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as soon as the internet decided depression and anxiety were the everyman mental illnesses and therefore not to be taken seriously we were all fucked tbh bc the fact that i have to feel embarrassed to admit i have debilitating anxiety because people will think im just an uwu dont call me out coward is ridiculous. its insane that i have to clarify that my depressive episodes are like life threatening and not whatever dipshit dumbed down idea of depression people seem to have like oh yeah i just wanna watch netflix and eat ice cream and not text people back. like bro i think im the devil

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your draft isn’t bad. it’s just going through its awkward teenager phase. let it wear a hoodie and slam its door.

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all debates abt the artistic merits of fanfiction fail to recognize the purpose of fic. you don’t write fic to be published or to learn how to construct a narrative although you can use it to develop style. you write it so that your friends will message you “bestie you’re utterly deranged for this one im eating dirt” 

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hey you should ask your doctor about MAOIs. my SSRIs weren’t working so we tried those (i’m on nardil) and it did wonders for my mental health. just saying as a suggestion because based on the fact that you put the fucking onceler on my dashboard in 2022 the meds you take right now don’t work

WHAT

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Trying real hard not to let the despair get to me but goddamn I feel so unlikable lol

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Traci Brimhall, from her poem titled "Love Poem Without a Drop of Hyperbole in It,"

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on the subject of kim, kimchay, and music

i’ve decided to be a little hyperfixated and took a look into kimchays scenes for the 129029349803483422th time and i was paying attention to kim’s very first scene???? in anantrameka university?? where he starts sings???

yes this is OBVIOUSLY foreshadowing kimchay to me,,,, “realized you’re my good memory” kim has throughout the show observed chay’s positivity and eagerness and resilience and kim likes it,,,, “the empty calendar is now full of your name” hello???? all of the guitar tutoring sessions??,,, “every time we sing” THEM SINGING AND PLAYING THEIR MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS TOGETHER IN EPISODE 5??? no highway in this part but that’s not important (though i wouldn’t say no to a blissful ‘singing in the car together’ scene later)

but hear me out,,, that’s not why im feeling so unhinged,,,,

let’s go back to this set of lyrics

but what about friday??? 

how does the concept of friday fit into kimchay?? 

how is this proof???

aww it’s chay!! look how adorable he looks in episode 7 aww–wait a damn minute

“vendredi"

me: searching back the two and a half years of french i took in high school,,,,,

oh,,,

oh my goddkjdsnjds,,,,

im not kidding the LAYERS in the show is gonna destroy me,,,, and this is barely coherent but i SWEAR kim’s song was always kimchay foreshadowing,,,

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I FINALLY FOUND IT AGAIN

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Concept: Angels don’t have to wear their halos on their head. 

Turn the halo into a gold collar. 

Shrink it down into a ring or bracelet. 

Turn it into a gold septum. 

Sacred nipple piercings. 

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oh your pronouns are he/they?

well that’s mathematically incorrect becuase you can still simplify the fraction since both sides have “he”

making your pronouns technically 1/ty

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I don’t know who needs to hear this but there is always a way to turn your fav character into a more disgusting immoral predatory version of themselves <3 never give up

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i think it is important to recognize the ways in which your favorite thing sucks. i think it keeps u normal

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fat character who becomes a vampire and loses a ton of weight and blood can not sate their hunger but they can't eat anything they used to like anymore. everyone views it as a positive healthy positive development but they're starving and dying slowly but never truly dying, a living corpse. this is a metaphor for something

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writing is so funny because i could write nonstop for 9hrs and then hit a block where im like "how do i transition between this moment and the next?" and then i just dont touch it for 6 months

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having long distance friends is so fucked. do you wanna come over to my house and play (it will cost us 1 william dollars)