesitantly. “Nothing is gonna happen to me,” You said, pecking a kiss on the tip of her nose. “I know..” She admitted guiltily.
“But,” she said, “It’s always there, It’s an outcome..” She looked to the side, wiping her tears. “Fuck, I’m sorry I woke you up,”
You wrapped your arms tightly around her yet again, kissing the side of her face. “I don’t mind, and I’m glad you did..” A small tear dropped on your shoulder before you wiped it away. “I’m always gonna be here Ymir,” You added,
“I promise.”
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Big glass art I made for a good friend some time ago
I really like the Look of painted glass but tbh i dont like the process xd it takes ages to even get to a point in coverage where it looks decent. I guess my not so expensive acrylic colors are to blame here tho
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