#you'll get some refs soon >:D

[bellacatt-art]

Hello, Harry Potter/Marauders fandom! You've been summoned! 💕

Okay so heres my old OC, Dulcinea! :) In the Golden Trio timeline, she'd be an adult, and she'd be teaching at Hogwarts, but this is her reference from when she was a student there! :D

Some fun facts about her:

♡ She's really good at potions and stuff, but Slughorn never took much of a liking to her, he found her much too loud and chatty.

♡ She was really close friends with Lily and they bonded quite well!

♡ She's a year younger than the Marauders, and although she never found out about Remus being a werewolf until later, she often caught the four of them creeping around the castle and, unlike Severus, was quite fascinated by them! On multiple occasions, she asked if she could join them to wherever they were going, but James was always incredibly quick to decline.

♡ She took a liking to Remus and felt drawn to his calm energy. The two often hung out at the library together and bonded over literature.

♡ Despite being very enthusiastic about it, she's horrible at broom riding. She can't be trusted on one due to her nature of somehow getting the broom to fly way too high and crash everywhere. Sometimes it's quite confusing just why she can't figure it out! :")

♡ She was born on January 27th, placing her under the Aquarius sign :3

♡ Her favourite food is spicy bean soup, as she says "the taste of it feels like home"

♡ When she got older, she could often be seen helping younger students find their way around the castle (especially since the staircases get quite tricky) :)

Sorry for the sudden OC dump, I'm just really happy with how her design looks and I hope you'll all like her too! ^-^

Please lmk what you think of my character and if you'd like to see more of her! I'll post her adult ref for the Golden Trio era soon as well haha! :)

[risingsunresistance]

The jacket is from the Viva la Vida music video, right? I thought it looked familiar, but had to check.

Unrelated, but I still haven't finished the smpe day 1 vod. I'll get there eventually. Hopefully. Maybe. We'll see.

Hope you're doin' good. :D

HEHE YES YES IT IS THANK YOU ANON <3

there's a lot of different versions of that jacket bc there's some from the music video but there's also stage versions and the arm wrappings seem removable, so it probably doesn't look exactly like any of them

but these are my favorite refs <3

if you dont finish the smpe day 1 vod don't worry, you'll probably get to "watch it" via me liveblogging it pretty soon :P

[candycutiepie]

Requests: OPEN

Hello! As you can probably tell, I'm opening up requests! I find that my content has been going through a bit of a dry spurt recently in both fics and art, and I honestly wanna focus on getting back on the wagon. This blog brings me a lot of joy, and being able to share my stuff with you all has been so fun these past few months! So, to celebrate getting 150 followers, requests are OFFICIALLY OPEN!!!

Some rules for how this is gonna work:

I reserve the right to refuse any request. This should be obvious, but these requests are mostly done for fun and to help keep me inspired and to give new ways to interact with you guys! If I don't do your request, don't take it personally, and don't be afraid to request it again after some time has passed!

Your requests can include requests for specific characters, scenarios, or even fetish content outside of EUM/ENM. I accept going into this that having an ask box and doing requests like this will get me all sorts of requests from people, so don't be afraid to ask for something niche and specific. Keep in mind, my main thing is EUM/ENM tho, so the more removed from that context it is, the less likely I'll draw it.

EUF/ENF is totally fine to request! While I focus primarily on male and M/M content, I'm not averse to drawing women and have done so in the past for friends and servers I've been on. But again, my main thing is dudes, so if you want ENF content, it's inherently less likely I'll draw it from a request.

Don't be afraid to request fics in addition to art! I know the folks here on my main blog aren't the same folks I have on AO3, so while you might not be familiar with my writing, I do write too! So if you've seen my stories or a few of the drabbles I've put up on this blog, feel free to specifically ask for some fanfic too!

