#yuuuuuppp. back to eating essentially only bread + crackers + apple sauce | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

hikeyzz · 3 months ago

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i'm so fucking over it lol wdym "it sounds like you need to be seen within the next three days" my throat's just slowly swelling shut??? it's not THAT big of a deal can't i put it off for another like several weeks??? i mean its fineeeeee it's not even the breathing tube its the food one!!! i can survive plannyyy of time without eating i'll be fineeeeeee

#hikey #can we tell i'm like not well lmao #yes my esophagus is likely very swollen and inflamed rn and its getting worse so it needs to be addressed before i lose the ability to eat #but likeeeeeee #i already have a doc appointment next week to look at the bump on my ear that's also unfortunately getting worse #shit starts to fall apart in multitudes with me it's never just one struggle at a time fucking hell #it's likely due to my ongoing stomach problems like probably too much acid coming up my throat #whyyyyy is there acid when i was told a year ago i do NOT have reflux?????#no clue !!!!#have my stomach problems been progressively getting worse over the past few weeks too??#yuuuuuppp. back to eating essentially only bread + crackers + apple sauce #probably gonna end up having to go back for another endoscopy to look again #and probably more gross shit i don't wanna deal with like stomach emptying tests and stool samples and a bunch of actual literal shit #i am so fucking fed up and upset like a feeding tube is a serious consideration for me even though i do not think i would be okay with it #like the sensation of the tube and having to keep it clean and sanitary and all that #but like !!!!!#disabled lyfe

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