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I wonder whether they go through the same shit like we do.

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I am no one.

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First they told me to exercise, i started gyming. Lost a few pounds .

Then they told me 30 % is exercise and 70% is diet.. You should eat good food, so i changed my whole life around and started eating healthy. Not a hit of junk.. Only oats and chia and muesli and things that i cant even pronounce.

Yea i did all i could.

But when my blood reports came, they told me i still have hypothyroid and now a new addition that my liver has some problems. I quit drinking one year back. And before that also. I hardly drank any.

Now all the effects of thyroid issue is affecting my daily life.

Its sucks. Because u try everything to get your life back on track but somehow life knows how to fuck around.

Its not easy to take hormone tablets every morning empty stomach.

Its not easy to deal with all the things that come with hypothyroid.

Thanks to my thyroid, now i know why i get anxiety attacks and depression episodes.

This is not the life i dreamt about.

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Its been so long since i used my tumblr. I feel good to use it again... And hopefully this time.. Its gonna be everyday.

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I have a huge amount of curiosity for those who just leave someone like that and treat them as if they never existed in their life..

Like Man, how do you do it????

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Why is it so hard to make decisions sometimes... Should i let it go? Should i make an effort? Am i taking it so hard on myself? What should i do when a person is not making an effort to be with me?!...

Life is so dramatic.. Like some taylor swift song✨

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I came across this song in my playlist and i realised that this was the exact song my friend sent me 8 months ago when i had the worst heart break... All nostalgic ✨

I wonder how sometimes some songs just soothes our soul😌

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Listening to chainsmoker's "honest".. This song is so close to my heart.. It just make me miss all the good and bad of someone in my life... At the time... It relaxes my mind...

Life is full of ups and downs... Staying honest with our ownself is very much important.

I try each day to deal with my aloneness... I wil not say i am lonely... Because i have amazing mom and sister.. But few things just stay stuck in my mind.. Which cant be shared..

Being honest!

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Balance never let success go to your head, and never let failure go to your heart. https://ift.tt/3u3nZlb

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Smile... Because you wil look beautiful ✨

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Just dentistry stuff!

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Study babe study!!! Only this thing is gonna push you ahead in life🖖🏻⚡

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Just joined tumblr... Wanted to explore a different perspective of life... For me.. Its expressing myself..without the fear of getting judged..