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tardispony · 9 years
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Leaving tumblr and the brony community
I have sold all my OC's. I have given away the stories.  I am leaving this site. I'm leaving this blog, so no one, on the off chance that they have a horrible chance of getting my url never get the backlash from my name.
I have avoided tumblr since all the recent drama has started. I have not gotten involved, besides voicing my concerns, and feelings to my closest friends and confidants.   I refuse to get involved. And I will no longer be on a site where I am being harassed.
 For what I have done that has upset anyone. I am sorry. I cannot fix my actions only move forward, work on it, and make sure it never happens again.    To those I've hurt. I know a sorry doesn't cover it, but it's all I can offer. I wish I could do more. 
I am disabling asks, and anything to contact me. I will not be part of this anymore. 
I need to fix myself, before I can help others. As it is apparent. 
I know now, I should have refused any money, and help back in November and December. And should have refused to leave home. There are a lot of things I could have done better.    I am sorry for lying and scaring a lot of you, by faking a snake bite, I felt at the time it was the only way I could get away from tumblr to heal after a lot of other drama. It was wrong, but all of my actions that you know, and have hurt you, was not me thinking clearly. I was scared, hurt and panicked. 
To Kerosene. I know a sorry doesn't cover how I treated you when I was mad. I know what I said was wrong, and I'm sorry my rage pushed me to someone ugly. I am working on never letting that happen ever again.
To those who have spoken out. Anonymously. I know who each of you are, and I've not contacted you out of respect. I don't want to make things worse. But please, know I'm working to change.  
All my Oc's are gone, given to other great artist, and story tellers.  So they are now owned by their new owners. Please do not use them. Since they were mine, now passed on to new great homes.
Do not contact me, do not search me out. To not bother my Deviantart.  If people harass me. I will seek law inforcement. This is not a threat, only a promise if people stalk me. I've left you all alone. Please do the same to me.
I will leave you all alone. Out of respect and part shame. I'm sorry I couldn't have been a better friend.
I'm working to change that.
Thank you for a year and a half, of the good, the bad and the ugly times.  Goodbye.  
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