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"you've been the dangerous one, em," they muttered, looking up at her with awe. every single time she wanted them, floyd felt like they owned the world. it was supposed to die down, the feelings they had for her. but they burned brighter with each touch, no hesitation when they groaned into the kiss. it was easy to move her hands down, moving beneath her dress and gripping her ass. "yours," they muttered back, arching their back into the kiss and pulling her hips down onto theirs. the world melted away immediately, even moaning into her mouth, needing her so desperately. their nails dug into her skin, their tongue shoving past her lips and needing to explore her mouth once again.

no one would care if she disappeared for a little bit, right? she had been flitting around all night, jumping from group to group, that no meaningful home base was established. no constant that she came back to. that was floyd, always was. so, emmy figured the hostess could take a break for a little while and there wouldn’t be too many consequences. “the way you encourage me is dangerous,” a smirk tugged at her lips as she easily straddled their lap once they reached the couch, falling into familiar arms with such ease. claim me. it rang throughout her body with hungry desire, and emmy didn’t hesitate to follow their command, leaning in to capture their lips between hers. “mine.” she whispered greedily, fists pulling them by their shirt, closer, depending the embrace.

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with way too much ease, floyd followed her. it didn't feel like they were sneaking... maybe it should. it just felt like the two were done with 'hosting' and that they needed to finally meet back together. as they moved into the room, she didn't hesitate. she held her close and let out a breath of relief. "keep me forever, then. i like when you're greedy." they pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead before pulling her with them towards the couch. floyd pulled her onto their lap and wrapped their arms around her waist. "kiss me. show me how much you missed me all night. claim me," they whispered, looking up at her, lips parted slightly.

every little touch calmed emmy’s breath, she wasn’t even concerned in this moment if anyone had seen them duck away together. if they saw them in each other’s arms right now. every worry she consistently had everyday, it was out of mind for the moment. “i always want to kiss you,” eyes catching where floyd was pulling them towards she followed, nerves still ringing. “now, later, whenever. i just need you at some point.” needed to feel them again, craved them in a way deeper than she’d felt before today. taking the lead around a corner and beneath a staircase, she moved a mirrored wall that concealed a door, tugging floyd in after her. the room was covered wall to wall in deep set, cozy couches, comfortable blankets, and a fuzzy carpeting. turning towards them, emmy pulled floyd close once again. “you can’t say that, i’ll be my greedy self and keep you forever.”

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their hand on her waist moved to her back, holding her. doing whatever they could to make her feel better. after all, it was her home... she didn't deserve to feel like an outlier inside of it. "of course. we can... kiss now, if you want." though, not there. not where someone could walk into the room and see them. even if floyd weren't in a relationship, it could be bad for emmy. they both knew that. so, they gestured towards where they thought one of the secret doors were. "well, at least we both know it." they breathed, spoke low. "i'm all yours. for as long as you want me to be."

“okay, okay, you’re right,” emmy leaned into them, face in their chest as she deeply exhaled. their scent was as calming as their heart beating against her head, and it seemed to center emmy, feeling slightly refreshed as she looked up to meet their gaze again. it wasn’t long before her eyes drifted to their lips, mention of a kiss doing nothing to curb her yearning. “at least we can kiss later, right?” it was a sideways way of asking if their plans were still on, knowing that if she had something to look forward to, she could manage to hold it together until then. “god, i’d love that. i’ve never wanted anything more right now than to show everyone that you’re mine.” not maggie’s. hers.

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I Can't Love You How You Want Me To

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"i can just get rosie to pack for me. i normally have a suitcase pre-packed, anyway, in case i ever decide to go to prague after a particularly tough week." though... she was pretty sure that the suitcase she had packed wouldn't suffice for the type of trip she was about to go on. "gray, it's my last summer before i become a world class surgeon. and when i start my internship, i won't have time to shower let alone see you. i might die. so, if i have to hang out on a stinky bus..." she trailed off and then grinned a little, shaking her head. "i think i'll be okay not getting paid. and i'll buy everyone starbucks every morning! ....wait, is it punk rock to drink starbucks? or do i have to also drink coffee out of a boot?"

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"if you want to spend a few weeks in a bus with me, brodie, alexis, and jesse i'm not gonna stop you." they grin, "but we leave tomorrow so i think you might need to get packing." they'd call brodie and tell him later. but it wasn't like they couldn't use someone else for setup and break down. plus anna had always been a fixture in their life. it wasn't like anyone would really be suprised. they'd only have to steel themselves against the occasional jokes about their obvious crush on her, but they would manage it. “do you need to get paid? not sure there’s much money…” they trail off, cheeks pinking at the admission. it felt embarrassing, if they were honest. but they’d let it rock anyways

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"nothing is going wrong. people are fed, they have free booze, and your house is so fucking beautiful that no one will give a shit if you don't do any entertaining. seriously, everyone's having a great time. the dj you hired is killing it." pulling her into themselves, they glanced down her lips and bit down onto their own. "fuck, i wanna kiss you so badly right now." they knew she was stressing, and thought (selfishly) that maybe it would help if they did. "one day, yeah? you can sit on my lap, show everyone that i'm wrapped around your fucking finger."

the way emmy's entire stomach fell at floyd's intimate touch, almost as if her entire world was spinning and it suddenly came to a halt when their hand was on her. as if she could breathe normally again when they called her 'baby' and looked at her like she meant something. "i told you' i've never done this before. i just want to make sure everyone is happy and nothing goes wrong, and there's so much that could go wrong." maybe it was an implication towards maggie, but emmy was trying ( and compeltely failing ) to think about her right now. unsure what to do with her idle hands, she clung to the front of their shirt, fidgiting with the buttons along it. "the way i'd make you parade me around," she attempted to be lighthearted, smile harder to maintain, "it would be nice."

