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🤍 Thursday 27th April - Day 327

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🤍 Thursday 20th April - Day 320

Ojja time !

I went with most things prepared but it still too a bit of time to cook everything. The funniest part was how exasperated bae was with me and the tomato concentrate because they had to use a screw driver and a hammer to open it 😂 I am annoying but I liked the fact that they went above and beyond to still make just using tomato sauce possible. I really found diner comforting, I was really happy to share the last meal of ramadan with everyone. J even had cakes for dessert and I also had a fruit salad. It was a lot but it was so good ! Bae was apparently in a cheeky meanie mood, they apologized for it in bed but I truly didn’t feel as if they were mean, just found it amusing, like teasing. We weren’t super naughty that night but we definitely were in the morning hehe.

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Monday 17th April - Day 317

I was really sad and emotional and babe came even if they didn’t need to but they still did and they bought me sushi and I don’t like them buying me food. I was so robotic but babe still held me.

I feel blessed to be with them.

How do I give back ?

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Saturday 15th April - Day 315

Went to eat at bae’s food place with their friends from high school.

I got a local tour of bae’s childhood places, associated with memories. Like the library they would go to once a month and they would pick 5 comics and finish them in one night. Or the playground that they played in (but they spent more time in the small sand box than the big one), next to the rails they would play catch in. Also their house and the street they grew up in. We then sat at the park, talked about meeting parents. It’s stressful for the both of us, and I really don’t think I am ready for neither.

Then I took the metro,

The kisses are really addictive

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Wednesday 12th of April - Day 312

Babe came to my place

We were both in a very cuddly tired-y mood

We talked about our trips, babe enjoyed their friends, games, a party, their new enbi sweater that now smells of sweat and cigarettes. And I enjoyed the sun and my bestfriend.

Then we talked about intimacy, how we would like to push things further. We did it while cooking a lot of food

But babe couldn’t stay and sleep sadly.

Their kiss is addictive

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Saturday 1st and Sunday 2nd of April - Day 301 & 302

Cuddles

Tattoo drawing

Hercules and Big Hero 6

Sushis and gimbap

A lot of eating me

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🤍Tuesday 28th of March

All I remember was we were naughty hehe

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🤍Tuesday 21st of March - Day 290

A very normal Tuesday. When I arrived babe wanted to vacum their room so I watched a What If episode on my ipad. Then we cooked an omelette and made a salad (there was leftover lasagna too). Then they wanted to watch rick & morty before bed but I really didn’t want to so bae went with me to watch groot. But bae had a headache so I didn’t feel like watching all the episodes even if they said they were fine. Before watching grootie I made them complete the ipad friend chart, keeping names and tabs on friends hehe.

In the morning bae woke up at 7:45, it’s precise because they said during diner that lately they don’t sleep well and wake up at 7:45 which I found crazy odd. I stayed in bed because I didn’t have a reason to leave early haha.

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6th, 7th, 10th, 12th of march -Day 275 till 281

BDAY WEEK !

Snips snips the 6th bae and their roomates joined me and my friends to a bar for my bdayy hihi. I left at night with them in the rer and my friend Bap. Really nice night !

🤍 Tuesday the 7th I went to bae’s place after the strike. When the door to their place opened S and B were looking at me in silence it felt like I was interrupting an important thing but S just thought it was the neighbor from upstairs who apparently has a problem with them being too loud. S and B were working out so I took a shower to remove the dirt and gasses from the strike. We ate orzo and ever since that day it is the only thing I am eating.

10- DISNEYYYY

The night before bae was stressed about doing something new with me (as I called it : un caca nerveux) but the day really went well !! I do not remember the name of the attractions, but we did both parks, we did a marvel one twice, we started with the hollywood tower. We ate baos for lunch. Then I wanted crepes so we did that. We rode the ratatouille one alone but it sucked. We did buzz lightyear and I still hate it. Then bae had a call to do so I had a hot choco ans slept a bit. We did the starwars rollercoaster. Then we saw the parade and it was raining and cooold. We then ate some more and by luck the spiderman one had reopened and I’m pretty sure that was bae’s favorite ! The day ended well. We then got some goodies from the gift shop, I got bae an Avengers magnet and beer opener and they got me a groot plushie 🥺🥺 and I got myself a groot mug. Bae fell asleep in the rer on the way back but they were so sweet and soft.

