thatonefemmelesbian

[thatonefemmelesbian]

julien dancer gf insecure ab her body? maybe something a dance teacher said? j a thought from what u said ab julien making sure she eats and drinks enough

CW: Eating disorder, body shaming

You had been spending any free time you had at the gym for the past few weeks. You had barely seen Julien lately and told her you were just busy with classes. Which was half true. By the time you got back to your shared apartment you could barely keep yourself up, the dizziness overtaking you. You stumbled your way inside, not noticing Julien in the kitchen. You were happy to see her but the sight of the dinner she was making made you feel sick. “Hey baby! How was class today?” She asked, her eyes staying focus on the saucepan on the stove. “It was alright.” You mumbled, making your way over to the couch. Julien turned around, watching you stumble into the living room, her smile instantly dropping, realising something was wrong. She stepped away from the stove, coming to sit down next to you. “What’s wrong, sweetheart?” She asked, soothingly running her hand over your cheek. “Just a headache, it’s fine. They usually go away in a couple of minutes.” You replied, adjusting to lay down on the sofa, resting your head on her lap.

“Usually? How often have you been getting them?” She asks, her concern deepening. “I don’t know, a couple of weeks? I think I’m just tried.” You said, not wanting her to ask anymore questions. But of course your girlfriend cared too much about you to leave it at that. “When was the last time you ate something? Have you had enough water today? I don’t think all these extra classes are good for you, baby.” She says. You roll your eyes, not wanting to talk about it. Not able to talk about it. The mere discussion of food making you nauseous. “Can you just let me sleep?” You snapped, turning away from Julien with an annoyed huff. She looked taken aback, not expecting this attitude from her. She got up and walked back into the kitchen, mumbling out a ‘god I was just asking a question’, making you even more annoyed.

You sit in silence for a while longer. “Dinners ready.” Julien says, looking over at you still laying down, not moving an inch. “Did you hear me? I said dinners ready.” She repeats. You stand up, making your way down the hall to your bedroom, mumbling an ‘I heard you’ as you walk past Julien, not bothering to meet her gaze. You slump into the bed, hiding your face in the pillows as tears spill from your eyes. You didn’t mean to be rude to her, you were just so overwhelmed. You were tired from overworking yourself at the gym and from skipping meals for a few weeks, all because of a couple comments from your dance teacher. “I can see your lunch” “Might have to get a bigger leotard soon” “Remember to suck your stomach in”. Those words had been replaying in your mind endlessly. You hear a soft knock at the door after a few minutes. Julien quietly entered the room, setting down a plate on your bedside table, along with a glass of water and some tylenol.

“What’s wrong, my love?” She asks, gently rubbing your back. You can hardly get any words out over your tears. Julien pulls you into her lap, letting you cry into her shoulder until you’re ready to talk. Once the tears subside, you tell her about how much you’ve been struggling, and that you didn’t mean to snap at her earlier. “Shh, it’s okay darling,” she says, running her hand through your hair, “Your teacher doesn’t know what she’s talking about, you are absolutely gorgeous, baby. You need to eat and look after yourself, okay? I wish you would’ve told me earlier so I could’ve helped you, you never have to struggle by yourself, I’m always here for you. I’m never going anywhere, princess.” You feel your eyes welling up again, hiding your face in Julien’s neck, just wanting to be close to her. “You’re so so so beautiful. I wish you could understand just how gorgeous and amazing you are. I love every single thing about you, baby. Come with me for a second.” She says, standing up and reaching her hand out for you to take. She leads you into the bathroom, standing behind you in front of the mirror, wrapping her arms around your waist and resting her head on your shoulder.

“I want you to repeat after me, okay?” She asks, locking her eyes on yours in the mirror. You’re confused, but nod in agreement anyway. “I am beautiful as I am. I am not weak for asking for help. I deserve to be happy.” You repeat her affirmations in the mirror as she places gentle kisses down your arms and shoulders, hugging you from behind. You go through them a couple of times until she believes you believe them. “I’m so proud of you, sweetheart. I want you to repeat those every morning for me, okay?” You nod, a smile tugging at your lips thinking about how you finally found someone who loves you as you are and wants to help you through any tough times.

