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HELP IVE BEEN ACCIDENTALLY REBLOGGING THINGS HERE FOR DAYS

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love how Brennan rolled up with Neverafter like “alright gang it’s the horror season time to explore the Depths Of Dread And Terror” and the most fucked up thing Murph could think of was “what if my wife left me”

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really i think one of my favorite character dynamics is “i don’t actually like you but we’ve been through so much together that i’d trust you with my life and know that we will always back each others calls. but i still wouldn’t trust you with my car keys.” like “we aren’t really friends but we’ve been thrust into an intense situation where you are the only other person i know so now we’re besties.” and “if it weren’t for our years of history i would have literally nothing to talk to you about at this work dinner.” Enemies to lovers has NOTHING on general disinterest to begrudging acknowledgment to discovering that this person is now an inextricable part of your life

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the clock of meantime is literally just an entire episode detailing how jedidiah has ocd . the constant fear of a lingering bad event about to befall you or your loved ones that you can struggle to interpret but never quite succeed only desperately try to as it whispers to you ….. fuck

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god you're so fucked up lets make out

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the most fucked up thing ever actually is that Jedidiah Martin is a perfectly realistic representation of autism's negative effects on relationships and communication and low empathy ESPECIALLY in the context of a relationship with ANOTHER autistic person on a different part of the spectrum and he represents this without it being STEROTYPICAL or NEGATIVE or ANYTHING and it wasnt even ON PURPOSE!!!!!!!! HES NOT CANONICALLY AUTISTIC!!!!! IT WAS ALL ON ACCIDENT!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Mushroom hair pin

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going to a hypnotist and fully consciously doing everything he says so that he doesn't feel bad

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cracks jedidiah a a martin joshua macheath and juniper sloan against the pan and continues cooking my omelette

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see i dont really like the idea that jedidiah aa martin cant be headcanoned as autistic because hes like. a reflection of the fact that he doesnt get sydneys needs as a disabled chronically ill trans man right. because not only is it dumb to tell people he couldnt possibly be any of those things- not every disabled experience is the same, not every trans experience is the same, etc etc- its extremely fascinating if jedidiah Is one or more of these things (personally i see him as transfem comorbid adhd and autistic but thats just my personal take), as that puts everything into a whole other light.

if jedidiah is autistic, he was raised not knowing that, thats for certain- he was low support needs or perhaps had support needs that were not or have not been recognised. sydney however has been high support needs for a great deal of his life. jedidiah would have seen sydney's struggles and immediately assumed that thats what autism Has to look like, jedidiah couldnt possibly have it because jedidiah Isnt Sydney. jedidiah wouldve demonised himself for even thinking that maybe he had something VAGUELY similar to sydney because jedidiah views sydney as struggling so much more than him and therefore if jedidiah has problems that's just him trying to co-opt sydney's issues. so jedidiah being autistic and/or transfem/nonbinary/whatever youd like to hc him as. is fascinating because you have this person who has lower or less visible support needs than others and therefore devalues his own need for support. but still has them!!!!!!!! and you get his struggle with acceptance and recognising that he has needs Too and theyre different to sydneys and theres nothing Wrong with that.

also the opposite day episode was suuuuch autism behaviour i cant believe he wasnt written to be autistic w the way he behaved

tldr: seddie r t4t autistic4autistic

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i'm perfectly fine except for the problems

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I KEEP REBLOGGING THINGS TO THE WRONG BLOG

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sydney

bitches have complicated feelings about me due to my inconsistent swag

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jedidiah

*casts spell of Effects on you*

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it's so funny to imagine matthew as not being a demon spirit man or whatever but just being some normal guy who likes making fucked up noises,, he's just having a lil fun