On the 12 I used my bday gift from J and S, they got me tickets for an exhibit in the mep, so I told them all to come with me and that’s what we did. I forgot bae asked me in disney to bring them shorts for pole and I wasn’t happy that I forgot. The exhibitions was really fucking cool tho.

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4th of march - Month 9 !

Brunch day !

We went for brunch, a lovely vegan place, I had absolutely amazing pancakes and bae had a 4 course meal with juice and toast and a soup and then a cake. We talked about our week, our friends…

Then we went to check shoes ! Since that day I keep telling bae they need boots because everytime it rains they get soaky feet and yikes. And mymymy do they look hot in boots. I literally told them to take them off because I can’t crush on my partner 9 months into the relationship. Then we just walked, walked walked and walked until we got hungry again and bought something from a market. Mine was too hot so I didn’t finish it. We left around 5 because I had to see my parents and bae had to see theirs.

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🤍 Tuesday 28th of February - Day 269

Weird day

As any Thursday that I go to bae’s, I went there around 7pm to find out J was going out on a date so we saw her get ready to go, we then had the appartement to ourselves, which was nice. I don’t remember what we ate or what we did in particular. Did we do yoga ?

What matters is that in bed bae got in a weird mood, they suddenly felt sad, or not feeling anything, so we talked about what was wrong and how he felt with life. Okay maybe not suddenly, we were already having deep talks about life and all, and our views are different, maybe they feel I’m too pessimistic and they get affected by people’s mood. So yeah weird day

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25th & 26th of February - Day 266 & 267

A really nice weekend

Babe was with their friend the morning so I joined a little bit after lunch time (well bae was supposed to eat but didn’t) so the first thing we did was find a game I wanted to try while B ate. We played a game called wingspan I think ? A bird game, not a big fan. We went grocery shopping, figuring out what we had to buy for dinner (it was noodles) and we watched Raya ! But before cooking we did a lill bit of yoga but my back was really hurting me so I didn’t go all the way. Then to sweet kisses and sleep we went. Before going into bed my grandma called me so I was on the floor and bae was brushing my hair, that was sweet.

The next day was finally a long morning in bed type of day, we then played a train game (and I’m still not a fan) and we did a 3D puzzle ! That was hard but I liked it. Time also flew really fast, we already had to go. Bae went to pole, I joined them afterwards and we ate lebanese in the street.

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🤍 Tuesday 21st of February - Day 262

Is it hard to believe I wanted to do yoga ?

Hahaha so I came at my usual time of 7pm always, had a discussion on pet ownership while bae was undoing the dishes. They think owning animals impacts our footprint. Like humans should own less things. I think it’s stupid and people should do less babies. Also by that logic then people should stop buying clothes all together ? Go naked, stop buying food just grow it or find it in the wild I don’t know. Not convinced. Then J came and she didn’t believe I wanted to do yoga ? But it was nice. Then we ate parmigiana (cheesy goodness) and I was feeling sooo tired. Weird for a day where I didn’t do much but sleep. But yeah I zoned out a bit. Then in bed I was feeling like not moving at all so bae did most of the dirty lolol. Is that a bad thing ? In the morning I thought I’d have more strength but I was just as tired. Soooo, catching up on this next time lol.

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🤍 Tuesday 14th of February - Day 255

Happy Valentines Day 💘

As always I went to bae’s place after classes. Honestly beforehand we were kinda discussing how to act towards their roomate, J. Because S was out, and she was left with us (a couple) on v-day and she seemed kinda sad to spend it alone. When she came I was in bae’s room and I was like omg girl come see my makeup but she was like « haha tell me if I can open my eyes » meaning me and bae wouldn’t be presentable ? I don’t know if that was it or maybe I’m mistaken but it felt weird. Anyway we made a pie and stayed talking in the living room but then my makeup was too much and I really wanted to rub my eyes so I went to take it off and brush my teeth and bae followed me afterwards. Me and bae in their room = kisses kisses kisses. Untill they felt bad for leaving her alone in the living room, but if we went back there it would really look like a pity party. So bae went to take a shower to justify our "early" leave (mind you it was 22:30 that’s not early for me lol). After the shower came the sins hihi. Sins were made in the morning too. And I was indeed late to class lol.

