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Sorry for being a ghost but...
I decided I wanted to updated everyone on how my 2019 went. Well in May Jared and I broke up after being together for 2 1/2 years. I wanted marriage and a family and he said he just wasn’t ready. The last time he let me see Titus was in July, right before my birthday. My heart misses my Titus each and everyday. I hope Titus knows his mom loves him and I will always love him. In July my best friends blessed me with becoming an auntie. Isabella Dawn was Born 2 weeks after my 21st birthday! She was born perfect in every way! 😍 In August my car completely broke down on me on my way to my first Friday class of the fall semester right across the street from campus (seriously mad it couldn’t have died on campus parking lot instead🙄). I have been car-less and have been in the search of a new car, hopefully by the begging of January (begging of February at the latest) I’ll have my very own car again! 5 days after my car died on me I got fired from a job I was at for 3 1/2 years. I was both jobless and carless till October . I currently do now have a job, it’s a little pay cut from my last job by 50¢ an hour but it’s a better environment and I don’t dread going into work and I don’t come home crying like I did from my last job. In November sweet Isabella Dawn went to go be with the angels at 16 weeks old. 2 days later her puppy soon joined her in heaven. On November the 17th my favorite restaurant that I grew up eating and was my soul comfort food closed down. Also In November my childhood tradition of having dinner with Santa ended. The restaurant stopped paying their rent and was kicked out of their building. They are no longer in business. It’s been a hell of a year, rough is an understatement. But 2020 is looking up. I am currently looking to buy a vehicle and I will be graduating with an Associates degree on May 14, 2020. I also signed up for my first 5k in 2020 for Jan 4th and plan to do as many 5ks as I possibly can, & live my life out loud.
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April And May
Hey everyone, sorry i’ve been MIA. 
So during the month of april, ugh what can I say, it was a month. I’m having health issues with my knee. I swear at the begging of april I tore a ligament in my knee, I was able to get into the drs and they gave me predizone (a steroid) for my knee. I’ve been wearing my knee brace but it’s not helping. I’m having issues sleeping due to my knee. I can’t get comfortable enough at night, so i’m not sleeping enough. I feel exhausted and my knee feels like someone is constantly tugging on it. 
The Theme for April is “Rise Up” by Andra Day. 
And I know you feel like dying But I promise we’ll take the world to its feet And move mountains Bring it to its feet And move mountains And I’ll rise up I'll rise like the day I’ll rise up I'll rise unafraid I'll rise up And I’ll do it a thousand times again
No matter what, I’ll continue to rise up through this AI journey. 
https://youtu.be/lwgr_IMeEgA
For the Month of May the Theme is “Last Hope” By paramore. Yes paramore again, lol. 
I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy by now... ...It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing... And the salt in my wounds isn't burning any more than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive...
I choose this song because my journey is tough. I’m still loosing weight, but i honestly thought i would be almost to my goal weight by now, I thought my health would be getting much much better by now, but it’s not. It’s about the same but now slightly worst due to knee issues. 
https://youtu.be/XoYu7K6Ywkg
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Exactly one year ago today I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism
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Me last week when I thought the noodles I was eating was made with rice flour, but they weren’t.
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My purse after all my meds and snacks are packed…
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When you keep pushing, even though you've got one spoon left...
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The bottom pair is a size 12 from old navy, and the top is a size 6 from Aeropostale’s. Almost 3 years ago I was able to wear the top pair, now I wear the bottom pair. I when I graduated high school I was 125lbs now I’m 175. My heaviest weight was 188 at January 1st 2019. Since then I’ve lost 13 pounds and I’m not stopping, I will be back to my size 6. This is what hypothyroidism looks like, this is what Hashimotos disease looks like. This is what having an autoimmune disease will look like. But I’m strong and will lose all the weight I’ve gained.
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Day 62 of 365 2019
Hey guys. So I got my celiacs test results back. I don’t have celiacs but I am gluten sensitive. My throat started burning not that long ago. I hope my thyroid is not completely burning out on me.
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Day of 60 365 of 2019
Hey guys. Sorry for not posting for a while. I went to the endo today. Best appointment I ever had. Such a nice lady! I got tested today for Celiacs disease, she said even if I don’t have it, I should still be gluten free. I have an appointment March 25th for an ultrasound on my thyroid. I had gluten free bbq chicken pizza from dominos last night. It was delicious. They only have gluten free in small size but it was very filling. So for the month of March I decided the theme was “I’m a survivor” by Reba McEntire. I love her so much and I love this sound and thought it was fitting due to March 23rd is my 1 year anniversary of having hypothyroidism.
With gentle hands and a heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor
But I must have had my mamma's will
And God's amazing grace
I'm a survivor
https://youtu.be/_HbTASYNVps
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