I do OC requests! If you want me to draw your OC in a fun and lewd sort of scenario, feel free to ask! Now, that being said, you may not be able to show me what they look like in an ask, so in the case of OC requests, I would prefer if people just messaged me directly and sent me refs of what their OCs look like. My dm's are always open, so don't be afraid to pop in and tell me about your amazing characters :D

Lastly, and this is a really big one, don't be a dick! I'm doing these requests for fun, and if people are assholes about it and stop making it fun, you'll ruin it for everybody. Dont. Be. A. Dick. Try not to get entitled about requests, be rude about how I draw certain characters, or anything that you wouldn't be comfortable saying to an artist or writer face to face. If nothing else, this is the rule you should follow MOST. Now, everyone here has been super kind and sweet, so I doubt this'll be a problem, but I wanna have this here so I can tap the sign when somebody is rude.

If we're all in agreement here, I think we can get started! Send in your requests, and I'll start my doodling. Hope to see you in my ask box soon! - Candy 🍭🍋

[idiots-in-the-archives]

introducing rowen [they/them], forgetting they burn to the touch. ft Mal [she/her], the archivist of this hell-institute

[dykeseesgod]

need shishka lore now. (i plan on drawing her)

HI HELLO HI HEY HELLO OK i will actually cry if you draw her like real tears SO KINDA LONG LORE DUMP BELOW UHSDJ

also maybe kinda spoilers for smth that doesnt exist yet ig? idk i plan on making this into a comic or smth at some point so

also sorry if it doesnt make much sense the entire story is still very much a work in progress zkjdfhskdfhs

also also tw for mentions of like. murder and shit

SO BASICALLY the main story (i.e. the period of time i have a ref for on toyhouse) takes place in 2017. why? idk!! i think i just wanted the twins to be born in 2000 because its like. a clean number. also in this world there are both furry looking guys and humans because all of these characters were originally undertale ocs

anyways, shishka (btw dont ask why the name is like that i made her when i was like. 9 maybe and i got too attached to the name to change it) and shad are twins. their mom is named sam and their dad is named damien. damien comes from an extremely rich family, but he completely cut ties with them like. as soon as he moved out. sam comes from an extremely average suburban family.

oooooo plot twist tho! damien is actually just a little bit insane crazy and is also kind of maybe an infamous serial killer thats been terrorizing the small town they live in for years. (thats all happening while shishka and shad are like. 7-12)

one day sometime in like. 2012. he realizes "huh. my family is like. dangerously close to finding out that im a serial killer.............. i mean like i kill people anyways why not i just take them out too lol. get it out of the way :)))" and so he tries to do that.

he kills sam, but fails to take into account that maybe his kids would panic at the sound of gunshots and call the cops. because thats what happens. he gets arrested, but not before attempting to shoot shishka, but failing entirely at hitting anything vital. instead, she just gets shot in the...... idk shoulder? elbow??? i havent decided yet. somewhere in the arm region.

after this whole ordeal is settled like. in court. both her and shad get put with 2 foster parents who arent like. the worst human beings to ever exist???? they just arent very invested in the actual wellbeing of these kids, and kinda force them into doing interviews and whatnot about their dad that they don't really want to do. i have like nothing planned for this part of the story besides that so you'll just have to bare with me on that scrap of information. all i really have planned is that they move out at 16 bcs their foster parents kinda suck ass!!!!!

aaaannnd thats kinda all i have planned in terms of her!! the only other thing is that she has a tv head gf named tomo, and they are literally the best thing ever and i love them. sadly shad is more of the main character so he has a lot more of his part of the story worked out already, but i am definitely planning on fleshing out shishka more :D!!!!!

i dont know how to end this. take this doodle of her i did in 0.2 seconds

[snap-crackle-n-stop]

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#i think its really funny because this is the stupidest shirt ive seen i could literally just go to the craft store and buy a plain hoodie

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

I'm playing SDV and I only have one question:

Can i date the wizard

18 notes • Posted 2021-01-02 11:52:01 GMT

#4

hey maybe lets not make jokes abt Anthony cheating on Jasmine bc I’m sure that 1) if tables were turned, Anthony would be getting so much fucking sympathy and 2) if this was your relationship would you really want someone making memes with HAMILTON REFERENCES to how you were cheated on????

