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channeled my inner yoo joonghyuk and made dumplings (so so good)

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i hate working i hate dating i hate tasks. what about pillow and blanky time

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is it good enough? or will I always feel like I'm putting effort into something that will never do that stuff with me idk idk

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

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is it good enough? or will I always feel like I'm putting effort into something that will never do that stuff with me idk idk

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

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can i crack open your ribcage and nestle inside it btw. as friensds

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Nobody understands the bond between a girl and the mediocre book she read when she was 13 years old.

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Please know no matter how much I ship my little gay ships, I am also secretly pushing my aroace agenda onto every favorite character I have

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babygirl I'm bothered by noises you wouldn't even hear

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adhd is so funny it's like being possessed but with myself

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you know when you really did try even when you gave up a long time ago you saw hope almost and you tried and worked hard and you still didn't get what you strived for

good grades are just that, good

they aren't great

and I hate that I'm not being thankful for it I hate how only perfect scores are considered good and I hate that I've become a victim of that mentality

I wish I so wish I cud be happy but I expected and hoped for something more and I didn't get that and

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"high achiever don't you see baby nothing comes for free"

"the overactive mind of a believer the toxic thoughts of an overachiever"

not anymore ig

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I hate society so much

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believe when I say

the one desire

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my skills include reading an entire page of an academic text without absorbing a single word