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ziipzeepzop-eez · 7 months

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S'much as I hate funerals, virtual or in person, I'm grateful for the opportunity to see you off.

The losses may be plentiful, but if there's one thing it taught me: it's strength.

Avoidance? Repression? Numbness? A foreign body giving themselves to protect their own.

How much longer will it hurt? It hurts and hurts until it can't anymore. Then, when you feel coherent again, it slams into your side. Your blind side.

Maybe all these things. But I feel strong and coherent right now, if only a little dead, a little broken, a little stop hurting me please inside.

Bless you. Thank you.

I love you.

(I'm sorry we couldn't be there, uncle. Rest gently. We'll honor you the same way you honored our clan.)

#i feel so bad for my dad #and the entire side of the family.#y'know. now that i think about it?#a lot of my people has left the planet within the last couple years than the entirety of my entire life #that had such a heavy impact on me.#rest easy uncle. you were a wonderful man.#cw death #cw death mention #honorable mention #for the ones that have gone ahead of us #wait for us yeah?#give me that hope you promised #lest i split my fingertips digging for a truth from below me #lest i die trying.#zeepie beep and her heavy hard feelings #zeep's heart pours ❤️‍🩹🫗#timeee to update the navi #i always knew i was low maintenance #it was fun while it lasted! 🫡

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