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Museum dates where she stares at the art and I stare at her.

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A woman needs her journal, like for life and death

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a powerful reset for 2025

create a “no” list

write down things you’re absolutely saying no to in 2025, like overworking, toxic relationships or procrastinating and respect your boundaries.

unsubscribe from things that don’t add value

this goes from e-mails, streamings and services to beliefs, commitments, addictions, habits and everything that drain your energy and no longer makes sense to you.

set small, realistic goals

big and vague goals are harder to achieve. we all did at least once some megalomaniac goals that we didn’t achieved because they were too unrealistic to that moment. instead, set goals that you can achieve to fulfill your sense of accomplishment and actually accomplish something.

have a pre-reset day before 2025

disconnect from your phone for a couple hours and journal about what you’re leaving behind and what you’re welcoming in this new year. align with yourself and what you want and deserve. meditate about the vibe you want from now on.

give yourself permission to change

we often stay stuck in old versions of ourselves, so let this new year be the year you let go of outdated expectations you (or society) put into yourself. change your mind! take risks! start over!

redesign you bedroom

if you can, change up your bedroom (or any room you can/want) to create a space that feels fresh and motivating for the new year, like adding fairy lights, plants, move your bed and desk, create a functional corner to study/work. any small changes can make a big difference in how you feel at home.

prioritize! mental! health!

because a strong foundation in health, specially mental health in this era, is essential and boosts every other part of your life. try to live slower, don’t overconsume in social medias, don’t overshare, do therapy, take your meds/vitamins, journal about your feelings, have a trusting person you can always vent to and get help.

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Things to learn about on those afternoons you have nothing to do because knowledge is power:

Astrology

Chakras

Different religions

Psychology

Human nature/ body language

Human rights

Investing/ business

web designing

Mental/ brain health

Sign language

fashion/ different types of clothes

Detective work

The secrets of the universe

Journalism

Anything science related

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Who is SHE?

→ journal out who you want to be in 2025:

1. What does she look like? (Physical appearance, style)

2. How does she dress on a typical day?

3. What does she like ?

4. What doesn't she like?

5. What is her behavior like in different situations?

6. (Social interactions, demeanor)

7. How does she prefer to be treated by others? (Expectations from relationships)

8. How does she treat people around her? (Interpersonal relationships, kindness)

9. What does her daily routine entail? (Activities, schedule)

10. At what time does she usually go to bed? (Sleeping habits)

11. When does she wake up in the morning? (Morning routine)

12. What are her hobbies and interests? (Leisure activities)

13. What is her profession or occupation? (Career, job responsibilities)

14. What are her long-term goals and aspirations? (Career ambitions, personal achievements)

15. How does she handle stress or challenges? (Coping mechanisms, problem-solving approach)

16. What type of books does she enjoy? (Cultural preferences)

17. How does she maintain her physical and mental well-being? (Health and self-care routines)

18. Does she have any specific dietary preferences or restrictions? (Food choices)

19. Who are her closest friends, and what are her relationships like with them?(Friendship dynamics)

20. How does she navigate conflicts or disagreements? (Communication style, conflict resolution)

21. What values and principles guide her decision-making? (Personal ethics)

22. How does she spend her leisure time on weekends? (Weekend activities, relaxation methods)

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You said that you cared, you said that you would always be with me. But it was all a lie. I never asked you to promise me anything, why did you use me like this?

You promised you would never leave me alone. But you lied. The only truth is that you cared for everyone but me, when I was the one who supported you the most. Why?

Don't you think a girl of 18 is too young to be played with?

I still miss you so fucking much. I cannot....idk, I just miss you everyday, everywhere. Even though you have asked me to forget you I can't. And you are probably having a time of your life, I don't even think you miss me anymore.

Why did you do this to me? Why?

I told you why but it looks like I didn’t say something you wanted to hear. Guess what, I won’t say it either. I know I am no better than the people who did me wrong, as a matter of fact I have become one of them. This may come off as vain but am I to blame when it was you who had been so vulnerable in the first place? You believed in anything and everything I would say which as I said fascinated me, nobody placed so much trust and confidence in me as you did, i felt so valued. You didn’t mock me for being myself. It was all just… too good to be true. And then suddenly one night when I was asleep I was awoken by deep anxious thoughts and voices in my head telling me to end it all and just leave everyone and everything I ever knew and loved behind, so I did what was best for me and probably for you too. See, I know I didn’t do a huge favour on you by telling the truth but atleast I didn’t lead you on, I didn’t keep you on the edge, I didn’t ghost you. I told you as it was and went on about my life, I finished it off with full clarity.

