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hopefulqueer · 7 months

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having unidentified shit-body-syndrome will have u saying things like. "why do i feel bad and on-edge and anxious and slightly nauseous? ...hold on, wtf is my heart rate rn?"

and it's 110 and ur literally just chilling in a comfy armchair scrolling tumblr.

#i went and took. my meds. a little early. bc fuck this.#personal #this is PROBABLY caused by my likely-hEDS but definitely some kind of hypermobility disorder #but who knows.#my resting heart rate is regularly 125 without my meds #doctors went 'that's a bit fucked up innit' and gave me a mediocre beta blocker and went on their merry way #not bothering to diagnose anything of course #anyway. i hate doctors and i hate my illnesses i just want to feel okay

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mouwuma · 11 months

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mako ref mako ref mako ref mako ref ma- been meaning to make one but i kept forgetting but now its done so yay

#mako bonito #the henry stickmin collection oc #thsc oc #the henry stickmin collection #thsc #digital art #mmm blog might finally be continued #but who knows.

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crush-like-that · 3 months

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something terrible needs to happen so me so i get a sick ass scar on my face so i can be like "oh yea! 🤗🤗 i've visibly been through unimaginable horrors! 🩷✨🤗" i just think it would be good for the plot

#tobi post #maybe this has to do with my craving for validation #and the fact that i'm ignored unless something is visibly wrong #but who knows.

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daenerys-targaryen · 1 year

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just sent a scary email. wish me luck besties.

#leah rambles #i do not think they will reply #and if they do it won't be what i want.#but who knows.#crazier things have happened

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kitnita · 1 year

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can anyone actually tell the big blond swedish freddys apart. are we all just grateful they come labeled.

#stars lb #freddy k had a beard at least in his headshot #but who knows.#also jbenn goal while i was thinking about this #after a freddy drawn pp ……. i’m connecting the dots #eta WAIT it was a roope goal. even more dots

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argisthebulwark · 1 year

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I guess you need to write a threesome scene between brynjolf soap and your self

(Happy I spelled brynjolf right the first time)

this was the first thing i saw when i woke up this morning and the mental image it conjured rewired something in my brain i think. feeling like you made me a new, slightly hornier person

#asks #tbh the past few days ive been feeling pretty disillusioned with my writing #but who knows.

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newspecies · 8 months

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HE LOOKS BALD

#rot.txt #its kinda funny. im keeping it #idk if im going to finish the whole drawing though... i really want to because i never draw jack and constantine #but who knows.

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rememberthelaughtermp3 · 11 months

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okay im gonna go get ice for my knee and actually get some sleep now. goodnight everyone

#idk what I did to it but it’s been hurting like hell for the past couple days #and i don’t think I did anything to it while skating #but who knows.#ez.txt

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blkwag · 11 months

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Message him in front of that Spanish guy 🙂 I like chaos

UR SO MESSY SDHJKDFSRCGH

#i don’t even think he’s gonna be around tomorrow #the next time I’ll for sure see them all is on thursday #but who knows.#anonymous

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irondad-defensesquad · 1 year

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might fuck around and rewatch the iron man trilogy just to hear jarvis’ voice again

#i am Emotional thank you very much #lotus speaks #idk if i WILL in fact do this bc i'm still hit by depression #but who knows.#might liveblog a bit

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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 2 years