19 notes • Posted 2021-12-01 22:20:35 GMT

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Sanders Sides (2016- )

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Hi take my uQuiz to figure out Which of These Greek Heroes you are

67 notes • Posted 2021-01-09 19:24:00 GMT

#1

Re-Watching TLT musical and some of the things I noticed:

- Grover trying to stand between Percy and Ms Dodds

- gay percy gay percy gay p

- the way they did Riptide is??? So cool???

- JUST THE SET DESIGN IN GENERAL

- Chris does an amazing job at portraying a 12 year old, as well with someone with ADHD

- Percy's drinking blue gatorade. This is a really small detail but I love it alot

- PERCY FEBREZES THE AIR WHEN GABE COMES ON STAGE

- The minotaur

- "you drool in your sleep"

- Dionysus is so dramatic

- He starts sharpening a pencil to get Katie off the stage

- Chiron has to be one of the best characters

- "You'll get used to Mr D, he's a little....he hates children"

- "My Dad's Hermes..." "Have you ever met him?" "Once. We won't be playing catch anytime soon." OOF

- Grover !!!! I just love him...

- Kristen Stokes is adorable and a great Annabeth

- Percy using the sword as a lightsaber

- "it's not a lightsaber" "you're my dream girl"

- "sexist, much?" "No, I love girls. I think they're very nice."

- "Wait, why is Zeus mad at me?" "BECAUSE YOU WERE BORN"

- Annabeth and Percy's dialogie before "My Grand Plan" + her teaching him how to hold a sword

- "the gods will say we're impertinent" "aww, we are impertinent"

- Poseidon

- "You've got your mother's strength. She's a queen among women" YEAH SHE IS

- "so that's my dad" "so that's your dad~" SALLY PLS

- SALLY'S FACE WHEN SHE'S GIVEN MEDUSA'S HEAD

- "Hey Clarisse. I met your dad. He's not as tough as you." "You...met my dad?! Did he mention me?"

- Luke's voice. Nice.

- "Seaweed Brain..." "Wise Girl--" "HE'S GONE, BUT I HAVE ALL THE SQUIRRELS IN THE EAST COAST LOOKING FOR HIM"

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[jlf23tumble]

Agree so much with your post about the teams and fan engagement ! And love the way you articulated all of that. Although now I definitely am interested in knowing what your notes about the specificity of each team/artist cause I feel like they'd be fascinating to read. Hope you'll post them some day, and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us ! 😊

Awwww, that’s very kind! It’s definitely head canon city, I litcherally have ZERO clue what goes on behind the scenes (and I can’t stress this enough, none of us do), so this’ll look hilariously dated when we find out that blah woof was true all along, lmao (me @ myself, thinking of some random Grimshaw interviews from last fall, oh, bless). Let’s dig in!!

For those of you who just stumbled upon this post, it’s related to the one I made last night about how I think the management teams of all these men (mid-20s means = you’re a man, not a boy) are not, in fact, sabotaging them. They negotiate a lot of tricky interconnected arrangements that none of us are privy, to, plus they’re at least trying to achieve the goals their clients are going for. And they’re doing it—the trick is these goals are highly individual and not 100% sensical (at least given our own view from the afternoon, Arctic Monkeys ref, holllllllah!!!).

In addition, these goals constantly shift, as does the music industry itself—I drive my own self loony when I lurk on blogs that are seemingly broadcasting from 2012, confused by why xx’s team is so “terrible” because they aren’t throwing good money after bad to get on a radio playlist, or why they haven’t announced yy “properly,” as if they’re being paid to worry about this level of shit (which fires me up on about five levels, deep breaths in, deep breaths out). I’m much nosier about the signals we’re getting when we hear them talk in their beautifully media-trained way about their musical interests, when we get some of that sweet, sweet fan service with a Gallagher or a Capaldi, when we get that heads up about who’s attending what concert, stuff like that. These signals don’t necessarily indicate future collaborations, but they DO indicate what kind of image these guys want to have, the kind of music they want the public to associate them with.