You retreat back to the bedroom, sitting up as you slowly eat your dinner, only getting half way through, but it’s better than nothing. Julien continues to praise and reassure you for the rest of the night, making sure you know that your worth isn’t reliant on a number on the scales. You fall asleep cuddled up, watching some random movie Julien put on to try and cheer you up.

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Julien with dancer gf... plspls

I miss being a dancer :( I fucked up my ankle and now it can’t tolerate much physical activity🥲

Comes to every one of your shows, sat right in the front row so she has the best view

Literally in awe watching you, her mind can’t even comprehend how you can keep your balance

Always makes sure you eat and drink enough

Giving you massages when you’re sore and tired

Makes fun of the stories but still enjoys the dances cuz she gets to watch you

”How does a girl turn into a swan?”

Convincing her to try on your costumes

Teaching her how to do a pirouette

Helping you do your hair, trying her best not to stab you with the Bobby pins

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Singer reader x jb guitarist (pt 2)

You had been rehearsing for tour for months now, almost everything was ready for the opening night next week, but as it got closer and closer, your self doubt got higher and higher. You were excited, until you started thinking of everything that could go wrong. You were in the middle of rehearsal, but you just couldn’t get the word right to this song. You were too stressed to focus properly, and being sleep deprived didn’t help either. “I think we should take a break for now” Julien says. You felt like an idiot. What artist doesn’t even know the words to their own song? You just wanted to cry, or kick something, or maybe both. “I don’t know why I can’t get it right!!” You yelled, throwing your hands around in the air. You felt a hand on your shoulder, leading you outside. “Just take a breath, okay?” Julien says, clearly picking up on your overthinking. “I feel so stupid, I can’t get anything right. I’m just so nervous for tour, like it seemed like a good idea, at first, but now it’s just so close and I don’t know what I’m doing, and what if no one even shows up to any of the shows, and if I can’t remember the words now how would I remember them when I’m on stage, and I feel like I’m letting down you and the band, and what if-"

“Breathe.” She interrupts, “You’re not stupid and you’re not letting anyone down. It’s just nerves, that’s all. Of course people are gonna show up, you sold out multiple venues! That wouldn’t happen if people didn’t like you. I know it’s scary playing in front of hundreds of people, but no one’s there to judge you, okay? Even if you do completely fuck up somehow- which you won’t, people won’t care, cuz at least they got to see you. And I know I’d rather put on a shit show then just cancel altogether” Julien says, trying to reassure you. “You’re right, I’m sorry I just freaked out for a second.” You say, slightly embarrassed. “It’s okay, you have nothing to apologise for. Just take your mind off of everything for a minute and relax, everything’s gonna be fine” she responds.

You both stay outside, enjoying the fresh air, for a few minutes, finally letting yourself relax as you talk about anything coming to your minds. You were becoming really good friends the more you got to know each other, and she plays guitar better than you ever have. “We should probably go back in now, but thanks for reassuring me, I’m really grateful you decided to come along.” You say, walking back into the studio with a more positive attitude.

You decide to call it a night after a couple more run throughs, finally perfecting the lyrics and feeling satisfied with rehearsal. “You did great tonight.” Julien says before you grab your bag to leave. “Thanks, you did too. I still can’t believe there’s only one week until tour starts. I think you might need to give me one of those pep talks every night until then” you say laughing, but actually you do need another pep talk sometime soon. “You’ll be fine I promise, just try and actually get some sleep before then instead of relying on 5 cups of coffee a day for energy.” She says, patting your shoulder before heading out of the studio.

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Hiii could you do angst with like a happy ending? Thank you!

Thank you for the suggestion!💕 I hope you enjoy it!

