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Im really struggling right now 😭 my fibromyalgia is flaring up my fucking leg went numb for a bit today after sitting wrong and today's one of those days I dearly wish I had a wheelchair. I'm too embarrassed to ask for help financially but I can do like set-palette commissions @_@ but I don't think anybody would commission me even if I opened them up at this point. the last time I took a batch of comms I couldn't even finish them 😭 I'm stuck on one comm today but like. Im overdrafting -170 and have to finish one comm but that still won't cover my other expenses until next week so I ostensibly need 2 other comms.

I can do writing and limited art comms and I really only have 3 slots I can handle at the moment.

Does this sound like anything anyone can help out with? I'm drowning in medical debt at the moment and fucking medicaid hasn't gotten back to me even though they said they'd make a decision on my case TWO WEEKS AGO. So I have to pay for my physical therapy and ultrasounds and everything out of pocket. And my progesterone hormones are running out and I'm crashing and honestly I think the IUD is straight up falling out of my body because it feels way too low and I have an appointment to replace it and I just idk guys I am freaking out. I'm freaking out because I had a suicide attempt last month and I'm suffering the health effects from it and I'm just exhausted from trying to figure out how to deal with it and I have all these bills and I'm just, tired... fatigued every single day. I'm falling behind on my debt and I can't figure out how to work hard enough to fix it and since it's the summer, jobs are dried up in my area...

Should I open comms or donations or some shit I'm just genuinely emotionally exhausted of begging people for money online every single year at various points...

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put things aside for a lil bit just so i can finally draw her

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I was drawing her and realized she looks pretty with short hair, so–

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I placed so much references from both from the book and Fate lore. This is a very fun piece to make and I hope you can enjoy the little stuffs within it too

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spac ishtar

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Tamamo gatita

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Kama

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a healthy amount of clay can cure art block,apparently

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one sketch of clay keeps the artblock away

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🌘🌗🌕🌓🌒

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rank e fashion