Anyway, I’m getting ahead of myself…their personalities and goals at the moment are all so vastly different, and I truly do love seeing how their teams are workin’ it accordingly. Again, please @ god, don’t @ me…opinions, massively unpopular opinions, dead ahead!

* Zayn. My read on Zayn is that he enjoys the creative process, loves writing and singing, digs collabing with people, but he doesn’t seem to give two shits about the biz side (and why should he? that’s called living the dream at this particular point in his career). His website recently added “tour,” which EYEBALL EYEBALL, but he doesn’t seem to be all that interested in putting himself back out on stage or into radio/print/etc. anytime soon, and again, why should he? His numbers are HUGE without pushing himself through the anxiety-provoking churn he endured for four years, so there’s no real drive for him to do any promo if he doesn’t want to (see: the netflix-like binge dump of Icarus Falls, which could be “sabotage,” or it could just be, “fineeeeeeee, here’s some stuff for you, enjoy”). What other artist gifts his fans with gorgeous covers of such a wide variety of songs that indicate he’s more interested in sharing them than selling them. Accordingly, his fan interactions seem fairly pure and not all that promo-y: he has a keen interest in fanart, he’s done some fan pop-ups/listening parties that are pretty low-key and *seemingly* fan-focused, and recently (with zero anything to really promote), he’s been posing for cute pics and chatting with randos on the streets of NYC. I recently read that his mgmt team is no longer with him, but that sort of folds into my feeling that he’s not pursuing anything biz-wise, hence no need to jump through those particular hoops (I think he’s also struggled with a lot of demons, so yeah, why add one more). Could he be adrift? Maybe, but the next guy is the posterman for lack of focus….

* Liam. Honestly, I worry about Liam most of all. His post-1D career seems very much adrift, and I like to joke that he’s giving me that tell-all about the D one sentence at a time, but goddamn, are people listening? The struggles with alcohol, the lack of focus on every level, the reliance on his dad’s career advice (which more clearly reflects his dad’s financial class, background, and history than it does Liam’s), and the overall confusion about look, sound, and direction also flow back directly into his team. I get the feeling that they aren’t sure what to do because LIAM isn’t sure what to do or what he wants, so they follow in his wake. He’s agreeable to a fault, so seeing him at a meet-and-greet at an HMV in Birmingham last week felt like a step back into 2010 for no real reason, just like hearing that he was more or less coerced into full nude photoshoots for an underwear ad (the decisions to say yes to both of those—who’s steering this ship? If it’s Liam, he needs to tell the team his overall goal, so they can plot a course he and his fans can follow; if it’s the team, ditto). Like Niall, Liam’s actually pretty good at the SM game: lots of selfies, snapchat filters, outfits, gym service, twitter interactions. But generally speaking, his promo is confusing, and that’s probably because there isn’t much *to* promote at this point, other than a mix of collabs, clothing endorsements, spon con, horse farms, and an album that’s always on the horizon. This might be tied to the general post-1D jolt they all went through, like a plane coming off autopilot and into the hands of someone who’s just learning how to fly it. Zayn debuted at number one, so his bump wasn’t as harsh, but the others are slowly, steadily finding their footing after taking some time to find themselves and their sound, releasing songs/albums, performing (or in Louis’s case, going through unspeakable tragedy). Liam’s still adrift…and somewhat admittedly, which is kind of telling in its own way. Just know that my nervousness on his behalf ratchets up every time he feels the urge to assure us all that he’s happy.