*this will be inspired by all too well the short film, Phoebe and Lucy are mentioned in here but also just random names/people too. 1 use of y/n cuz it was necessary :(*

You and Julien had been together for about 4 months, and she decided she wanted you to meet her friends. You’d briefly met a couple before, but tonight you were both invited over to dinner. You were nervous the whole time getting ready, wanting to make a good impression. You had already changed your outfit about 3 times, trying to recall everyone’s names in your head, and details Julien had told you about them. “Sweetheart we’re gonna be late!” Julien yelled from the kitchen. You checked the mirror one last time before nervously exiting the bedroom. “Do I look okay?” You ask as Julien stares at you, not saying a word for a couple of seconds, making your anxiety worse. “You look so gorgeous princess” she finally says, grabbing your waist to pull you into a kiss, pulling away to twirl you around. “You ready to go now, baby?” She asks, grabbing your hand to lead you to her car as you nod.

You arrive at her friends house, greeted by someone unfamiliar, who instantly pulls Julien into a hug. “You guys made it! Finally!” The woman at the door says, letting go of Julien and eying you up and down. “You must be y/n, it’s nice to finally meet you” she says, extending her hand. She guides you both inside, seeing everyone already at the table, already engaged in conversation. “We’re not late are we? Someone took a lifetime getting ready” Julien says, nudging you as you mumble out a quiet ‘sorry’, feeling uneasy with everyone’s attention suddenly directed at you. Everyone starts introducing themselves to you and vice versa as you sit down next to Julien. Everyone there is a couple of years older than you, and you only recognise Phoebe and Lucy.

You sit awkwardly at the table, chiming in every now and then. You feel out of place, but enjoy watching Julien having fun and laughing with her friends about some inside joke. You go to hold her hand, but instead she just brushes it away, giving her undivided attention to some guy named Andrew. You feel a little upset, but let it slide. Until it happens again. And every time you try to say something, she cuts you off. You’re getting more and more upset the longer you sit at the table, just wanting to leave as soon as you can. “Can we leave soon please, I’m not feeling very well” you whisper to Julien. Your anxiety continued to rise, now making you nauseous. “Just wait baby, I’m talking to someone” she says, barely paying attention to a word you said, going right back to talking to some other girl named Claire now.

About another hour has past, before Julien finally decides it’s getting late and she should take you home. “Thank you both for coming! It was really great to meet you” the woman who first greeted you says, hugging you both goodbye. You get back into Julien’s car, relieved to finally go home. “You didn’t have to be so rude the whole time. They wanted to meet you and you didn’t say a word all night, except when you were nagging me to leave” she says, leaving you completely dumbfounded. “I couldn’t get a word in with you talking over me and cutting me off every time I tried to open my mouth. And you were the one being rude, ignoring me the entire night, pushing my hand away every time I went to hold yours, not even looking at me, and not giving a fuck when I told you I was feeling sick and wanted to leave!” You respond, tears prickling the corner of your eyes. “I didn’t ‘talk over you’, or ‘cut you off’, or ‘push your hand away’. I’m sorry you can’t handle me talking to my friends for an hour without getting all jealous. You were just sitting there staring at the floor the whole night, not even making an effort. I’ve never complained when you hang out with your friends.” Julien says, her voice filled with annoyance. “Because I don’t act like you don’t exist when I’m with my friends! I’m not jealous you were talking to other people, I’m upset you completely ignored me! I didn’t know anyone there and everyone was older than me, I just wanted my girlfriend to say one word to me” you choke out, tears beginning to roll down your cheek. You turn your head away from Julien, trying your best to keep your crying quiet. The rest of the car ride back to your place is silent, you continue to cry silently into your hand, and Julien continues to ignore you, focusing on the road.

