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what's bathing like? i imagine you spend a fair amount of your time admiring yourself rather than actually getting clean, but do you wanna add any details for the lot of us?

Bathing and looking in the bathroom mirror tends to be when my size like "hits me" the most. It's such a normal task and it's hard to ignore how different everything is and feels now. I tend to get stuck in the mirror, staring and sometimes admiring myself and feeling turned on by my weight or how pumped full of fat I look, sometimes I'm just shocked at how far all this has gone. Almost like a third perspective on "wow is that really me?" it can be really intense. I've used a shower chair for a while now- and even though it wasn't necessary at first, it was kind of fun to be like "what will it be like to need it" so I indulged the fantasy and bought one when a feeder of mine suggested it to me. But now, months later, it's feeling pretty close to required. By the time the water is hot enough and I've brushed my hair or put it up or whatever- I am aching to sit back down. When I finally plop onto the chair and the warm water hits me there's this moment where I can really feel where all my new fat begins and ends and hangs and bulges. The warm water kind of frames my body as I can feel it on my body and it's a huge dopamine rush to realize how much room I actually take up. That as I sit and spread across the shower chair I am only maybe an inch or two off from pressing up against the walls of my tub. At that point it's impossible to focus on shampoo or conditioner or whatever- I just start feeling my body and getting lost in all my new rolls and folds and the way my tummy pushes my legs apart a little. Showering is usually the most active part of my day most days- and it's as much of a turn on for me as it is exhausting.

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girl in only a few years you went from a tiny little thing to a massive milkable cow, I barely recognize you, your body shape has changed so much!

I barely recognize myself when I look in the mirror. Or when I try to walk around the grocery store. Or when I try to get in and out of the car. Or when I'm already stuffed and have to pathetically go to the door to pick up my next order. My life is so completely different now lol 🐮

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Memories on Instagram be calling my ass out lmao 😭

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I remember feeling huge in the first picture. Stuffing every once in a while, maybe once or twice a month, taking pictures and being shocked at how bloated I'd look even though a normal life I was still fit, and I certainly didn't look very big when I wasn't stuffing. Posting them here like some little secret and then forgetting about my blog for weeks at a time.

In the most recent picture from just a couple days ago, I am literally double fisting McDoubles. I do that pretty much everyday. I check my blog here dozens of times a day. My knees hurt from carrying and lifting myself and I am verifiably obese all day everyday.

When I let my mind wander, I can think about what the difference is going to be like when I look back at how I am now as the new before and I can barely contain myself 😵‍💫 I just can't wait to pile on more fat. More tummy. Bigger tits. Fatter ass. More appetite. More stuffings. More feedings. More hips. More out of breath. Less steps. And more food....

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Source

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Me empty v. full!!

Spot a difference? 😏🤰🏼

this morning vs. this evening

another days work (not yet completed hehe)

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Holy shit you've blown up like crazy. I knew you were much bigger, but the comparison is actually insane. Your belly got so much bigger, your tits look so much fuller and heavier now, you're just fatter all around. What I like the most though is your face: the way your double chin hangs now, it's so fat, it makes you look like the cow you know you are. You couldn't hide it before, now it's maybe the most visible sign of your utter gluttony and hedonism. You're so far gone that I'd almost be worried for you... But you're having the time of your life, aren't you?

Absolutely the time of my life yeah- I feel like I used to read so much fiction and fantasize about the life I have now 🐮

Getting used to my double chin has been like one of the hardest parts of getting this much this fast, but I've really grown to love it.

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that you used to be thin is soooo fucking hot, seeing that before and after makes me an animal in heat

did you put on weight during lockdown and just… decide to keep going? or did you plan this all the way through? has the idea of getting fat always aroused you or was there a road to Damascus moment?

I always loved gaining weight, I've had this blog for years and years, but I was too held back by social pressures, and a very long-term partner I had for a majority of this blog's life. I guess if I had to say there was a road to Damascus moment, where I really entered the event horizon of feedisim- there was this moment I was left back at home while my bf galavanted around for about 8 months. This was in I think 2023? So I had stuffed and gained intentionally a little bit here and there, but during this 8th month. I started just doubling each meal and posting here more. Chatting more. I never ever thought I would sell content or do anything like that or really let myself get very big, but at the end of that 8 month stretch I had gained maybe 15 lb? I remember going to the airport to pick up my boyfriend, and he hugged me when he first saw me. Immediately he let go of the hug and let me know he can tell I had gained weight. It was the first thing he said. That melted my brain. That started in unstoppable series of events that has led us to where we are now. Eventually we broke up, I moved and ended up in a much more casual living situation where I felt comfortable becoming a full-time feedee and now all I do is eat and game and post and read encouragement and my life is a feedee dream. I'm very happy and have no intentions in stopping anytime soon.

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Last summer I was begging to be a lot bigger and.... 😵‍💫 Now I'm livestock

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Every single day is like this rn 😵‍💫

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😩how do I look?

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Trading vids for food? You're selling yourself just to eat more. Isn't that cute... You're truly addicted, aren't you? Begging for more, trying to get so much more into that distended, greedy stomach just to get off? That's adorable~

Exactly... I'm just so addicted, and now four or five normal sized meals a day just doesn't do it and it takes so much to keep me fed. But I'm addicted. I just want to feel that beached whale feeling at the end of the night each night. It's so satisfying and encouraging and warm and turns me on so much...

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I really really really want today to be a 10,000 calorie day. I've got lots of videos talking about how big I'm getting, and even just eating and gorging. I would love to trade for food...

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Uhhh 😵‍💫

I'm out of control

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I'm getting so soft now.... Losing so much of my lap to my tummy. Covered in stretch marks and still stuffing everyday... I need to be a hand fed cow who can't squeeze into this chair anymore 😭