* Niall. Truly the one following the original 1D template, right down to working with most of the same people but with more of the overall control in his hands instead of a faceless management squad. Of any of them, he seems the most ambitious, the most scientific about the sound he’s after and how he’s gonna get there. His promo is a mix of new and traditional—radio shows, talk shows, podcasts, special events, twitter interactions with fans, twitter interactions with entertaining celebrities—and it’s all hustle hustle hustle, build build build, as if he were a new ingenue instead of coming up hard on solo album number two. He’s explicit in his goals, which is refreshing, but it means he walks a weird line with fans: on one hand, he’s done with their bullshit, get ready to get rekt if you start commenting on his boring food seasoning or home décor. But on the other hand, he fully recognizes how much he needs them, which is why we get so many peeks into his “normal” life (yet zero percent of his actual personal life). It’s also probably why the blatant tweets of the last two days seem so jarring to me (I might be alone on this one, but I’m not a fan of directives in general, and asking me to call radio stations on behalf of a rich white man to become even richer just rubs me the wrong way, same with asking me to stream stuff to get you to number one…you’ve been there, buddy, how about you calm down and build some character at number 51). And speaking of calming down, it does fascinate me that both Niall and Louis namecheck Taylor Swift as someone who gets the whole fandom push/pull thing right, so watching them try to reverse-engineer her secrets is fun. Louis nails it (that hotspot treasure hunt: chef’s kiss), but Niall’s heavy-handed easter egg dump in NTMY, she would never!! I think Niall’s team needs to watch “Calm Down” about five more times before they try that again.

* Louis. I think Louis honestly has an AMAZING team in place, and they’re all clearly on his side, which makes for a refreshing change. Like Niall, he has publicly praised Taylor Swift for how she engages with her fans, but I think he’s missing a key point: she doesn’t let her fans dictate strategy, and I HOPE that’s the case for Louis, too. His old team *was* shit, so yeah, encouraging people to do fan projects to get the word out was a good idea, but turning that spigot off to let a good (paid) team step in and take over has been, uh, challenging. He’s dealt with more than his fair share of personal tragedy, but every time he gets some momentum going, it feels like something bts pushes him back off track, and he tends to keep it private, which only makes his hardest-core fans scream “sabotage.” Rightly so, he’s focusing on his personal life, and rightly so, his team is giving him the space to do that, even when it costs cash money and throws a lot of shit seriously for a loop. It makes my heart soar to see the potential of what his team can do/is doing, how much space he’s being allowed to process what he needs to process. Weirdly, that’s an unpopular opinion, and a lot of people want to indulge in an angst wank fest where Louis’s the victim of a terrible team that won’t DO anything (nevermind the fact that he’s probably ASKED them not to do anything), so they undertake a tremendous amount of performative unpaid labor that ends up being counterproductive on just about every front. Even worse, most of them can’t seem to process the fact that losing your mum is a blow, losing your SISTER is a blow, juggling other siblings or close friends handling some serious demons of their own in the aftermath of all of *that* is a blow, let alone handling your own personal coping mechanisms, nope, they want Louis to release release release, perform perform perform, c’mon, what’s holding him back, he *said* he wanted to release an album this year, there’s “no reason” for a delay, gotta be his shitty team, free him. It drives me ‘round the bend because it’s the same talk from late last year, you know, when we later found out that at least one family member was losing a fight with drug addiction. Louis’s fan engagement/promo is therefore hella fraught: he has to balance LouisTM on twitter (Mr. Donny, he’s hard, mate), his werk IG posts, and his constant edging because nobody can remember or trust that he’s got this, that multiple things are in play. But he also knows his fanbase, knows that it’s resistant to any kind of change, so I hope he pushes through and stays true to what he wants to do. I was really encouraged with his last promo round because he seems to have narrowed in on a something solid, he’s got a plan, and it’s not, “hey mr dj, put my record on,” it’s getting his fans to trust that he and his team know what the fuck they’re doing, and spoiler alert, it ain’t radio, but go ahead and keep pissing off djs by sending angry tweets their way. (Related: why is it so bad to avoid the radio when all of us admit that radio music is garbage? Is it because it’s more about you than him? Much to think about.)