The second she pulls up to your building, you swing the door open, wanting to just forget about the entire night and go to sleep. But before you can pull your keys out of your purse, you feel a hand on your shoulder, turning you around. “Baby, I’m so sorry. I promise I didn’t mean to ignore you, and I should’ve taken you home the second you said you weren’t feeling well. I’m so sorry baby, I was just excited for you to meet everyone but I should’ve realised you were uncomfortable.” Julien says, pulling you into a hug and kissing your head. “it’s ok, Julien, I just wanna forget about it and go to sleep” you mumble back. “No, it’s not okay sweetheart. I shouldn’t have ignored you like that, I’m so sorry. You mean so so much to me, okay? I hope you know that” She says as she pulls you impossibly closer to her, wiping your tears away with her thumb. “I know, and you mean so much to me too. I’m sorry, I should’ve made more of an-” she cuts you off by pressing her lips to yours. “You didn’t have to make more of an effort, I should’ve have said that, I’m sorry, you didn’t do anything wrong princess I promise.” She says as she cups your face in her hands, pressing kisses to your cheeks, making you smile. “There’s that beautiful smile I fell in love with.” She whispers, pulling you in for another kiss.

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Can I request an au where Julien is the guitarist on readers tour and it’s like a friends to lovers scenario?? Thanks lovely xx

I’m sorry I only just saw this now! Thank you for the suggestion🩷

I decided I’d make this into a mini series since I think it would be easier to write, idk how many parts it will have but I will try post a new chapter every 1-2 days :)

(For the sake of this story, pretend that Julien is still an underground artist and reader is semi-famous)

You were spinning out, stressing about your upcoming tour. You had been planning it for a few months, and everything was going fine, until it came to your search for a band. You had successfully found a drummer and a bassist, but were still lacking a guitarist. You were used to playing solo, and to very small audiences, so the idea of finding a band and playing for bigger venues was quite terrifying. Your manager had suggested a couple different guitarists, but there was also something with them. Either cancelling on you last minute or just not having the greatest work ethic to play full time on a tour. You lay awake in bed for hours, listening to whatever music Spotify auto played for you, until a certain song catches your attention. You pause your spiralling out for just a moment, to see who was singing. Julien baker.

You had to check out more of her music, so you spent the next couple hours studying her discography. You were entranced by her voice, her writing, everything about her music. You knew it was pointless, but you were desperate, so you decided to search her up on instagram, sending her a message about how much you loved her music. “What am I even doing? She’s never gonna respond to some random person in her dms” you thought to yourself, finally putting your phone down to get some rest. You continued to toss and turn for a while, overthink and stressing yourself out about anything and everything, until you eventually exhausted yourself and fell asleep.

By the time you woke, you had completely forgotten about the message you sent last night, until you saw the notification on your phone. She actually replied? You opened instagram, even more surprised when you read her text. “Hey! Thanks so much for your support, I’m actually quite a fan of yours too. I love the way you write, it’s so honest and poetic, have to write something together some time!” You had a slight hope, replying to her message, “Oh thank you! I’m actually on the hunt for a guitarist for my tour, and I know it’s a long shot, but is there any chance you’d wanna be dragged around the country by a random person for a year?”

You knew it was an unlikely scenario, but you didn’t know what else to do at this point. Tour was getting closer and closer and you were missing out on important rehearsals, only adding on to your stress. You continued about your daily routine, anxiously but despondently awaiting a response from Julien. You were in the middle of binge watching the same show for the 100th time, when you heard your phone go off, a notification from instagram popping up,

“Actually I think that sounds like a pretty cool idea, when’s tour start?”

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Actor reader x jb!!

Has seen every movie/show you’re in at least 20 times

Telling her the entire plot of your next movie even though you’re meant to keep it a secret

Surprising you on set- showing up with some flowers and coffee

Gets so happy when your scene comes on during a movie

”LOOK! ITS YOU! My girl looks so pretty on the screen!”

