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Chat I can't even lie a lot of the times it's not very fun to run this blog. I don't like people complaining in the inboxes of my sfw, my personal, and my art blog because I blocked them. I'm tired of hounding people to block them over them not having their age in bio

Like idk maybe I'm soft, but I don't like that someone went snooping for my main blog just to call me slurs for denying them my writing

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My brain is absolutely enamored with the way you voice things and the character list you currently have

It scratches a side of my brain I have no clue how to describe other than I understand it WAY better then I do with most blogs and its helped me understand some things in perspective I wouldn't have because it's explained in such a way

I really appreciate that and what you're doing !! :)

YEEEEEAAAAAAAAAH

Honestly this is such a huge confidence booster because im so so so so SOOOOO self conscious about my NSFW writing rn-- I've got the freak in me but when it comes to putting it down into words? And sharing it with the class? GUH!!!!

Kicking my feet eheheh

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Thinking and considering... claunecks freaktober prompt is bodyworship-- and while he's 100% the type to worship his partners body... idk if I have the strength to make his dialog in the fic fit his character.. I can be poetic when it comes to musings but clauneck makes me look like an idiot + add in the fact it's sexual

Maybe I'll replace clauneck with bloody painter.. prompt also works with him I think

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Tbh I think one of my biggest fears with writing smut is like. What if it blows up and EVERYONE knows it. Like. It kind of happened years ago with a fic I wrote... maybe not FANDOM WIDE knowledge but like. Enough that some people knew

Like yeah sure someone commenting "my entire discord makes fun of your fic but it makes me nut secretly" feels like. Idk. Great that that person enjoyed it, even knowing it's a shameful indulgence hits a certain way, but like

Idk

I think I'd become even more defensive if it were a request- I can take someone laughing at some of my personal interests for the most part, because yeah some of it is absurd. But I'm lowkey a Lil protective of my requesters when it comes to stuff like this, the whole "I hate the shaming of others" thing isn't a new topic on this blog

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"I don't see NSFW art as art" be so fucking for real rn

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b....benedict... benedict forfeiting control and authority but only to his partner behind closed doors. thats it. thats the idea. he trusts you and he knows you wont twist this into a moment of him being weak

need to get more comfortable writing nsfw fics because goooooood theres so many little character traits and tidbits i want to explore that can only really make sense in such an intimate moment GOOOOOOOOD

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need to get more comfortable writing nsfw fics because goooooood theres so many little character traits and tidbits i want to explore that can only really make sense in such an intimate moment GOOOOOOOOD

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Freaky thing #2

Maybe I'm off base because I'm still new to CRK, but I feel like Dark Choco denies himself pleasure- and this includes in the bedroom... if you can even get him in there. It's going to take a lot of time for him to be intimate. Because it also means being open. His hands linger in the air and you have to coax him to go through with touching you. He's painfully aware of the size difference, too. He's not as massive as his father but he's definitely a big guy. That feeds into the negative view he has on himself- he's so... bulky compared to you, his unsure and clumsy moves to try to please you drive it in deeper

He does get better over time- learns what you like and how you like it. Leans into being a service top imo

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Well now IM curious on what it could be, I thought you were open about kinks? Anti shame and all?

Not very comfortable with sharing it right now, sorry!! It's nothing gross (okay well.. it can be to outsiders and some subgenres of it do hinge off grossness, i personally dont like that flavor) or immoral or anything like that, it's just widely considered weird and cringe + I've seen people unironically legitimately get run out of places for it even though it's genuinely. Pretty tame compared to other stuff (not to sound biased)- it's just a little weird

Lots of shame forced onto me, hence why I'm vocal about anti-shame/anti-shaming. Doesn't necessarily mean that I'm absolved of shame or obligated to drop my list of kinks in full

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Im going to go out on a limb and say... the "opposing kink and disorder" thing is.. groping and autism? I know you've mentioned being on the spectrum on your sfw(?)

Tbh the parallel between that is funny too-- but it'd be funnier to say the kink is groping and the opposition is trauma but we aren't gonna get into that

That said!

Nope! Post was referring to something else-- and tbh I think groping is a lot more normal than what I was referring to, good guess though!

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I might be ovulating sorry gang

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I need to write more groping fics I'm so normal about groping I totally didn't write 3 groping adjacent fics for freaktober and definitely not other ones that have SOME of it I'm very very normal

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It gets even funnier when I tie my passion into it like. It's a triangle. They're all never going to touch and shouldn't but it makes sense why they're all there together

"So.. you have (x kink)?"

"Mhm"

"...but you have (y illness) that goes against it thus making it near impossible for you to enjoy it irl..?"

"Funny how that works!!"

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"So.. you have (x kink)?"

"Mhm"

"...but you have (y illness) that goes against it thus making it near impossible for you to enjoy it irl..?"

"Funny how that works!!"

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if you don’t mind me asking, what characters are included so far?

Rubs my little hands

adding a cut so its not too long

mostly in order of when theyll be posted save for like. the ones who arent done yet, and i mightve messed up the order at the end oopsies guess youll guys will have to see if the order is right teehee

kallamar (cotl)

splendorman (crp)

slenderman (crp)

dark choco (crk)

leshy (cotl)

eyeless jack (crp)

looey (dw, it will not be tagged here as it is harder to moderate)

moon (fnaf sb)

laughing jack (crp)

rodger (dw)

captain caviar (crk)

jorge sanchez (book of life)

licorice (crk)

sun (fnaf sb)

dark cacao (crk)

itward (fran bow)

twisted rodger (dw)

heket (cotl)

caine (tadc)

spot (atsv)

winslow leach (phantom of the paradise)

shamura (cotl)

morgo (little misfortune)

brahms heelshire (the boy)

jax (tadc)

sebastian solace (pressure)

narinder (cotl)

p.ai.nter (pressure)

those are the complete ones--- however clauneck (cotl), benedict/father (knd), and zenyatta (overwatch) are left to be written- asides from that freaktobers lineup is full

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hope that made at least a bit of sense, my brains kind of melting in my skull as we speak

So how is Freaktober going to end up working out? If you're still doing that. Are the fics going to be crossposted between here and AO3 just like the main blog ooooor?

Links will be posted here, the entire fic will be posted on AO3. I don't much care for the idea of posting full smut fics here on tumblr--- plus its easier to tag and label stuff in mass on AO3

Not sure if I'll post each link one by one or if I'll only post the link to the work on 10/1 and leave it to you guys to keep an eye on it

I'll probably post and update when its updated since ive got each day written in my drafts already

also before i forget- flufftober will be posted on tumblr on a schedule. all the fics that are done are set to post at the same time on their respective days. freaktober will be different, posted as i remember. since i gotta like. yk. add the links and stuff to the work

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So how is Freaktober going to end up working out? If you're still doing that. Are the fics going to be crossposted between here and AO3 just like the main blog ooooor?

Links will be posted here, the entire fic will be posted on AO3. I don't much care for the idea of posting full smut fics here on tumblr--- plus its easier to tag and label stuff in mass on AO3

Not sure if I'll post each link one by one or if I'll only post the link to the work on 10/1 and leave it to you guys to keep an eye on it

I'll probably post and update when its updated since ive got each day written in my drafts already

also before i forget- flufftober will be posted on tumblr on a schedule. all the fics that are done are set to post at the same time on their respective days. freaktober will be different, posted as i remember. since i gotta like. yk. add the links and stuff to the work

ough