* Harry. My very favorite head canon is that Harry is Jeff’s nightmare client: what was perfection at first because the Azoffs are old-school promo all the way (no SM, baby, gimme that sweet, sweet paper), and that dovetailed nicely with post-1D Harry, but it quickly veered into mulish teeth pulling. Low profile can quickly spin into no profile, and that really doesn’t work too well when you’re trying to sell sell sell, even if your brand is Harry StylesTM. HS1 and Dunkirk in their own separate ways worked VERY hard to push past the still-persistent way the general public views Harry as boybander Harry Styles, or more accurately, former boybander Harry Styles who dated Taylor Swift (if you venture out and ask someone who’s not a fan), but what I love about Harry is that much like Zayn, he doesn’t seem to be too bothered by all that. Sure, he’s ambitious, he wants to challenge himself and do things, but he’s no Niall Horan. He’s put in his time! If he gets a number one, then cool, but he’s not gonna chase it. And this is where Harry’s team really reflects his goals and energy: sure, they want him to do some promo (that “Do” tweet, the entire bit about the fan in Australia and Harry Lambert’s follow, goddddd, I loved it, petty Harry, resigned Jeff), but they clearly aren’t forcing him. He drops a song that makes a HUGE splash, and the follow-up is…liking some tweets and going to a John Mayer concert (not a John Mayer fan, so that wouldn’t be my first choice, but I respond to the zero fucks given about the whole thing). The music industry has changed a LOT in just two years, so it’s kind of cool to see team Harry pivoting a bit, seeing more SM interaction, the kindness generator, etc., but that said, the team takes their cues from him, and he clearly doesn’t want to do a whole promo circuit beyond persons a, b, and c, and magazine R, F, and A. Does it make sense to have Rob Sheffield write a profile about Stevie Nicks-blessed shroom-eater Harry Styles when his new song sounds like the Zarry combo of my dreams? NOPE, but that’s okay, Harry wanted to talk to Rob, so that’s what happened. The new song is more streaming friendly, and thank CHRIST, a lot less crusty white dude stuck in the ‘70s, so I can only hope that the rest of the album is thus, but we shall see! We’ll also see if Harry’s fan engagement shifts any further into the active zone…so far, it’s been “I’m gonna follow some larries, like these fun generator posts, check out a few dads” and staged photo ops with the same familiar faces, but I think he’s dealing with his own major bts issues as well (album delayed at least twice; that entire stalking situation). I still contend the album’s coming in the next few weeks, so it’ll be interesting to see if/how any additional promo rolls out in this new world order post-gryles landscape, how many interviews he’ll do, but I like that there’s a strategy that seems less stodgy…kudos to the new SM team, at least!!

Oh man, that got really long! Hope you enjoyed, and YES, opinions opinions opinions, and they’ll be stupid in about three weeks’ time, thanks for coming to my already dated buzzfeed article

[leftpancakes]

Galion

~Information about the species~

- Galions usually stay in a group for most of their lives, however, the groups are like Lion groups, there's one Male and many Females, however, the males don't fight for a group. When males are born, they stay with their mother until they learn to take care of themselves, then they go and find their own group. In some cases, a male only finds one female, and no more, and with that, will stay with her for the rest of their lives uwu ( So cuTe-), and when they have offspring, the process restarts.

- The babies are called the same as dogs' offspring, so they're called puppies. They start off very small, and completely dependant of their mother, but when they're born with only a couple instead of in a group, it takes longer for them to leave for the small amount of attention for each.

- In a group of females, all puppies receive attention whenever they need, being the top priority while they're dependant.

- The puppies barely have wings and have no feathers, as well as a small tail with only a bit of fluff.

- The Galion puppies are the size of a convencional adult female cat, meanwhile, male adults can get twice the size of a convencional human, and female adults can get to the size of a convencional human ( in rare cases, they can get bigger, but NEVER bigger than a male, unless the male has a height problem).

- The markings on their ears and their tail can glow at night at their desire.

- At day they're white, but at night, they can turn black.

