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sorry

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IT'S A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE!

— Welcome back to Akademi High! Or at least - you think it is. Somehow, that reset had messed things up even further, colliding every possible world, universe, and even timeline into one unstable collection with an unknown explanation. All your friends, family, and even yourselves are here! How is that even possible? Find out!

A Sam Gladiator YHS / TS (OGs + Reboots) RP Server! Hosted by us, and about a world where all of the series collided into one! This is a literature-based rp, and all is welcome! Just be open and kind!

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IT'S A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE!

— Welcome back to Akademi High! Or at least - you think it is. Somehow, that reset had messed things up even further, colliding every possible world, universe, and even timeline into one unstable collection with an unknown explanation. All your friends, family, and even yourselves are here! How is that even possible? Find out!

A Sam Gladiator YHS / TS (OGs + Reboots) RP Server! Hosted by us, and about a world where all of the series collided into one! This is a literature-based rp, and all is welcome! Just be open and kind!

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im being consumed by Worms.

that we Will run - you have to Be Kind and Willing to headcanons Everywhere and be Kind and Kind

eegh ... i wish to roleplay yhs with people ... i am afraid however of Public servers so be kind if we join any - but if theres not any would it hurt to Make one and would Anyone Enjoy to be In it

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eegh ... i wish to roleplay yhs with people ... i am afraid however of Public servers so be kind if we join any - but if theres not any would it hurt to Make one and would Anyone Enjoy to be In it

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EMOTE GUIDE :: FOR ME PURPOSES AND YOU TO UNDERSTAND !

🐇 SAM | 🎧 TAURTIS | 📕 GRIAN

💥 DOM | 🧪 J | 🔵 JERRY | 🔹️CLONES | 💙 TAURISA | 🐏 JORJE

🔪 YUKI | 📱 SALEX | 💌 CHAN | 📓 SILLY | 🔮 ELLEN

💋 INVADER | 🗡 PIE | 🛸 SOOKIE | 💻 SOUL

🗑 PEPE | 🛒 PATTY

🧫 PD | 👑 HIDDEN | 🪓 JTS | 🌟 STARFORCE | 🚨 SEB | 📝 YURO | 🔧 GALAXY | 🧮 GRACIE | 🎀 JAMBERITE | 🕶 YEE

💝 LIZZIE | 💜 APH

📚 OKAMI | 🥊 ROWAN | 📔 GARETH | 📖 JANE | 💴 FREDDY | 🎫 PETE | 🩸KARU | 🚔 PAUL | 🧬 GEODE | ⛓️ LORO

— WILL UPDATE FREQUENTLY

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I love Yuki so much she’s my girl.

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it is Tuesday my dudes, you know what that means! I finally finished both YHS and TS and i'm very silly about these guys :3 Sam is such a twat and i love him for it.

Also happy pride!

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Are they.. yk..

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as fucking insane the lore is for [og] yhs/ts, it's like - horrifying to think about in the context of the characters themselves. they're just teenagers, they're just kids.

in yandere, sam, a fucking FIVE YEAR OLD, gets tricked into killing a grown adult, was taught to steal, forced to items without knowledge of what they are (ingredients for wine for jane, fish king freddy's fin for vonheimer, teargas for rowan) gets a bomb threat at his HOUSE, and gets chased off by SWAT MEMBERS. REMINDER. HE'S FIVE.

also with the asylum theory - it's totally plausible to think that sam was at least put into it inbetween the ages of 5-15. so its like even more Crazy ? that theyre just doing this to a CHILD.

HEY ALSO - THINK ABOUT TAURTIS FOR A MOMENT. he's been friends with sam for ~10 years basically growing up so he'd be continuously dragged into whatever sam does right? briefly talked about his ~purpose to sam in my other post but like taurtis alone is like . suffered more than jesus. guys - he's never been his own person really in the entire series even before / after death (clones + alt. dimension) and he's also been disrespected A LOT.

one thing i never see get talked about more is that taurtis gets sexually harrassed? there is an entire episode dedicated to taurtis 2 getting harrassed by two grown adults (dr. nurse + old man kurokuma) for an ENTIRE CLASS - IN FRONT OF THEM.

[TAURTIS is running away from KUROKUMA]

DR. NURSE: Stand still, boy.

SAM: Just stand still for the lesson!

TAURTIS: No! What is the lesson?!

TAURTIS: Is it to stop sexual harrasment?!

SAM: What is this demonstrating? SAM: Is this demonstrating um... to protect yourself from creeps? DR. NURSE: Yup SAM: Oh- oh okay, so- so explain how- this helps- Taurtis protect himself from creepy people. TAURTIS: I don't feel very protected, SAM: Well he's going to explain how to protect yourself from creepy people! DR. NURSE:

also by prof. geode the class after,

[GEODE forces him to sit in the special chair, then proceeds to sniff intensely]

TAURTIS: I've been harassed by three different people today.

and this behavior isn't even new? i'm surprised people look over geode's clear disgusting romantic interest in taurtis when discussing about them

i know he's referred as the clones' dad, because he did create them, but it's a little bit - weird? that people actually see (headcanon) geode as taurtis' actual father? idk lol

my random tangent ? WRONG. TAURTIS POSTING.