Attending award shows in matching outfits, Julien SCREAMING when you win

Or if you’re an undiscovered actor, she’ll tell you you deserve an Oscar

Getting you to be in her music videos

Does more promo for your movies/shows than her own music

[thatonefemmelesbian]

could you maybe do some head cannons of Julien as a golden retriever gf? Thank youu x

Thank you for the suggestion!🩷

Follows EVERYWHERE around the house

Bringing you flowers for no reason

Physical touch is definitely a main love language, just wants to cuddle you all day

Matching outfits, even if it’s just wearing the same color or something simple, she still wants to match with you somehow

Would literally do anything for you, like you could ask her to do the weirdest thing possible and she’d do it just cuz you asked

Gets upset too when you cry

Reading or singing to you when you can’t sleep at night, even if she can barely stay awake herself

Carrying a photo of you in her wallet (next to Beans ofc)

Instantly apologising and smothering you with kisses if she ever makes you upset, which is very rare

[thatonefemmelesbian]

On tour with the boys and muna

All hanging out backstage together

You and Kelli filming grwm’s together and hanging out backstage during soundcheck

You’re the no.1 supplier of boygenius concert photos/videos

Like your entire camera roll is just full of the boys performing and backstage photos of Julien

Julien taking you on sightseeing dates in every new city

Crying so many happy tears at the msg show and sobbing at their speech

Buying souvenirs every city you go to and then getting frustrated trying to fit them all into your suitcase

Julien feeling bad for not spending as much time with you so you have to remind her she’s on the biggest fucking tour of her career, and you’re more than happy to just be on the sidelines watching her

Sneaking off during sound checks sometimes to go make out

Sometimes feeling a little out of place/unwanted but they all reassure you they want you there with them

Hanging out in the tour bus or hotel room with muna til like 4am

Becoming the most popular person when you go back to work

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Julien helping you on your period

Won’t let you get up unless you need to go to the bathroom

Bringing you pain meds and hot water bottles/heating pads all throughout the day

Cooks your favourite meals and makes sure you drink enough water

Giving you massages to ease your cramps

Stays home the whole week taking care of you

Just laughs at you when you get snarky

Cuddling the entire day, falling asleep on top of her

She tracks your cycle and stocks up on anything you need the week before

Crying over nothing as she just holds you trying to calm you down

Her going grocery shopping for one thing just because you said you were craving a certain food

guys how do I remove my uterus..?🥲

[thatonefemmelesbian]

hi himalso a 4’9 femme girly obsessed w julien so LOVE your stuff 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 ur so good

ahh thank youu!💕💕

one of my friends told me the other day I could pass as a 10 year old because of my height lmao😭 and to make it worse her 11 year old brother IS actually taller than me

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Stargazing

Description: you and Julien go stargazing, staying in a tent overnight and waking up to watch the sunrise

You lay down next to Julien, looking up at all the stars, as she points out different constellations. You had briefly mentioned that you wanted to go stargazing, so Julien immediately started googling the best spots in your area to go, along with random information about constellations and planets, wanting to impress you. “They’re so beautiful” you say, admiring the sky. “You’re so beautiful” she responds, pressing a kiss to your cheek. You snuggle into her side, resting your head on her chest as she continues to babble on about how “one of Neptune’s moons is the coldest known object in the solar system”, gently kissing her neck, causing her to stumble over her words. “Stop being so cute princess, I’m tryna show off my expert space knowledge.” She says jokingly, turning over to face you. She wraps her arms around you tighter, pulling you in for a kiss. She presses her nose against yours, running her fingers through your hair. “I love you so much, Julien” you whisper to her. “I love you more” she whispers back.

You staying lying down for a while longer, bodies entangled as you watch the stars, until you start to drift off to sleep. Julien carries you back into the tent she had set up, carefully lying you down and wrapping you up in blankets, before lying down next to you, pulling you back into her arms.

You wake up to the feeling of soft kisses being pressed onto your shoulder and fingers softly twirling your hair. “Good morning, sweetheart” Julien says, her voice raspy and her southern drawl even more evident. You roll over, nestling your head into her neck, mumbling a ‘good morning’ back. “I thought we could get up early and watch the sunrise” Julien suggests, pressing a kiss to your forehead. You sleepily nod your head. “That sounds really nice”, you say, removing your head from the crook of her neck. She leans in to give you a kiss, before gently peeling the blankets off you and holding out her hand for you to take.