- The males can slightly change their color. Example: If a male feels in danger, the region of his face can slightly change to red to indicate he will attack if he gets messed with ( The intensity of the color can indicate how strong they are).

- They are separated in Alpha and Beta ( Nope, not Omegaverse- But they can be applied on it), the Alphas can be born with Extra characteristics, like markings on their face, but Alphas are actually rare, and for being rare, are usually considered superior from the Betas.

- Alphas have power over Betas, and usually isn't allowed that the two have any intimate relationship, friendship is the limit ( NO, IT IS MAGIC-).

- They can fly. They can walk/run of four ( using their feet and hands[most likely paws]).

- When they become adults, they have very strong legs, being equivalent to a kangaroo but sometimes can be way more powerful.

- They can choose between hoping and walking/running normally.

---Rules to make one---

Yes, this is an open species :D

However, there are rules to making a Galion:

- You aren't allowed to make Alphas for the fact that they are rare.

- Soon you'll be able to make a puppy of those, but when their ref sheet is done.

- No extra limbs, no markings on face, since those are alpha characteristics.

- If you're gonna make a male, don't make it small, Males are big and strong. If you're gonna make a female, don't make 'em too big, they might fight when necessary but generally are shy and fragile.

- General color is white ( At Day) and black ( At Night), the only things that have different colors in different characters are the ear markings/eyes ( They are the same color), the wings ( variate from Soft/Pastel colors for females and Dark/Deep colors for males), and the tongue ( Alphas have deep tones of color meanwhile Betas have soft tones of color).

- You will have to put the type of your character, which the types are Alpha and Beta, but you guys, for now, will obligatorily gonna put that it's a Beta.

- Don't post your character ANYWHERE else until I make it oficial.

- Do NOT make Mary Sue characters. To prevent that from happening, I will create a specific blog to reblog the characters that are allowed and they will turn Oficial.

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Meanwhile your Galion isn't approved, tag your post: #UnapprovedGalion

When it's approved, change the tag to:

#ApprovedGalion

Here's the transparent ref sheet

PANCAKE WITH PUMPKIN SPICE FRESH FROM THE OVEN GOES FOR NYOW MAH BOIIIIII

[treadmilltreats]

As bad as it is, the pain will fade

Recently while going through some difficult times in my life I realized that yes, I might be in pain now but in time that pain will fade.

I was thinking of the people who were once in my life, people that I loved who are now no longer there.

We all go through losses, we lose someone to death, your parents, God for bid a child, friends and that hole in your heart is deep, that pain is so bad you want to die with them.

You lose a person you love, a marriage, the love of your life and it feels like your heart is breaking into pieces, you can't breathe it hurts so bad.

Your best friend betrays you, the one you thought had your back, the one you spoke to every day and told your deepest, darkest secrets to and now your hurt and broken because of that betrayal.

I know all of these situations as unfortunately I've lost too many people in my life. More than one person should ever have to but it is what it is.

I lost them to death, taken way too soon. I've lost love and never thought I'd ever love again and I've been stabbed in the back by best friends that I would give my life for.

And I can't sugar coat it, it fucking sucks...sorry, that's as real as I can come with it and that is exactly how it feels as well.

You want to crawl up in a ball and pull the covers over your head until the pain goes away. You lose you zest for life, nothing makes you happy. You can't do anything, physically and mentally your on lock down as you can't concentrate on anything but this pain your feeling.

Every breathe you take hurts, your heart hurts, your body even hurts, as it effects all of you. And to make matters worst every where you turn it reminds you of them. A song on the radio, someone who looks like them, Facebook has to throw it in your face every day with remember when...yuggg!!

You can't run from it and your thinking seriously? Just leave me alone I am in enough pain!

You think this pain will literally kill you, it hurts that bad. You try to put on your fake smile and try to do your job and get through your day secretly counting the minutes you can get into your car and cry your eyes out. Running home to climb into your bed and cry yourself to sleep because sleep is the only peace you have. Until even there, they are in your dreams as well and sleep eludes you.

