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To selfshippers with paranoia, anxiety, social anxiety, any interal struggle like those.

Your f/o would 100% walk with you to anywhere you need to go if you feel unsafe in public by yourself. Your f/o would walk behind you, so you feel safe and protected from behind. If you don't like anyone being behind you, your f/o would stay beside you and keep checking behind the both of you.

They would constantly reassure you they want you to feel safe. they will happily go with you, they would do anything to help you feel safe.

If you're someone who fears leaving the house, your f/o would not think you're weird, crazy, anything like that. Weither you have explained why you fear leaving the house or not, they know you cant control it, they don't blame you at all. If you want to work on having the courage to leave the house, they would be there everytime, helping you take the little steps and would not blame you if you need a minute. They will always be proud of you for taking the small steps to conquer your fear.

They will always still love you. your anxiety, past, paranoia, what you deal with interally. does. not. define you. They will do everything they can to help you. to help you feel loved and safe.

PROSHIP/COMSHIP DNI.

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My dear Goldie,

When I see you, I feel an energy like no other. You are ever so kind and thoughtful… and you seem to be unaware of your own beauty.

Allow me to tell you so… no. actually, I won’t be able to… because it’s indescribable.

Even if I am the one being sold by the rail tracks as food, you are the true ‘snack’. According to Ah-Fu that’s a term for someone who’s attractive. Fitting.

I will try my very best for you, Goldie. Do whatever it shall take to make you feel even half the amount of love I feel for you.

Dedicate yourself to your happiness, for if you’re not happy, I am not happy.

There are many things I adore about you… your hair, your eyes, your smile… if you are self-conscious of any of those features, please allow me to ease you by telling you they are beautiful, like the craftsmanship of the trains that come in every day.

I am usually strict towards others… but you… you bring me to a state of softness and calm I’ve never felt before. You are a great comfort, like clouds swathing my very being.

We can dance through the azure sky, the stars, the very cosmos together… I’d make it happen. I feel anything could be possible with your mere presence.

Forever your admirer and loyal companion,

Dezhou Chicken

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WARNING: Non Twisted Wonderland Content (Rare)

Guys I'm so sorry for the Twisted Wonderland Neglect. This is my first non-twst art piece that I made for a fanart contest. But hey the character kind of looks like Silver. (It's the Tale of Food btw, good game.)

I will work on Jack Howl soon I swear.

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Hey. I would like Dezou Chicken with the matcha tea prompt, please! 🥺 I love him so much and i want to kiss my Screen because of him.

Take care and don't forget to drink. ❤️

Aww thank you, I'll be sure to do so 💕 Dezhou Chicken with a side of matcha tea coming right up!

(Link to request and prompt list post)

matcha tea; how and when do they propose to their s/o?

Dezhou Chicken

▪︎ Dezhou is a methodical man. He'll calculate everything down to the last second and take into account every possibility, including you rejecting his proposing.

▪︎ At first, the idea of marriage never crosses his mind, content with the relationship that he has with you currently. However, as years go by and more customers start to mistake the two of you for a married couple, he starts to think; quiet mornings with just the two of you, a ring wrapped around his finger signifying eternal love, your voice calling out his name sweetly before referring to him as husband with a small smile... wouldn't it be nice to make those dreams a reality?

▪︎ Days leading up to the proposal are some of the most nerve wrecking days in Dezhou's life. He's made sure that everything is perfect down to a T, including a reservation at a restaurant with your favourite food and a ring that perfectly matches your taste and finger size (Don't ask how he got it, he didn't ask how the flavour girls got it either). All he has to do is actually propose to you....

▪︎ ... Except when he does, the events leading up to it aren't really as planned.

There were three things that could make Dezhou lose his mind: Fuli, work and you.

Right now, as he stands frozen in the doorway, watching you play with the ring he had been planning to propose to you with next week, he wonders where did it all go wrong? The ring should have never appeared within your range of sight, yet somehow here it was, taunting him under the light as your attention is completely drawn by it.

It wasn't until his hat falls onto the floor with a soft "thump" did you notice his presence. You immediately yelp and hide the ring behind your back, nervously laughing, “Dezhou you're back! How... how long have you been standing there?”

“Um,” Dezhou stammers, his internal clock going haywire. “3 minutes 21 seconds? Or maybe it was 26 seconds.... or 27..... or.....”

You bury your face into your hands, exposing the ring under his vision again. “God this is so embarassing,” you murmur loud enough for him to hear, whether intentionally or purposefully he has no idea.

“I--”

“I--”

A silence befalls onto the two of you before both of you start laughing simultaneously.

“You go first.” Dezhou laughs, gesturing you to continue with a wave of a hand.

You return a sheepish grin before placing the ring onto your palm and facing it towards him. “I found this in your drawer when I came to visit the other day,” you explain. “At first, I put it back and tried not to think about it. Yet, the harder I tried not to think about it, the more my thoughts were plagued by it, so I just... wanted to take a closer look at it, that's all.”

Dezhou stares at you wordlessly, his eyes growing bigger and bigger the longer you spoke. Eventually, he takes long strides and bends down in front of you, taking both of your hands into his with a stern look.

“Do you like the ring?” He asks.

You blink, processing his question internally before nodding nodding. “Yes, I like it a lot.”

With your answer, he exhales a breath that he didn't know he was holding, giving wake to a soft smile. “In that case, will you let me propose to you with this ring tomorrow.”

“??” You raise your brow in shock. “Can't you ask me right now?”

Dezhou shakes his head. “No, everything has already been planned. It would be a waste to cancel everything because of a little mishap.” He pauses for a moment, as if deep in thought before whispering softly. “Also, I want to give you the best proposal I can offer. So, can you wait for me?”

He watches as your face slowly turns crimson, dying your cheeks into a pretty red that never failed to make his heart skip a beat. After a while, you finally smile, chuckling lightly.

“Alright, I'll be waiting, soon to be fiancé.”

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my babies 💕

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i didnt think id be so obsessed with this game like i am

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This is just a blog for selfshipping! Rentry

Uhhhhh hi :> Read under the cut for some extra stuff.

I am a filthy spiritual kinnie, which affects how I see my F/Os. Some were my actual partners, some were my actual spouses.

I am the living embodiment of Gold Chicken Shred, or Ron Goldie, from The Tale of Food. This is not for debate. I am him and he is me.

I am delusional about Dezhou. There I said it. This isn’t as a coping mechanism. You need to be well aware that our souls are connected. I generally… generally can’t stand the idea of someone else dating him. He’s been mine since I lived as Gold Chicken Shred. I won’t act all overprotective or “yandere” but we offered our souls to one another and that’s how it has been.

I am not a proshipper and I’d rather not speak to any… that said. All I can say is, don’t send people death threats, and try to get along.

I am a minor.

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Sophia Herzen but 18th century Rococo inspired

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PL Sophia with D6?

Sending a kiss to Anton~

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A darkness I helped create. A darkness I must destroy.

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“Look

He’s so scary”

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I did a sketch of Jade that I really liked so I decided to do a full version

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Ruruka Ando themed stimboard

x - x - x / x - x / x - x - x

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Ruruka Ando from Danganronpa as a patreon request from @bumbliee

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