I will be 18 too soon and clearly age has nothing to do with any of this if you’re thinking you can fish out any empathy by intimidating me by showing yourself as someone who’s ‘too-young-and-innocent-to-know-any-better’ then it’s all useless because well then that’s true for me too, do you think I know what’s right and wrong ? Do you think I deserved all that I went through? I was once just the way you are right now, and it has taken me a lot of understanding and heartlessness to become this way. plus I feel the younger you are, the more it is easier to be fooled with big words and promises only for all of it to come crashing down at the stake of your sanity in the end. So i felt this is more of a reason to go on the search for myself, I didn’t want to be taken advantage of just because i wasn’t aware of the world and its ways yet.

I have a really hard time taking care of myself what makes you think I care about anyone else? I used to but I gave it all up long after I met you. You are the closest I have ever come to feeling love and care for, and I mean it with all my living. And ‘having the time of my life’ ? Seriously? Oh Please! If you were to see my state you would be thankful I left you. All I feel is excruciating pain and immense suffering but somehow I try to distract myself by doing a lot of work, manual labour mostly. I have seen the hardships one has to go through in life in order to sustain themselves and all of this has taught me a lesson I can never forget. I have unfortunately even come to the realisation that I cannot give you the life you deserve and that’s what hurts me the most, more than anything ever. Whenever I over exert myself it’s only because of you, it’s the thoughts of your existence that make me immune to any sickness or disease or exhaustion in this world and it takes me an eternity to accept the fact that you’re not mine anymore. I can’t live like this forever and that is just enough reason for me to want to live like this forever. All this pain numbs my brain, I have never felt any better and it’s only for the best…

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Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.

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— Nitya Prakash

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Don't ask me who I am. I'm a stranger, even to my own name.

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I write you letters that you will never read

love letters to my lover, a way to feel you closer to my heart

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Let’s talk about the movie “Schindler list”

Release date; February 4, 1994

Rating: ★ ★ ★ ★ 4.5

Directed by Steven Spielberg won his first Academy Awards for Best Picture and Best Director with Schindler's List

Casting (Important Characters in the movie)

Liam Nelson as Oskar Schindler

Ben Kingsley as Itzhak Stern

Ralph Fiennes as Amon Goeth

Caroline Goodall as Emilie Schindler

The film's black-and-white cinematography, coupled with its haunting score, creates an atmosphere of solemnity and authenticity. The performances by Liam Neeson as Schindler, Ralph Fiennes as the sadistic Amon Goeth, and the entire ensemble cast are exceptional, bringing a depth and rawness that makes the characters feel vividly real.

Tackles the darkest chapter in human history with unwavering honesty and sensitivity. It explores themes of heroism, sacrifice, and the moral complexities of a world torn apart by hatred. The film not only depicts the horrors of the Holocaust but also highlights the moments of compassion and humanity that can emerge even in the midst of such darkness.

Spielberg's direction is masterful, capturing both the immense scale of the tragedy and the intimate stories of the individuals affected by it. The film's attention to detail and historical accuracy add to its impact, making it an invaluable historical document.

What does the girl in the red coat mean in the movie?

His image with a red coat in Schindler's List has become over the years a symbol of hope in the midst of a very hard and cruel reality.

But what makes "Schindler's List" so much more than just a well-crafted movie is its powerful message of compassion and umanity in the face-of unimaginable evil. By shining a light on the darkest chapter in uman history, Spielberg forces us to confront our own capacity for cruelty and forces is to question what we are willing to do to stand up for what is right.

In conclusion, "Schindler's List" is an extraordinary cinematic achievement that goes beyond entertainment. It is a visceral, emotional journey that confronts the depths of human depravity while also celebrating acts of selfless heroism. The film's impact extends far beyond its runtime, leaving an indelible mark on the viewer's consciousness and reaffirming the power of cinema to provoke thought and inspire change.

I recommend, a fucking masterpiece.

Pd: written by Martina