You admire the pink and orange tone of the sky, the sound of birds chirping in the distance, and how gorgeous Julien’s eyes look with the glow of the sun reflecting in them. “You look so beautiful, Jules” you say, making her get all flustered. You let out a quiet at laugh at red her face is, pressing a kiss to her cheek, only deepening her blush. “I love you so much, sweetheart” she says, pulling you in close to her, swaying you softly and her fingers tun through your hair.

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Julien x gf with anxiety

Does breathing exercises with you, talking you through an anxiety attack

Acts as your weighted blanket

Lots of reassurance

Singing to you quietly as she holds you, trying to calm you down

Doesn’t let go of you when out in public

Tries to keep you out of the public eye but has a private instagram account where she just posts a bunch of photo dumps of you like ‘look at my girl ☺️’

Coloring in her tattoos as a mindfulness exercise

Makes sure you remember to take your meds every night

’Pamper nights’, taking a warm bubble bath, doing face masks, giving you a massage, etc

Notices the second you start getting anxious

Always leaves a lamp/nightlight on if you get nightmares

Reading to you to calm you down, the sound of her voice helping

“breathe for me, honey” “you’re doing so well baby” “I’m so proud of you princess”

Making your comfort food while watching your comfort show/movie

You don’t like being away from her for too long so she’ll ring/test you all throughout the day to check in on you

Squeezing your hands tightly to stop them shaking

Clipping her carabiner onto your belt loops or handle of your purse so you don’t get separated in crowds

Doing mindfulness activities with you, like journaling, meditation etc,

Ordering for you at restaurant

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Julien x shorter gf (reader)

(Guys I’m 4’9 😭😭)

Loves teasing you for being short, but won’t let anyone else say something about your height

Lifting you up so you can get something from the top shelf, since neither one of you can reach that high

Forehead kisses at all times

Hides your high heels so you can’t be taller than her

Always has you sit on her lap

Uses you as a headrest

Seeing baby/childhood photos of you and saying “Aww, you still haven’t grown!”

Perfect height to rest your head on her shoulder as she presses kisses to top of your head

”Petal” “munchkin” “pipsqueak”

Piggy back rides

Her clothes are always baggy on you

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Would you wanna do like reader and juliens first like actual fight and like the makeup after

ofc! Thank you for the suggestion!💕

Description: Julien’s been stressed lately, resulting in some conflict with you, then making up

You hear the front door open, jumping off the couch to greet Julien at the door. “Hey babe, how’d it go at the studio today? I made you some dinner, I can heat it up for you” you say, leaning in to give her a kiss. “Not great, but I don’t wanna talk about that right now.” She replies, pressing a kiss to your forehead. You’ve barely seen her all week, she’s spending all her days in the studio then coming home late and heading straight to bed. You’ve missed her but understand that it’s her job and it’s important to her. You heat up the plate of dinner you made, bringing it over to her on the couch. You sit down next to her and begin telling her about your day, but she doesn’t listen to a word you’re saying. You go quiet for a couple of minutes, sitting in silence as she finishes her dinner. You take her plate once she’s done walking over to the sink to wash it. “Thank you baby,” she says, coming up behind you to give you a kiss, “I’m gonna head to bed now.” “Now?” You ask, wanting to see a bit more of her. “Yeah? I’m tired, I’ve been at the studio all day. Is there a problem with that?” She replies, furrowing her eyebrows. She begins walking away, before you say,

“You haven’t even said a word to me since you got home and completely ignored me when I was talking to you before.” She rolls her eyes and runs her hand through her hair. “I’m sorry princess, I’m just really tired tonight, I didn’t mean to ignore you baby” she replies and starts walking off again. “But it’s not just tonight, it’s been all week. You’ve said like 10 words to me the past couple of days, I’ve barely seen you at all and when I do you’re in a bad mood and ignoring me.” You say, turning around to face her. “Sorry I have job. You know everything’s not always about you. I work my ass off all day, I’m allowed to be fucking tired. I don’t need to come to home to you having a go at me! My life doesn’t revolve around you sweetheart, I can’t just drop everything for you!” She yells back, tearing welling up in your eyes. “I’m not having a go at you Julien, I just miss my girlfriend!” You shout back, turning your face as tears begin to fall from your eyes. You’ve never fought once the whole time you’ve been together, you’ve had stupid disagreements of course, but nothing like this. “And I’m just trying to work! It’s not my fault you’re so damn needy all the time.” She mumbles, walking into the bedroom and slamming the door shut.