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10th & 11th of February - Day 251 & 252

I went to my sweet babe’s place and had the pleasure to do part of the trip with a nice friend. When I arrived babe and their roomate were cleaning after their workout and were getting ready to cook. I wasn’t much help besides chopping carrots so I stayed with J picking music up and just casually talking. We had food then I spent some more time with J in the kitchen listening to music while she did the dishes. After that in the living room babe threw me under the bus with S and told him I wanted to play piano. My god I was trying to stay calm but my hands are always shaky in these situations. But it went quite well and after that S really opened up to me I think haha. I also told S and J to come to my jpo and we decided to have diner after that.

In bed with bae I told them that I didn’t get my chosen P8 and I was already lowkey crying about it. I don’t remember much about that moment, just that I was sad. The morning after I got all ready then we went to my school where I toured the first part of the exhibition and the school to bae. Untill I went to talk to the P8 teacher and then I was just crying. I didn’t feel like staying in school so we just went back to my place to drop my stuff then went to eat ramen. I went back to school to do my job then S and J came so I also did the tour but I was already in a way better mood. They told me they’d text me once their movie was done to tell me the adress of the restaurant. At the end babe and their friend joined us, or well I joined them because of the strike it took me one hour to go there lol. But I met babe’s high school friends ! Finally ! I wasn’t stressed at all quite surprisingly. A was giving me the same vibe as myself so I really like his energy and M is really talkative and I’d like to talk more with him. After diner I thought I’d pay but bae is sneaky and already payed for me which lead to me and J to have a debate on what is a Lover Boy (and babe is defo one lolol). The walk back to the tram was super fun. We were all talking and jumping and skipping. At the end we had to run to catch it back and I did the trip with S and J while babe and their friend did the trip together opposite directions.

Overall Saturday started like shit but the night was quite good

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4th of February - Day 245

Love love love

It’s all about love, love for that one person, love for that day. Love when they came right on time, love for when we laid on the bed and kissed. Love when we did clay moldings, love when I washed their hair. Love when we kissed some more. Love in the hands that tied the ropes around their body, love in the eyes of the one who stood still. Love when we try things and talk, love when we dressed up. Love in my eyes when they wore my clothes and they looked absolutely amazing, love in their eyes when I was dressed up. Love when we lit candles up and took pictures. Love when we walked down the street to grab our food, love when we ate dinner still surrounded by candles. Love when we went back in bed, love when we love. Love in our touches, in the feeling of our skin on our fingertips, love in our kisses, in our tongues and the taste of us that lingers behind. Love in the way our sent mingle and become unique yet so comforting it feels like home. Love in the way we care for each other, love for the trust that we allow. Love in our eyes, in our words. Love in my taste on their tongue, love in their taste on mine. Love in the comfort of our embrace and the familiarity of it. Love in our talks for the future, even if uncertain. Love in the way we hold each other while falling asleep. And love in my eyes because they are the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning.

Love for the way we grew our relationship, love in the way it blooms.

Love for them, truly, deep and strong.

Nb : they like carrot cake and cheesecakes, but also framboisier and tarte citron. Jail

« Les maths de l’univers math pas très bien en général, mais pour nous deux les calculs sont plus que bons »

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2nd February - Day 243

Moments of yesterday

Babe was working out with S, then made noodles, then we played a fun game where we had a massive map and had to look for tiny people and retrace the stories like detectives, it was quite fun.

In bed bae gave me a really nice back rub and I even cracked, then I gave babe one and their back was sore in some spot between shoulder blades and while I was massaging that spot as we were cuddling they said « you really are perfect » and I hit them. Wtf my dude why would you say that 😭 They said sorry.

We talked about what we wanted to do for saturday, they said they wanted to do pottery and then grab pizzas from the italian in front of my place and have diner with candles. And I said we have to dress up.

In the morning I slept in because why would I wake up, I asked for many kisses.