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August 10th, 2020

Not much has really happened, Jon had his birthday recently, and I have been just watching and sleeping. We occasionally go outside sit around and think about things. Outside that we talk, but not much else. We need to find something else to play, other than the mobile games. Guess I’m kind of bored with everything going on. However we did go up to the mountains last month to see the comet that was passing by, it was beautiful, albeit kind of... blurry, we were able to see it fairly clearly with binoculars. Other than there’s not much else, we pick up food, and try things, but not much else. I look forward to when this is all over. I miss going to the pier at the beach. Hopefully everyone is ok and getting by. Remember there is always a light! Things will get better!!

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July 2nd, 2020

Well it’s been two months, things have been alright, we celebrated my birthday last month. Jon made me some chocolate mousse, but we’ve been stuck at home since all this started. Lucky for us though we’re done with school and not taking summer school so we have plenty of time to relax. Got to try and finish our backlog of games since we can’t really go out. We’re excited for the 4th of July too, there are fireworks still going on, and we’re still celebrating, even if it immediate household members, all the locals usually put on a show every year. Anyway we’ll try and manage as things go on, stay safe everyone! ^_^

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May 4th, 2020

Well we’re alright, things have been a bit rough with everything that’s going on, Jon is freaking out over it of course, not to mention I’m pointing out silver linings because we might screw up most of our classes. On a bright note Jon did a video call for his sister, due to everyone being scared in all, we had a nice Easter, and Jon made mousse. Me, well not much to do but watch and calm his nerves (albeit unsuccessfully). Wish I could do something to comfort him even if we do mess up, and amidst all that is going on :(. Until things clear up we’ll have to stay strong, please stay safe everyone!

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February 16th, 2020

Hello! I’m stil alive, just been busy with school, and Jon trying to catch up on some games in January, so it was hard to get something in. We went to hang out with a friend in January, and our dad took us for brunch at the beach, it was nice. For Valentines, we went out to a place that had some good tacos. Anyway we’re busy with school and I haven’t done much. Hopefully during spring break we’ll do more in the future. Until then hope everyone reading is well! ^_^

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December 18th 2019

It’s been a while, we’ve been busy with University the last few months, and I don’t think we passed all our classes :(. Outside that I’ve been ok (albeit bored with all the work). We had a good thanksgiving, this year most of the family cooked and Jon made the apple salad this year (along with the pumpkin pies). Other than that I am looking forward to our break! Hopefully do something fun before classes start up again. Other than that we went to an two art exhibits with a friend, we missed the second but the first was for Persona 5 / Catherine full body. It was really nice. We’re doing a small Christmas gathering soon as usual, and Jon is nervous about the dinner with our godfather’s family, other than that we’re still alive hope everyone has a good holiday! ^_^

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October 8th, 2019

We’ve been busy with school and not much has really happened. Well last month our dad took us out for Oktoberfest, Jon was able to handle himself pretty good, had some good German food. We also tried out some kind of place a friend recommended, it was delicious! All of it was meat but it was good! :) other than that we’ve been busy with school. We also got invited to a friends birthday party this weekend so hopefully that will be a good run. Other than that we are fine, just busy hope everyone is well! ^_^

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August 12th

Hello everyone! So Jon’s birthday passed it was an all around good week! Our sister’s took us out, then our mum, and finally went as family and threw a small gathering. It was nice to also see Jon be so responsible over this. We passed the last couple of tests for our class and we couldn’t be happier! Anyway Jon is nervous about finally transferring out to Uni but we’ll be alright. Other than that it’s mostly been a lot school work for him so I relax (and secretly help him out). Other than that I can’t think of anything else, Hope eve is doing well! ^_^

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July 23rd, 2019

Things have been going alright, Jon is transferring out University so we have that and we’re doing ok in our class. 4th of July was nice, the fireworks were beautiful and I had fun watching! ^_^ Other than that it’s been kind of boring with Jon just studying and whatnot. I’m a little excited about going to University, hopefully we can finish ASAP and get some work.

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June 30th, 2019

Things have been good lately, Jon threw an end of semester celebration, he passed his class too. We’re taking summer school and did well in our first exam. ^_^ Anyway, I think I had my first bout of dysphoria... I hope some day to be a parent, but knowing I can never give birth, well it hurts. But this feeling comes and goes, so it’s not too bad. Other than that we are alive and well. Family was invited to a wedding later this year but Jon is well apprehensive about it as it comes from one of the more toxic sides of our family. He still has time, on the bright side it’ll be a small family outing because we’ll be going far for the weekend. Anyway hope everyone is doing well!!! ^_^

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June 2nd, 2019

Well it’s been a while. Jon was very busy last month because he’s trying to salvage his grade. Anyway with finals over we can finally do something. Anyway to kind of recap, our sister had a party and Jon may have made some new friends, we celebrated our mother’s birthday yesterday and it was nice. We had some sandwich, then finished with some cake and ice cream. It was good. Only thing right now is how we should spend the week. It’ll be hard to figure out as we have summer school next week which has Jon stressed as it is a math course unfortunately :(. On the upside it is a night class and maybe we could stop by the convention that happens nearby. Other than that there were things I forgot to mention like how we went with family to go see wildflowers, they were beautiful, shame Jon didn’t take any pictures. Anyway hopefully things will get better and hopefully Jon passes.