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"i was standing in her house the entire night. do they not understand how hard that was for me?!" when lynx had brought up the party, or event, or whatever it was... she couldn't help it. she saw red. floyd didn't tell her about the party. floyd was cooking the entire day for this party, and she was going to be left behind? absolutely not. "if they didn't have the balls to break up with me, i thought... well, screw you. i'll show up at your little girlfriend's house and i will make you both so freaking uncomfortable." she didn't go off like this. she never went off like this. but she stole one of emmy valentine's bottles of tequila and took an uber straight there. "but neither of them cared. they couldn't keep their grubby little hands off of each other. and then floyd, who can take more shots than her entire band, is suddenly passed out on her couch after not being seen for two hours? walking around the house like she owns the place?" tears were welling up in her eyes, screaming at the red head who was nicely seated on her couch, looking like she was about to go to sleep. "did i do something to deserve this? do you think, in another life, i did something so cruel to get treated like this?"

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even though there were people around, even if her own girlfriend was in another room... floyd reached out and grabbed emmy's waist, an attempt to calm her down. or something. "baby," they murmured, gently moving her to the side of the room they were in. "you look like a pomeranian about to piss on the floor." their thumb moved over in circles, glancing over her shoulder and then turning back to her. the inevitable was supposed to happen... breaking up with maggie was on the to do list. it was one of those things that would just suck to do, so floyd did what floyd did best and procrastinated. so they weren't sure if they cared if anyone saw them... they just wanted to make sure emmy was good. "i'm having an alright time. would be better with you on my arm, though."

maggie. perfect, gorgeous, put together maggie. when they’d said to invite the whole team and their partners, emmy had once again failed to account for her. the other woman, except, that was her role, not maggie’s. it should have been a no brainer that she’d be there, especially if floyd was right and she knew about them, but somehow emmy naively looked past the possibility amidst all her anxiety and excitement. so she spent the party being a good host, busying herself, greeting everyone, and keeping her distance from floyd. she wasn’t too sure how to play this, if she should even go near them or not, so she hovered around the place, never lingering in one spot for too long and always avoiding maggie, especially when she was with floyd. emmy would crash out if she fixated on them and the way maggie laid claim to the other. “hm?” emmy hadn’t even noticed they’d walked up, a little startled as she forced a grin. “oh, yeah, i’m okay. just trying to be the best hostess i can, keep the place clean and make sure to check in with everyone. i didn’t realize how busy i would be. you having fun?”

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home from work. gonna lock in. i got a giant disco ghost watching over me and my family (no name as of yet). under the cut is a picture of her. the closest thing you'll get to a mun reveal.

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my men are coming out of hibernation on tuesday, which means my queue will start of all of the replies i’ve done with them…. do u guys care? did u miss them?

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floyd liked to pretend that maggie was just some sort of npc. when they came over to emmy's house early, putting in all of the work, kissing her and acting like her fucking husband…. she forgot about maggie. she didn't think about her until she walked in with phoenix and lynx. it felt weird to not say hi, so when it seemed like emmy was busying herself with something floyd made sure to hang out with them and idly grabbed things from cupboards. but as the event went on, they felt empty. their arms were crossed over their chest, an attempt to repel maggie from grabbing them too much but she had been so clingy specifically there of all places. it was getting harder and harder to deal with it. so, they ended up excusing themselves to go find her. "hey, i'm sorry… i mean, are you okay? you don't look like you're having much fun."

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teeg wasn't exactly sure how the blonde would respond. she maybe expected some hesitation, but her boyfriend (johnny? josh?) was grating enough. and she'd seen it all the entire time they were there each night. as their lips met, a smirk was pressed into the kiss that surely didn't last because she was not hesitating to shove her tongue into olivia's mouth and making sure she kissed her better than her boyfriend could. the silence that fell around them was hilarious; so she finally pulled back from the kiss and pouted at the man that was now staring at them. "you better be careful, buddy. i eat pussy better than i kiss."

"kiss you?" olivia did a double take not sure she heard teagan correctly at first. she'd been looking over at josh annoyed that he was doing the exact same thing that had eventually caused their last breakup. it was clear her bartender had seen all his shenanigans too and it wasn't like she could argue with her logic. there was one last beat of hesitation but the way teagan put it lit a fire in olivia. or perhaps that was the extra shots. either way. "you're right. he can go fuck himself. and you're gorgeous." she pushed up on the edge of the bar and closed the distance to the other woman, hand going to the back of her neck and kissing her hard.