You stand in the kitchen for a minutes more, tears soaking your face, before you go to lie down on the couch. You lay awake for hours, unable to sleep without being in Julien’s arms and replaying the fight in your head. You begin quietly crying into the sofa, her words repeating over and over in your mind. You hear the bedroom door open and soft footprints enter the living room. “Baby?” Julien whispers, her voice filled with sorrow. You stay quiet, hoping she’ll think your asleep and go back to bed. “Baby?” She calls again, crouching down in front of you. The sound of you sniffling gives away the fact that you’re awake. “Baby I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean any of that, I’ve just been really stressed lately, and I know that’s not an excuse. I’m so sorry princess, please come to bed, I can’t sleep without you” she says, holding your hand and pressing light kisses over your face. “Aren’t I ‘too needy’ for you?” You say, still upset. Julien lets out a sigh and moves to sit beside you on the couch, “I didn’t mean that angel, I’m so sorry. You’re not needy, princess, I was just being an asshole. I shouldn’t have said that- any of that- I love you so so much baby, you mean the world to me” she says, her voice cracking. She wipes the tears off of your cheeks, her heart breaking as she realises how upset she made you.

“I love you too, Jules” you say, sitting up as she pulls you in for a hug. She holds you tight, whispering over and over “I’m sorry”s and “I love you”s. You pull apart after a few minutes, pressing a sweet kiss to her lips and she picks you up and carries you back to bed, smothering your face in kisses the whole way there. You lay your head on her chest and wrap your arms around her tightly as if she’d disappear if you loosened your grip. She absentmindedly plays with your hair, continuing to whisper sweet nothings in your ear, even after you’ve fallen asleep.

You wake up the next morning, the bed empty. You start thinking about last night again, getting upset all over again, and thinking that her apology meant nothing, as she was supposed to have the day off today, yet was gone again. Tears start filling up your eyes once again until the bedroom door opens slowly, the smell of coffee, pancakes and flowers all mixing together. “Good morning, princess! Hey what’s wrong sweetheart?” Julien asks, setting down the tray of food on the bedside table, pulling you into her lap, kissing your head. “I thought you’d gone again” you say, wiping away a stray tear and burying your face into her chest. “I just went to make you breakfast sweetheart, I tried to be quick, I know you don’t like waking up alone” she says, running her fingers through your hair. She picks up the tray of food, keeping you on her lap as you eat your breakfast, her occasionally stealing a sip of your coffee and a bite of your pancakes. You spent the rest of the day in each others embrace, Julien being extra delicate with you and continuing to apologise for last night.

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Types of dates with Julien

Going to a bookstore and picking out books for each other

Going cafe hopping

Art gallery/museum dates

Going hiking or just something in nature

Picnics at the park or botanic gardens

Stargazing, maybe even setting up a tent for the night and them waking up early to watch the sunrise

Taking some kind of class together- cooking, painting, pottery

Even if you have 0 artistic talent, Julien’s still proudly framing your painting and hanging it on the wall

Sitting on the floor of the living room writing love letters to each other

Building a Lego set together- probably like those lego flowers or something cute

Setting up a projector in the backyard and having a movie night

Omg making homemade movies- like just compiling a bunch of videos of you two together and playing them on the screen

Thrift shopping and making outfits for each other

Going on a road trip with no set destination

Her taking you out to a fancy restaurant for your anniversary

Going to an arcade or fun fair, her trying to win you plushies

Going to a flower field, making bouquets for each other, slow dancing to old love songs playing from your phone

Lmk if you’d like a fic about a specific date (either mentioned here or one you come up with) <3

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Hey! If you ever want to maybe like a jealousy fic? Thanks!

