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"Hey this person (who happens to be fat) is hot"

"Hmmm... sounds fetishistic to me" Shut Your Fuck Up Lmao

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The concepts of NSFW is being cleared of the Internet under the false pretense of children’s safety when it’s really about the people in power sanitising for advertisers and pushing evangelical narratives AND that not enough is done to keep legitimately harmful content off of spaces that minors have access to are ideas that can coexist

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Extremely bold of anyone to assume I’ll let people interact with me if they use the truscum/transmed label. Like idk how much of a *~traitor~* they think you are.

If you take their name, then you can’t even get near me. I’ll bite your bones off

This shit has dragged on for so fucking long as has brought up SO MUCH CHAOS in the trans community. It harms kids that think they’re trans but this makes them think “what if I don’t hate my body enough???”, so if you decide to take this name for yourself go off.

Just don’t expect me to be nice and sunshiney about it

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You know allot of humanity sucks but we have made allot of really good things. Like little flocked teddy bears.

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i went through an entire character arc during quarantine

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Filing teeth is customary in certain cultures. Mentawai people are native to Mentawai Islands and they live a nomadic hunter-gatherer lifestyle. They are known to sharpen their teeth with a chisel as they believe it makes one more beautiful.

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Me: I may not be an edgy teen anymore but I still got it!

Somebody: Got what?

Me: *leans in so my lips are touching the mic* A personality disorder.

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Re anon: it's called accepting and struggling with a major disorder. A lot of us do try to be "better" but we can't always control our symptoms, which can include aggression and compulsive lying, so maybe we want to talk about how that feels.

^^^THIS!! Like, you guys have to remember that posting about anger on a blog isn’t the same as actually going and doing things. And you can’t blame someone for “”encouraging”” or “”allowing”” or whatever just from writing shit online; many far, far worse things have been posted online, so why don’t you go blame those people for enabling strangers on the internet whom they’ve never met, and leave this blog alone?

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I find it difficult to care about anyone other than myself

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I can see all the strings you hang from, who am I not to pull them?

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On my good days, ‘empathy’ comes easily. I can relate, why wouldn’t I? I can help you? Why wouldn’t I? It’s just a scam. I am, that is. I have your best interests at heart, it always appears that way. Sometimes I believe it. On my bad days, I recognize that I’m just doing this to benefit me. I hope this doesn’t make me a bad person. Manipulation can’t be just a bad thing, can it?

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Having aspd and being self aware is a fuking ride, because every time you do something stereotypical all you can think is: Look at you, edgelord, wher is your fucking trench coat , bitch???

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I think a lot of people don’t understand how the internalized ableism of people with cluster B personality disorders is often a self fulling prophecy. People don’t realize how badly being told you’re an abuser or murderer your whole life fucks you up.

The onset of these disorders is usually early-mid teen years, when you’re really starting to figure yourself out. Even if you don’t know these disorders Exist, there’s still tons of media and pop culture that will tell you that certain traits you possess make you a Sociopath, and sociopaths are evil and irredeemable. Your peers also receive these messages, so they won’t be afraid to point out when you’re showing these traits. You start forming a picture in your mind of the kind of person you are, BASED AROUND THE SOCIOPATH CARICATURE. And it doesn’t help that it’s common for cluster Bs to have an unstable sense of self, so we often just performatively fit ourselves into this mold that society force fed us without realizing it.

And if you Do know about these disorders, how do you think it makes a kid feel to look up their symptoms to try to learn what’s wrong with you and see all this shit about how abusive and dangerous you are. A kid who is trying to figure out what’s wrong with them and sees that the answer is that they’re destined to become an abuser or murderer. I’d be willing to bet this is a nearly universal experience we’ve all had. This shit Fucks Us Up. You literally cannot understand how damaging this is unless you’ve lived it, honestly I can’t even describe how traumatizing it can be.

This is why so many of us go through fazes of being super edgy or cruel. This is why so many young people make ASPD or NPD blogs with gore and text posts about how everyone else is a waste of space and you only serve yourself and whatever else. This is why so many young people make BPD blogs that are just ‘yandere’ shit. I know empaths are gonna start talking about how ‘that’s not an excuse’ but if you’re told from a young age that you are irredeemably evil and you will always be an abuser and a monster, literally what do you think is gonna happen? You expect that person to turn out fine??? Hell no! We’re all fucked up because of this shit! We all genuinely believe we’re dangerous, as if the inherit self destructiveness of these disorders weren’t enough. YOU are the ones pushing this shit into vulernable young people’s heads! I always say the sociopath caricature isn’t real, but young people will continue to emulate it as long as you people refuse to take accountability for the harmful shit you push. Do better.

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The most common question I get by far is about whether or not people with ASPD (aka sociopaths) can love. Baffling considering how vague and broad of a concept love is, baffling that so many people would outright believe we're incapable of every single form of it.

You know what it reminds me of? Cats.

(Yes I am literally never going to stop with the comparisons between cats and ASPD)

Whether or not cats are capable of love is also a debate for some reason despite the fact that anyone whose ever had a relationship with a cat will tell you that, yes indeed they do love. Yet the people who believe cats are incapable of love choose to not believe people with meaningful experiences with cats. Cats don't owe you proof that they're capable of love but if you form a connection with them they'll genuinely and sincerely show you love.

It's the same with ASPD, we don't owe you proof that we can love, you aren't putting anyone else under such scrutiny. Basically stop asking me that question lol. And also if you hate cats I dont trust you

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The whole "antisocials don't feel emotions" as a misconception is so weird,, like we're literally from the dramatic and emotional cluster? Cluster B? You know the one?