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floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ oh i want u rn. i’m just saying…. i can have u whenever i want

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ no ur right! i didn’t wanna take ur day tho

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i’m really good at being covert when i need to be

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ yeah and now that i have my hands on u, ur not allowed bc it’s my job now

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ gn baby ily 🖤

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ CNNXSAKA HAHAHAHS I MEAN GN LOL

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ that’s fucking right and don’t u forget it

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ so u don’t want me rn?

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ 👀 i meannnnnn ur doing all the cooking and planning with me sooooo i assumed.

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ look at u it’s so hot when u have everything all planned out perfectly baby

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ mmm that’s always tempting when i’m talking to u but i’m soooo good and i don’t do it unless u say i can

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ gn gn gn i miss u dream of me

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floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ you’re right, emmy !!! you’re always right always alwaaaays

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ bitch i can have u whenever i want 🙄

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ hosts huh? 🤔 cute. yeah i think i deserve to see multiple considering how hard i’ll be working allll day. i think i may also get waaaay too drunk and pass out on your couch (and then wake up when everyone leaves to fuck u in ur comfy bed)

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ LMAO

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ okay baby, go to sleep

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ don’t want u tempted to touch my pussy yknow?

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ see baby? i know u i know how u work just admit i’m always right and can always drive u crazier

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ it’s kinda fun fucking with u when u can’t have me 😈

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ 🤪🤪🤪

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ oh u wanna see more than one? bc we could disappear for hours and idk if the hosts should do that but i woulddddddd 🤭

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ god that’s so fucking hot GODDDDDD that’s so fucking hot floyd fuckkkkkk

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ ur so sexy i need to sleep soon or i’m gonna fucking explode

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“i feel like he could get mad at you for being sick? guys have gotten mad it me for cancelling because of funerals… so…” nik shrugged her shoulders, like it wasn’t a big deal. she was pretty sure that leah deserved better than that, though. a little giggle left nik’s lips at the reaction she got but she ended up covering her mouth so it didn’t look like she was too entertained. how adorable. “i don’t think it’d be weird.” she’s done it before, obviously. and enjoyed it more, for the most part. she got closer, like she was simply offering to braid her hair, and took her hands within her own. “i can just let you know if you’re bad, or whatever. i know what guys like. i’ve kissed at least thirty of them.” better to go about it as a teaching moment rather than just wanting to make out with her… “don’t even think about it. just close your eyes and pretend i’m a boy.”

"i won't just cancel... i'll say i'm sick! he can't exactly get mad at a girl for being ill, can he??" a genuine question, considering leah's knowledge of the opposite sex didn't extend beyond what she had read in the romance novels she snuck from her mother's office when she was away. her cheeks flushed at the word virgin, but she'd let nikau get to know her too well to deny it. in fact, not until the other woman suggested that they share a kiss did she get a reaction from leah, sitting upright on the bed with a shock. "us?! no, we couldn't nik, it's not appropriate! we're both...." but the words refused to leave her lips. after all, it was simply an echo of her father's homophobia, not a reflection of her own feelings. "it would be weird.... wouldn't it?" or, worse, it might feel natural.

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floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ BARK BARK BARK BARK BARk

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ ugh fuuuuck i love looking at u

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ ur right. u have the ability to make me crash tf out

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ emmy baby jesus fucking christ i'm gonna lose my mind i need u so badddd

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i can't wait to find out what those places while everyone we know is around .. damn. nasty bitch

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ gonna rail u and make u cum while ur hosting ur lil partyyyy

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ 🙄🙄🙄

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ [ image attached: emmy showing off in one of the lingerie sets floyd bought for her. ]

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ as if i couldn't do a million things to drive u mad but i'm feeling generous and nostalgiac tonight so here's a little gift 😘

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ yeah baby shove ur fingers down my throat so nobody hears how loud i could really be if u weren't there to help me out mhmmmm

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ ur sick as fuck tbh

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ that's damn right and i know places to go in here where i can be as loud with my baby as i damn well please

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floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ ur crazy, em 😂🖤

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ well yes. we've known that

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i am simply asking for some assistance since idk if there could possibly be anything that u could do...

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ ik i would just get u to suck on my fingers to keep from screaming bc we'd be all sneaky and shit.. might get caught but who tf cares at least i'm fucking my girl

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i knew it was going to happen LMAO

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ and it's ur house so u can be as loud as the hell u want

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ i can shut up about it if u want but just know it was everything to me fr

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ god do i ever dhsjdfhka we really get each other huh

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ see? ur really trying to get me to act out rn and get u going and u THINK it's gonna work don't u? need that visual aid and shit

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ i love when u force me to do shit it's kinda hot that we'd have to make sure no one knew if i popped by real fast to fuck u the world is lucky i don't have the address and it's some movie person's house bc damnnnnn

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ u have been waiting for this day lol

emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ ..................................................suddenly i'm the most patient girl in the worst lfg