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This, except the last point, because I can ASSURE YOU it's not reclaimed and it's still very much used as an insult

JIRAIBLR SLIGHTLY WARM TAKES SPEED ROUND!!

1: You cannot be a Jirai without being a landmine. They are the same thing.

2: Jirai Kei isn't the fashion style but is HEAVILY ASSOCIATED with a specific style of fashion. If you are talking about the fashion style in a vacuum it makes more sense to refer to it as dark girly. Like ppl will know what you mean if you say Jirai Kei to refer to clothing but it's still technically incorrect. I don't really care much about this topic.

3: If you call yourself a Jirai but just wear the fashion you aren't a jirai... Jirai Kei is so much more than the clothes you wear. Lifestyle Jirais are the ONLY actual Jirais.

4: Jirai is a reclaimed term that was used to demean groups of mentally ill people in the past. If you call yourself a Jirai but aren't mentally ill you're just being an asshole. (or at least are uneducated on the history of Jirai Kei.) Using reclaimed terms that do not apply to you as an "aesthetic" is a bitchy thing to do.

rapid fire takes cuz im bored don't take this too seriously lol

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Matching with my Oshi now (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

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I literally cannot exist online without either feeling anxious as fuck and paranoid that all my friends are gonna suddenly see me as a weirdo or like the dumb left out kid at elementary school recess I cannot fucking do this anymore I just want friends

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man I love ACTUALLY toxic yaoi

people will go "omgg toxic yaoi yess"

and then whine when they see a toxic one

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Please reply to my messages please reply reply reply reply reply PLEASE REPLY REPLY REPLY

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hi jiraiblr I really hope I won't get death threats for this

but uhm the thing is

can some of you please stop using jirai danshi/jirai boy tag just for views and notes when you're not 😭 ??

it's like tagging menhera in jirai posts, it's not really for you 🙏

I don't really see jirai danshis using the jirai onna/jirai girl tag either so,,

I'm not saying that just so I have something to whine about, it's just so genuinely hard to find other jirai boys even when I'm literally scrolling through the said tag

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I fucking hate my classmates, they are so fucking stupid. Can they just disappear

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Happy birthday to my first boy I fell in love with when I started DL, Kanato^^

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OK OK I GOT A SHIP IDEA!!!

Jirai lifestyle girl who's a sh addict x The school nurse's daughter who helps her out in the nurse's office

I love yuri:33 (IF ANYONE DECIDES TO WRITE/DRAW SMTH LIKE THAT PLEASE PLEASE TAG ME ID LOVE TO SEE!! :D)

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I'm super nice and normal!! I say after posting about how I wish most of my classmates would just die

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poor memory is a huge deal and i wish people wouldn't diminish it by saying "oh yeah i can't remember what i had for breakfast lol."

i can't remember the first 10 years of my life. i can't remember entire days, weeks, months at a time. i can't remember entire people, i can't remember names or faces. i can't remember when things are scheduled for, my calendar app on my phone is booked to the max with reminders and task checklists. i can't remember when i moved into what home when, i can't remember important milestone dates like when i got or lost certain jobs, or when i started a new hobby.

that's what i mean when i say i have poor memory. poor memory is so scary for the person who has it. it's not a quirky thing, everyone forgets small details. memory problems are scary because you can go through entire events or days with no memory, or plan for things in the future that you can't recall ever even looking into or scheduling. it's not a funny haha kind of thing, it's serious, and it affects a lot of people in very unavoidable ways.

not being able to plan for appointments or work schedules, not being able to remember people's names or faces, not being able to recall whether or not you were present for something or whether or not you met someone, not being able to keep track of what's happening on what dates and losing track of items because you can't remember where you put them are all very real problems, and anyone dealing with them deserves to be taken seriously, and not diminished when they choose to speak up about it.

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Actually I’m an academic weapon (I got one piece of work in after a month)

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I'm a broke ass bitch so I got him cake from the grocery store 💔 I'll have merch next year I promise

21.3 hbd to my shota baby 💜

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21.3 hbd to my shota baby 💜

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When some annoying teen has proship DNI so I can block them without feeling bad