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#the tags on this post will be about death of a family member #just as a warning #you can skip over if that'll negatively affect you; its ok- put your mental health first #kee speaks #so my grandpa had a health scare this weekend #on Friday morning he couldn't breath #it was the one day i actually managed to leave for work at a decent time and I wound up following the ambulance to the farm #he was in hospital for about five days as they got the inflammation in his lungs down #they discharged him yesterday with new medications and a schedule to follow #so when he got back to the farm and we'd finished work for the day we went over and had happy hour with him #and now dad just called me at 5:30 AM (about half an hour ago) that grandpa passed away this morning #so that's both grandpas passing away within four months of each other #I'm still lying in bed rn #i dont think it's really hit me yet #but I'm comforted in the fact i was probably the last one to see him asides from grandma #and i gave him a big hug and told him i loved him before i left to go home #so yeah.#we'll see how much I'm around here the next few days #i might need distracting again so probably more than I think i will #but who knows.#on a positive note i won't have as much emotional heavy lifting to do like last time #my paternal grandpa who died in February only had one kid so me and my siblings were the only ones here to do the funeral stuff #but this side of the family has more siblings and thus i have nine other cousins to help with funeral arrangements #hopefully that means i wont need to get up on stage either cause that makes it so much worse for me #anyways. need to go find out if my cousins in another timezone have heard yet and if I need to call them

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oflgtfol · 2 years

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i want to see obiwan thrown around like a ragdoll but i really hope leia is reunited w her parents next episode bc im so sick of seeing this child in distress 😭 just let her be safe. zomg

#since theres 2 more eps tho i dont think she’ll be returned till the end #but who knows.#i hope we get another showdown with vader i need more brother drama #bc otherwise. man episode 3 was the peak for me LMAOOO #i need to see this old man BROKEN.#brot posts #sw posting #kenobi spoilers

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butchfalin · 5 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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sylvies-kablooie · 3 months

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i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

#i often wonder about how many things would be considered classic or high art had they only received the marketing #how many short films that were made for class could have been the most powerful thing you'd ever seen? if you'd seen them?#“you know the greatest films of all time were never made” etc etc #but like. these works of art ARE being made. it's just enjoyed by a smaller audience with equal impact though #i think about this one furry i used to follow on insta who had the coolest worldbuilding ever. it's been years.#thought prompted by that sketch of nimona from ten years ago that was just for a character design #posted to the creator's tumblr and now it's nominated for best animated feature film at the oscars #and by the genuine emotional reaction a fan comic made me feel. how much work had gone into it. how beautiful it was to me.#idk what to tag this but i hope whoever needs to hear it does #writing #writer #fandom #fandom culture #artist

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cadaverkeys · 4 months

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You guys rlly don't realise how much knowledge is still not committed to the internet. I find books all the time with stuff that is impossible to find through a search engine- most people do not put their magnum opus research online for free and the more niche a skill is the less likely you are to have people who will leak those books online. (Nevermind all the books written prior to the internet that have knowledge that is not considered "relevant" enough to digitise).

Whenever people say that we r growing up with all the world's knowledge at our fingertips...it's not necessarily true. Is the amount of knowledge online potentially infinite? Yes. Is it all knowledge? No. You will be surprised at the niche things you can discover at a local archive or library.

#rambles #if you are a person who is into delicate skills #like lacemaking or printing or sewing #you will know fair well just how non expansive the knowledge online is in comparison to written guides from like the 50s #there was a time where at least one person in the household had to know a constructive skill #but in the modern day there is just less ans less demands for comprehensive guides #library propaganda #im stuck doing an essay rn but bc i have covid i cant go to the library and its totally fucked me #i want to source a lot of the stuff i read irl but i just cant go and get it and theres no online ver

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 18 days

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Knowledge Revenge.

#dungeon meshi #chilchuk tims #senshi #Somewhat of an unofficial sequel to the Dragon Comic. I promise I have more versatility in my jokes. I just had to take this opportunity.#Senshi is pretty much a recluse. I think he would know a few of these 'gottems' but not all.#Chilchuck would know gottems that are nearly lost to time. The deep cuts. The ones that you fall for because they are that obscure.#I would also like to take a moment to confess that after the last comic in which I posed a gottem -#I fell victim to a Mind Goblin Attack. I was thoroughly got. I will be on higher alert this time.#So NOBODY be funny in the tags. I am gullible and I like to share things with my friends. Who are *ruthless*.#I have a mild resistance to Vicious Mockery at this point but I can only take so much.#Happy Thistle Thursday Everyone! See you next week!

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