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April 22nd, 2019

So we had a good Easter. Dinner was delicious and our sister’s ex made it through some guesswork, anyway Jon figures he’d try and relearn some CAD so he can go to work. I would like to see him get his degree and go from there but school has been a drain for him. Anyway I had fun and hopefully things will look better. I hope everyone had a good Easter.

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March 23rd, 2019

We’re still alive. Just been busy since we have two tests coming up. On another note Jon has been extremely stressed since the accident, and well he’s more than likely not going to make it due to the stress. I’m glad our godfather is giving him some leeway for at least making the attempt. Other than that we celebrated St. Patrick’s like Jon tends to... had a lot of coffee beer so he was a little wired. Interesting to know such things have caffeine. Anyway I hope Monday ends sooner so he can breathe a sigh of relief instead of torturing himself over the accident. On top of that spring break!!!! We got to figure out some things to do! Our therapist has suggested, with all the stress we’ve been through Jon go to the anniversary of the local microbrewery. Hopefully his parents will join us. Other than that maybe a visit to the old park sounds good. I miss that place. Well there’s only so much time in a week, any suggestions are welcome for things to do. Hopefully it’ll be a much needed break with lots of fun things to do

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February 27th, 2019

Well Valentines went well and even though it wasn’t the same the mousse came out really tasty! In the meantime Jon is freaking out because we got into an accident last night and we had a test this morning. Jon doesn’t think he passed, there were somethings he forgot, both from previous classes necessary and for this class. He won’t stop blaming himself for the accident and it’s tearing him apart. As for me well I’m worried. I don’t want him to blame himself and on top of that a lot of the negativity has returned. So this accident and test have worsened things for us both. I’m going to try and push my way and hold the fort so he can rest, best I can do for now is assure him it’s not his fault and everything is going to be alright (even though we’re short a car now)

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February 5th,2019

I’m still alive! Anyway we’re doing well. Jon is lamenting Valentines as usual but this year I want him to do something for us! We’re going to a park (hopefully it’ll be dry) and Jon is going to make us some French style chocolate mousse. With everything that’s been going on we’re going to change the formula. Jon drinks the night away but instead of doing that we’re going to just have the mousse and go out. I’m so excited! It’ll be fun day for us both. Anyway we’re doing fine Jon feels better and though school has started we’ll have to wait and see. Other than that I hope we can keep up this good mood

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January 6th, 2018

It’s been a while and we’re doing alright. Christmas and New Years was fun. Jon was nervous about another Christmas party but he pulled through. Other than that out actual Christmas was ok, granted Jon May have said a dumb thing or two >_>. Anyway our New Years was good. Mom made garlic butter shrimps and they were so yummy ^_^. Other than that things are settling into the mundane, well that and Jon ended up in group therapy, and he’s not happy about it. I think it might be good for him. Any way our resolutions boil down to being more positive for him, and for me finally being able to do things for myself (and getting him out in the process). I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and New Years as well as any holiday between thanksgiving and the new year. In the meantime I’ll be thinking of things to do and bugging him to spend more time with me since he was distracted with school.

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December 20th, 2018

We’re still alive, but Jon is a bit emotionally unstable. Anyway we had a small party and we enjoyed it, but I think he’s stressed about the future. He’s tired of school and afraid of other people, then he resolved to go work and gets told that it would be a bad idea. We’re confused, I... We know it would be best to finish school but even without a full work load it stresses him out. He’s also stressing about being invited to a Christmas dinner with a former crush he had years ago, he keeps going on about how it’s too late to do anything but I have faith in him! Even as I write this he’s being such a pessimist. Either way we have time of and we should try to relax before school starts up. Maybe we can go to the arboretum again (and not nearly die of heat stroke), or go to the beach again. We’ll play it by ear but for now we’ll try to enjoy the holidays ^_^

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November 30, 2018

Well we had a good thanksgiving. We watched Isle of Dogs, which was a fun movie. Mom’s stuffing was delicious ^_^ , and of course we can’t forget the pumpkin pies we made. Other than that things have been kind of shaky. Jon has been having a bit of a breakdown and it keeps throwing me back >_<. I want to help! I don’t want him to hurt himself like that. Maybe in another year when I’m more solid I can do something. Until then I need to try, to be stronger. Then I can do something before then! But I feel so weak right now. Other than that we’re going to throw a Christmas party hopefully things go well and Jon feels better after we’re out for the winter