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Suicide?no?sucide?no.

Suicide. It's something I've always been thinking.Something that I want to do...but can't.Whenever I'm about to hurt myself I would always think "what would happen if I did it?nothing,simple as that.Then what's the point in doing it?Forgive and forget,and stay positive"Does were the words that kept me going.That it was just another obstacle I needed to go through.

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Worthless

I guess everyone sees me as that.My mother,father,heck even my teacher.She just told me two days ago that she just realized I even existed,that I wasn't the same as before,that she doesn't understand me.Does she think I like being like this?being a depressed kid that hides away her pain?I don't like being like this.I would do anything not to be like this,but guess what?I can't.What's worse is she even compared me to one of my close friends.FOR FUCKS SAKE!I'm over here fucking trying,and you bitches can't even appreciate a single bit of it!

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What a joke

My parents always seem to be mad at me.Even when I'm not doing anything wrong.Then after putting all their anger on me they decide to act like nothing ever happened.I'm genuinely so sick of it.How can they act like everything's all rainbows and unicorns after hurting and insulting their daughter?what's worse is they don't hurt me physically(which I would rather have)but mentally.It takes quite a toll on a depressed 14 year old.

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For once

For once I wanted to relax,you know have fun at the school fair with my friends and forget all my problems.But I guess life isn't that generous.My parents were the only obstacle for today.Whenever I was trying to have fun they would always be there to stop it.For once,I want to stop listening to them.For once I want to be free.To do what I want,even just for a day.

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Stupidity

I'm stupid,I know.I'm stupid for still loving the person who hurt me,I'm stupid for missing the person who left me,I'm stupid for back reading our messages even though I know it will only hurt me,I'm stupid for wanting to text the person who told me to forget everything,I'm stupid for wanting to start a new to the person who told me that it was over,I'm stupid for still wanting the person who left me for someone else,and I was and still am stupid for thinking that you were the best thing that happened to me.

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"I hate you"

I want to tell you those words so damn much,but I can't.My heart tells me not to.I hate myself for still wanting you after everything you made me go through.I hate myself for forgiving you.I hate myself for letting you in after you pushed me away. How is it that I can hate myself,but I can't even think of harming a single hair on your head?

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But I know you can't.

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You're always in my inappropriate thoughts ;)

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Letting go was and it still is the best decision I ever made

Me :')))

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Used

Let's get this straight,there are times when we need something but we don't have it.So we go to a person who does,but we leave when we finally get it.

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Even angels have fakeness in them