#you can skip over if that'll negatively affect you; its ok- put your mental health first
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#the tags on this post will be about death of a family member#just as a warning#you can skip over if that'll negatively affect you; its ok- put your mental health first#kee speaks#so my grandpa had a health scare this weekend#on Friday morning he couldn't breath#it was the one day i actually managed to leave for work at a decent time and I wound up following the ambulance to the farm#he was in hospital for about five days as they got the inflammation in his lungs down#they discharged him yesterday with new medications and a schedule to follow#so when he got back to the farm and we'd finished work for the day we went over and had happy hour with him#and now dad just called me at 5:30 AM (about half an hour ago) that grandpa passed away this morning#so that's both grandpas passing away within four months of each other#I'm still lying in bed rn#i dont think it's really hit me yet#but I'm comforted in the fact i was probably the last one to see him asides from grandma#and i gave him a big hug and told him i loved him before i left to go home#so yeah.#we'll see how much I'm around here the next few days#i might need distracting again so probably more than I think i will#but who knows.#on a positive note i won't have as much emotional heavy lifting to do like last time#my paternal grandpa who died in February only had one kid so me and my siblings were the only ones here to do the funeral stuff#but this side of the family has more siblings and thus i have nine other cousins to help with funeral arrangements#hopefully that means i wont need to get up on stage either cause that makes it so much worse for me#anyways. need to go find out if my cousins in another timezone have heard yet and if I need to call them
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