You pray for this pain to go away and ask when will it be over. You never think your going to be whole again and it's too much for you to take.

Then one day, a half of day goes by and you haven't broken down, you haven't thought of them for a few hours. Then it hits you yet again and it's worst then the beginning.

It's like 2 steps forward and 4 backwards....you want to scream.

Everyone is giving you advice which you couldn't care less about but you know they are trying their best to help you. You know there is no help, no magic potion you can take to make you feel better because hell you even Googled that shit, yes, you are that desperate.

Then one day you can breathe without it hurting, you can laugh without faking it and you think hey maybe I am moving on.

This pain may take weeks, it may take months or years even, sorry I can't give you an exact time frame. Every one is different, everyone deals different and there is no "set" time frame for grief.

I still mourn my dad and he's been gone almost 40 years, I still go to pick up the phone to call my mom and she's been gone 8 years. It never gets easier but the pain fades.

One day you will be able to look back and not cry at the drop of a dime. You'll be able to feel again and feel like a real person. You will even fall in love again as long as you don't shut yourself off because the pain made you that afraid.

We all go through pain in our lives and yes, as bad as it sucks it makes us grow, it makes us stronger and we learn lessons from it.

I've learned that life is too short, to live it large every day with no regrets. I've learned that I will still trust people and see the best in them even if I've been betrayed. And I learned that I will love again despite the chance of a brokenheart because life without love is not worth living.

So today my friends, remember you will be hurt, you will lose people you love and you will be brokenhearted but this is life and trust me as bad as it may feel, the pain will fade.

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Some times your spiritual awakening can make you depressed

I know recently I have been off, I am normally a positive person, nothing gets to me. I have learned to have peace and joy in my life, I don't stress and I am always present in the moment. But recently I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me, I feel off kilter, not centered.

I had a lot of things coming at me recently, we all have life come at us at times.

But sometimes it feels like all the shit is coming at you at once. Like every time you get up, you get knocked down, you get back up and then bam! Here comes another one and knocks you down again and this keeps happening.

I also hurt my back and haven't been working out and that has also put me in this funk as exercise is my stress reliever and so combined together this has been a really bad time for me.

I know I am at a point in my life that I am growing spiritually, that I am opening up to becoming a better person and I am seeing all kinds of things differently.

I have learned more lessons in the last 7 years then most of my life. It's because I am open to learn the lessons, even when I am going through the storm I am thinking "Okay, what am I suppose to learn here?"

Not why is life doing this to me. I know God has big things for me, I know all the things I've been putting out there, praying for are coming but it's the waiting that's killing me here.

Let's be honest we are all human, we want something and we want it now, we are a drive through society.

But I've learned that maybe we are not ready, maybe we are not prepared to go to the next step and there are still lessons we need to learn before we move there.

I think sometimes you are changing on the inside so quickly and yet you still feel your not where you want to be. You become more aware and you feel stuck, it feels like it's far from where you see it being and this makes you depressed.

You concise awareness is more open and you see things different but you still need to get rid of your old issues.

I know I thought I was long done with my rapist and all that happened to me and Bam! He is shows up in my life 30 plus years later.

It definitely taught me I wasn't completely done there as it brought up many issues in myself.

So while your old issues are coming up, you have to deal with them and that's painful and that will make you depressed.

Even your body gets out of whack during this time of awaking, your body is not going at it's top shape, there is too much it has to deal with. And if your like me, a person who exercises every day and then you can't, you feel lost.

Your depression is like a tool, you have to deal with all that's coming at you and yes, it gets to all of us from time to time but it's there to get you to your next step. You need to release your issues and deal with your awakening so you can move on to bigger and better things.

So today my friends, I am here to tell you it's okay, there may be many things coming at you now. You might feel like your drowning and that you should be farther along in your life, your career, your relationship but you are right where your suppose to be. These are the lessons, the breakthroughs to take you to your next level. Remember sometimes your spiritual awakening can make you depressed but you are awakening so deal with all your going through because you'll be there soon enough.

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