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Not many people talk about how deep emotional neglect hurts you.

I’m afraid to want things. I’m afraid to ask for help. I’m afraid to tell someone something if they seem in a bad mood. I can’t process when someone is nice to me. I can’t handle rejection, but my brain literally short circuits if someone gives me a compliment to the point where sometimes the rejection is better.

There are lots of overlap with emotional abuse, but emotional neglect hurts just as much. And it’s even worse that it usually goes undetected, so a lot of people can’t tell they’re being neglected until it’s too late.

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stuck between “i need to save money” and “you only live once”

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Chapel in the Woods by Kip Stahl

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Going from, “I don’t deserve to set boundaries” to “Having a relationship with me is a gift not everyone is entitled to.”

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I NEEDED THIS SO MUCH!!!! THANK YOU!!!!

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Take care of yourself, mentally, physically and emotionally 💕

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nothing but peace

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If life begins at 6 weeks, then everyone in Texas should start suing to collect on life insurance policies after a miscarriage

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I had a chat with my grandma this afternoon and it really hurt. I feel for her so much, our conversation really struck a chord with me.

She said how much she missed Granddad 💔 and how by talking to me I "light up her life".... I've never had her talk so candid to me before...i promised her I'd come visit her this weekend....I feel like I've missed out on a lot ....

Broke my heart even more when I tried to take tomorrow off work so that I could do a day trip to see my grandma (I still worked on Friday when my grandma was admitted to hospital on the Thursday night with a massive health scare) and instead of any understanding my boss guilt tripped me saying that I didn't give her enough notice (I called at 5.05pm on a Monday, I didn't have a shift until 9am Tuesday.... go figure.. but yet sick calls are to be made 6am the day of your shift.... even if you start at 7.45am...hmmm) and she'd been receiving sick calls. Tell me.... how your rostering is my problem? We're always under staffed anyway...... so needless to say, I'm working.

I hope one day when I'm old and lonely my friends/family won't prioritize work over me.... but that'd be my karma. Because that's what I've just done 😭

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..... anyone who knows me... would agree...

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You know what?

I am annoying sometimes.

And that’s okay. It’s not the death sentence I was led to believe. People will love me even if I can’t read their signals sometimes. Not understanding is forgivable. I don’t have to hold myself back so I don’t annoy anyone ever.

The people who love me know I get excited. And I am still loved.

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Literally how I feel....I just don't care no more!