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narrative timeline wise the asylum theory looks promisable as fuck...

if yandere's abrupt ending (ep 17), where sam gets chased away by rowan and threats of SWAT (around the end, rowan yells out to SWAT members to get him) and yhs' beginning where sam is somehow softer/weaker/a crybaby compared to how he is in yandere (similar to current him*) where he's erratic/violent/more eager to crimes, get taken into consideration ... there's an interesting confusing take of What Happened? for sam's personality to switch that easily

*NOTE: IM AWARE THAT YAN. WAS MADE DURING/AROUND THE END OF TS, SO IT IS EASIER TO JUST KEEP PLAYING THE SAME CHARACTERIZATION BUT LIKE? YOU ARE AWARE THIS IS A PREQUEL. SO WHY —

i just think that its like ... interesting. literally what the fuck happened to the anger issued violent kid when presented with a scared crybaby ten years later? dude what Happened to sam? scary.

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her specifically

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something i havent seen yet as far as i can tell is the fucking insane implication that the reason that the taurtis clones call out to sam -

- is because taurtis in his last moments most likely thought about him and it carried on to the clones' memories with the same desperation in wanting to be saved and the love taurtis has for his best friend

it's why i think all the clones turn towards sam specifically and not grian because taurtis himself was only thinking about sam. if we take yandere into consideration and the start of yhs — it is sort of implied that they've been friends with each other Longer than they have been with grian + they've lived together for a long time as well since they stay in the Gladiator residence (alone) for the early parts of yhs

isn't it fucking horrifying that this kid, who spent most of his life with one person, gets sent to the hospital and replaced, dealing with all the shit that sam's done because he gets dragged into it as his friend, and then once he gets essentially kidnapped, he thinks about sam for his Last Final Moments only to be immediately replaced and brushed off with a clone. with several clones. with another version.

you're never going to be your own person. you're never going to be remembered for who you are and only as the concept of you. you're never going to be saved and you're never getting a funeral. they mourn for the lack of you, not who you were.

and the big thing is they never really do. they pay respects, sure, (TS E 21 around the end) but when sam and taurtis two see the letter, sam mostly brushes it off because the higher priority is gym class? and poor 2 who had to grasp the fact that he is a clone, and not the original that he thought he was. and im not sure just yet how much they reference original taurtis, but in the finale when they're discussing about having another taurtis;

GRIAN: At what point do we just... take the L?

SAM: Wait, you don't want Taurtis back?

GRIAN: Well- But- I'm just saying like-

GRIAN: How many Taurtises do we have to kill-

SAM, overlapping: As many as- as there is.

SAM: I'm never giving up on Taurtis.

SAM: HE IS OUR FRIEND, DUDE.

SAM: Even if he gets sacrificed to minion zombies and then meets an alternate version of himself named Jerry,

SAM, louder and harsher: I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE UP ON HIM.

^ from this alone you can see how sam feels about taurtis as a person when sam just wants the comfort of having a taurtis around, not so much that it's him

it's why sam didn't feel as bothered that the original died, he had clones that served the concept well. it's why sam dressed grian up and that was enough to comfort him because the idea of taurtis is around. it's why sam dismisses the fact that they should give up on trying to replace the original because he needs a taurtis to even function (it's why he crashes out multiple times so hard without him) and it's why he says "As many as there is." to grian's "How many Taurtises do we have to kill [before we just have to accept the loss]"

sam just can't accept the fact that taurtis is gone moreso that taurtis is a person rather than something him stable. idk. isn't it crazy that your perception warps so hard that your love for your best friend turns into an obsession that leaves him as an idea to you? isnt it crazy that your love for your best friend has you get dragged in to everything he does, consequences and all, to the point that you're grateful for everything anyway and you never get mourned?

something something saurtis whatever idgaf how you interpret this. it's just interesting :-( my kids ...

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📕🐇 MONDAY I'M KILLING JASON

TUESDAY I'M GLARGING IT 🎧📕

🐇 WEDNESDAY I'M INSANE

THURSDAY I'M CLONED 🎧

📕 FRIDAY I'M IN LOVE

SATURDAY I'M KILLING MYSELF WITHOUT YOU 🐇🎧

🎧📕🐇 SUNDAY I'M IN THE NEVER-ENDING CYCLE OF LOVING AND HURTING YOU AND BLURRED BETWEEN THE LINES OF OBSESSION / CARE / ROMANCE AS I THINK ABOUT YOU AS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO LEAVE THIS CYCLE AS YOU'VE CAPTURED ME WHOLE WITH YOUR PERSON. I THINK I'M FUCKED THINKING ABOUT YOU EITHER WAY.

🐇 = SAM / 🎧 = TAURTIS / 📕 = GRIAN

SAM × SOLVER × BUNNY × VANNY || HE × SHE × KILL × PERV — SAM INTROJECT !!

@patorucho -> MAIN || @falleninhorrorwood -> TOC

WHO WANTS TO EXPLORE THE LORE, NARRATIVES, AND THEMATICS OF YHS !? — 😆😆😆

WHO WANTS TO WATCH IT !? — 😐😐😐

THIS IS AN OG YHS CENTRIC BLOG !! IDK IF WE'RE EVER GONNA WATCH THE REBOOT ;; HOST WAS A FAN SINCE IT RELEASED AND NOW I'M HAVING THE CONSEQUENCES

EPISODE STATUS :: YANDERE [FINISHED] × YHS [FINISHED] × TOKYO SOUL [35%* — E 20]

— *FINISHED THE LAST FEW EPISODES + TS FINALE THOUGH

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