Thank you for the suggestion!🩷

Description: you and Julien are at a party when someone starts hitting on you, making Julien jealous and slightly possessive

You and Julien were dancing around together to the music blasting from the speakers, her hands firmly gripping your hips, rocking you side to side. You notice Julien staring off behind you, a stern look on her face and her grip tightens, slowing your movements as she pulls you closer to her, capturing your lips in a heated kiss. You pull away blushing, but notice she still has a serious expression painted on her face, eyeing someone behind you. “What are you looking at?” You ask. Her attention is brought back to you as she replies “That girls been staring at your ass at all night! She needs to keep her eyes off what’s mine.” Your blush deepens, finding the thought of Julien being jealous quite hot. You turn around to see who she’s talking about, but they suddenly turn around and walk off, only allowing you to see the back of their head. “Well she’s gone now.” You say, resuming your dancing. “Good, she better not look at my girl again.” She says, continuing to dance with you.

Your legs start to ache after dancing for what felt like hours. You find a place to sit down as Julien goes to get you a drink. “Hey, I love your dress! You look really pretty” you hear someone say, looking up to see the girl who was previously watching you. You’re not sure how to respond, not being able to tell if she’s genuinely complimenting your outfit, or attempting to flirt with you. “Oh, uh thanks, I really like yours too” you reply, just trying to be nice, hoping she doesn’t take it as anything more. “Thank you! So what are you doing sitting all alone? A pretty girl like you shouldn’t be left by herself” she says back. You now regret responding to her, looking around everywhere trying to find Julien, until you feel a hand placed on your back. “She’s not alone, is she?” Julien says, leaning down and kissing you passionately. She sits down beside you and pulls you onto her lap, handing you your drink and staring up at the other woman. “I’m Julien, her girlfriend. Who are you?” She asks her, running her hand up and down your thigh. “Oh, uh it doesn’t matter. I was just saying she looks really nice in that dress.” She replies, her confidence starting to fade. “She looks gorgeous, doesn’t she?” Julien replies, her question directed more to you than her, grabbing your chin and kissing you again. The other woman begins to slowly walk away, finally getting the hint.

“You’re mine, don’t forget that, doll” Julien says, her voice low and serious. She attacks your neck with kisses, her hand squeezing your thigh. “I’m all yours, Jules” You reassure her, pulling her face up for a kiss. She doesn’t let go of you for the rest of the night, holding you tight in your arms, never letting you out of sight. You continue dancing for a while longer, until you get tired and decide it’s time to head back home. Julien carries you to the car, gently sitting you in the passenger seat and pressing a kiss to your forehead before she shuts the door. She holds your hand the whole drive home, and being extra affectionate the rest of the night

[thatonefemmelesbian]

Hi! iI love our writing, I think something about Julien and reader dating but yk reader is friends with Boygenius, Muna and Kelli (Jo's gf) so they all hang out and tease JB and reader, idk I think it would be cute and fun ^^

Omg I was literally thinking about writing some hcs and maybe a story about reader x julien hanging out with munagenius! Thank you so much for the suggestion💕 (i decided to go with some hc but I can totally do a proper story if you’d prefer that <3)

Always referring to you as ‘the lovebirds’ instead of your actual names

Always saying “get a room”

Definitely placed bets on how long it would take for you two to get together, if reader and Julien were friends before

Lucy fake flirting with you just to rile Julien up

You’ll never hear the end of it if you have a hickey in a very obvious spot

You and Kelli ‘gossiping’ about Julien and Jo when you hang out

Calling you by your first name paired with ‘Baker’

Joking that the only time they see Julien without you is when she’s on stage

They definitely let her go out on stage with your lipstick stains on her face/neck and don’t say anything to her

Always taking photos of you two when your not looking and posting them on instagram

Julien getting very defensive over you when they tease you a little too much

You and Kelli teasing each other when watching Julien and Jo preform

I think it would be cute if you and Julien go on doubles dates with either Phoebe and Bo or Kelli and jo from time to time

Teasingly calling you the pet names they hear Julien call you and vice versa