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people are clowning on this guy on reddit but uhhh let's pause for a minute and ask...so what happens if someone has a skin condition? what if part of their face has been burned? what if they're missing their eyes? and so what if they just have a fuckton of tattoos? recognition algorithms are aligned with the most ""average"" / ""normal"" features which means any deviation gets denied access to shit we didnt need age verification for 1 year ago. i dont care if it's a choice versus not, dont care if it's accessing porn or wikipedia, this needs to stop

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The inbox will remain open, and for the time being anon will remain however I am not afraid to disable one or both if people cannot respect that I need some time away to get my head back into a good place

Soft Hiatus Announcement

I say soft because I may still occasionally put out a writing piece if I have something I want to jot down without the risk of forgetting it. But other than that I'm more than likely not going to be posting much for a bit. I'll still reblog important stuff, but asides from that I'll be silent.

The past few months have been rough on me physically and emotionally- I've been declining, but I'm not going to dive into detail out of fear that it will be used once more as ammunition to attack me. I cannot write like this, and I don't want to end up resenting everything.

Requests will remain closed, and requests that were already sent in will either be slowly worked on or simply kept on the shelf for the time being until I can work up the motivation to finish them. I don't want to scrap them, I don't like leaving things unfinished. I'll be working on the remainder of flufftober as well, whether or not I make a return once the remaining fics are complete is unclear.

I apologize for any inconvenience but I need this. I'll probably still be active on the wacky blog, which you can find in pinned. Those who know my main/art blog are free to keep in touch through that

In case I don't return until flufftober starts, I'll see you guys October 1st.

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Soft Hiatus Announcement

I say soft because I may still occasionally put out a writing piece if I have something I want to jot down without the risk of forgetting it. But other than that I'm more than likely not going to be posting much for a bit. I'll still reblog important stuff, but asides from that I'll be silent.

The past few months have been rough on me physically and emotionally- I've been declining, but I'm not going to dive into detail out of fear that it will be used once more as ammunition to attack me. I cannot write like this, and I don't want to end up resenting everything.

Requests will remain closed, and requests that were already sent in will either be slowly worked on or simply kept on the shelf for the time being until I can work up the motivation to finish them. I don't want to scrap them, I don't like leaving things unfinished. I'll be working on the remainder of flufftober as well, whether or not I make a return once the remaining fics are complete is unclear.

I apologize for any inconvenience but I need this. I'll probably still be active on the wacky blog, which you can find in pinned. Those who know my main/art blog are free to keep in touch through that

In case I don't return until flufftober starts, I'll see you guys October 1st.

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I saw the video post you put up before you deleted(?) it. 109 writing pieces in ten months is so fucking impressive, and I think people need to understand just how much writing that is. I'm sorry people are being jerks, you put so much time into this blog for us. You deserve a break. You really do. Deadlines mean nothing when your health is on the decline, no matter what you put out and when we'll be satisfied. You've already done so much for us🫂

It was deleted yes, I kind of instantly had post pettiness clarity where I realized posting a video of me opening my writing application to show how many things I've got done (down to opening individual folders and docs) was kind of childish

I'm just. Tired. I thought I'd get better once I was back on my meds and off my deficit. And in a way I have improved, but something still feels deeply wrong. I'm so much more tired than usual- but I know that can probably be chalked up to my meds (I don't think they count as sedatives but theyre used to treat insomnia (I use them for my anxiety)), as well as my body readjusting to... actually getting enough food... (not getting into it out of fear of triggering others). I think I'm just truly. Thoroughly. Fully. Burnt out. And I'm scared that it's going to start reflecting in my writing. I've been insecure about my skills lately. Not just writing. Art and baking. But especially writing because over the past couple of months it's felt like it took over my identity. People stumble onto my other blogs and only treat me as an author. They don't acknowledge the other things I create. But my writing is mediocre at best. It's short. It's not as well worded and written as it could be. I feel like I'm failing it and it's bleeding into everything else I do

I don't like getting into my mental health here. Don't like getting into it in general- not in my own spaces, not to friends

Idk I'm just tired

If I need to I might private this blog for a while, but I don't want to scare anyone into thinking it just vanished/deleted bc AFAIK tumblr blocks out preexisting followers when a blog locks

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Wow okay no need to get pissy I was just giving you my opinion.

You said I was exaggerating the decline of my mental and physical health as a means to not work as much how the fuck do you expect me to respond

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Dont hate me for this but you need to hear this. We followed you for writing. Not to hear you ramble. I dont care that you tag rambles. You made a separate blog to complain about whatever you want. No one cares if your "in a bad place". Either you get the writing done or you dont. And your not getting it done. Your just sitting back and whining about how tired you are. How burnt out you are. Doing what exactly? Its two posts a day. "Butbutbutbut... flufftober..." you have been working on it for months the only reason your lagging behind and not done with it is because you waste your time complaining about nonissues. Maybe if you stopped hunting for anti censorship and anti ai posts you would actually have something complete. REMINDER. We are only here for your writing. There is no reason for anything else to be here. You have your other blogs for that. You do this to yourself and honestly at this point I think your either over exaggerating your illness or using them as an excuse to be lazy. All this talk about being overworked but you show no proof that your working.

Still I cant wait for flufftober even if its been soured.

Dude I don't even know what to say to this

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tfw "popular" fanon becomes so embedded in a fandom & discussions within fandom spaces that people just start treating it as the default and all interactions with others are coloured by this interpretation. have you considered that I actually don't subscribe to this take, which is nowhere in the source material? wait nvm, clearly not.

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I don't care how awful I feel about my skills and capabilities with it, I will never fucking use AI to make something for me

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Due to this requests will also be put on hold. I'm sorry for this, I really am, but I don't remember the last time I've felt so ugh about my writing

More than likely no x reader requests today, horrid striking fear that I'm WAY behind on schedule for *everything* so I'm hauling ass and praying that I feel better once i get more work done

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I lied, I couldn't get anything done and I doubt I'll be able to today. Unsure if it's because I'm still feeling off from coming back home or if I'm just.. hmm..

Like I don't feel... good making art right now- writing included. I feel like I can make something so much better but I'm falling short. I've been feeling this for a while but I think it's starting to reach a head

I still have about 7 flufftober fics to finish before September ends. I hope I can finish them before the deadline, if I need to ill scrap 1 day and make it 30 fics total instead of 31 like I did last year

I don't remember if I said I'd work on the DWX7MIH or the crp long fic the other day, honestly I can't remember if I mentioned plans to work on it again at all. But in case I did, it does look like both are put on hold for the time being

More than likely no x reader requests today, horrid striking fear that I'm WAY behind on schedule for *everything* so I'm hauling ass and praying that I feel better once i get more work done

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how it feels to be in your 20s with the same interests you had when you were 10

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More than likely no x reader requests today, horrid striking fear that I'm WAY behind on schedule for *everything* so I'm hauling ass and praying that I feel better once i get more work done

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Not now paralyzing insecurity of my skills and craft! Can't you see I'm falling behind!!!!!!

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Go to sleep

Please

I'm planning to wind down in a few minutes, hopefully I can actually fall asleep! Getting tossed between states kinda wrecked my schedule but we are!! Attempting to fix it!!

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You moan about not getting attention on your writing but you don't update your fics. You're a good writer but not good enough to justify the wait time. If it wouldn't screw you over I'd generate continuations of your writing but I'm nice. Maybe make something worth while instead of wasting your energy bitching?

People when they find out writers like getting feedback + their craft takes time