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Fydoror Dostoevsky // Clarice Lispector

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One of my favorite things is watching Hannibal with my lawyer husband. He becomes progressively more outraged. Every time. No matter how many times we rewatch it. Like he'll never forgive Will for not suing everyone. Suing the FBI is this man's Roman Empire.

You wouldn't believe the sheer force of his his disappointment when Freddie didn't bite it - "She's worse! (than Hannibal) How is she alive?! (to Will on screen) C'mon buddy,just this once,no one is going to miss her! She's trespassing,breaking and entering,we can spin that!" - so if you're ever wondering what a lawyer considers evil,it's apparently tabloid reporters.

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People shouldn’t be shamed for what they eat

Wanna eat meat? That’s okay

Wanna not eat meat? That’s okay

Wanna not eat anything the comes from animals at all? That’s okay

People shouldn’t be ashamed of what they eat, unless it’s people. Don’t eat people.

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Okay I finished rewatching Hannibal finally and to this day, however many years it’s been since 2015 I still think them not making out sloppy style like was the single smartest decision anyone made on that show because they literally had them do the thing apex predators do as the animal equivalent of “kissing” its mate instead!! That element is so deeply baller to me on so many levels I can’t even

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My brain hums with scraps of poetry and madness.

Virginia Woolf

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laying on someone's chest and feeling their heartbeat is one of my favorite types of intimacy

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No. They're better than normal

They’re so normal

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Hannibal just told Will he’s not like other girls

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This is my design.

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MF

WHERE IS MY WILL GRAHAM?

I SWEAR

How can there be 8 BILLION people on this earth...

At LEAST 400 million tumblr users...

AND NO WILL GRAHAM FOR ME?

Honestly, that, is rude.

So very rude 🙄

PLEASE

If there is a Will out there for me help me find him.

I'll be his Hannibal 🫡

Less cruel and destructive to him of course 💚

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“Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”

— Unknown

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Their connection, their obsession... It isn't merely one of the physical, but one entrenched in the mind

Many people, I find, Will argue that hate and love are the opposites of extremes.

I dissent tremendously.

Love and hate are one in the same.

Both are, at root, obsession. Sprawling over the heart and mind clawing through many waking and sleeping thoughts.

Sometimes taking over the person as a whole for the duration of the emotions residence within ones-self.

Hannibal obsesses over Will.

Will obsesses over along with hating Hannibal.

These emotional ties to each other also find to have a connection of love. Far exceeding the physical desire that many tend to misunderstand for what the pair share.

Which is why I reject and disdain the popular belief that Hannibal and Will have a sole root of lust between them.

Their connection surpasses that immeasurably.

Just because the strongest pull between two parties in your own mind is that of lust, does not mean that others are subject to such simple and underwhelming ties.

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Will in season 1: sowy for dragging you into my world

Will in season 3: cunt

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Goddamn it... Id honestly just come out as bi at this point if someone wanted to be my Will Graham and I, his Hannibal.

But until then...

I'm so very straight 😅👍

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If you're out there my Will,

I beseech you to find me.

If you are out there,

meeting you might be the aspiration I've long since been awaiting a conclusion to...

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EXERCISE LOG

so today i was supposed to be on a liquid diet before i started a new diet but i gave in which i feel really guilty about and i ate about 300 cals so i did a work out that burn 500 cals so here's the workout

(4 ROUNDS)

ROUND 1

jumping jacks 55

crunches 40

squats 20

push ups 10

ROUND 2

jumping jacks 50

crunches. 35

squats. 30

push ups. 15

ROUND 3

jumping jacks. 40

crunches. 20

squats. 15

push ups. 15

ROUND 4

jumping jacks. 50

crunches. 30

squats. 20

push ups. 10

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Breakfast, lunch and supper today is a premium 60mg sodium and 1 carb 😌

I feel like shit 🤣

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If I meet a girl I'd have to tell her the shit she'd be getting herself into

Like how I hate food

Or that I'm really big on fast replies/ hate being left on read

Quality time is a big thing for me

Or how I'm possessive and overprotective

Probably also that I have a minor drinking problem that I sometimes use to pretend the world is just a crap dream

Also that I'm really straightforward but never mean to to rude or off putting

Or the fact that I'm not super sexual and only do shit if they want to

But damn

Idk which one or ones is such a deal breaker but I honestly think I could be a good partner if I was given the chance. I do like myself and think I have worth but I just wish I had someone who thought that too

Such is life 🤷

Shots and zero Pepsi for me igg